Was actually just listening to the song so why the fuck not?
Was in the thread.
> RIP OP
> He is in better place with her
i used to come to every feels thread i could find before but now i just don't feel it anymore. help me ;_______; also does anyone have this pic? i only saved the fucking thumbnail
Back in the old days, baww threads where filled sometimes i would see up to 10 active threads. I miss those days.
Today, you newfags don't understand the meaning of it and you never will.
I kept coming to those threads because something always bugged me.
Tonight I discovered what it was.
So you come here to supposedly remind yourself that you feel something by reading a heartbreaking text on some images, right?
But, if this is all it takes to suck the sadness out of you, why can't it be the same with happiness?
Why is it that anger, annoyance, sadness, melancholy, regret get triggered by couple of words, an image with caption, anything - and positive feels can't?
Or... they can? But then, why reminding yourself that you still can feel by feeling awful things?
That was me and my ex.
> It was December 28th when i arived on the train station
> It was December 2nd 2013 when we broke up
It was that exact moment like in the pic
I wanted to say that. The worst thing is that i'm that guy and i'm really down now and no one can actually helps me i did try to explain them but they don't get it.
> pic related
What's up with you?
> Greent text story time?
I have even i have a good job atm and i'm good student at college and on a way of getting my ex back in life. I gived up.
>be me, 19m
>used to play video games 24/7 for the past ~5 years
>was one of the best in my year @ school
>have no more friends
>have no hobbies
>have no real interests
>read stuff and watch videos all day
>i spent so much time on video games i dont even enjoy them anymore
>i spent the past half year almost completely at home since i am done with school (university starts soon tho)
>i fap like 1-2 per week or even less, not really enjoying it that much anymore
>i wish i would experience real love and find a soulmate
>average looking (pretty tall, skinny, pale)
>i spent so much time at home over the past months i cant motivate myself to do anything
>feeling exhausted all the time
>my stomach hurts for the past weeks now almost all the time and feeling uncomfortable
fuck this... :(
>mfw I saw the movie Mr. Nobody
>mfw I saw the teenage love scenes
>mfw I missed out on teenage love
I'm not good at anything though, and it sucks dick when you can't find something you're good at. It crushes me knowing that I fucked up in high school and now I might not even get into the school I want to be in.
it's all inconsequential when I compare it to you guys' problems. how does it feel to have had someone to love you?
Studying for 15 years and realizing it will ultimately be for nothing..
> Be me
> Be 16
> Lonely beta-fag
> Met this wonderful girl a year ago
> Been in love with her since i met her (when i say met her, i havent really met her yet, too much of a beta-fag)
> Too afraid to meet her because of all the shit that happened to me as a kid
> bullied from 6th grade to 9th grade
>ignored whole 10th grade
>No social skills at all
> No friends
> Just sit inside all the time
> She is the only girl i really felt this way for
> Said i'd meet up with her a few times but never happened
> Feeling pretty sad everyday cause i know im not going to meet her because im a beta-fag
pic very related
You are not the only loser here. We are all losers. Working 8-10 hours a day, 5 days a week, all year long, maybe you are lucky to get 1 week vacation. Soon we will realise when we are old that we wasted our lives.
Why don't i just leave everything and go live in the woods..
It's when you find a person that you want to tell everything to.
Like how your day was for instance.
Sucks losing it. Been without it for two months now. Tears you apart. Don't fall in love, kid.
> Be me 18 2 years ago
> Went to other country to study
> Decide to return for a girl
> be with her for 1 year
> relationship goes side ways
> lost interest in the new college
> 7 months no contact
> fastforward mid September
> She calls me
> we start talking
> a week ago
> she is bit drunk calls me
> start talking about us
> how she misses me, how we can be together
> decide to meet her
> decide to start over
> taking things slow
> we've been on 3 date
> haven't make out yet
> she likes it this way
> Start counting days for her
> if we don't make out/ go in a relationship till the mid of October
> i'm ending it
> and living the country
> quiting my job
> leaving college
> Fuck my life.
the problem is... as i said i was a lot at home during the past year... i feel very uncomfortable around people now and just want to be alone most of the time :S i never show that on the outside tho.. im doing my best making people laugh etc.
also i study the same thing as some guys from my class which are nice but we arent really friends just school mates. so basically i will hang out with them all the time probably and never get to know knew people :s
> Be me
> Have gf for 7 years
> She goes on vacation with her mum
> Decide it's time for the next step
> Buy ring
> She comes back
> We have crazy sex
> All of a sudden she starts to cry
> "The fuck is going on?"
