- just lost best/only friend I knew for 5-6 years, she couldn't take my bs anymore and gtfo
- be NEET
- be a cutterfag
- be expat living in Saudi Arabia, can't get out for another few months, can't get job
- be insomniac, got 5 hours of sleep in the last 3 days, worsening now
- have no appetite and the need to cut is overwhelming
- can't focus on anything for long
- don't know how to handle current bs
Pic related, is me
inb4 'OP is a faggot'
inb4 'an hero'
I think the next step for that arm is to sau·té it and put it on a skillet with onions and green pepper
bitch on the internet, fake it, man the fuck up like the rest of us. There's no easy fucking answers and shit's going to suck no matter what you do. We cant decide how you handle your shit for you
jesus christ if you're living in the middle east just buy a gun and blow your brains out if you really want to die and are that bad at cutting yourself
how many times can you screw up
"Antisocial personality disorder [aka sociopathy or psychopathy] is a psychiatric condition that causes an ongoing pattern of manipulating others and violating their rights. People with this disorder do not follow society’s norms and often break the law. It is characteristic for people with this diagnosis to be entirely careless about other people's feelings and pain. They also show a pervasive pattern of no regret together with irresponsible decisions.
... Antisocial personality disorder may cause:
• Repeated law breaking
• Deceitfulness, repeated lying
• Irritability and aggression
• Disregard for safety of oneself or others
• Lack of guilt over hurting others
• Inability to feel sympathy or empathy for others
• Lack of concern for consequences of actions/behavior
• Bullying or cruelty to animals and/or other humans"
>I think the next step for that arm is to sau·té it and put it on a skillet with onions and green pepper
This is one of the reasons why I still love /b/. Stay beautiful, /b/ros.
How the fuck did you end up expat-ing yourself to Saudi Arabia?
Damn dude. I used to cut, and while I do not pretend to know your exact situation, just from reading your post it sounds like you are in a really dark place. You need to get out everyday. What I mean is you need to physically go outside. No, just going outside won't fix it, but sunshine, and as much fresh air as you can get certainly won't hurt. Good luck. Oh, and I think I'm supposed to say faggot and nigger too.
Ope, thought someone had already posted it
Make it count, faggot.
>Not cutting thighs so you don't look like a freak out in public
As an ex cutterfag, I have to ask, are you retarded?
some people cut because it feels good or makes them feel something, not to kill themselves.
I don't know exactly why because ive never done it but sure ask any of them and they will be able to explain
Op just play minecraft. Honestly when I was a kid I lost all my friends, nobody liked me or still likes me now. I had a computer, saw an ad, and said why not. It may seem childish, but it kept me from an hero
What's wrong with self-harming though? Obv it looks bad, but far more acceptable on a girl and over there you'll be covered anyway. Probs you need to sort your situation and/or meditate type of stuff. I got past it by drink/drugs, but that's probably not so easy over there. You're doing it for a reason, though, so the pain of confronting what that reason is might be satisfying...
it's a self-destructive coping mechanism. if she doesn't fix the cause she'll end up very sick and dead or just very dead. it's enough to force someone into treatment against their will.
>>570120612 I do, moving to the NL as soon as I'm 21 and can get a resident permit there
>>570121194 body looks like it went through a cheese grater, I doubt many Arab dudes have a thing for guro
>>570121579 thanks, but I don't know safe contact info, please give some examples
good. that's good. try keeping a journal of the process and publishing it once you make the move and settle in. that's a compelling story for a lot of people--think ayaan hirsi ali.
treatment starts with out-patient counseling and can move up through medications into the realm of ECT and inpatient treatment depending on the person or the frequency and severity of self-harm.
in the 1930s we were sterilizing retards but we also kept crazy people indoors and fed clothed and bathed them. now they run wild in the streets as the overwhelming majority of people we call "homeless".
be thankful that there are measures in place to care for people who lose the ability to care for themselves. forced treatment saves lives.
>>570123115 wimmen aren't imams, they're the factories that pump out loli wives for them.
>>570121901 my friend had weed but I don't have any sources but her, and I don't want to get kicked out of the house if I get caught (dad is batshit insane religious nut) so I need less risky ways of coping for now
Don't do it at your house dumb ass. Also suck it up. You're about to move anyway so your friend can go fuck herself.. Go get some sleeping pills and find shit to occupy your time when you wake up. sitting at home and being depressed isn't going to help you. Or don't and keep cutting I don't give a shit.
>rent motel for 2 days
>stock up on food and LOTS of water
>buy DXM cough medicine, ~2-3 bottles of the stuff
>drink it all down as fast as you can
>turn lights off
>lie on bed nude
>think happy thoughts
you will be depression and anxiety free for the next few years. guarenteed.
My thoughts exactly.
I'll hurt myself doing stupid shit for fun, but why the FUCK would you intentionally harm yourself.
Seriously, learn to deal with it, cry if you have to, but stop fucking cutting you pussy.
What do you mean by 'coping' though? Like you can't stand how you feel and want to escape it? Or just need an alternative to self-harming? Holding ice against your skin is supposed to help. Have you thought of ordering drugs/medication if you can't buy it there? Something like valium would probably help massively. Also message me if you want to talk about it to an English self-harmer. I find it interesting anyway. firstname.lastname@example.org
h o l y shit you go hard. calm down goddamn
if you really can't get your friend back, you can try to make new friends.. Even online would be better than nothing if you're lonely, it even looks like some people in this thread actually do care a little
Also try to find something to replace cutting... I cant really give good suggestions because i dont know why you do it. Get a punching bag or exersize or something.
also you seem based. so gj on that.
