baw thread ?
i just cant anymore
Anybody wanna drink their mind out tonight ?
What's on your mind OP?
In the friendzone and it's starting to hurt. Don't know how much more I can handle
Statistically it's impossible for you to continuously fall for the wrong people. They're the right people, you're just not good enough for them so they treat you wrong so you'd get the message and leave.
Well to put it straight im pretty sure she likes me its just that she has some shit going on that i dont really want to get involved with by dating her
im actually not sure why this girl makes me so sad she just does
I'm pretty much the repair man at this point. She has a bad day and I fix it. She breaks up with her boyfriend and I'm the shoulder to cry on. Everytime I think that I'll have my chance she ends up getting someone new.
I've been having dreams about me killing my mother
I believe it stems from the years of animosity between us. I dont think I could ever kill anyone, but the dreams fucking haunt me
Thank you friend.
only hadd these 6 images. so that was my dump
Today, I got told that I'm very good looking by a girl, a guy called me a "pretty boy", and not in a derogatory sense, and I got told that I'm funny.
Yet here I am, crying and drinking beer. What the fuck is wrong with me?
possibly nothing, why would you think that?
I thought I was in the friend zone for awhile, thought she had no interest, turns out I'm just a dumbass who can't take hints. We got drunk and made out. :)
Go for it man, as long as you're friends what's the worse that can happen? I asked out a couple of my friends and when they said no we stayed friends.
Get fit/active man, start hanging out. Even if you don't have the best looks being muscular is a plus.
People look better and will look over your flaws once you become friends
just tell me when to stop
if you think so
Nothing is, maybe a little bit of depression. Being around people you like is always a good cure. I don't like going out when I'm in my depression episode, I just force myself out and put on a mask. Eventually I don't need the mask anymore.
Also I got blackout drunk last night and woke up with no clothes. Just cry and get it out your system.
I've been told that, and I appreciate it. But somehow I'm still not happy.
I'm on raidcall pretty much all the time talking to people, which is a lot of fun. No money to go out atm, but once my school is done I'm gonna go out a bit more. Beer might make me happier.
Common suicide risk factors include:
- Mental illness
- Alcoholism or drug abuse
- Previous suicide attempts
- Family history of suicide
- Terminal illness or chronic pain
- Recent loss or stressful life event
- Social isolation and loneliness
- History of trauma or abuse
This fucking feel
That happens man, the most important thing is know that it will pass. You won't always be happy, I like having a depression episode every once in awhile it reminds me how happy I was :)
Call up a friend and make a conversation always makes it fade
Please don't stop.
I need baw threads.
Baw threads make me feel sad.
Looking at pictures on the internet, and reading these stories makes me sad.
Sometimes they make me cry.
Usually I cry.
I want them to make me cry though.
I want them to make me feel sad.
Because otherwise I go through life feeling nothing.
I see your picture and raise you...
in case of a misunderstanding: lucky you i'm still here
I know you feel like being alone but you have to force yourself to go out, put on an act, be like Kanye West for awhile. Pretending to be confident and the happiest person in the world actually does work.
I posted this kinda on accident, but if you feel like it and someone here has a good voice for this kind of things...
If anybody ITT is on antidepressants, what are you taking and does it work?
That's what I think on the inside, but I put on an act, become the center of attention. Talk about random shit, the wind sucks and boobs are cool.
That feeling will fade if you hang out with them enough.
>implying 20 y/o's cant fuck 15 y/o girls.
Gf of three years dumped me two day before my birthday (Monday) and stole my dog, stole my fucking dog man, and called the cops when I tried to get him back, ended up breaking my hand from punching shit
Pic related, I miss this guy.
This is probably the only picture to give me feels in a long time, mostly because i connect to this guy after all this videos.
And lastly for you anons feeling sad out there.
Happiness is confidence.
Confidence is a choice.
You can be happy if you really want to, and you will only realize how simple it truly was, once you thoroughly become happy as a person.
>been there done that
nothing you can do 'bout that whole thing?
Not unless I can afford to take her to court over it (protip: I can't) I will probably barely be able to pay rent this month because of all the shit she took, like the title to my motorcycle
hory shet, that bitch...
of course there's no possibility that she'll give it back, isn't there?
Doubt it, she called the cops on me for trying to get MY dog back, I can't do anything about it because I'm poor as fuck, I just bought that motorcycle for my birthday too since my car is kill, now I don't have anything
not everything, I agree on the confidence is good part
I honestly don't feel like discussing it
everyone's free to believe in whatever works for them. if you manage to make it work that way, I hope you can be happier
I don't even know why I was so bitter about it since it doesn't contribute to anything anyway. carry on with your thread
If you want feels... I don't know why the info doesn't go with the picture but he died of cancer and that's the last episode he filmed. Brotip... Bob no longer had any hair because of chemo and that's not a wig.
this can't be for real
I even took the time to include some jewish art bro
le reverse troll I was only pretending
posted in a baw thread couple months ago about my ex. Some anon really, really helped to the point where i screenshot his advice. Just like to say that im finally over it, and yes you will die, you will be depressed for months. But in my case i went to the gym alot, had good company and made sure i was always busy. Life couldn't be any better and my ex is depressed wanting me back.
