>you will never have a cute healthy nympho wife
I can only hope to find one eventually.
But I'll probably die alone with no one to care when I died.
That's really shitty, my friends are starting to get married already and the girls I have my aims on too but I don't want to get neither married nor have kids when I'm still under 30.
This is turning into blogspam but...
No, it's not because of me, it's because I don't want to date someone 4 years (or more) younger than me. It'd be like dating a kid, someone who's in a complete different time, place, needs, aspirations and desires.
Okusan is cool because she's clearly devoted and shares a nice relationship, she's not just a trophy wife.