> I fell in love with someone else, anon
> Walked out the door with a ring in my hand the next day
Fast forward 6 months
> Move out from my parents house
> (Had to move back because me and ex were living together)
> Don't have much money so decided on having a roommate to split the costs
> qt3.14 new roommate
> Decide it's best if I don't fall for her because still trying to get my shit together
> Fall for her
> This continues for weeks, us sharing genuine feelings
> Maybe I can feel something again
> We have a party at our place
> She makes out with 3 different guys that night
> I see her leave with every single one
> Alpha enough to tell her she's a slut
> Wreck two of the guys and throw them out of my house
> Alone and shattered again
If you live with roommates, chances are they'll force you into social situations.
I was like you, I stayed in alot. Then when I moved out here to university, my roommates invited me out every night for the first few weeks. Clubs, pubs, parties etc. And this just got me to be more social, and joining alot of societies which interested me got me to know alot more people like me, allowing me to make alot of friends, even if you have to force yourself to go out and do stuff.
You may hate it at first, but you'll soon be very glad you did
I haven't quit yet or left college. I'll travel back to my parents, stick for one year then move out, try to figure my shit out. Or i'll do an Hero and that's it.
I know them feels. I try and forget about this 10/10, who I can't date. I finally stop thinking about her (as much). She adds me on facebook. I try again. She likes my profile picture. :L
>With the first few partners i have really been speaking from my heart and sharing things i wouldn't do with anyone else.
>After having a them break up with me for unknown reasons i just stopped caring.
>Meets a new girl a few years later.
>Don't trust her with anything.
>breaks up with me because i barely spoke to her.
>later realize she was actually different.
Like missing that rock you thought you would always have? That person whom you could tell anything? Who would always brighten up your day?
Yeah, I miss that too.
Hate being alone.
Eh, gotta have a bitch first before I can get bent, so I'm probably in the safe zone...
Love on it's own doesn't exist on it's own. By definition that i've come over the years is the following
> Love is a name of a group of mixed emotions such as happiness, saddens, the bond of trust and relying on someone when there is no one else. All of these and more that i can't count on make that thing that is called Love.
Don't know if i felt real love, but love is probally like your brain lights up and you walk around looking like a dork because you have the biggest smile on your face and problems dissappears, all economic problems seize to exist, the whole world stand stills. that's my 2 cents of how love feels like
>having the rhetorical skills of a carrot
you dumb ass he always calls courage a stupid dog and during the show it seems like he doesnt like him but now that courage is dead and hes at his grave he is barely able to mutter stupid dog its the only way he can express his emotions and a tear comes out when muriel goes back in the house
I know the cartoon. I was 4th grade when i was watcihing it. That's why i said stupid dog. I remember when he ran to his computer and run some "google" searches on the monsters.
I miss that cartoon
Its so hard to tell. I think its 50/50 mix of edgy happiness and sadness. Its when you are about to meet that person ur heart start beating so fast also ur breath is so fast. Its connection u wont be able to break, never. It will be always there. You will always remember this little thins/time spent with him/her.
