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>>559172132 Ilona. was kinda in the same situation. she always swear bunch of things about how much she loved me and wanted to be with me. but these were lies. Get your shit together, block her and find someone else. I did it and it wasn't easy BUT I do have great reliable friends who still helps me a lot. I hope you'll make the good decision. It's been already a week for me.
Shelbi Joles. She's on the other side of the country right now. We're always texting, but I'm missing having that little booty here with me. Hoping we'll see each other again in a few months, and we've agreed to break off our other attachments when that happens. Can't wait.
Tuesday Because she cheated on me with a good friend and it just wasn't working out, despite my best efforts. Bitches man..if I didn't like vagina I wouldn't ever want to get in another relationship ever again. Not worth the effort man
I "hung out" with her yesterday. She called me, picked me up, and brought me to a little get together with her other friends where she ignored me the entire. fucking. time. For hours. Then brought me home. Laughed with her friends after I responded, "Yeah" when they asked me if I had a good time. I obviously didn't.
Nikole it was nice about two years, then arguing started, we started fighting and bitching about everything, we started to give each other our shit. It went downhill, I was actually wishing for it to finish, took a long to have the balls to break up, I'm glad its been over since about march. Kinda miss her sometimes still but as soon as all the ridiculous moments come to my mind its over. Good decision to break up. We lasted 3 years, had sex 4 times only. Now that I look back, it sucked.
Sara Slept with her two best friends on separate occasions when I should have ended up with her. This bitch was smitten with me and I had no Idea till after it happened and now I realize I dun fucked up because she is only girl I know I would consider going steady with. >tfw
Lara, becuase like 2 years ago she went to another country, now she is married with some guy she met some months ago and she is fat and ugly. Im kind of glad im not with her you know? just met a great girl some time ago and we have a lot of fun. Not a couple yet but we fuck every week.
Beth... Because I let my anxiety and fear get the better of me. She says give her time but.... I'm just not sure we will recover. I'm sorry babe...I really, really am... I'd do anything to prove to you that it will never happen again, and to make up for it.
We were on and off because she couldn't stay clean and would continue to lie even if I had evidence. >Finally blocked her for good >Hurt.jpeg >Miss her everyday >Nothing I can do >She's already too far gone
Maybe I'm wrong, but she never wanted to be saved.
>>559171497 Charlotte. Just seeing her name brings up the feels, man...
I blew my chance with her by being too afraid to try to get back together; on top of that I've been super busy with my career. I've got all the fucking money I could ever need and a fully furnished downtown apartment to myself and yet I sit here late at night wondering what she's doing with him right now.
Because she's in our bedroom sleeping since she has to work tomorrow. I don't know how I got her or why she stays with me but she's here... and I'm happy for whatever amount of time she decides to stay here with me, even if it's not until I die. I just hope she knows how much she means to me.
She was literally the greatest women I have ever meet, she had it all she was exactly my type. She even played league of legends. She broke up with her boyfriend so I made my move and things went great we kissed and cuddled all night it was the best night of my life I dream about it every night. But when we woke up it got better we kissed more and it was lovely then the door opened. It was her ex boyfriend. She ran out there and talked to him and the. The door slammed shut. She came in crying and said I had to leave... My heart never felt so twisted and confused I wanted to cry but didn't. I left and later that day I got a phone call, it was her she told me we can't ever be together. I was crying the women of my dreams isn't mine even tho I was so close to being happy. She got back with her ex and left me to dry.... It has been almost 6 months and I think about it none stop...
Jess... We dated for 8 years. We grew up together. She was my first kiss, my first love. I picked on her in kindergarden, but things changed when we were in the 7th grade. We went through middle school, high school, puberty.. We grew together, we shaped each other. To this day we still speak. Now she is with another man, they are about to get married... She tells me she wants to have his child, maybe adopt a 2nd with him.
In the 7th year of our dating I proposed to her. We were both just turning 19. Suddenly I started noticing other women, attractive women, and I wanted to have that perfection. I left her, because i "knew" i could do better. After all she had a little bit of weight to her. 5'6, 130 lbs. I wanted a bimbo, and so I left her.
I got my bimbo. 5'1 36DDD cups, 90 lbs of lean meat. She was physical perfection in my eyes... Turns out she was so dumb, it was impossible for us to have a conversation. Somehow, we made love. Day after day, almost for an entire month. Suddenly, for a reason still unknown to this day, she walked away from it.
