Hey /b/, so I wanted to get some LSD to feel myself what tripping is like, but I have no idea where to buy them, the quantity to assume, etc. Can someone help me? Is there something in particular I need to know about it?
lol I live in Italy so it's likely impossible for me to purchase it hand-to-hand, I was hoping you could buy it online on the deep web or even on the normal web, as I don't think it's something that can be tracked like Marijuana by dogs or something like that (excuse me if it seems like bullshit lol)
There's another LSD thread on /b/ in case anons were interested.
i just get it from a well known friend, im in the US and it should go for around 10 usd, idk how much that is in ur money though
i doubt you could get it online, i would suggest getting LSA which comes form hawiian baby woodrow seeds
lol can't believe it hahaha
Anyway I have friends who know where to buy weed, I may start with that and maybe I can find someone selling LSD too... But man I want those trips so fucking bad
Problem is in italy you can always find the harder drugs or stuff like ecstasy, but never LSD - your best bet may be something in the north (Bolzano looks promising?) where there's more exchange
From my experience, I'd say about 1-2 tabs for your first time. But I've talked to people who say that 3 or 4 tabs is when it starts getting trippy as shit.
As for getting ahold of some, start making friends with some of those shitty looking guys who hang around public parks, or just ask around in your general friend pool I guess.
And only do tabs, candy/gummies can have untold amounts of weird shit in them, or nothing at all
I live in Lombardia near emilia-romagna, so not that far away as you know, so I could give it a try. Best bet I guess is going to Holland and get it there since I wanted to go there with my friends anyway
I suggest you take a nice dose for your first trip. In the area of around ~50 - 250 micrograms. Make sure to have a trip sitter. Don't let it be one of your "prankster" friends, make it someone you genuinely trust and is open minded about you expanding your mind. You need a very comfortable envioronment and something you could 'ancho'r your self to. Something that you can go to when you're tripping your mind off and automatically know that you're just on drugs and the face melting off your friends face is just that, a hallucination.
It's a beautiful experience, Anon. I would recommend every human has a journey like that at least once in their lifetime. Along with DMT and mushrooms. DMT, though. If you could synthesize it yourself, which is fairly easy but also extremely illegal. Kind of stupid, since DMT is a naturally occuring substance and the ingredients needed to synthesize it are easily acquired online and at a major retailer here in the States.
Be wary of anyone claiming their LSD is 100% pure. The stuff that has been going around here has been usually cut in with research chemicals or are JUST research chemicals like the ones from the 2c- family.
If you get tabs, the little paper, remember this: If it's bitter, it's a spitter.
Yeah Olanda is a for sure thing... I guess it's better :D but if you go through alto-adige (maybe on your way north) you could try and snoop around (or may aswell look in germany/austria)
Superior advice. Listen to this anon OP.
The best advice I can offer you guys to find the best way of scoring legit fucking drugs is to try a rave for the first time. Be extroverted and meet people, the things you'll come across and the people you'll meet is totally worth it. You''ll find people to do drugs with safely! You'd be fucking blown away at the ease of access to LEGIT drugs. Finding a shady dealer is fucking horrible. You don't know what you're getting, you don't know if they're being watched by an undercover. Shit can happen and WILL happen if you guys find drugs in the stupidest way possible. Network yourself with the right people. That's how you score. Safely.
The most reliable place to get real LSD is from the internet. 99.9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999% chance you'll get 25x-nbome if you buy from local dealers
Trust me when I say, you won't ever be the same again after a trip. You'll take something from it and it all depends on your state of mind when you first dose up. I recommend you take a whole week before a trip to prepare yourself. Workout if you don't workout, eat healthy, take vitamins. You want to be in the best state of mind as possible.
Deep web. There's tons of deep web directories. I know Silk Road isn't legit anymore but a quick search on duckduckgo and you should find alternatives. Don't use your real information, Anon.
It's a pain in the ass process but it's worth it knowing you got what you pay for...
Once upon a time there was a hidden website only accessed by Tor web browser called Silkroad 2.0. It was nicknamed the Amazon of drugs cuz you could read reviews of products and vendors that sell and you could find almost any drug. 99% of the time you get what you pay for without getting ripped off or any bs. The perfect place to get what you want. You had to use an online currency called Bitcoin however and it is really hard to get. I used a website called Virwox to get bitcoin.. do research and you could figure it out. however it's hard. luckily I was successful obtaining from the internet twice no hassle.