You should stop feeling sorry for yourself, stand up and fight. This is no time for the weak and the meek. Arise! Henceforth you must make haste unto yourself, for your name carries the weight of your body in gold. Let thy naysayers be not trifled with for they are wallowing in the quagmire of self disillusion. PICK YOUR FEET IN THE AIR AND WALK, FOR YOU WHO WALKS IN DARKNESS MUST WALK THE PATH OF FREEDOM. It is thine creed, for oncewith I walked a path similar to yours and I do was alone. This is not the time for folly or indecisiveness, it is.... a time of war. A war of ideas, creeds, honor , action and a battle for soul of your survival. Shout to the sky and the earth, the stars, and all people, beast of earth. This day, you shall not claim me from the dust I came, today is my day in the sun and you shall not tread upon it.
>>570127291 by coping I mean I want to not cut again, been clean for a few months and I want to keep the streak going. The ice and rubber band stuff doesn't work for me, I need to see the blood to have effect. Thought of sleeping pills but since I get addicted to shit fast, I want to avoid pills/meds/drugs as long as possible.
OP, you're fucked in the head. Instead of listening to the armchair psychiatrists of /b/, you should get real help. If it is to hard to go to a therapist IRL due to shame or family situations, try the internet. I am sure that with a few google clicks you can find some sites far more suited for your situations than /b/.
With that said: Tits or gtfo.
You need to find something else to do that doesn't involve a woman.
Your attitude should instead be like this: I'm making my life really great for myself, and if some woman wants to come along for it, she can, if it pleases me.
Yeah, I know the feeling. I never minded cutting myself though so I haven't exactly been in your position. Not to sound lame but if you can think of something from when you were a kid etc that has you in tears that gives a similar kind of relief. Otherwise, I found that gore/death videos can act as a good kind of alternative.
Endorphins, self-defeating mental gymnastics where you're satisfied by fucking up your own prospects/appearance etc., reality checking
coming from a self-harmer but not a cutter, anyway
>>570129365 cutterfag Saudi Arabia, close
>>570130303 went to therapy for years, can't put family through that again. I am on other sites but most of them are sympathy stories and I just want ways to distract myself effectively
youre ruined by your disgusting fucking arm
stop being a little bitch and understand that youre in a hole, work yourself up
i did too
make an anon email, and i can tell you somethings
but goddamn those titsi
I think you need a change of direction -
of the cuts, that is.
emailed you email starts with r
dont be a fucking btich when i tell you thinghs and close your mind. There is a lot of hard things that you need to understand to help yourself
op plz post a picture of boobies
it will make everyone happy
This fucking thread is so slow.
apparently this bitch doesnt know how to post a picture
So time to post some cutterfags in hopes op will delivar
stay in the thread, it gets goodnewfriend.
idk for me my life goal is to help people free themselves from shit that makes them waste an existence that is unfathomably valuable
i get nudes from others so its not like im desperate
OP, stop teasing and post tit with nipple.
And dont an hero, you have a nice body.
You want to get a visa for NL, i live in NL so I am willing to be your friend and help you out with lodgings or whatever once you come here as long as you occasionally let me taste them sugarwalls.
Then you better start posting your fucking body.
I want to see your tits now
This is scarchan
Set almost over, If op doesnt deliver this is now a gore thrad
>>570138116 my nipples are ugly af
I'm trying for a marriage visa, as soon as I'm 21 the paperwork starts. I just need to hold myself together better till then on my own
>>570137652 am not Muslim, family is
>>570136720 am show because I'm on phone, everywhere on comp is blocked last time I checked
Okay will now I know you arent gunna deliver
This is now a gore thread, I hope you stay in this thread.
This thread is fucking weird. You don't mention you're female until it's relevant, you have crazyy fucking cuts jesus christ, living in saudi arabia, the shit you say is funny and you obviously frequent /b/, and then you have a really nice body. Trying not to be a faggot but you seem pretty cool. goodluck, i wish for you to be ok
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are you marrying for real? or is it only to get papers? if so who are you "marrying" with? family? some friend you met on internet?
also post nipple, if we can stomach all the gore posted in the thread, I am sure your will nipples wont be any different
You're a fucking goober. What the fuck do you achieve by giving yourself a shallow wound?
I seriously want you to explain to me the point of cutting yourself. Why do you do that? What do you get out of it? Explain it in a way that will make sense to someone who isn't completely fucked in the head?
op is fag
this is now a gore thread
think of this op take anyone important to you the first that comes to mind then just picture what you do to yourself you doing that to them you cant because you dont want to hurt that person i guarantee that person is feeling exactly how you feel in that moment
>you might not care for yourself but theres always someone out there that does
The problem with self-selected punishment is that it is rarely severe enough to act as a deterrent. The way punishment is supposed to work is that it is supposed to be worse than the act that caused it. If it is isn't disproportionate then it simply becomes a trade....
Sort of like I would rob a bank, if I knew I was getting a million dollars and could keep it after spending my time in jail, but instead the trade isn't fair. You won't get anywhere near a million and even after you spend your time in jail you won't get to keep the money.
>>570140836 I cut because it helps me block out all other thought by focusing on the pain and blood. Endorphins get released too, is basically like drugs or alcohol.
>>570140790 was originally for papers but love happened
Tits for the advice and help, thanks
oh well good job op, only took me liek 40 posts.
Now POST YOUR PUSSY
I had completely forgotten this shit. I remember seeing it befote and thinking it was funny looking then ooooHHHMYGAWD those are all old cut!!!
You know you can just block out all other thought, right? Like with your brain. You don't need razors or drugs or alcohol or a gym membership or any of that shit, you just need to go somewhere quiet and close your eyes.
If you think this is impossible, man the fuck up and do it anyway. Meditation is a skill; it must be practiced.