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>>602046940 I too know the pain of waking up with the sun on my face and an empty spot where she once slept. There is no pain that can equal that of a lonely heart. Even though its condescending, I will tell you it can get better. Know that at one point she was yours and there are millions of reasons why. She saw good in you, maybe even good that you couldn't see. You are worthy. You can find somebody who will love you for who you are. You did it once. You can do it again. Stay strong /b/ro.
>>602050860 Well then you were born with money, lucky for you I wish I was past that. Lucky for me money does put me way ahead of my trash ex's, but you're at least in position to go get something new VS being broke, not saying you should buy sex just that you can't offer anything being broke, no future at least that's foreseeable, and women are all trash in this modern day for the most part. So since you've got a nice number on your screen, you can sit around crying about her with a few less life stresses or move on eventually, you can be an alpha and run shit, or feed into that feminist "Equals" bullshit
>>602052182 Yeah true, just trying to reinforce what money truly can do, even an average american is still the elite of the world. Some shit just takes time though, when I'm pissed off or stressed for a week I know it will blow over eventually
>>602052602 That's how I feel, live in a small town but don't mess with locals anymore. I feel like it's going to be my training grounds I have flashbacks on when I finally move somewhere else and enjoy life more
>>602046940 3 years and 3 relationships later I still miss her. I like and care for my current gf but nothing compares. Kinda feel like I can't love anymore, not due to her but due to emotionally disconnecting from everything to a scary point.
When did you guys realize that your only friends are complete strangers on the other side of a screen for me it was when I first found this cesspool in 08. I love you /b/ros you are the only thing keeping me from becoming an hero for a long time now.
>>602053165 Well at least that's your main stress, you'll be alright. But since we're past the money talk, I guess eventually just add her on FB or something if she's not already on there. But I end up deleted ex's eventually when I truly don't care about them anymore or what they have to say
>>602046940 I've had girls love me, and some of them were really great people. It was satiating, and the company wasn't unappreciated. Despite this, I've never had much of an interest in any of them past what was necessary to stay sane.
There's one girl, and all I've wanted is for her to want me as badly as I do her.
>>602054257 Yeah that is really true, I spend time comparing everything about now to then, but then I look at her facebook, which doesn't happen often because I've been blocked by her entire family/circle of friends, and realize that she's no longer the person I loved, she looks different, probably acts a lot different. I feel like the only time I was really happy is lost and now I'm just left with a bleak outlook of the world and life in general. Everything's just a distraction, I don't enjoy my hobbies anymore there's just ones than keep me from thinking horrible things the longest.
>>602052708 How to cope with this? Just do it doesn't work anymore. She left me once already and said it wasn't for me, but you and I know that if I behaved djfferently she wouldn't have reached that decision. I just want to hear from her, I would prefer a definitive "you don't interest me", it would break me but I'd force myself to accept it. Instead I'm stuck in this situation, looking at her pictures on my facebook wall and not knowing what to say to her to not creep her out or get ignored.
>>602054444 that sucks ass, maybe something will happen though. It's hard to sustain female-male friendships that aren't romantic, I had 3 female friends I thought of as cool friends, weeded that down to 1, somedays I wanna cut it off with her too but we're too cool
>>602054867 Yeah that time with my ex was the best but it's kind of pass, I also feel like I'm doing time in my jail cell waiting to improve things. It's bittersweet being a guy, women even when broke can grab a social circle and sex life and money, but in the end if a man can use that disadvantage to become successful he wins in the end. Also fun living my 20s like I planned it, women on average should be settling down earlier then men, sucks ass passing these college days though. Would be nice to have that knowledge in my mind already so I can move on and not work for free
>>602055373 >It's hard to sustain female-male friendships that aren't romantic I mean I wouldn't mind if it became romantic, but it wasn't something that I had really ever considered just because the friendship was awesome as it was.
When that ended, it really, really really fucked with my head. Even now.