Just anyone going through the same struggle as me i promise you it will get better. WAY better.
>browsing /b for years
>never post except this time
>still a newfag
>all i want is "YLYL" thread pls
>be sad to find only shit thread every fuckin times
people need to realise that no one is responsible for your happiness but yourself. Expecting someone to hand over your happiness to you is selfish.
life is a solo journey, make it a kickass one
>now i know how to meme arrows newfag
Good news: there's a way out you can take at any time.
Bad news: it may hurt for a bit.
Just come clean to her. Your fear of rejection is keeping you in a state that's even worse than rejection. How long you think it can last? Just tell her, worst case scenario she doesn't want to be with you but at least you get yourself out of that scenaro and you're free to explore other women. And believe me; there will be other women.
just go for it. nothing wrong with drinking in the morning when things got you down.
not even gonna tell you to not make it a habit.
am heavy smoker myself, also won't go a day without drinking. life is shit, i am shit so i'm basically living the life as intended.
the only thing that keeps me going these days is my job that allows me to drift away every two weeks. i work on two weeks then get two weeks off. keeps my pockets filled enough to support my way of life
>waking up random times during the day or night
>drink unless i have somewhere to be
>smoke while drinking
>pass out around my house either inside or outside
>be 18 years old
>only one girl in my life, she loved me but I've never been together with her
>already alcohol problems
>everytime I play withy my band I notice how I suck
>smart but suck at school
What can I do, /b/?
So I lurked this thread about 1½ hours ago. Tried to green text something but I really couldn´t. Went and got a couple of whiskeys and a glass of red wine, and perhaps now.
Do any of you recognize the feel of feeling that you are not entitled to feel bad? Good upbringing lots of love and shit.. Didn´t get beat up or abused or anything.
Though dad ran away before I was born, and mom got a whiplash injury in car wreck when I was three, just been the two of us and her on disability since. Got bullied a lot in grade school and Jr. high for being fat.
Lost weight, not bad looking (looking a bit like a thin lipped faggot though). Always put on a smile, because hey, I have nothing to be sad about? I ain´t sad, everything just seems so fucking pointless.
Have a song, and cheers /b/.
Yeah, I know that feel. Textbook good upbringing, no bad shit happened whatsoever, still a complete mess scared to leave my room and hopping between antidepressants. Shit sucks.
ive got a story
>be 20 and a corporal in u.s army
>get stationed with friends i made in basic
>3 months in get ready to deploy to Kandahar
>two of them still kids one has a kid
> first patrol in this god awful place
>30mins into it ied hits flipping Humvee
>i got smacked around bad and back injured bad couldn't move at the time
>buddy with kid pulls me out as gunfire starts
>i get med-evaced out with him
fast forward 2 hours kinda blacked out
>i can barely move ask about friend who carried me out
>doc looks away "im srry anon he's gone, he bleed out after making sure you got to the tent"
>mfw he got shot between the plates
>mfw i had to tell his kid and wife daddy isn't coming home
>mfw he gave up his life for mine
>21 in college
>Meet a really cute girl in a class
>really hit it off.
>ask her out.
>she says yes and acts excited.
>blows off plans
>won't reply anymore
Seriously, why can't I get a fucking break? I'm not some autist weaboo.
It reminds me a story
>be in Germany to learn German
>meet a 9/10 girl
>she's also clever a serious
>we hang out
>I find out she lives near me
>I come back home
>I hang out with her a few times
>I write to her and she doesn't reply anymore
>tfw she aksed me out many times
>tfw I was too busy getting drunk when sad assholes
There's nothing you can do man, just wait
The feels singularity. No, I don't have sauce. Sorry anons.
and as promised, a little oc.
Every fucking night.
I might greentext this some other time, but I'll give you the short version now:
Meet the girl of my dreams when I'l twelve.
My her again at 18. Pure fucking love.
Live together for 3 years. Fuck shit up.
Never happy again.
went to fix school laptops today (2001 acers, remove xp, install linux puppy, ripped all harddisks before installing), found on teachers laptop along with a shitton of personal info and familiy pics. She´s a mom for the record.