warning - very beta
>shit-tier martial artist
>see new girl join club
>her mother is black belt
>I think she's really one good looking girl
>think nothing of it
>year and a half later
>at members party
>sitting at table fucking around with other members
>one member saves seat for her
>next to me
>hate sitting next to people I haven't talked to
>she comes in with mom and sits next to me
>I get silent
>after 30 minutes I force myself to start talking
>she talks backs
>we get on so well
>she's taking pictures of us together
>never had this much attention from anyone
>she drags me to dance floor
>have a great night
>party is ending
>much commotion at exit
>I walk towards her but piles of people barge between us
>I wanted to give her a hug goodbye
>I just waved like a typical beta
>she waved back
>feeling pretty good still because at the very least I have made a new friend
>realize she is only 14
>is this appropriate? idk
>too beta to initiate further conversation with her
>such a fucking autistic retard I was
>I kept thinking of her though
>next members party came round
>I sat there with a good friend at beginning of party
>we were first ones there
>I wondered whether or not she'd show
>I wanted to talk to her
Haven't seen this in years
> Thank you
>been in a few alright relationships
>ok... a lot, and most of them didn't go too well.
>but there were some great ones.
>Today, dating a wonderful girl, we both love each other, things going great.
>Terrified out of my wits because...
>This is how they all started.... And I don't want it to end.
I know this is not as bad as you guys' stories... but it's what's always on my mind.
Pic related. I don't usually post pics of myself... But I feel comfortable here.
Fuck Phillip man - these are the real feels...
I never understood how this was supposed to be sad. Of course they're going to clap without knowing, no decent man wants his friend to wish he would die. It'd be much better without the the last two strips of paper. just my opinion though.
Am i the only here who hopes that every time i go to sleep i wont wake up in this cold world?
Oh my God.
I've been looking for this since about two or three years ago.
I read it after breaking up with my girlfriend, and, this made me cry especially hard for some reason or another.
I love you.
Anyone have the story of the guy who needed to go on vacation with friends but insted went to his lil's brothers grave on his birthday?
Nope. I'd make a cheap joke about not being a poor fag and turning on your heating but I'm with you on this.
pin point me
> I have it in my archive
> Dunno in which one
> inb4 i'm dumping the whole time
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>she walks in
>she looks much older
>wearing womanly clothing
>she looked stunning
>I tried to avoid looking
>my friend fucks off for while
>she walks over and sits down next to me
>not much conversation
>she moves seats
>I didnt move next to her, I just faced her
>she pulls phone out
>friends eventually turn up and lighten the mood
>I try to make the conversation get good
>she ends up dancing with other dude
>year older than me I think
>not even a fuckin member
>I want to cry
>she comes back and I refuse to to keep in this position
>it was hard but I conversed with her more
>we started having another great conversation
>end of the night
>she tells me to make talk to me this year
>is this a second chance?
>I say I will, if she does
>she smiles and holds out her fist
>for a fistbump
>my heart suddenly shatters into a million pieces
>she feels sorry for the 17 year old beta faggot
>cant blame her really
>I bump her fist with forming a friendbump
>I stop doing martial arts for a while after that due to school
>when I come back...
>recently she added me on facebook
>liked some profile pictures
>sometimes I wonder if she's still interested
Now that I'm a little older and I've actually began hitting on girls, I sometimes wish we could just meet sometime. Like on the street or something and I can ask her to catch up sometime, with acting like a beta wreck. Then maybe...just maybe I might prove I'm worthy for a second chance. A real second chance.
These threads might as well be called 'girl problems' because 99% of the feels here are 'n gf/ girlfriend did 'X' shit.'
You're lucky as fuck if the worst you have to contend with is a girl fucking you over.
You want green stories, personal onces or ?