>I had 3 female friends I thought of as cool friends, weeded that down to 1, somedays I wanna cut it off with her too but we're too cool She has other male friends too; one is gay, one she likes that afaik doesn't return those feelings, that guy she likes's friends, a few that are way older, and one that is friendzoned insanely hard but that she still talks to a lot.
>>602046940 >tfw you will never find a happygolucky, outgoing, cheerful girl who's always the life of the party when you go out with other people, and slowly break her down over several years, chipping away at her confidence with subtly snide remarks here and there, sending her anonymous magazine-cut-out-style hate letters and not supporting her when she softly tears up over the mean things "other people" are saying about her until she finally has a nervous breakdown, tries to commit suicide, gets sectioned, and you start to rebuild a new relationship from the ground up as she convinces herself that maybe she was always this way and the former version of herself was just a coping mechanism, so it's better for you to make decisions for her for a little while, you know, at least until she can get back on her feet, but a little while becomes several months, which turns into years, and now she doesn't know what she would ever do without you, calls you the light of her life and owes you for saving her from the rock bottom crash, and you now live happily for the rest of your lives together, you and your emotionally dependant, psychologically reprogrammed wife who you long ago feared would leave you because she was more attractive and popular, then one day, when you're in your 70s spending the summer in your cape cod cottage, you realize that every single iota of your existence for the last 50 odd years has been dedicated towards ruining someone else's life to benefit yours, and before you can become an emotional wreck about it you get your colt, aim right at your temple, then fade away into the blissful void of eternity, and the last image burned into your brain is that of your wife running outside to see what happened, surveying the scene, then lying down next to you, taking your hand in hers, whispering "I'm sorry my love", and ending her own life with the same gun
>>602056598 Not sure what to say about all that, don't be a toy for a dumb bitch. It's cool to stay around if you want though and see what happens, just don't get overly wishful that things turns romantic but you do never know, as long as you're good to her. At the same time you just can't count on stupid women to be as consistent as men are
First post on a feel thread. I don't think it's really important, but I need to tell you a story. It's not really sad, but it's my story.
I don't have a father. I only have only have a man who treated me like shit before I'd go to school. I'm an accident, and he told me what was an accident : something you didn't want and you always regret. I listened that story everyday of my life for almost 14 years. My family didn't stop it any times. I don't blame them, but I don't care about them.
Because of that, I can't make friend in real life. For me, "real" people are only here to make me feel bad. I know I may be paranoiac but it's how I always feel. I'm at college, but I never made any party for my birthday or anything. It may be idiot, but I don't care about my birthday or Christmas. I'm not even sad of that.
I know I could do something to be happy or to have friends or anything. But I don't care, I don't care about me, my feelings, my life. I don't really want to die, neither to live. I don't know if I feel something or not. I don't know if I want something or not. When did I become someone I am not? I don't know, I always feel like I'm seeing a bad movie : I don't care about the shitty characters, plots or anything, but I'll watch it because I don't have better thing to do.
>>602059692 Sounds like you have no confidence because you were mentally abused. It would help if you seek some counsel to talk too. If you're in a first world country there will be plenty of free services.
Or just make a bit of an effort one day and try to make a friend. If it doesn't work out, try again the next day.
>>602057098 This article both made me laugh and scared the shit out of me. I'm married and have several good friends and close family ties, so I'm not entirely like the man in that article, but I lack initiative and it's my greatest fear to end up like that.