Now, I look back at the little girl I once loved. The girl I shaped, influenced, and ultimately made into a woman, with another man..
>Because my "friend" told her I was gay, and now she doesn't believe me when I say I'm straight. >I found out he told her this when I asked her out and she replied with "xxxx told me you were gay" >mfw
>>559175708 Do you not want to hurt anyone because you have empathy or because its not worth your time? If the former then maybe you're not a psycho. Or at least my uneducated understanding of psychopathy.
>>559171497 She was the love of my life. We were together for little over 2 years. All long distance. Never got to kiss her, hold her, or even see her. All I had was her words and her voice. She, and her alone, made me happy. I can't truly remember what happened between us. I know I screwed up, as usual. I never did anything to hurt her, in anyway. I wasn't there for her so she deserved better. I couldn't even stay friends with her, despite loving her and her wanting me to stay in her life. I couldn't move on, being the fact we couldn't truly be together. I left her life without saying goodbye. I wouldn't doubt she hates me for that. Though, I still love her and everything we've talked about. I could go on for hours about how perfect she was to me but I don't think there's enough ways to explain it.
Thanks to the DID, I'm able to (sometimes) look objectively at the pain I could cause, and I was taught at a young age to not hurt others. DID is basically multiple personality disorder. Its a fun little combo that at least protects those who think I care about them. If people knew it were a facade, I could give in to the psycho part. Yeah, its complex.
>>559178114 hope things go your way one day anon >>559178887 If you're happy when your around her then I don't see any point, don't screw up something good for a chance at something good. have an appropriate song. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmVAWKfJ4Go
Dan My ex that i fucking loved more than anything. Parents fucked everything up. He broke up with me and i still think about it every second of every day. Im still in love with him and cant move on because all i can do is think about him when im with other guys. It kills me. So i just get high to try to forget, and have meaningless sex with guys who hit on me. He has his new girlfriend and i want to rip her fucking head off. I wish he knew what he still means to me even after all the shit he put me through.
Anthony. He has a 2yr old and might possibly be engaged with his gf/the mother of his child. He's the love of my life, but if this affair were to ever start to put a burden on his life, all I need is for him to tell me and I will step away. I love him so much, that even if I'm unhappy, as long as I know he's happy, I'll love him anyway. He is the only man I have ever had sex with.
>>559171497 victoria. she and i live in different cities right now because #college and her parents, who have moved to sarasota to live near her, hate me. i have no idea why they hate me -- i've always been polite to them, never done anything retarded in front of them, and in general, have just been a pleasant person in their house. so now i only get to see victoria when her parents are out of town, which is infrequent. the 5 hour drive is annoying, but it's just another part of ldr's.
>>559179168 >>559179414 I don't need better but I was a virgin before her and she's my first serious girlfriend and I guess my curiosity is worrying me, I know I couldn't ever do anything to hurt her, she's amazing. I'm just worried that I won't stop fantasizing. It's not worth it, she's helped me through so much, I just need to get over this. Thanks anon
>That's a lesson I wish I woulda learned >Before standin' in the back row of that church >Watchin' her daddy givin' her >To the man who took my place >That's a lesson I wish I didn't learn the hard way
>>559171497 Priscila she was a bitch who just used me i mean fuck damn im tired of this shit of his "friends" of her being cool as fuck and then illusiong me by callim me love darling or sweethearth i mena im tired /b/ fucing tired
Several times I thought she was cheating on me. It was a guy named Chasten. Shortly after breaking up with her, we agreed to still satisfy each other.
After she started dating another guy we still came together. Three times over a couple of months. She told him every time. Every time he stuck with her, until the third. He finally gave up, told her he couldn't be in a relationship where she couldn't be faithful. I ruined the first real relationship she had after ours.
It turns out, that even though should could trust someone she just met, she couldn't trust me, or so I thought..... She had never been with another man while she was with me. I know because we shared everything. The most intimate details of our life, I don't mean some Twilight shit, I mean when I was dying of alcohol poisening she mopped up my vomit, took care of me. When she was suffering a horrible bout of diarrhea, I stayed in the bathroom with her, talking to her, trying to give her comfort... Disgusting, but we had no borders. She knew everything about me, and vice versa, when one of us suffered, the other did. We lived in lock step.