Coincidentally, my first trip was a beautiful trip that started at a rave and ended up turning into the most terrifying experience of my life when I gt home. But alto of things were set in motion to turn that trip into a bad one. I smoked a bowl after the rave when me and my friends got home and what no one told me(everyone else had some experience with it) was that weed, along with other drugs, would intensify my fry. I tripped out because I had already was in the twilight of my trip. I was cool, then it just kind of overtook me. I seriously thought I was dying, screamed for help but I didn;t realize that those around me just thought I was having a good trip, they didn't see the anguish I thought I was portraying and that feeling of helplessness was bad enough, feeling that you're slowly suffocating to the intense pressure around you was horrifying. I died that night or at least my ego did. I 'resurrected' as a better man. If everyone tried this shit ONCE, the world would be a better place.
I wrote this last year to help people differentiate between LSD and NBOMe because the Conflict with these two substances is spreading like a virus killing people and causing a lot of BS. I suggest you read it before buying from the streets.
LSD fucked me up and left me autistic for like 4-5 months.
Playing with fire.
Why am I an idiot?
LSD honestly fucked me up.
I was a perfectly normal, popular and happy guy before the bad trip.
There are cheap test kits you retard and the source was reputable and well known.
Do you really think that people don't have bad trips on real LSD?
Everyone who wants to now do LSD, you can order it off of the deepweb. Check out reddit.com/r/deepwebmarkets or /r/deepwebmarketsnoobs. DMT is also super insane. Just look up Terrance McKenna's descriptions of DMT. Above is a very easy extraction method, giving you potentially more DMT than you know how to handle.
>Most people end up A-Okay unless they have a preexisting condition.
I wouldn't go that far but even if that was the case we can never know how many have some sort of brain issue that will allow LSD to fuck them up.
LSD will tear down everything you were and are.
its an extremely powerful drug with the power to hurt and harm at intense levels.
One should always take LSD knowing the risks and not thinking there is no risk like an idiot.
I've done extensive research on ego death but never experienced it. Was the loss of your ego due to you legitimately thinking you're dying? I've had an experience on weed that was laced with unidentified drugs where I hallucinated and saw myself objectively, but I don't think that counts as ego death
Heres my "bad" trip story
>9 years ago be 18
>sneak into sketchy redneck music fest
>find acid dealer
>get 10 strip
>go back to friends house and drop em
>2 friends 1st times and they eat 1.5 each
>other friend eats 3
>i eat 4 being the veteran
>i was worried that they might freak out
>that though stuck with me
>started tripping so hard
>would daze off in tangents of thought
>thinking about math equations, space, time
>all the sudden i would realize i was tripping my balls off
>it scared me that i was not in control while doing math in my head
>it was a cycle...
>zone out doing math in my head
>realize i was tripping
>i was trying to tell my friends how i felt
>told them that "i was waiting for death"
>in my head it seemed logical that i should just be dead instead of wasting my life
>felt super awkward after making sense of it all
>chill out in the morning
>never do acid again
I would go that far. If it steamrolled most people into cringing, confused pulps it would not have had nearly as much momentum as it did and still does. Tearing down who we think we are is the point. That is not a harmful act, because there is nothing to harm. They are illusions that it allows us to see through. I see that there is nothing to risk because it's all empty and fading anyway, and oh so much to gain.
Not the same poster, but I would recommend not anchoring yourself at all. It would be wise to have someone there who can remind you that you took a drug that is going to wear off, but to go into it with the intention of needing an anchor is to set yourself up for dissonance as it tries to pull you away.
>go to a music fest
>dance and laugh all night
Your attention provides me with little pleasure mortal.
I don't feel like going into details but it turned me into an extremely selfconscious & low self esteem autist for a few months.
I could barely interact with people during that time. Felt like I was on a different plane of reality compared to everyone else.
And no I didn't have any mental issues before that bad trip.
I was confident, very sociable and happy.