this'll be brief but to the point
>be me never had a gf or kiss until like a year ago
>really love this girl first few months go by everything great I'm happy daily
>starts going downhill for some reason all my fault btw
>whenever she goes out with her friends be a dick and blame her for cheating when she doesn't(at least I hope)
>she still loves me and goes strong after every time
>she gets sad every time i get sad, sad pretty much every day now
>know that I'm causing her sadness which makes me more sad
>i want her to move on but she refuses to do so
>gonna have to kill myself eventually so she can finally be happy
that's the worst feel I've felt knowing that the person you love will be sad and depressed as long as you're in their life. getting a gf doesn't always cure the feels kinda makes them worse if you've got strong character faults like i do
Posted this the other day for an anon, in a feelsy mood
>Freshman year of high school
>Meet cool chick in my gym class
>Starts off simple
>Her taste is pretty great (Sufjan Stevens, Vampire Weekend, etc)
>My taste simple stuff like Fall Out Boy and Panic at the Disco
>she doesn't call my taste shit
>Eventually talk about going out
>She shows me Doctor Who
>We spend a whole school night on xbox live talking and watching Doctor Who
>We play Left 4 Dead together
>Both first timers, sloppy and messy but great first love
>Favorite memory is on a road trip with her family and her head on my shoulder as she slept
>Her dad and I singing Beatles songs together
>learning to bake with her
>her being afraid of open ovens and always having to pull the sweets out
>Years go by
>She goes from long blonde haired beauty to short hair
>likes to dye it
>talk to me about feminism writing lecture
>no more vidya
>slowly fall out of love
>all I can think when I see her is where my game buddy went
One of the worst things is that we're still friends. She goes to a far off college, but she got in with a really bad crowd. Not just the feminist crowd. I mean turned into a literal whore - always has these pictures being taken with older guys. Confirmed sex with random guys. Current facebook picture is her naked in a tub with the bubbles covering her privates. All I can wonder is who took it. I just keep thinking about how our relationship ended /b/. It was dead, but I ended it. I cheated on her. I only wonder if I could have saved her, you know? If it's my fault that she ended up that way because of what I did to her. If I could have talked her out of it and still have my waifu who stays up late talking to me and could crown all the witches. Where'd my best friend go?
I know that, but my problems are more of family stuff. In general /b/aww are filled with different stories.
> be me 8
> junior school
> i shit my pants
> spaghetti all over the place
> go home
> aunt cleans me up
> mother comes from work
> ask me
> "Anon, why are your pants for washing"
> "I fall into a water, mom"
> "Why are you lying to me"
> "I'm not"
> She grabs a wooden staff and beats the crap out of me
> we actually run around the house while she tries to hit me
> I couldn't walk for two weeks
> FastForward 18 years old
> I fight with my parents every day for four motnhs
> decide to move out
> my mother shares her tears
> stands up
> hug me tight
> kisses me on chick
> "Anon... I wish you luck on your way"
I never saw my mother like that, she physicly abused me for years.
> It's been 2 years now
> I haven't talk with her at all
> I'm going to break down
> the reason is my mother
> I miss her
This one is ridiculously fake. The chicks death is absurd, plus the most stupid part is the fact that they are in Quebec, a french speaking province, in Quebec City, a 95% french speaking city, and he knowing french is surprising and exciting? No way.
When you die? When no one remembers you or you dont believe in yourself no more?
Start typing, i'll try to keep it alive
its not my pic though, but here you go
Well, I'd like to tell you she's interested, but from what you've told it seems like you guys never went anywhere more than these parties you talked about.
But since you had such a good time, why don't you just send her a message and check what the outcome will be? What's the worst that could happen? That she would stop liking your profile pictures? Come on man.
Am I fucking my life up? I am 19 and I've been dating this girl for a year now and I feel like it's going in the wrong way. Should I give up, should I date as many people as possible, should I not at all and just do whatever?
If you are like me on this thing, then there was a moment when we were happy but then something happened and atleast for me 5 years of depression. It's like i dont want to feel alone but i'm used to it, it become a part of me like haunting ghost.
00:48 here, uni at 8, matlab. Still lurking.
Listen, just pop her a message. Like I said, what's the worst that could happen?
Be the Alpha you really are and approach her! Tomorrow is a new day with tons of chances to make things right. Don't miss them.
And if you want to move on - just visit some student events or something. Pubs, seatings, I don't know what your uni has to offer. Just go to one of them, trust me.