Kinda want to share a little story of mine. Mind me if my English is poor, since it's not my first language. Anyway I'll try to be as brief as possible. Here it goes: >Finally got to study in Uni at 2012 >Be single (well never had a gf before anyway) >Notice some girls in, but no one really clicked for me >Some time passes and our course decides to finally do a party >Go there, people are coming, when she finally came in and I gazed my eyes upon her >I don't know, it was like love at a first sight (well not really, but you get the meaning) I still remember her standing in front of me clearly with background blurred >Probably decided on that moment that she was the one >Do nothing >Had slight crush for other girl >And another >Fast forward to spring semester decide to finally break the ice and chat her up >Mainly chat on facebook since we're in different groups and I barely see her >Don't receive too much attention from her >Couple months later decide to ask her if she wants to go out >She says she kinda does >Nothing happens >Ask her again, and again, she tries to avoid it >By that time get to really like her and got kinda depressed for it >Fuck it, travel to other country for a few weeks >Still chatting to her >Decide to tell her that I like her >Anon, you're really sweet... (here goes all my hopes) >Try to sound like it's nothing, say "Well maybe some day" >Maybe >Fast forward few weeks we're having field practice (living and working together under one roof) >Acting like nothing happened, not making any moves, just observing >As days passes on nothing really happens >One thing that stuck to me was, when we were walking in corridor, our eyes met, as we passed by turned my head around >She had a big smile >Feel hope >Some days later one guy starts to show her (actually almost all the girls) affection >She's kinda into it >Feel like shit again >It all ends me being even more confused >Fast forward to fall semester >Ask her out again To be continued
>>602060299 Sex doesn't give me pleasure anymore, I fucked some whores, and at the second times, I just came. With no fun, no envy. Really just came.
>>602060496 Thanks /b/ro but I don't care anymore. Speaking about this make me feel alive. Usually, I speak about this to stranger on Omegle or Kik. I'm note even sad, I'm neutral, so it helps me to remember I'm alive.
>>602050030 What a fucking cunt, sure the son is a fucking douche bag but you don't have to guilt-trip him by killing yourself.
"I love you more than life itself, and that's why I'm doing this". More like "I wanna hurt the shit out of you because you never gave me any attention just like your father and I know I can't hurt him"
>>602052353 I could use some help in this field. I'm currently in love with a girl that is unobtainable to me. It's taken me longer than it should of, but I've realized recently that it's best to get over her and move on. I know it is not easy to forget about someone that means so much to you, but does anyone have tips on how to get the move-on ball rolling? So far I've avoided seeing her as much as I can, and tried talking to other girls. Anything else?
>>602061524 Might seem silly, but try imagining her taking a big steamy dump. Like literally, everytime she pops into your mind, imagine her taking a huge shit. Unless you have a scat fetish it should make you feel less attracted to her.
>>602061568 ?? Feminazis would be the only ones promoting the friend zone, alpha males can have friend zones with certain relationships and circumstances, if you're friend zoned by a random new bitch though you're wasting your time
>>602060563 I felt bad coming to this thread, and now I leave feeling worse. I know it's fun to laugh at fat people, but you should never do it in person right in their face like that. The guy was trying to have a good time and now his night is probably ruined.
Seriously you guys are a bunch of losers, get a life. Stop wasting time thinking of "the one who got away". Fucking go do something, it does help feeling sorry for yourself, get back on the horse, planty of fish in the sea and all that. Don't feel sorry for yourself, its not like you never gonna find someone. Jeez come on guys.
>>602062099 My sides. Thanks for that anon, but it's not just that I'm attracted to her, I genuinely love her personality and how she is around me. I feel like she's the one person who ever valued being around me.
Hey /b/, i am really fucked up right now. I lost my mom 2 years ago and i still can't cope with it. The thing is, my father left me when i was 3 and mom was the only parent i knew of until i was 16, except my grandparents. Father decided to show up when i was 16.
Now, i am 21, will be 22 on 10th of March, i am at uni and everything is slowly going down the shitter. I get bad grades, my love life is a mess, father decided not to talk to me again because of some stupid shit reason, i feel bad all the time. The only thing that keeps me going on is the fact that my grandparents are still alive. Everytime i think about leaving it all behind for somewhere else or killing myself, i think that they will be the ones that will be affected most.
What should i do, besides killing myself of course?