And yet I thought I couldn't trust her. I'll let you take from this what you will. Though If I could change past...
>>559171497 this is the first time i've seen this thread pop up and thought to myself,
"bitch ain't got a name, and I ain't with her because i don't fucking want a bitch right now."
inb4 foreveralone trying to feel better
something in my head changed after graduating college. everything about my life right now is in flux, and i feel like i'm finally in the ready position for fucking life good and hard for my own satisfaction. the last fucking thing i want to deal with right now is trying to keep a bitch happy.
all you foreveralones and piners (derived from v. To Pine, i.e. to yearn for, you illiterate faggots) itt, keep your chins up. bitches ain't nothin but trouble. you don't need bitches until your life is well in order (sex is another story, and i encourage playing the sexual field). then, when your shit is straight, go find a bitch who does not need you because her life is in order, too. don't marry the bitch 'cause she'll get cocky and try to steal your shit, but see if just maybe she's worth the trouble she'll inevitably bring to your life--and always understand that you bring trouble to her life, too, and you better be worth the trouble if you want her to be.
bitches don't make you happy. YOU make you happy. if you're happy and you meet a bitch who doesn't make you UNhappy, she's a keeper. the worst thing you can do for yourself, the WORST THING, is to stay with a bitch because "she makes you happy." THAT NEVER WORKS. if she 'makes you happy,' it's only because you're so fucking miserable that even being with a psycho bitch makes your life seem a little better. with a problem like that, it won't matter that her tits are perfect or that she fucks like the demon; you'll eventually be miserable anyway and she'll make you even more miserable.
so foreveralones and piners, forget about the bitch you named itt, and tell yourself the reason you're not with her is because you gotta make yourself happy. then go do it.
>met her on tuesday >kissed that night, been texting a bit since then >part of a sorta new friend group i have got into >her friend says that she thinks im cute etc, the usual girly shit >was drunk with same friend group last night >they asked me how she was >mfw say nothing, end up blushing >mfw the game is up >get continually drunker, text her and tell her of my faggotry >friend has already passed the info across >w/e no such thing as bad publicity >gettin pretty truthful and shit, i'm drunk, fuck it >she comments on my shit texting >fair enough, i take my time to text back, cba being your lil slave to talk to on demand >i promise to get better at it bla bla >seeing her on tuesday so we'll see how i can escalate it there
not as feely as others but y'know, i've made those mistakes already, now is not the time for dwelling. it's time for a new chapter, which may or may not end on tuesday.
Nicole. She came out of the closet to me, 6 fucking months after I told her I loved her. Tried to remain friends, be supportive, etc. but found out she had been lying to me and just using me and that more than likely, I didn't mean shit to her at all. I've never had good luck with women in general, so for me to fall so completely for this cunt and then she fucking uses me and lies to me... I don't have anything to do with women anymore because if her. Fuck them all, they deserve to all rot in hell.
Eh, I'm not in love with her or anything, I just thought she was pretty cool. Had a pretty sick sense of humor just like I did, and was pretty cool, but she said she wouldn't date me. Now, I do know she's a sarcastic little bastard, and she's been doing the whole school-girl name-calling routine with me, and does all that crap that high school girls do like write on your class notes, make fun of you for no reason, etc.
long story short, I'm not sure if she's really interested or not. Not the best looking girl I've ever met, but she's cool.
>>559182635 Same story. Something sick made me want to keep trying even though it was obviously going to fail. Its this disgusting desire to be with. I wanted it to be right and work, but it just wasnt.
I screwed up. Highschool Sweethearts. She's my first love, she's that girl, that one girl, who's always gonna be there. I just found out 2 weeks ago that I was her first love too, and that she actually really liked me. She's dating someone now, plus I think she thinks it's too late for us 'cause I had too many girls now.
I feel kinda awful, but the awful truth is that she will always be the one, and that it will never happen. Goddamn. It just hit me. Fuck.
kirah, dated for 3 years and i moved and ended the whole thing, as sad as i am about it i'm going for another girl i know named gabby and nigga i've got this shit bagged. i lost the girl i loved but don't matter cause gona get a new one.
>>559183384 Ever heard of escapism? I do it hoping for a moment that ill forget. Idk dude, but i wish he did. It runs deep. He was my first real anything. First bf, first love, took my vcard. Idk how he can just walk away cuz it was all the same for him.
