OP, remember this? You mind taking a clearer picture? Much appreciated!
There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing <== cut this or you a faggot
anyway im fucking off
praise the sun
cut "What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo."
holy shit you did it...uhh...here ya go
Hey guys, can I play?
Don't have anything sharp enough to cut deep so I burn myself with matches instead.
I have scars of about the same depth from 8 months ago and they're almost invisible now. But yeah you should cut on your upper thighs if you're going to do it at all. Only doctors and people you're having sex with will notice. I've been asked "What's that?" before and I just said "What the fuck do you think?". Still got laid.
Alright, I'll try.
I don't own a knife and it's not nice to use my roommates' kitchen knives. I might have AIDS or something dude.
Writing words like that will scar for about a month and then fade until you need a light to see it.
It's a distraction. Basically when emotional pain is severe, physical pain can be a useful distraction.
that's the gist of it.
same idea of if you stub your toe, you might bite your lip to distract the pain.
A bit. It's also a distraction technique. I used to do something similar when I was a fagget teen where I'd just scratch my leg until it bled a bit. That was out of frustration though, not depression or whatever
Carve Metatron's Cube in it's entirety.
Here's the smiley face. Matches are too inefficient so I'm going to try a keychain knife I have. It might not be sharp enough though.
Well, I got a blood test last year and came up clean, but you never know, man.
It makes me feel alive. For example, I can feel the adrenaline flowing into my hands when I scrape my knuckles. I don't think I've ever cut deep enough to get endorphins.
OP a finfäggot here, please cut "Groke" in your hand, make it bloody, will be using it as avatar on few f0rumzz
Keychain knife is not sharp enough. Gonna see if I can extract one of the blades from a safety razor.
Here. The blade is pretty unwieldy though. I'll see what I can do.
OP signing out for now. Thanks for giving me motivation /b/ros