Yes, because I've been like you, I also had my hearth broken once, but sooner or later you realize that chasing something that is never gonna happen is a waste of time. It is more likely she will actually come back if you remove your head from your ass and start enjoying life and yourself a little.
>>602062818 I know, but I can't care about me, or the world neither. Everybody told me I don't worth it, and at the end, I think they're wright. I'm not a shitty person, I hope, but it's not really hard to know how will be my life in the future. I have some times (once time a week) when being me hurts me, like now. The rest of my life is just like "Oh, I don't give a fuck, I was pretty idiot when I was all sad, I don't give a single fuck about anything".
>>602046940 It is time we fags forget the women we gave too many shits for. Refocus. Reprogram. It is time we focus on one thing. Ourselves. Your dick. Your money. Your state of mind and we'll being. Focus on yourself and learn to be alone and happy. They will come and cum and come. Better this time. And you will have your morals and values. And they will still have tasty cooters. Fuckit.
>>602063576 just power through it. you're 22, young and full off life. so the last years have been shit. there can still be some good ones to come.
i've been in similar scenario. feeling like i'm falling through a botomless pit of stress, angst and sadness. i can't promiss you it gets better. but it certainly gets easier. i focused on my work. you just have to find things to focus on.
>>602063812 Yeah that just sounds like defence mechanisms to dull the pain. You need to know that its okay that you're you. And bottling up the pain and thoughts is the worst thing. Thats what having close friends or psychologists are for. Even just spending time with another person and distracting your mind for an hour or two helps.
>>602063576 Just chill, I feel that way sometimes but ending it all might find enlightenment or nothing. I just try to remember life is kind of like my personal video game, I'm gonna be alive tomorrow anyway so many as well work toward improving my situation. I could mope for 2 years and be the same place 2 years later, or do something those 2 years and be better off. At the same time don't wanna overdo things
>>602061054 >Oh I would like, but I don't know, I'll need to study >Be cool about it >Some time get a feeling something's wrong, but still hopeful >As time passes I keep our interaction, since she barely makes any effort >One day talking to a course mate >He says, that she went out with a guy I mentioned earlier >Become really pissed, want revenge, make her get hurt >Couple days later calm down, let it all go, not speaking to her at all, but still having strong feelings >FF be sitting in a lecture didn't control myself look her >She was looking at me >She turns away immediately >Big smile on her face again >Get confused >Still not talking to her >Feel like shit for a while >Fuck it, I want her >Kinda start everything from scratch, but really trust her, not after that >Finally ask her out again >Same sad story as before >This time decide to end it for good, keep our contact to a minimum >Feeling torn inside >Stuff happens, nothing major >Short trip to a reservation to study birds (we're taking biology bachelors) >She kinda is into one guy, flirts with him a bit >That's it for me >Time goes on till next field practice as in my first post >Still have feelings for her, deep down still have a foolish hope >Don't make too much of effort >One good friend is starting to flirt with her >She's kinda into it >At the same time she gets all pissy and bitchy at me >Well this time I'm really done >Since then never talked to her properly >One of my firends introduces me to one girl >Needed some advice related with studies >She's not as pretty (thought for first girl is really hard to beat) >Fun to talk to >Getting to kinda like her >Out communication falls out >Fall semester begins >He's still trying to get her >Not so much time goes, they're together >Have nothing to do anymore >Be confused >Decide to refresh contact with second girl >FF November >Ask her to see a movie >It's a yes >All goes well, be happy in a long TO be continued
>>602065236 Thanks, it's the 2nd time I roll dubs today, usually I never do so I guess I got that going for me.. Well, to tl;dr it, I treated her like a princess, like she was my everything, she didn't seem to give a fuck in the end and left me...Fuck. >>602065892 Small world, ain't it? I ran into my last ex (not the one I get feels from though) 5 times in February. She didn't say shit. I guess I didn't try iniating contact.. And she got adopted by my neighbors too. Small fucking world ain't it...
it's been almost two years since I've had a real job. I'm college educated, have relevant experience, but can't seem to find a job that will pay me a livable wage. I had a job like that where I used to live. I've had my resume professionally looked at. Trained with professionals for interviews. But no one will hire me. So I work shit jobs if I work at all. It's nearly tanked my relationship several times now. She holds on because she loves me but it seems less and less the longer this has gone on.
