9 days ago I think I became possessed by something.
>Wake up at 1:30am to go piss, feeling very strange. Kept getting goosebumps and that feeling I was being watched.
>Finish up and go back to bed, have a dream that I am walking in my parents’ house alone (I haven’t lived there for 4 years.)
>I open my basement door and walk downstairs, follow a hallway to the spare bedroom.
>Standing outside I can hear what sounds like thousands of people (what it sounds like in a stadium when everyone is taking their seats)
>The door opens for me and I step inside of a stadium, surrounded by people who begin to stand and cheer and scream.
>In front of me, in the center of the whole stadium there stands a clothes mannequin (naked and pure white). It does not move.
>I feel very scared all of a sudden, I don't like being in this room and I don't wanna approach it. Keeping my eyes fixed I slowly back away out of the bedroom and down the hall.
>Right when I am as far as I can be before reaching the stairs the mannequin suddenly comes to life with a huge smile and sweeps towards me at full speed.
>I close my eyes and cover my head and then wake up.
When I awoke I began my day and shrugged it off as a nightmare, but I noticed something strange. I kept having internal dialogue in my head, asking myself what I wanted to do next and even arguing about it back and forth (as if my brain and self were two different entities). No matter how hard I try I cannot stop substituting I with WE. I also had a strong urge to buy a piano. Like I reaaally wanted to learn piano (I have never played music or wanted to learn).
So I went and bought an entry level keyboard. When I play that thing it’s like something takes over, my hands aren't mine they have a mind of their own. When I hear a song on the radio, I automatically memorize all the lyrics and am able to play it on piano. This is with 9 DAYS of practice.
Somebody explain to me wtf is going on? Yes I understand I could be Schizophrenic, but is that possible to just switch on like a lightswitch overnight? One day I was normal the next im like this.
So why am I telling this to /b/? I have a gf and family, but who the fuck do you tell this too? This is the type of shit that gets you under psychiatric care and I don't want that, nor do I want to jeopardize my life or relationships. How do I suddenly tell my family and friends that I think ive been possessed. My final internal conflict is this, I dunno if I want this to stop. I don't want to lose my newfound piano talent, and as long as I keep this within it will only grow (im told). I don’t feel like im not in control of my actions, I just don’t feel like the only one who has a say in what they are anymore. There’s another opinion suddenly there. I also get waves of excited and happy emotions, I get so overwhelmed with excitement randomly that I begin to spazz my arms slightly and tense up my back and squeal.
Wait a second, before I even begin to entertain this weak ass story let's see some proof then faggot. If you can learn songs as fast as you say then here's 3 random songs from my ipod, lay me down a vocaroo rendition of:
Lonely Day by SOAD
Cannons by Youth lagoon
Levels by Avicii
If you can do what you say, should take you no time right? I mean you said you hear a song and you can play it?
Your move fag.
I have a shit phone for recording so its kinda low. Sorry about that here you go,
Avicii is shit btw, a 10 year old could learn that song in an hour. Never heard of youth lagoon before cool stuff.
Hold your horses, I just had to learn, record, upload like 6 songs in a row. Levels is kind of a repetitive boring song, so I added Penguin by Avicii as well.
You have 2 options OP :
1.Go to church and die
2.Don't go to church and live your last 2-3 months
Bullshit story or not, you're one fucking awesome piano player.
I'd advise starting a thread on /x/. They're mainly neckbeards and bullshit, but they can actually be pretty smart on the paranormal sometimes.
OP is a lying faggot, abandon thread.
Op again "claiming" to play penguin and levels, stopping, changing the timing, playing levels at double time. Different enough for you? I think if you listen again you'll notice a big difference between mine and that one you posted.
OP I don't really care if your telling the truth. Yes this is possible and it can very likely be the onset of schizophrenia. Does it feel like someone is talking to you, do you have any thoughts or revelations that others find strange and do you hear anyone talking to you?
It's absolutely possible for it to switch on happened to me.
No, it just feels like my one "self" is now two "selves". I dont hear different voices in my ear or head, its still only my voice but I play the role of two different people now. Nobody has noticed a change or mentioned anything to me.