ITT: Ask me anything
I also have terminal cancer, if anyone wants to ask me about that.
How many days of life do you have left ?
how does it feel leaving the world without expanding your seed and therefore losing the effort your ancesters made for millions of years ?
Ewing's Sacroma. Started in my hip at age 10, then spread to my lungs, then neck, then back to lungs. Now it's in my brain, lungs, nasal cavity and on my breathing tube.
I feel for you anon. Sorry you have to go through this.
I was probably Hitler.
Don't know. Cancer doesn't have an exact date. I could slip into a coma tomorrow or a year from now.
I'm glad I won't spread my seed. My genetics are awful.
Cancer has tried to kill me for over half my life, I might as well let it.
I get by. I don't get depressed, and I rarely think about it if I have my daily morphine and pot in me.
Yes sir, it is.
I will soon. The pain is getting worse and more often.
I don't want sympathy, but thanks anyways.
You're an idiot, I don't even know why I'm responding to this.
Sorry for my delayed responses everyone, Time Warner in my area is being a cunt.
It'll take to long.
My connection is shotty as well.
im not op, but id say the people who keep asking 'how did you write this'
This is a total serious question OP becuase I would try it if I had cancer......
HAve you tried the canabis oil or other herbal methods that supposedly kill tumors???
Idk if it works with your type of cancer or at all really but if I ever get cancer I'm going to try it becuase fuck Doctors. Top 10 reasons people die in hospitals? # 3 is doctors making mistakes.
They did all this school and I feel like all they know how to do is identify shit they really can't do much about.
Obiously, it's shitty.
I refuse to take the easy way out and kill myself. I've lived long past my life expectancy and I couldn't put my family through that. I try to look at the better side of things. I won't be in perpetual pain anymore and I lived until I was 21.
I'll allow cancer to claim my life. It's worked damn hard at it for 11 years, I think it deserves its prize.
Never have, never will, but there's nothing I can do to save myself anymore. I've completely exhausted my options.
Not a main-religious god. I have my own concept of an infinite being, but I'm still skeptical about it.
The only thing I care, and hope for, is some form of afterlife or reincarnation.
I could if I would m8.
Sorry for the slow responses again. i'm gonna burn my towns Time Warner building to the fucking ground.
Bummer man. If you're in the US, hospice benefits are paid by Medicare and are pretty decent (and free, to you at least). Interview several companies. Some are better than others.
My wife's a hospice nurse. I hope you're lucky enough to get a hot one when it's close to your time to go.
We're all going to end up there, bro, it's just a matter of when. I hope you are able to go peacefully and your wishes are respected.
This is completely true. You wouldn't fucking believe the stories my wife tells me about hospice doctors just totally fucking up a plan of care, med errors, decisions made for the benefit of the company vs. what's right for the patient, etc. You really need an medical advocate that stays on top of shit.
Yes, I have, but you read the actual medical reports wrong, or you read something that falsely noted how tumors reacted to cannabis oil.
The oil has been proven effect in certain skin cancer patients, not by smoking it, but by rubbing it on ones skin. It was shown to reduce the growth and swelling of the tumor.
It's also been shown to reduce cell division in certain forms of lung cancer patients, but it did nothing for the swelling.
Either way, it is by no means a cure, even for those select few individuals who were effected by it.
No, it isn't. I've tried almost a dozen alternate, herbal medicines, oil being one of them.
No doctor will ever swear by them, even a child oncologist. They've even been know to react poorly to the medicines proscribed by their doctors.
I would, but I don't care for to "go out with a bang"
Plus, I could never harm someone that doesn't deserve it.
I was really replying to his statement that:
>Top 10 reasons people die in hospitals? # 3 is doctors making mistakes.
Medical professionals are just as terrible as any other workforce - only maybe 3 in 10 aren't absolute shit and maybe 1 in 10 actually cares about doing a good job.
>so whats the plan of action
I'm going to die. Kinda what terminal means.
>What are you doing with the time you have left
Spending it with my friends and family. I already traveled a bit, but I'm too antisocial to go that far. I'm perfectly situated just sitting around at home smoking weed with my sister and friends, until I slip into a coma in my own bed if I'm lucky.
>Do you believe in an after life by chance?
I hope for an after life, but not a main-religion type one. I have my own interpretations of an after life/reincarnation and a God.
I've dealt with my fair share of both kinds. My radiation oncologist tried to get me to do full brain radiation, but neglected to tell me all the side effects besides losing my hair.
I play a lot of them.
I'm sorry about my connection everyone. Kinda killed my own thread. Fuck Time Warner, I'll make another after it settles.
Smoke weed and just give up until you die? You realize docs are retarded as fuck and you can get busy living....or get busy dying.
Just because they say its over doesn't mean its fucking over. You got breathe in your lungs and while you have air you got fight. Fuck a miracle you are going to be the reason people believe in tomorrow. Don't Quit.
I can't go through any more chemo, I reached my limit 2 years ago.
Can't do any more radiation for the same reason.
My tumors are inoperable.
I've never found an alternate medicine that worked for me.
I've accepted death. I've had years to accept the fact that cancer would one day kill me. I'm not sad about it. I'm somewhat relieved. I don't have to fight anymore, because I can't. I won't be in perpetual pain any longer. I'll finally be at peace.
Hey, sorry about what you have to go through. This question always drove me insane, but do you have any fear of literally being wrong when it comes to your religious beliefs? Always wondered which crazy religious dorks got it right after all :P
Nope, because I don't put all my chips on one number.