Dude your fucking 19... unless you have meth mouth already you really cant have fucked it up... Dating a girl for a year, thats might/probably will suck for you later on but its a life experience that pretty much everyone needs to go through. Give up who cares keep trying who knows jdwi
i cant deal with everything any more, all my friends and it seems everyone i know is sad, fucked up, or broken, i stare into their eyes every day, it makes me wanna cry thinking about it, knowing im just as fucked broken and lost as the rest of them all sat here proceeding on are meaningless lives, think about it where all so insignificant, this thread just proves this, after this is gone so is all are stories all are sad memories shared destroyed only to be held by the few here, to witness the sadness that we all bare, i say we can be happy but only at certain times, relish them times, hold the people you actually like close (lets be honest we hate a lot of people), because where so insignificant that you can do what ever the fuck you want, do it, thrive of this shit truth, let your self free, find someone who makes you happy for the time being and take that for as long as you need. as for me im stuck, sitting, staring into the darkness we describe as life, hoping it with all my efforts i will be happy again, i miss a girl i want, but she doesn't want me, but yet thats not the biggest the problem, the biggest problem is the pure consistence of life, im going to change it, like you should. change your life. fucking do it now. tell that person how you feel, tell that person how much you need them tell that friend its going to be okay and just do everything you have ever wanted to do as there is nothing stopping your self but your self. i do want to die right now, but only now. peace out /B/ only for now - Dan
Let me continue i have more of that
> Be 8-10
> i was peeing my pants
> due to fear and abuse
> yelling and shit
> she would make me lick the bed
> the next day if i peed in my pands
> I would stand in a square
> if i want to go to toiled
> i need permission for it
> usually i would get a simple No
> but there were times when she would slap me
> before i go to it
> She would make eat onion and bread
> nothing else
> just that
You think she still loved me
Its hard question. There is no easy answer. You love her dont leave. If u dont love her or its toxic leave. Then take from life as much as u can. 10 years from know u would propably have wife and work 40hours weekly. No time for crazy stuff or womens.
>grew up with an old fashioned German mother
>used to beat me and steal money from father
>father is American soldier
>I can sense at a young age they hate each other
>this fucks me up and I compensate by making up stories of myself and my family
>envious of my friends that have such great families
>start isolating myself until one day no friends at all
>tell myself that I am not the problem
>meanwhile my father is deployed in Iraq and so is my older brother
>older brother dies in fallujah
>block out the pain, tell myself I don't care
>then a few months later my mother tells me my father died in ramadi
>tells me I need to move out
>curse her with all my heart and tell her I hate her for doing this to all of us
>I am sent to live with grandparents in a town in ohio
>American high school
>made fun for fucking everything
Mannen, träffa henne och umgås. Jag har varit i precis samma situation. Blev deprimerad varje gång jag såg henne lägga ut bilder när hon var ute och hade kul medan jag satt fast hemma och svor att det aldrig skulle hända igen.
Jag berättade hur jag kände, och hon kände likadant. Men av olika händelser blev vi aldrig ihop och vi gled sakta ifrån varandra, och nu är det bara något meddelande på facebook då och då.
Men det gav mig så galet mycket självförtroende och styrka, att veta att någon kan tycka så om mig och att jag vågar. Nu har jag ny tjej som jag lever lyckligt med sedan 6 månader tillbaka, och jag har insett att det bara är mina egna gränser i huvudet som sätter stopp.
Du kommer fixa det här!
Tell the story
Nope, i would lurk /b/ just for this thread and i always stay till it's 404.
I have work tomorrow but i'm staying no matter that.
Your post was beatiful. Sad but true. You are intelligent cool man. You got one life to live. Fucking go out and show them u are no1 broke ur soul. Be fucking strong. Turn on loud music and tomorrow try to change ur life, for real.
Basically sick and tired of being sick and tired. Everyone around me thinks I'm a great guy for the most part. I am sociable, funny, 7/10 to an 8/10 in looks and so on. But I always feel lonely and sad due to the fact every girl I've ever been with uses me for money, cheats on me, or lies to me. I know it sounds fucking stupid but it makes me feel shitty for some reason. I'm a very temperamental person that is also very sad. Nothing else.