I wanted her when she was single but I was in a relationship and then she wanted me when I was single but she was in a relationship. We are both engaged now to different people and she's all I think about everyday.
>>559181421 This guy has the right idea....being a clingy little bitch never appealed to any woman ever. Stand up straight, take control and have the balls to assume the role that nature has given you as a man.
Wow, I would've done everything for her, I couldn't be the other guy anymore I couldn't be the one who was a part of this cheating game. So I let her boyfriend know. She was willing to stay with me but I had started liking her best friend who ended up getting with my best friend. Now she hates me and she's told me never to talk to her again. I hate myself.
We went out in junior year highschool and then got back together 2nd year of college. Everything was amazing the 2nd time around i even introduced to her to my family which i never did with any other gf's. anyways long story short we went out pretty much all of 2013 and it wasn't till school started again in the summer where she began to change. She's all about being little miss independent and supposedly "likes to be by herself" what not. Chilled with her twice this summer and she still fills me with uncertainty and excitement. If she told me she wants to get back together id be torn but most likely would accept her since i still love her.
>>559184059 I hate to bust your self esteem (actually I don't), but they don't get fed up with waiting. Everybody looks good in a certain light, and if a girls interested she'll chase. But unless you're really the person she wants, the relationship would've failed anyway.
Given your cavalier attitude towards it all, seems that's the reason they run away once they get to know you, because you're actually pretentious.
I can't say her name. It brings me too much pain, even nearly three years after the fact.
She's gone because I was weak. She's gone because she saw so much more in a man she had never even met, a man whom she had never touched. She's gone because I could never tell her how I felt, because I was too gentle with her.
I always wanted to be there for her, but she never listened to me. She never realised that -- every time I held a door open for her, offered to carry her things, or offered to pay for her -- I was just trying to keep her close, but little did I know how hard it would hurt when it all came crashing down around me.
She's gone because I was in love, and that was not what she wanted from me. I can talk about how much I hate her, how much I want her gone from the face of the earth, but that's only to hide that she's the one that got away, and should I find myself in a new relationship with a new girl, I fear her memory will hold me back.
It's bittersweet how such happy memories turn out to be the ones that hurt the most.
>>559184749 Captain Constipation there probably had something to do with it. Really is there even a SINGLE picture in existence in which that retarded chimp ISN'T squinting and wrinkling his forehead? Kid's a weird-ass motherfucker.
Over 2 year relationship that was just about as picture perfect as can be. No secrets between us, very little arguing even, nothing but real and true love between the two of us that grew stronger every day. We were almost carbon copies of each other, and I loved every minute I had with her until she cheated out of the blue. >Goodbye marriage proposal!
Her name is literally Heaven, not even trolling. And because I fucked something up so hard that was so amazing and even after she forgave me, her parents won't allow her to see me. If i had just not gotten drunk that night like she wanted, this wouldn't have happened and I might have been watching movies at her house like we used to do. Never cried so hard in my life when I lost her.
I had a dream about a girl named danielle. she was a 10 year old girl with long brown hair and the cutest face ever. I dreamt I was fucking her. I never fancied myslef a Peadophile, but this little girl was incredibly attractive. I was on top of her, holding her legs up as I thrusted into her. she was increibly tight, as i imagine most 10 year odls are, and was bleeding profusly as I imagine most 10 year olds do. she wasnt crying, so i assumed she was dead or consenting. If theres one thing peopel hate, its a paedophile rapist, so im safe when thats consirned. again, i dont usualy find children attractive, theyre just annoying. never kid crying at a resturant, every kid complaining at a toy store, they all just need to die, and ive done my fair shair of child slaughter. the thing is, its ridiculously easy, you could do it in broad daylight and get away! just hide a knife and slit the little bastards throat, form into a crowd and wait until you here the mother screaming like she doesnt care about anyone elses day, or how a screaming mother might effect anyone else, the stupid whore and her stupid fucking slit-throat fucking retarded daughter. or son, i dont discriminate
>>559185050 Well, shit. Listened to Hex Girlfriend. Not bad. Sorta good, in fact. But it's gonna take one slightly-more-than-OK song and one utterly, despairingly shit song to change my mind, and I'm not ready for that yet. You've opened my eyes, though, but that's probably 'cause I'm a little buzzed and in a reasonable mood.
