Post the lies you tell yourself to keep you from killing yourself. We can share each other's and hopefully find a reason to live.
Here's mine: "We only hurt the people we love."
Everyday, these are the words that keep this sad, sad man out there fighting. Somedays, I almost feel nothing at all.
Lol I don't. Feb. 10th, 2016. You can mark it on your calendar. I'll post beforehand, maybe livestream it if the internet isn't completely policed beyond usability.
>pic unrelated, but neat anyway
Mine's not a lie, but here it goes
"The cancer will kill me anyways, so what's the point?"
Stop being such a depressed little bitch.
Boredom, mostly. I never particularly aspired to much, and those I peaked with my menial aspirations about seven years ago. I'm 32 and I knew from roughly around age 14 that I never wanted to live into my late 40s anyway, it just seems like after 40 years there's not much else for me out there.
I reached my personal potential, but it's time to move onto something else. I wonder what I'll do after I kill myself.
>GO BEYOND THE IMPOSSIBLE AND KICK REASON THE CURB
>WHETHER IT'S IMPOSSIBLE OR LAUGHABLE
>THIS IS THE PATH THAT ALL GREAT MEN WALK!
>IF THERE'S A WALL IN OUR WAY WE'LL BREAK IT DOWN
>IF THERE'S NO PATH WE'LL CARVE IT WITH THESE HANDS
>WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK WE ARE?
>BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, NOT YOU WHO BELIEVES IN ME, NOT ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU.
>BELIEVE IN YOU, WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
not a lie
I love you /b/. This failure of a thread is the one thing I've got. I might never see or meet or know the real people behind these words; that helplessness is something magical in and of itself.
I've been drinking and have wanted to kill myself since I was twelve. I don't really tell myself anything to stop myself other than "Suicide is for cowards" but that's not really a lie, it's what I believe... I dunno what to do, I have no control and don't know what the fuck to do...
"It'll cause more bad than good."
I long for the beautiful empty silence and peace. Maybe waiting will make it better.
OP here. Suicide is not killing yourself. Suicide is the act of killing yourself. Killing yourself is the slow, painful process that we bring about.