>> Said i'd meet up with her a few times but never happened
You already were halfway (shit, more like 3/4) of the way to doing it. Do it like you did before, only actually follow through. If you guys were already talking about meeting up, then she wants to meet up. Go. Meet. Her.
Don't let it pass you by. Right now, it's killing you every single day. I know it is. But trust me on this (because I have been there): When you go for it, at least you will know. No more wondering. Do it for, if nothing else, the ability to say "I fucking did it. I took that chance. I stopped hiding in my house, afraid of the world. I made a move. I lived."
Well, on the bright side you're going to uni. Most people don't do that. They just live the same boring life that repeats it self.
Eat sleep work, rinse and repeat.
Instead, you are getting yourself an education which might take you somewhere someday. Think of it like that. :)
Unless you study art history or some bullshit like that...
>teachers think I'm just some weird kid
>people think I'm just a self righteous spoiled brat
>it gets to my head as I take advantage of my grandparents wealth
>I am so fucked up in the head for someone so young
>soon my only escape is sports and I begin to grow a promising football career
>coaches think I could get a scholarship for college
>then, my 3rd semester comes around, spring break
>my grandparents tell me the cancer finally killed my motherr
>they are surprised that I didn't know
>for the first time in my life I look at my mother in a whole new light
>and I sit in the middle of a forest crying to myself
>I realize that I love my family and it all cones rushing to me
>I realize I want a family
>I don't even know this feeling that I don't even feel but its a part of me
>I know I'm lacking something human that people should have
>think that maybe my mother protected me by sending me away like that from more pain
>she made me strong by beating me and instilling a sense of discipline
>I begin to slide away from school
>I miss the entire 3rd semester and just stop coming to school
>I am so depressed that I cannot even see meaning in doing anything
>this emptiness is gnawing at me
>soon even sports does nothing for me
>I shut everyone out
>teachers, coaches, those few classmates that cared
>I just fade into nothingness and push everything out and run away from it all
To be honest /b/, the reason i would come into this threads and contribute and sometimes i would share a personal story or two, is not to get it out of my chest but simply i know that someone can relate to me, someone will tell me that it will be better. And just for that one second while i would read that, that i have support from someone i don't even know, never met i feel good.
And then i would go to sleep, the morning comes that few seconds when i have no idea who i am is the best part and i'm back and i'm stuck with all the shit i take in one day. Then again, night comes... I come from work and open /b/, hit the search for feel or baww just to see if there is on going thread then again i join and after the 404 i feel good that some times i would contribute and would help someone and sometimes someone will help me.
>That's why i love /b/awws/
not mine but this was posted in a soundcloud thread, thought it was nice enough to share here
means a lot someone out there i don't know cares much love, i will try its hard when your in secondary school ahah i want to be musician so hopefully if i change my life and finally do everything i wanna do i can change it - Dan
That was happening when i was in junior school. After that it stopped, my father didn't know until my 18th birthday and he said
> "That happend in the past..."
Will archive it agian before goes 404
>one day I see a little boy getting bullied
>he was a little Asian American kid no more than 13
>the little brat bullying were calling him names and shit
>nobody does anything and they just laugh
>I look at them in disgust and start walking away- not my problem right
>they start pushing him and making immature jokes
>I stop and just fucking stare at them
>for some reason I see myself in that kid
>walk right up to the little faggots and tell them to fuck off
>give the little kid a ride home, his name is Kaien
>it felt so good to help that kid
>it made me feel meaningful
>soon we all graduated from high school
>but I don't go to the ceremony
>avoidance issues and being so public etc.
>I decide to move out and work some jobs for money
>meet kaien again and we become friends
>one day driving home from work I see a funeral for some military familys son
>keep in mind I was pretty anti military back then, because of my family
>browsed 4chan and blamed it on corporations and Jews etc.