>Be me >Only one true faithful friend >Not many beyond him >I never give any secrets >So many things I can only keep to myself >I met a guy at a bar a few years ago >Cool as all hell >We became friends (nohomo) >We understood each others problems >We talked quite a bit >I could tell someone things I couldn't tell anyone >One night we were watching Trailer Park Boys- Badass show >Having a beer >I look over and realize >There was never anyone there
>>602065593 Thats true I mean I could tell she loved me but most of the time she was cold and emotionless and never said i love you unless i said it first i got tired of that shit. i need to be told i actually matter instead of being brushed off and looked at weird. after two years it sucks but whatever. im just working on me now.
>>602064830 got one for you >be me >study in a particularly tough Uni in the hardest field >be the best mofo at the Uni >doing pretty well >there's this girl i like, fuck it, i'm doing allright, i'll ask her out >She says yes >fuckyeah.iso >we have a great time >i fucking love her fast forward 3 years >we moved in together >i'm fucking crumbling under the pressure from work >9+ hours >we're living together >i pay the bills, but i don't mind, she's happy, and i love her >i even cook, i love cooking, especially for her. it makes her happy >in december, i get a visit at the place i work from a long lost college friend >i kind of got overwhelmed and didn't have much time for friendships, or anything really >he tells me my gf hit on him the other day >ufuknwotm8? >he tells me she invited him into her appartement >when he rejected her she just moved on to the next guy >i, obviously, didn't believe him, so i insulted him, called him a liar punched him in the nose and went off >two weeks later, what he said is still stuck in the back off my head >buy camera >leave it running in the appartement >go to work >return >she went out with some friends (go figure) >i see nothing for a long time >at about 3p.m, i see the worst thing imaginable >the love of my life, fucking some random nigger, in my bed, in the house i paid for >i don't even know how to react >honestly, would've killed myself right then and there if i had a gun >fuck it all. i pack her shit chuck it out the door, with the camera, and a note telling her to never even speak in my general direction again >all that time. the only person i cared for
that was 3 months ago. i'll never love anyone again. how could i?
>>602066963 I do have her. It's true. I don't know for how much longer. Every day that I'm not managing to do what everyone else seems capable of I feel like she slips away a little more. She knows I'm more than a job title, but being incapable of having even a vaguely respectable one is diminishing. She has a great job and has admitted it's embarrassing introducing me to coworkers she knows will judge me for what I do. I'm letting her down.
>>602066328 People show love differently. Some drown you in it, and some are hesitant in showing it. You want someone who expresses her love more openly, and that's fine, but don't be harsh on her just because she was a bit distant. If she was really cold and bossy and horrible, I understand, but it sounds like she was just "thick skinned", so to speak.
That particular chick, L, has been my best friend for about 2 years now and I've been in love with her on-and-off (mostly on) for all of that time. The first time it happened, we both fell for one another. However, neither told the other because we're both self-doubt-ridden (also, we're basically the same person - literally a 100% match) and we both thought that the other would say no, so we both held back. We actually discussed it months later and laughed at it. Turns out that, at the time when we discussed it, she had had a thing for me. I was with someone at the time, but I would've dropped her in a fucking heartbeat for L. THAT particular incident was almost rxactly a year ago now. Seems like we're just meant to be bestfriends and never anything more (we did actually kiss - but that's all it ever became - once last Summer when we were both extremely tired and semi-drunk, just to piss off my ex who I mentioned above). Surprisingly, I'm totally okay with that. I mean, I'd go for it in a heartbeat if she asked, but I'm fine with just being great friends.