Just lost my job as a financial analyst for Och Ziff Capital Management Group, one of the biggest hedge fund firms in the world
I have no idea what to do, i made some serious money over the last 2 years there, but i'm so sad right now, really loved that job, because i gave soul and body to get it
hey bros no green txt for this one but
i used to think i couldn't be by anyone till i fell in love with someone it was one of those we hung out got close and just kinda started dating
4 years in we got engaged and i left for the army the month i got deployed i got injured
lost a best friend, she left me because she couldn't handle the stress, and grandfather died that's when i just gave up on love and almost on life
Im never drinking again, not after last night..
i got blackout drunk and pushed my girlfriend of two years around last night and now shes leaving me.
in my psychotic state i kept grabbing her and holding her thinking if i didnt let her go she wouldnt leave.. i also jumped out of her car at like 30mph, and cut myself like alittle bitch, which i havent done in quite some time.
im losing my best friend to alcohol and my stupid anger issues.
short story but fuck, I want to contriboot something that is mine
>not fat but not thin
>gf of three years leaves me
>tfw no gf
>solid 7/10 to most
>11/10 to me
>she's depressed as fuck
>attempted suicide at least four times
>talk a little, we share some classes
I vividly remember her saying
>"if you need somebody to talk to, I'm here"
>tfw I have said maybe four words to her
>tfw she cares about me
>eventually get therapist
>start getting better
>grill texts me
>good bye anon, i cant take it anymore
>tfw grill is gonna die if I dont do something
>anonette I love you
>panic like fuck, no sleep that night
>1 new message from: anonette
>ohshitnigga.jpg she's alive
>this might be my chance at happiness
>did you really mean that
>yes grill, I did
>mfw she says she isnt ready for a relationship
>start to feel like shit again
>start cutting again
A month goes by
>i love you
>we start dating
>everything is getting better for both of us
>she's still depressed, but she's being weaned off her ADs
>mfw I am making her happy
>mfw she is making me happy
>mfw this girl is the love of my life
>life is actually good now
It gets better, /b/ros. No matter what you think, how bad you feel, somebody cares about you. Always.
Electronic Music Thread
Gonna start bumping with some of my favorites. Feel free to bump along.
>everyone losing their hopes
>everyone going crazy
>that child still believe
>that fucking child is better than anyone
>that fucking child is better than YOU
>tfw you'll never be a brave innocent child again
Heres my story /b/
>be me 8 years old
>watch father die from brain cancer
>watch as the coolest guy I know turns into human vegetable
>mocked mercilessly by kids in school
>be me at 13
>one day one guy goes too far
>waiting for mom to pick me up
>he comments about wanting to fuck my mom
>he says he could be a real man for her, unlike my dad
>said my dad was a massive faggot and he would finish my dads leftovers
>send him to the hospital with 2 broken ribs and a broken arm
>took 3 teachers to get me off him
>spend years angry at the world, take it out on my mom
>when I'm 16 I finally get over it, i better myself
>start enjoying time with my mom again
>life starts getting better
>find out when I'm 17 she has cancer
>its going to kill her
>I'm 19, she dies
>completely break down
>all those years fucking wasted
>I'm literally all alone now
>my aunts and uncles couldn't give a shit
>whenever i call one just to speak I always get the same answer when they pick up the phone
> sight, what is it anon?
>so now I've dropped out of school and am working at some shit job just to force myself out of the house for some time
>don't know what to do with life anymore
TO ALL THOSE TROUBLED BY HEARTACHE CONCERNING SOME FRIEND YOU CAN HAVE.
I read this earlier in some thread where some dude was bawwing over some girl whos his friend that is going out with some other dude...copypasta
Assuming your average or better looking, here are some steps that may help your cause...goin off a friends experience here.
1.Cut off all non platonic feelings you have for this chick. This will be the hardest but most crucial step.
2.Workout and get in shape. This will not only make you look better, but will help to promote a more confident and centered mindset as well as a healthy lifestyle.
3. Get into college or some education to further promote your job marketability or get a job where you plan on staying that has room for advancement. This will not only work to put some money in your pocket, but will also give you a goal to focus on and bitches love driven guys which leads me to my next step.
4. Get bitches. If you have autism, acquire books or videos to help with social charisma and through practice and trial and error...you will get better. Dont listen to the faggots who put this step down. Only a fool never admits that there isnt room for improvement.
5. Take said bitches around this girl or at least expose that youre worthy of their attention. This will cause a stir to rise in this chicks ego because women are narcissistic and she will wonder whats wrong with her.
6. Realize that this is just some chick and that, no matter how much it may seem to be the case, she will never bring you true happiness because happiness comes from within yourself.
7. Have revelation that life is way too short to be doin the whole self pity thing and that your almost done with your degree or are about to get promoted and you will have big boy money soon. Might as well scoop up and dime and travel the world to exotic location and smoke super fine dope and drink in the sun while your waiting to die.
Happen to me a few years ago.
>girl I once knew
>used to get depressed alot
>would pick her up
>one night she went suicidal
>spent most of the night to stop her
>I do in the end
>few weeks later blames me for everything
>fucks me up really bad
>stops talking to me in the end
>still wonder what happened to her
>implying I haven't already been drinking my mind out
my shit is relatively minor, been trying to make a long distance relationship work until I can move, we're starting to grow apart, and worse than that, there's a good chance I won't have a driver's license in 3 months
I'm on my 16th shot of jack Daniels. Just sitting here thinking about how I fucked up my last relationship so badly. She was my best friend for 7 years and I cheated on her for no reason other than I was drunk.