I don't like to speculate about religious beliefs, as no one is actually sure and I refuse to rely on faith alone. I have my own hopes and ideas about a god and an afterlife, but would never say my beliefs are the only right beliefs.
Out of all the questions you could possibly ask me, you really cannot think of a single one?
and yes, I got the pun.
Why waste what little time I have left?
I could be spending that time being absolutely wasted on alcohol, morphine and weed while playing vidya games.
Thanks for the bump, m8.
No, and I'd never want to fuck either of them. One's a fat lesbian covered in acne scars, the other's a fat pothead with a kid.
Thread's going to die soon.
Any more questions?
I'll play anything. RPG, survival, FPS, hack n' slasher.
My favorite game of all time is Diablo II. So, naturally, I hated Diablo II and loved Path of Exile.
Back in my kiddie days, I played a lot of CoD on console. Played a few tournaments on MW2. Couldn't play the game any more after MW3. I know it's a pleb thing to say, but it was always incredibly surprising to other gamers when I told them about my hand and still being able to play a fast paced FPS on console.
I'm still on my fathers insurance. I'm not able to take care of myself and never have been able to.
America, and no. I don't receive disability as well.
New York State.
How does it feel to sit back and let the realization that everything you've done, everyone you've met, will cease to matter in a small amount of time?
It sounds dickish, but that's what I really have problems understanding about death, it's coming to that realization I can never communicate with them again, it feels weird. We're so used to second chances and being able to take things back but you can't with death, it's just gone.
It won't cease to matter, as my memory will live on in others.
I volunteer at my local children's hospital, in the very same wing I was treated. I've put together fund raisers for kids like myself. The hospital will recognize my contribute when I pass.
No one is ever really gone, matter doesn't just dissipate. It changes. My cancerous organs will be donated to the hospital after my embalming for dissection and study. Hopefully they'll learn something more about my rare type of cancer.
How do you hold a mouse to play d3 with those nipple fingaz
How Far We've Come by Matchbox Twenty
Good one m8, and thanks.
No, my niece calls them "babyfingers" though. I know she doesn't know any better, but it stings every time she says it.
I've already answered this question, please read the thread before asking.
It's a childhood cancer that isn't passed down by genetics, so just bad luck I guess.
No, no one in my family has ever died from childhood cancer.
Night m8, and thanks.
With my left hand and my key bindings are set to my number pad. Jesus, do you people even think before you type?
I know this, but it doesn't mean you should become a shell of self pity because you won't be remembered. It means you should live the life you want while you still have a life to live.
She's learned better recently after my sister had a talk with her about "not saying things people wouldn't like to hear"
she's only 3, m8.
I left my girlfriend because we'd only been dating for a short while when I was told I was terminal. I didn't want to bring her into this. I don't know if it was the right decision, and I sometimes regret it, but having your first true boyfriend die on you will change you for life.
Sorry. My mothers side of the family, which includes my sister, tries to ignore it the best they can, which is what I prefer and do myself.
My fathers side is in denial and still believes I'll somehow pull through and the tumors will magically disappear.
I've answered both these questions multiple times already, please read the damn thread.
No problem, and thanks. I think I deserve a retry on life without sickness or deformity.
I've never had an issue doing anything after the age of about 5-6.
I have a WPM of 95-100, and I can play any console game with the best of them. It doesn't slow me down in the slightest.
Any lurkers still here, please bump the thread.
I don't like being on page 8.
and stop being dumb.
he said it's called ewing's sarcoma fuckwit, look it up on wikipedia. it's a rare congenital childhood cancer, curable if they catch it early and fucking murder if it metastisizes throughout your whole body. go read about it.
read the thread for fucks sake, anon's life is too short for the same dumb questions over and over
when i die i'd like to explore the universe, like to travel at the speed of light just looking at all those plasma explosions and planets, that i am only able to see in pictures, how about you? do you like th idea?
It's really more like 80 years at most. Not for your achievements. Solely out of personal relations.
Do you know your great grandfathers name, even? People mostly don't give a shit about family further than two generations back.
Kind of sad how there's really only the present, and most people do nothing but waste it. Says I, here on 4chan.
My life, just without sickness or deformity. I've always been told that I wasted my potential. I want to see how much of it was caused by cancer and how much was caused by myself.
There's are a bunch like them. Once saw a person memorize a 100 pattern Symon game.
It's a good idea, but I'd rather just live a normal life. Since birth, I was never given that chance.
My Great Grandfathers name was Alan Robert K.
His fathers name Was Alan Paul K.
His fathers name was Paul Kirkpatrick K.
All of them served in the military, something I wish I could have done. All of them survived open combat despite taking injury.
Hi guy >:3
Bumping this thread cuz it's not your average boring daily thread on /b/
What kind of music you like OP?
What bothers me is just ceasing. If I was Op, I suppose I'd just try not to think about it.
I doubt there'll be any suffering, so there's nothing to fear other than the unknown. You either stop existing or exist in another form.
My current 2 favorite bands are "White Denim" and "Brick + Mortar"
It's not kill yet, my internet is just being gay again.
The Dark Tower series by Stephen King.
Thread will not kill with proper 404
Serious question OP
have you jacked it with the hand in your pic timestamp?
I don't know if I answered that correctly.
Can't tell if you're calling my story bullshit, if I want to tell a bullshit story, or to talk about a fictional story/novel.
You should really word your sentences coherently.