>>602047325 Fuck, this one hurts because every girl I know ends up the same way. We almost hit it off, and then it just tumbles before we get together. Starting to think I'm too shitty to be with someone.
I dunno, man. It just seems like nothing will make me happy at the moment.
My life kinda went to shit recently, in pretty much every area, but I'm actually trying to fix things and I just seem to be making myself more miserable and causing more problems.
For example, I've been trying to get a work placement (I'm at uni at the moment) for fucking months, and I actually got offered an interview today. I was pleased at first, but then I realised that I almost certainly won't get the job. I'm going to waste £40, and a whole day, on travel to stumble through an interview.
>>602067464 Has had bf for 3 years mang. I'd get rekt.. >>602067868 Anon, listen to me. If you love that girl, don't let her go. Don't you fucking let her go. Every day, I feel the fucking pain of not having her beside me. I miss her so fucking much, it's killing me more each and every day. So please, do me a favor and do your best to keep her... Because you don't know how good you have it until you lose it. >>602068047 I envy you. You guys seem to have such a great relationship.. >>602068231 Ikr man. First time I seen it was last year, still hits fucking hard
>>602066306 >I never give any secrets >So many things I can only keep to myself
I am just like this, except the schizo part. I just don't feel like talking about my grief, sadness or feelings. I always thought i could get away with it but know i am questioning this. Am i doing it wrong? Should i really change myself?
>>602068002 I feel you. but i mean she grew up with an abusive mom and after she moved away from her she lived with her dad, uncle and grandpa. being around dudes that much hardened her up and she just became kinda more dick-ish over time. it just got to he point where i didnt feel appreciated. idk maybe im just a sensitive cunt but its too late now. probably better off since she makes horrible life choices and i cant be with someone that fucks themselves up that much. although i still dont know if i love her or hate her. am very conflicted.
>>602067952 i gotta ask you something. your're legit into other penis? like ... i love MY dick when it works.had a few good girls and then one great woman for a loooong time. i just didnt marry. everyone said i was a homo for it. i hate when people question my shit but i dont give a fuck anymore. ive never been with a guy except really young and we just spanked it together cuz thats whats ya do when your 9. Always had crushes on women. love girls. legs. tits big or small. natural woman look. what makes you gay b ro? im in flames in every way. but dudes would never make me happy. I dunno. I guess i don't understand shit yet. 27 here.
>>602065414 >Still having feelings for the first, but getting ideas that I might forget her >Have couple more dates >One of which is on New Year eve >Holding hands while watching fireworks go, too beta to kiss her >It's exam time for us >No time for dates, barely any time to talk >Exams are over, ask her out >Says she's really busy, have no time >Barely talk to each other anymore >Recently ask her if she still wants to communicate >Yes, but she's not sure that she can meet my expectations >Decide to go with it and see what comes to be >Messaged her, no answer for couple days >Well here it goes again >Today receive message >Have no time to write back >As finally finish my lectures we exchanged couple messages, she has to go Well that's it for my main story. To finish it I need to say some things. There's one girl in my course group who's definitely into me and kinda for along time, sadly have no feelings for her. She's kinda cute, really smart and kind, but that's how it is. And there's one more girl in the same course, who might like me. Always trying to chat me up while at uni or parties, turns her head around at me and smiles. She's really pretty, on par with the first one, maybe for most people prettier and probably that's why I feel like I wouldn't her any good, as I don't see myself good enough for her. It's really a shame, since I kinda would like to try to date her, but as I said before I'm still trying with the second and to make things worse she promised me, to try and get me to a lab where she works at uni (there's not she can do besides asking lead scientist). So if I would cease our relationship I would feel guilty as fuck for using her like that and I don't want to hurt her as I had myself in this time. She deserves way better.
