I can't take it anymore /b/
I can't bother anymore, there's no point, I always have and always will be a useless piece of shit
I never win, never get the succeed. Why bother anymore? My last escape from reality has become exactly the same. I've even started stabbing myself with various sharp objects when I lose or fail. Anyone else feel like this?
If you are not willing to control the self talk and stop running yourself down in your head the whole time, paying attention only to what doesn't match your expectations, things will never change. You must do housekeeping on that shit or you are your own worst enemy. Yes it's work, you either do it, and get in the habit of doing it or you don't. Emotion follows thought, always.
Being an hero is not the way to go. It takes something huge and spectacular to pull it of with any merit, either in cause or execution. If you an hero, at least make a show of it and post (maybe make a bot or something to end the record and upload it).
It is when you call on 4chan for help that you realise you are in a truely bad situation, and it is by the choice of turning to here that you have sealed your fate. People here are assholes, not a help line.
Op here: Considered my options and I thinking about hanging from a traffic light during rush hour in a major city near here. Open to other suggestions, but I figure this way I can't at least entertain someone watching the traffic cams
Dedicate your life to helping others, faggot.
Forget your existence and become an existence that will only feel happiness from seeing other people happy.
Become a hero of justice that will protect and serve people and help them become happy, even if it costs you your own.
Then, at the end of that long, long hill you will get stabbed in the back by the very ideal of helping people that you protected for so long.
Betrayed by the very people you had protected. You will fall, and you will die. Alone. Questioning if what you did was right or not.
But you will already know the answer.
Even if you knew everything would end that way, you would still do it.
In reality, you probably did knew it would end like that.
But you still smile at the end, and as your body falls to the ground you feel a last bit of hapiness for having protected all you could and giving it your all.
At this point in your life you already lost all hope of becoming happy for yourself, so do it for others.
People need anonymous heroes. Be one of the ones that will be forgotten by people, but still remembered by time.
Stop being a fucking coward. It's all on you. The majority of your problems in your life are YOUR OWN FAULT. Get off you lazy ass and go do something with you life. Go pursue your talents, do what makes you happy. Stop drinking, stop chiefing cigarettes, stop watching slice of life anime, stop wishing for a girl to accept you for your pathetic life styles (assuming you do these things). Reality check: It wont happen unless you do something about it. I was in the same boat as you not too long ago. I was fat, smoked like a chimney, drank like a fish, living in my moms basement, your typical neckbeard. I got sick of it and realized after much self-analysis and did what I needed to do. I went to the gym and got /fit/, became confident and got off my lazy ass. Now I make 6 figures at a car dealership, have a loyal and very attractive girlfriend (as far as I know), and am very happy with my life. Sorry if it sounds harsh but sometimes you need a little push to change. You can do it. I believe everyone has the drive, and it may take some time but you can do it if you believe in yourself and only yourself. Just stop being a huge faggot and believe in yourself. You can do it. Seriously. And that goes for a ll of you low-life NEETs.
Good for you, but I've no talents, don't drink or smoke, anime has become stale and I agree everything is my fault. I am a coward and I live a pathetic life, but it will never change. That's why I think I should die.
>mentioning of /lit/
Maybe you need a good book. Not one of those "self-help" BS, but something like Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus (recently finished the last book, it was great.) or maybe Jam or Mogworld (fucking hilarious).
>Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus
I liked those in middle school tbh
You can change though. It seems hard at first but everything is possible. I really do believe everyone is capable of something great. But if you want to continue being stuck in your swamp of a mind then by all means do so. I can't convince you otherwise, I can only offer advice. It really is all up to you. You need to make the choice though. Best of luck to you OP, sorry for the harshness from the previous post but it's very true.
And with that, all sympathy is lost. If you don't better yourself you might as well be dead, but it sounds like your being an attention whore. Don't ask for help then adamantly refuse to commit. Listen to this and maybe that can pull you out of this shit.
Because at the instant you seriously consider an hero, you are already so fucking stupid you shouldn't even be allowed to have happiness.
People who have no success in life such as yourself need something to try their best on. That's how I got over a fucking terrible depression:
Live for others until you are capable of living for yourself or until you die. Either way you will die happy.
Also, if anime has become stale to you then you fucking know pic related.
Do it. Live as he did, die as he did.