>turns out it was some kid in my graduating class
>then I hit a bar a few months later and on the news I see stories of heroism and shit in Iraq and Afghanistan
>i don't buy any of it but i head to the recruiting station anyways
>it just seemed right
>i had no purpose and no meaning to live
>i enlisted in the us marine corps and was shipped out a week later
>simple as that
Here You go. You are the only person that can change ur life, remember that. You got one life so make it worth. Live it that way so after 60years or something u will be able to say: I would be able to live once more I would make every decision the same".
The only reason I'm here on this thread is that I don't want to hurt my brothers and leave them alone. I want to die, but I can't leave them. It's been 18 years now, don't know how much more I can handle.
>after months of training I get shipped to afghanistan
>the shit I saw there is unreal
>we had to go through so much shit
>the simple truth is that we did so much
>for the first time in my life I knew I was doing something good
>everyday we woke up early on the morning to march mile upon mile to some distant village and help the people there
>we gave them food and water, built their homes
>in return we were shot at by fanatical men whose desires will never be met
>this is our burden and curse
>every march was a deep meditation and every day was a chapter of revelation
>I grew up such a troubled boy and became such an empty man
>one day we
>positive feels can't
Of course they can. That's why those happy-go-lucky types forward cat pictures to each other.
Because inside they're filled with optimism, hope, and happiness.
It's easy to bring it out.
We're filled with dread, fear, and sadness.
ditto to both, if i lost both my parents, i would get their affiars in order then soon after kill myself as well. there's nothing for me in this life, i don't want any of it.
Agree with you on this, just hitted 21 years old, im a plumber, earing around 650 clean a week. Got a nice pc, nice truck, nice fishing boat, 3-4 close friend i see 1-2 times a month. No gf, dont feel the need to be with someone. Some people feel better alone. Still living the same sleep,eat,work routine with few variations. Still cant say im happy in my life.
Pic related, ask or tell me anything guys.
19 and in the same situation. Is it selfish that when I moved to university and saw my parents cry, I could only think about how they would miss me if I killed myself? I feel trapped, and there's no way out. Not for another 30 years at least
>one day we enter an afghani village and do thing routinely
>humanitarian aid, then leave
>but then a little girl comes up to me and asks me in broken english
>"American, brother is wrong, will you change him?"
>don't know what the fuck is going on but follow her as she motions for me
>walk into their hut and see a kid pale as fuck
>see the brick bulges in his stomach
>next thing I know we are being shot at from all sides
>I look next to me and see the dismembered body of the little girl who spoke broken english
>I realize I am bleeding pretty bad too
>but that's not what gets me
>she was his sister and he did this anyways for some falsely beloved cause that was not even his own
>the little girl was so concerned of her brother and just wanted to help
>this is her reward
7 till image limit
> Anyone else want's to hit it?
>be me Sophomore year of highschool
>Innocent, goody kid, never done anything wrong
>Be at first day of marching band, so excited for something I'd later find out is bullshit.
>Best friend arrives there with his sister who gets out of his car.
>Only 6/10 but I'm completely mesmerized by her
>Begin talking to her over time, make it a habit
>We begin hugging everytime we see eachother and leave each other's company
>One night I take her to the movies and we begin a long 6 months of dating.
>We're basically perfect for eachother, we've never dated somebody before so it's awkward at first and I'm beta as fuck.
>She texts me one night "Hey we've been dating for a while now and I just want to know, do you want to take this to the next level when you hang out with me on new years?"
>Convince her that she's just hormonal right now and that it would be wrong since I'm 16 and she's 14 (she's a young freshman).
>New Years comes and we're laying in her bed cuddling.
I was 16 and no job and broke but I had managed to buy her this necklace that she worshipped on her pintrest page.
>She shows no emotion towards the gift when I give it to her and gives me a hug and no kiss at midnight.
>go home and get a text that night saying "We're over".
then it all went downhill
You two passed the humanity test.
Not yet we can still post but no images
I leave it for someone else to finish the limit. I've been hitting it so many times latly