>>602069196 follow up on that. in the midst of my self pity. my friend was actually going through a rough spot aswell. he'd just finished college and was without a job. i hooked him up, after apologising. i think he knew this was coming, we're allright. it was the least i could do
>>602069812 And to finish it all I still have feelings, have hopes, for the first one... /b/, I don't know what to do anymore, all this bullshit with girls is killing me inside. All I want is to be really happy for the first time in my life. To love and to be loved, to share all that happiness. Probably I should just lay low and wait for all of it to go away so I can start fresh.
>>602067532 I guess I understand your feels anon, heres my story
>meet sucidal boy in high school >he lives about 30 mins away >havent heard from him in a few hours >drive over cause why not >see him sitting there with a gun in his hand crying >run over >cryfest.png >hold him for a few hours until he falls asleep >play cod with him later >cook him dinner >I kiss him before I leave and promise to come back soon >come back next time >he seems happier >we fuck >laugh, eat popcorn, watch anime, etc >everythings perfect >things continue like this for years >fast forward to uni together >Im alot smarter than him >we're in the same classes > I spend alot of my time working too, he barely works but thats ok. He needs extra time to study >I come home and cook food for him >I give him tons of massages >make sure hes happy >I love this kid with all of my heart, cant ever imagine him unhappy >come home from work one day >he had hung himself with a note saying it wasnt me, it was how useless he was >cry for hours >OD >somehow end up in hospital
Either way they saved me. I'll probably kill myself soon. This place feels empty without someone to hold. I miss his smile. I just want it all to end /b/
>>602055096 she broke up because she thought she could do better than you, that some guy made her feel giddy but turned out to be a big asshole. now she wants you back in her life as an emotional tampon. she gets the good dick and you to lean on for emotional support.
fuck that bullshit. don't even answer. don't say a word, and go on with your life. you're better than her, and deserve to be treated with respect. fuck that bitch.
>>602070788 It's so hard anon... I constantly think of what I did wrong... what I couldve done better. For the first few weeks I would cook dinner for him without even realizing it, then I would cry as I threw it away. Everything feels broken and lost.
>>602069048 THE Labyrinth had only one path to the centre, but infinite paths that branch off and wind and twist to a dead end. Read a fucking book.
>>602068693 As I said in the post last night (it was 1AM here), she is the main one who has basically kept me alive these past two years. Well, her and my other bestfriend who I have literally had call me "a second brother". Basically, those two are the ones I would give my fucking life for. I don't have many friends, but the ones I do have are absolutely fucking amazing.
>>602071172 Stay alive. What have you got to lose? Shit will make sense in time. Just focus on your own shit. Step outside your comfort zone, and stop trying to find an answer. It ain't gonna appear. Eventually, you'll find peace in knowing he's gone.
>>602071172 not the same anon, but i get we're you're coming from. my point of view. i wouldn't commint suicide, you still have alot to do in this life. books you haven't read, movies you havent seen, people you haven't meet, and you never will
it gets easier to deal with the lost, it won't go away, but it becomes a part of you. it makes you better. you have to live, many people couldn't. but you can.
>>602069868 Good to hear man. Horrible ending turned to bad ending >>602070283 Sometimes you can't fight your feels. But you should forget about 1st girl, that's done m8. >>602070513 Sorry if this seems shallow, but male or female? Curiosity is burning me. >>602071244 1st time I've seen it too, pretty good >>602071313 Same here. Don't have many friends, but still a good friend or two I guess
you guys need to harden up, the chick moved on to a worser thing well did in my case, have self respect i know my worth and im worth alot. Im the best she will ever have. So im cool with her moving on, one day she is gonna feel like shit for it. And for all the lies.
>>602072102 >Sometimes you can't fight your feels. But you should forget about 1st girl, that's done m8. Yeah, that's kinda obvious, it's hard since I still kinda see things from her I want to see, but I have no other choice. My main problem now is what to do with the second or I should do anything instead of just taking some time off this hell. >>602072258 Thanks, anon.
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