OP.. you live in italy.. you're car rides away from the techno capital.. jesus.. toronto is house/techno heaven. you can find literally any drug at these shows and their not even illegal raves just shows..
its not hard
last time i tripped i looked into the mirror and my head became like a blank space in the mirror and beams of holographic light became shooting from all around it and it was beautiful and baffling. i only ate 1 tab too. still got one more of this powerful shit.
all the time i love doing that shit but it always psychs me out for a sec and i have to give my self a pep talk and hype myself up before coming back out of the bathroom
my favorite part of tripping honestly lol
Op, I can't believe nobody has said this yet. If it has a taste, it is not legit LSD. If your mouth goes numb or it tastes incredibly bitter, than you're dealing with a 2C or 25 compound. These are research chemicals, and you need to be careful. It's fine to do these drugs, but if it's on blotter, then no more than half a hit your first time. Psychedelics are all about set and setting. Your mindset when you do it, and the setting you place yourself in when you do it.
Furthermore, if you're looking to have an incredibly profound experience, you need to be okay with visiting every dark corner of your mind while on this substance. The goal is to keep a pleasant mindset. But sometimes things get too intense and we go places in our head that are not friendly. That's when you need to be able to tell yourself that it's just a drug, and it's effects will wear off soon.
For beginners, I always suggest having a dose of sleep aids set aside in case things get to be too much for you. Also, after you've taken you're dose, as it's in your mouth, i suggest writing a word on a piece of paper, folding it up, and putting it in your pocket. It can be any word, or a phrase. This will serve to pull you back from any dark impasse you may encounter if you so need it.
I wish you the best of luck OP. It's a whole other world out here.
It's definetly not to be taken lightly. Depending on your mental state, it can seriously mess with your head. You can get flashbacks and start loosing touch with reality. But that all depends on the dose and your personality i guess. Why do it every week tho, you're gonna get tired of it anyways i guess. LSD is a psychoactive drug, really fun to try but i wouldnt recommend using is regularly, unless you wanna end up as either a total hippy talking about "the expansion of the mind" all day or ending up in a fucking loony bin.
That's true. Hence the sleep aid suggestion in case things get too rough. The thing that always pulled me from the edge was to sit on my front porch and watch the gravel in my driveway swirl around.
My last trip sent me into multiple scenarios of eternity in which I had to accept that I was never returning to reality and that I had somehow been pulled out of my petty life into the infinite. I believed that my friend tripping with me was speaking to me with the omnipotent intelligence of a higher dimensional being. And the real mark of how gone I was was when I messaged my ex and said "I love you", "I need help", believing I was speaking to the same omnipotent being and hoping somewhere inside that she would ground me back to the norm. Fortunately I came back full stop the same night and it didn't linger too much. And while it seemed like a sort of infinite emotionless endeavor in which I was an atom sloshing within the great formless reality, so a bad trip, my studies of Buddhism have been propelled by these visions. So it worked out to benefit me in the end.
as fun as defending the earth in space sounds, I'm not dumb enough to do a shit ton for my first time getting back into it.
I'll do that on DMT
Yeah, the problem I'm worried about is that right now I feel perfectly normal and completely over it, but I know from the last time I dropped that it brought up shit that I had forgotten about years ago and almost sparked a bad trip.
>but I have no idea where to buy them
idk i mean its up to you man i ponder on some really dark shit thats happened to me on LSD and its taught me that the past is something you cant change and that you need to accept it and move forward and try to fight to be happy and live on.
Okay, thank you man.
Had a lot of friends try acid (no clue whether lcd or nbome) and they all had fun times
Seeing all yellow, four eyed people, all kinds of crazy shit, but these guys are super mentally stable.
I have normal people issues and sometimes a stupid ego. Could I handle it?
abandon your fear
aim for the bushes
I had 3 of these the other day, they are very good, I highly recommend them, sorry for bad quality pic my cameras shit lol
got it via a friend's cousin (total dopehead), fucking pure as fuck. best trip i had in my life, so good i only did it once because i told myself "this is it, it wont get any better"
first time i tried to do acid was at a music festival but i got a dud hit and my guy ran out of all his shit. the first time it worked i got it from a good friend and we had a good time just driving around and watching django unchained and i laughed until i cried. good night.
not the anon you responded to, but it's not for geniuses....
can you explain in simple terms how to do it then?
Step 1 :
Step 2 :
Step 3 :
Don't gotta spell it all out but just in simple terms how do you do it.
1. get tor
2. go to agora marketplace
4. Trip balls
I'm not going to tell you how to, you can look it up nigga.
Only ever bought from friends.