I guess I'm conflicted on whether or not he should an hero. All me, wonder what this says about me as a person that I can be so supportive and yet act so negatively towards him at the same time.
Honestly OP is hopeless. There is decent advice in this thread contrary to the usual 14 year olds posting "stream it live" and he still believes he is a piece of shit (because he is but won't bother to change it). Let him end his pathetic and worthless life.
>I'm starting to regret making this thread it's only making it harder
This makes it seem like you're an attention whore even more. I think you need to re-read your thread and if you can't apply that to your shitty life then fucking kill yourself. You seriously sound pathetic.
Don't kill yourself... Save up some money and travel the world. Do some acid,you will surly get fit and discover yourself from a new angle. (The trip should be at least 7 months.) Good luck.
I've tried to change every aspect of my life. I couldn't fix anything though. I'm still unable to be social even though I can talk to people now I still feel like I'm hated by them. I learned to play guitar both right and left handed yet still play like shit. I've been going to the gym for the last ear and hated every minute of it. No matter what I'll never feel happy, I don't even remember the feeling anymore.
I am pathetic, why else do you think I value the opinions of random people more than myself?
OP just fucking kill yourself. You refuse to have a change of thought despite mostly everyone trying to offer you good advice (myself included). You sound like a fucking 15 year old, yet you claim yourself to be 22. Why the fuck did you make this thread if you're not open to change?
It would keep him preoccupied while he kickstarts his life. Come to think of it, MLP may be a better place to turn than I originally thought. I think the show is light-hearted, but true enough to reality to give him the kick in the face he needs. Episodes S4E5 and S4E21 may be the most beneficial for him, but would require some context from previous episodes.
Also, to keep from pissing of janitors, this will be my last mention of it here. It is merely a suggestion.
I cut my wrists but hide them. Just the other night I cut my throat and I don't know why, because I had work the next day. Had to call in and now I have 3 days off so the wounds can heal before I show up to work. FML. I did myself in because I need the hours at work. But I'm so stressed and depressed.
What are you a middle school girl?
>Wearing a live long and prosper shirt
Oh come the hell on, listen to your fucking shirt for God's sake. Jesus Christ, pick and choose your words and intentions carefully, you might just piss someone off.
I wish I was, fagstix. I'm 24, divorced and work with niggers. So my advancement in the work place depends on what the niggers think of the white person.
Tumblrina... Yeah, no. Fuck those stupid ass bitches that should get back in the kitchen. I don't care for attention, I was just giving my ordeal to OP. Trying to connect and such. Call me faggot, no worries m8
Why fucking live then?
What's the point of "life" when life can only be justified by what you see and think for yourself in your very own body? This whole fucking universe, every speck of sand and dust on this little planet that is one of trillions out there in the whole entire existence is on a fundamental level NOTHING without yourself. Or rather, myself, since I am my own conscious typing this and I am only aware of my own consciousness.
Life is but yourself.
And yet you think the theory of becoming a mindless husk to feel happiness through others is a good way to live? Especially when other don't give two shits back for you?
How do you even know who you are dedicating your entire life to helping are even real?
I won't get into that but you feel me.
It's about yourself, not helping others.
I'm not saying not to help others, and in fact one can gladly help others.
But firstly, it should be of their own will. Not a suggestion/influence/coercion from someone else.
Secondly, one can help others. I help others, but I don't mindlessly dedicate my existence to it. Do it as something dictated by moral values in life, not as the sole objective in life.
Your suggestion is extremely selfish, as blissful as it sounds. I hope you realize that.
And the realization came that I am way too involved in this... the following are more of my own damned posts.
Surprisingly not >>601367753
Also, first one was pretty bad >>601373592 but it starts to pick up after about halfway into the first season. Th early ones are really hard to sit through though, so I suggest starting off on season 2 episodes 1 & 2.
Well I think this has gone on long enough. Thanks though, you were the closest I've have to a friend if these are your posts, and sorry I wasted your time. I'm of, I don't know what I'll do through none of you will likely ever hear from me again so just forget about this thread. Never happened. Good night all.
And thusly, >>601374322 & >>601375236 is gone. I have no more reason to stick around, OP is gone, people are getting pissed at the whole MLP thing, and I have things to do tomorrow. If he goes through with it, I only hope he does the whole sign thing, for closure purposes.