I really really really want to fuck and be fucked by a shemale/trap/tranny but live in an area where there aren't any.
> I haven't had sex without paying for it in about a decade
>I've fucked a tranny pro
>Can't stand working, even what I'm trained to do and tell everyone I love.
The days are dark.
Was in holiday with her and jerked into her panties while she took a shower
It really is. Its quite horrible. Can you even imagine if you need to shit in public? Clothes all over a public restroom floor? At that point i just go find a place somewhere outside and shit. Sure as fuck easier than taking my clothes off.
Fapped to /d/ tier shit since I learned to fap and never really been too turned on my pussies. Maybe occasionally I could have a good fap to normal sex stuff but 99 times out of 100 it was to fetishes that didnt really involve sex.
Now I've met the girl of my dreams and we have a perfect relationship we just cant have sex. I get hard from seeing her naked or her teasing me with my fetishes or letting me stick my face in her ass, I stick it in, I pump for however long it takes for me to go soft, and it's over.
I'd like my girlfriend to peg me but I'm afraid she won't be able to respect me as a man.
I'm also terrified of death and of the possibility that I might not be as smart as everyone thinks I am.
Made a cum tribute and send it to leftie on a fake fb account
I've fingered my female dog when she was in heat. tl;dr, she presented, I fingered her and she got off on it.
Now she begs for it every time she's in heat. I use a small vibrator and she loves it.
>i masturbate to loli.
>I can succesfully masturbate touching only my bellybutton
I once jacked off at my gf's house when i was 17, and i came into the first thing i found in the dresser of the room i was in (her parents room)
>mfw i though it was her moms panty droor
>mfw it was her dads boxers
I take Propecia for my balding which started at 20. Has completly killed my sex drive, its really hard for me to get hard during sex and if I do manage it I lose it if we switch positions or if it falls out. Don't know how my gf puts up with it. Currently 22 considering just going bald.
dude i think the diaper thing i pretty common. i mean it prob develops as a result of some sexual imprinting at the time of infancy/being a toddler, and fucking everyone wore diapers at that time
The only reason i think im probably transgender is because I just feel so uncomfortable in my physical form and gender. Being a female in my head sounds so much more natural.
And jesus christ it fucking hurts.
I have to watch cumshots cumpilations to get off. something about a woman getting cummed on turns me on hard
i used to try on my sister's panties when she was out of the house. i'd look in the mirror and check out my sweet ass.
I'm 22 years old and have never had a gf.
Never even been on a date.
It's not like I haven't been trying, for the past 2 years, I've been trying really hard, but nothing changes no matter how much I change myself.
I daydream about both murder and suicide. I imagine what it would feel like to kill people who have slighted me in the smallest ways, like making a joke at my expense or not signalling a lane change. I go into lots of detail and smile at the thought of them gushing blood and/or screaming.
>inb4 crawling in my skin
> this girl looks exactly like my sister. I've jerked off to her a lot.
I have posted nude pictures of myself on 4chan more then once and I havent even told my boyfriend who comes on here all the time. I'm scared he will find out but it turns me on.
>work in an electronics store
>need to take money back to the safe
>open safe, see envelope
>advance money for a BTO computer from a customer
>but he paid the full price already, why did he pay twice?
>ok let's see about this
>return in a week
>the envelope is still there
>look around like i'm stealing a car in GTA
>take it, put it in my locker under some dirty socks and shit
>be a little nervous the next few weeks
>no one cares
Every interaction with me is false. All I want to do is stop living, but I'm too afraid to tell anybody because I already know what happens when you do, they send you away to a hospital so you can incur more debt, fuck your life up even more, and give you a false sense of self-worth. They should just give me a handgun.
Dude take it from a guy who balded for years and finally said fuck it and shaved. Being bald does not keep you from getting pussy. Being underconfident and self-conscious does. Shave that shit and get off the pills, it will improve your life.
>tfw 6ft 3 tall.
>no self confidence to pursue a tg life.
>utterly confused and aimless.
>most emotionally confused i have been in my whole life.
I even wondered very seriously if i was born a girl but switched to a boy, it gets that bad sometimes.
I spend my day browsing dank memes and going on 4chan.
You can actually fix this, I looked it up
You only have to stop looking at porn and masturbating for like 6 weeks tops.
The brain resets afterwards, hard as hell but it'll fix your life
>dont regret it
Then you're a sociopath, congrats. Couldnt you have used reasonable force like an actual man or did you have to pull a piece out your purse like a rape-paranoid little girl?
Like anyone would believe you faggot
I don't know if it's because I've jerked myself too hard or watched too much porn but now I struggle to have proper erections during actual sex.
sorry/b/ro, its a great feeling to have sisters. Just annoying sometimes when they are in their underware walking around the house and u go to ur room to jerk off to that image.
i have female sex organs
i keep a very particular undergarment norm
>paper towels, nicely folded, starts at pubic hairline and ends at asshole to absorb sweat and vaginal discharge
>lulemon thong to reduce extra moisture
>two ankle socks to create the illusion of a buldge on pubic area
girls love me but i have never let them see me without clothes bc theres no way in fuck this secret is getting revealed
Finally someone who is doing this to. Today for example I had this thoughts regarding my classmates at the university, all they did was to borrow a book without my permission while I was busy anyway.
He was stronger than me. I tried, but I'm not exactly strong even for my size. There's reasonable force, then there's dealing with someone much larger than you and potentially on drugs.
Some mild background, I'm white and she's black, and he was black. He'd been harassing her for months (she takes transit to work).
I appreciate you trying to elicit something from me, but you simply wont.
I had a lot of trans friends in college, so I can sympathize. I don't know what kind of living situation you're in right now, but there are a lot of options out there for therapy that will put you on the first step towards transitioning. Do what you feel you need to do to feel right, don't let anybody fuck around with your sense of worth and self.
This is coming from somebody who had an all too personal relationship with suicidal thoughts when I was dealing with my homosexuality. Never let any chuckle-fuck out there make you feel like you're anything less than what you are.
All of my videos have my face so no.
Im not quite sure what to call myself. I like women and i like men. But i also like traps and reverse traps i guess you would call them??? I would date anyone really if they have a good heart and we get along. I thought i was straight, then i thought i was gay, now i realize im just one big whore. lol no not really xp
nah, they are pretty short as ive been following this routine for years now
nope i was born female and worked my ass off for a masculine body
thank god genetics didnt curse me with massive tits or super wide hips, most people just think that my limp wrist and higher voice implies im gay
I work by myself in a big warehouse. I fap almost daily and just cum on the floor. I make no effort whatsoever to clean up. You should see the floor in my favourite spot. It's the most disgusting thing I've ever seen.
It wasn't til like a year ago I stopped sleeping in bed with my parents. I'm 19
I think there is a massive gray area with what everyone thinks police brutality is. There are open and shut cases and yes there are people and even precinct with raciest views (LAPD). To say fuck every police officer though is ignorant.
Many cops are medically retired for PTSD when they are in a shooting becuase many can't cope with killing someone.
My unpopular opinion? In most cases it isn't the Cop that's the issue its how they are trained in Use of Force and the laws that govern Use of Force are so vague that some cops do exploit a situation to say "they felt their lives were threatened" because under that law no one can say they didn't feel that way.
Most cops execute their duties about 80% of the time and are nice doing it even if they been through the shit part of the job....it's the 20% fucking it up for the rest.