>>jump on trampoline all the time with friends and brother
>>always got picked on
>>was brainwashed into thinking its ok
>>let them beat the shit out of me daily
>>had no friends at all
>>only social life i had was being picked on by my brother and his friends
>>still getting beat up
>>cry myself to sleep
>>would touch my penishead on my tv screen to cute girls faces @ commercials
>>would attempt to play football with brother n his friends
>>didnt know what i was even doing
>>running around randomly /autism?
>>just stop and cry in public due to excessive forever alone feels
>>in school noone would even talk to me
>>i dont even look wierd.. just socially derp
>>started getting picked on ofcourse
>>figured out the only way i get attention is by getting picked on and harassed
>>crave any attention at all
>>start acting super derp so people would atleast notice me
>>derping hard to people will make fun of me
>>got known as the kid who would just fart in class and get laughed at
>>thought they were laughing with me
>>i knew it inside
>>would jump on trampoline while everyones whipping balls at me
>>they enjoyed it.. i enjoyed the breath of attention
>>would yell "hit my balls for a bonus" and spread my legs in mid air
>>they got bonuses
>>i cried in bed
>>babydick for life
>>still struggle socialy
>>still cry to sleep
>>still excessive feels
>>still no life
>>still crying as you read this
>>first time i ever told anyone
>>an hero incoming ....
>>Started meowing all day in elementary school
>>Funny at first?
>>Not funny after 3 years of doing it
>>Got in trouble for it
>>More harassment cant escape
>>Learn basic script kiddie hacks
>>Become Admin of 4chanPartyVanPranks / DoinIt4TheLulz / VoipDeamons ventrilo
>>Calling all day
>>Get 100/200+ viewers every day
>>I start Swatting
>>Swatting celebs, and whores on street cams
>>Meet girl from the ventrilo
>>Same interests, shes an anon
>>Shes a camwhore and is addicted to heroin
>>I help her quit camwhoring and supported her rehab
>>Talk for a long time / year+
>>Start dating eventually
>>I drive across 5 states to get her and have her live w me
>>happy for almost a year
>>buy her a ps3 treat n treat her right even in bed
>>shes playing call of duty
>>she goes in shower
>>i grab controller n play for her
>>receives message on ps3
>>its one of her friends from her skype/FB
>>They are having cyber sex
>>Read more messages, they are camming while i sleep
>> ... nice
>>car arrives a few days later.. shes gone
>>it was all fake anon
>>Her whole plan from the beginning was to use me
>>Used me for a ride across 5 states
>>To get closer to faggots state for him to just scoop her up
years of lies /b/
>>I got into her skype and found that it was her plan the whole time
>>Then she calls FBI
>>FBI searching for me for years for swatting/other stuff
>>Got got me vanned too /b/
>>Spent half a year in prison, you think its not long.. but you try it.
>>cant even get high, 3 tests a month
>>still no friends
>>. ... why
.. oh hi.. no i wasnt crying..
somethings stuck in my eye
why do you keep calling me baiter
this is the story of my life
Is my life serious so bad to you that you dont even think its real
I litteraly just wrote the story of my life.. if its fake then find it on google...
just leave me alone
easy there friend just talk to me about what you did today
The life you've lead seems to be one that requires strength and resolve. If you werent full of those traits you would've changed your path long ago. All that for what? A quiet whimper as your flame goes out? An understanding and re-perceiving of your trials to ensure that once you can pull yourself up onto your two feet straight backed you can handle anything life gives you? Poof. Up to you champ. Maybe enlighten someone to avoid that same fate. Humans is as humans does. Until they don't.
>>tinychat D0T com/anherob
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Op you made me happy, your sad life makes my normal life seem amazing.
might as well be sky diving with hitler in a power rangers outfit.
You either seek psyc help or you kill your self, one day you will be happy depending on the option you choose.
Sorry that ones passworded..
tinychat D0T com/anherofeels
didnt read it all
the first sentence stil stands tho
Salvation lies here
/b/ro, can you like, i don't know. take up weights or something. go hiking, join your local hash house harriers (google it), build up some tough manhood - shit you've been through is nothing, but maybe doing something physical could help. i know it did for me.
i urge thee, give it a try. no kidding.