>>559184875 She did some sketchy shit in the beginning, talking to some guy, only using kik, promising she only wanted to talk to him to play music with him. Promised me they would play and it'd be done. No questions asked, ok. Two months later, she is messaging him on kik, and I call her out. She was continuously doing it for a couple months and I told her it bothered the shit out of me. We fought and fought, until one night, when we were both drunk at her house and fucking around, we started arguing. She decided she would stop talking to him to fix our relationship. I feel like an asshole for it because they were legitimately just friends and nothing weird going on, but he bothered me to my core. I couldn't stand it. I really appreciate her stopping though.
Nintendo 64 Reason? Because I'm forrcing myself to a burning rage so that when I finally get my n64 again, I'll play all the old games I used to play and love every minute of it again. And also waste 3 years of my life doing so.
I fucking ruined it like a complete ass. Wasn't showing her enough attention, didn't appreciate what I had. Pretty much went full autistic beta. Can't mend it. Just three weeks in after being together for 2 years. Just mope about waiting for the spaghetti to fall out of my pockets
>>559185702 Heaven says fuck Heaven. Just chill out brah. People gonna do what they wanna do. I have no right to tell you to stop doing what you're doing, I can simply advise. You haven't the right or the power to change someone else, or stop them from doing something
>>559184859 Many things but mainly the fighting. She holds back during sex at times. Has lost her sex drive lately. Works third and comes home tired. We've made a 180 the past few days and have changed our attitudes for the best, hopefully it stays like this. I'm trying my best and not letting things go without apologizing and making up. Sex life is pretty stale though. However, I don't really care because I still get to fuck her and I love her.
She was a whore, was talking to loads of guys behind my back, would suddenly miss ex boyfriends many many months after she broke up with them and fucking talk to me about it, She always expected more from me, To her everything was always my fault, there were double standards (she could call a guy ugly and oh that's fine, but when I call a girl ugly I'm being a douche)
God damn she was so hot though, and we had lots of stuff in common. Such a shame.
>>559186196 As much as it sucks, it'll suck worse in the future. You'll wait and wait and wait and it'll hurt more and more and more. Then they'll find someone else to be happy with. You'll feed off their happiness, hurting. Trying to convince yourself that you are happy because they are. It's a sad existence to live, anon. Speaking from experience. Cut it off now.
>>559186381 Take your strides day by day, let her know that she's worth it. If she's worth it to you do everything in your power to make her happy. Surprise her next week with a date to her favourite restaurant, bring the romance back into the relationship and the love will follow. You can always bounce back
Nevena (nickname Nancy, 'cause easier to pronounce) I'm not with her because I was too shy when we were going out, and because I was too stupid to realize that she was crazy over me. That relationship didn't last long, haven't talked to her in a long time. Though a few months back we started haning out again as friends, things have changed, we changed aand I'm thinking of trying again but not sure.
>>559185563 Hey man, we've all been there. Some people say they were to nice or bitch about friendzoning. Some go the other extreme and just say they didn't notice the girl was into them, like you did. Both are fundamentally wrong and the quicker you learn that the quicker you can be done and form a real relationship.
>>559186218 As much as it sucks, it'll suck worse in the future. You'll wait and wait and wait and it'll hurt more and more and more. Then they'll find someone else to be happy with. You'll feed off their happiness, hurting. Trying to convince yourself that you are happy because they are. It's a sad existence to live, anon. Speaking from experience. Cut it off now.
>>559186326 Uhhh..... I dunno, man. My taste in music may be pretty eclectic, but I don't know what else like this I could recommend. Maybe Post Blue by Placebo or something. That one's always served me well.
>>559185852 Well, you need to build some trust with her. Tell her she can talk to the guy if she wants. Show her you trust her man. If anything and he wasn't and isn't just a friend and you find out then that's good news for you because if she has cheated on you then she will again. Now don't let your insecurity think this right now because you have no idea if she has or will. Open up to her and trust her. Trust her until you have a good reason not to.
>>559171497 Kristen I'm not with her because she chose some low life faggot over me because he was funny. He literally is the worst person to be in a relationship with. I loved her, I told her I loved her, but she just wouldn't fall for me. Apparently my dedication and appreciation for about a year and a half didn't work. I just can't stop thinking about her, it's been about 6 months when she got with that low life faggot.
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