Lucky me, I've always had friends who've got good shit. (Shrooms, LSD, DMT, chems, Salvia, weed)
Never been to a music festival.
Never bought online (too sp00ked).
Just ate an LSD sugar cube for the first time friday. Real acid is good shit mane.
I don't see what my sexuality has to do with anything or the truth of my words.
Can't handle the truth?
Fuck you hippie.
I have nothing against people using LSD and am always tempted to try it again but only a fool would ignore that it is an amazingly powerful and potentially dangerous drug.
ok, can someone please give me advice, I'm about to trip again after avout 9 months since my last trip, it was a bad one. How do I mentally prepare myself? Should I meditate the day of doing so and eat a healthy snack. I start having these weird thoughts and I start talking inside my head thinking other people can hear me. It's only a subconscious thing I do though when I smoke weed, so I know for a fact I'm not smoking before and during the trip. Can anyone enlighten me on how to get away from those thoughts creeping up on me? has anyone else ever have this happen to them before? Please I really want someone to help.
Get 1p lsd off buckled bonzi site, they work at treat and they are legal I think but they are exactly the same, just with an added compound to sell legal
I've never ordered any drugs online but I'd imagine since LSD has no scent, and is basically just paper, that customs/whoever seizes shit would have any reason to do so
can someone back me up?
what i do before tripping:
-full night sleep
-full meals throughout the day or at least before tripping
-fruits and veggies
-make sure i got some easy to eat healthy food around for during the trip
-make sure i have a lot of water
-relax and do stuff that puts me in a good mood during the day
-get excited and make the trip something to look forward to
-if you feel nervous have a beer on the come up (always helps me ease in, but i dont recommend drinking heavy through out trip because comedown plus hangover = no bueno)
>Can't handle the truth?
I've done it plenty, more than a recommended amount each year there for a while. No problems here. Not a hippie either, hard to get hold of where I live.
If used incorrectly it can be bad, or used in bad company.
Otherwise if everyone dropped LSD at least once in their life things would be different than the current shit storm we are currently experiencing within the human race.
Same goes for use of MDMA, again the world would be a better place.
>Bad trips are caused by pre existing anxiety, or depression.
Even if what you said is true almost everyone has had anxiety or depression or other mental issues at some point in their life.
LSD is an incredibly powerful and at times unpredictable drug.
There are few people on earth who can take it and know for sure that they won't get mentally fucked by it temporarily or otherwise.
I think it is stupid for any happy or well adjusted person to use those sort of drugs.
>Don't smoke weed
>Trip with a good friend and/or bring a babysitter
>Go out into nature, preferably camp out for a night under the stars
>Bring some portable speakers and music playing device with good tunes
>Plenty of sleep night before
>Don't eat shitty food, before or during
>Work through heavy emotions and thoughts, don't fight them
>Make all arrangements set up before tripping (set up tent, fire, dinner, etc.)
>Let everything happen naturally
If there is one thing I have realized, it is not the LSD that freaks me out. It is the amplification of the subconscious problems already there. Once you realize that it is not the LSDs fault, but your own internal struggles, you can better work through whatever is troubling you.
Eh, you don't really have an ego because it doesn't exist. Once you see this you will be elated to know that you are so much more than you think you are. I don't think anyone is super mentally stable, so long as they are using their mind. The hallucinations are fun but they are beside the point. Psychedelics are a spiritual practice. (Seeing through the ego is inherently spiritual, as well as the rest of the barriers they can take down) If you are not expecting it and don't have much of an idea of what spirituality is, or rather what it isn't, then you are in for a wake up. And that is the point of that term. So wake up :)
>If used incorrectly it can be bad, or used in bad company.
it can be bad even in a perfect setting
you don't control LSD the most you can do is try to steer it in a positive direction but sometimes it takes all the control
>Otherwise if everyone dropped LSD at least once in their life things would be different than the current shit storm we are currently experiencing within the human race.
I was just thinking this exact same thing today.
So much ignorance would immediately dissipate...
Mostly it's the company and the setting, the vibes emitted from one human to another, from my experiences.
You are more open to the perception of how others are around you.
It's not the drug, it's your mind before hand, take it with a clean slate and you shall reap the rewards.
so it seems like most everyone does web... I've never done anything like that before so naturally it sketches me out a little bit, but overall it really isn't that dangerous/hard?
What I said is true, if you take at threshold dosage and are in a good mood then you're going to be fine. If you take it every fucking day at 100+micrograms a dose you are going to overload your dopamine receptors. So happy well adjusted people can do drugs, provided they aren't morons like you, apparently.
>Only depressed and anxiety sufferers should take LSD?
If you are already mentally fucked then LSD hopefully won't make it much worse or could potentially help.
If you are already happy then taking LSD is a much higher risk situation.
You could have a nice trip and be left better off or see some cool shit but it could also turn you into an unhappy shattered mess.
You never know how good it feels to be happy, confident or normal until it is taken away.
You never think a drug could take those things away from you until it actually happens.
LSD is fire.
Then you should have a good time.
Here's another tip: go in with no expectations.
Don't expect a "good" trip or a "bad" trip
Let everything just happen
There is a reason why we experience both the good and the bad
about the dont smoke weed thing
if its good weed and youre with great people
you should be fine
smoking weed when things start to get less trippy will make you start tripping hard again
actually kind of dope
just took some of HouseOfSpirit's Cid. coming up and flying out my chair right now, anyone have any nice shit I can listen to?
Ehh that's the thing, we get really good bud. I've never tripped without weed, so it'll be acompletely new experience. Besides weed gives me weird thoughts regardless.>>609816577
I'm the guy you replied to so you don't get confused. I just think it's hilarious I don't know why, just the thought of me taking a dump while tripping made giggle like a little kid, after I left the bathroom and wemt back outside with my friends to continue skateboarding, I told them and they said the same thing, that's it's funny as all hell
My advice: If you can't get lsd and want to have a meaningful experience, try silence. Get your mind to be silent for even a brief period and you will see that your normal way of existing is inadequate and not peaceful. Also, if you have a good trip and want it to last longer, meditation will allow this. Also, a silent mind while tripping is fucking godly. I recommend an accompaniment of a native american flute.
Can confirm. LSA was my first experience with anything like that (not counting salvia divinorum) and it was amazing. That is, it was until my friends (they came down waaaay before me apparently) decided we should all go to Cici's. Between not knowing how to interact with strangers (i.e. how to pay for my food), the disgusting food and fluorescent lighting and shit, and the domestic violence episode occurring at the table next to us, I ended up freaking the fuck out. Went to a real bad place for the next couple hours.
is there anything worse than realizing that your tipping?
honestly, when you've been tripping balls for hours then you sit there and think "holy shit im tripping balls, this isnt real, Im have to get back to reality"
Yeah, I honestly think the percentage of people that can trip acid and be fine is much higher than people think. My one friend started dating this total non-hippie girl, from a conservative christian background, like I would have guessed if anybody could not handle acid it would be her, but I've tripped with her and she seemed more comfortable in her own skin if anything. Even people I know with psychiatric issues have tripped with positive results. Its really a very small subset of people prone to schizophrenic breaks that can't trip at all.
The flipside of this is even people who are perfectly suited to psychedelics, even if they are experienced, can have a terrible and permanently scarring time if they drop with no regard for set and setting. Like right before going to court, for instance, or a on translantlantic flight (although I bet I could pull that one off, I'm pretty fucking good at sitting still while tripping, I still wouldn't try it)
The flipside of
that feel when get great drugs back home but go to BGSU and cant find any legit drugs at all and ive been here for a year. sucks. where are all the good drugs/druggies hiding??
usually as soon as I remember that I'm tripping face I get another big wave of trippy shit and feel like god
LSD is actually a good psychedelic to start with as the comeup is less plagued by nausea than with mushrooms. Vomiting from mushrooms on the comeup can be what sets a lot of new users down an anxious path.
Ive always found myself able to guide my LSD trips more as well, wile mushrooms ten to guide me
Completely agree with your first paragraph.
I guess it would take a really fucked up setting for 'permanent' damage. I've always considered life-long term perspective damage to be a projection of fear. Memories fade. Everything fades.
hahaha, tripping on a plane could be a fucking nightmare. Though I suppose it would be safer on a low dose, and potentially very amazing if you get a window seat.
LSD isn't for everyone, i loved my first time with 2 tabs. but i know people that freaked the fuck out when they were doing acid. this one dude got naked and just started jerking off. we were hiking a public hiking trail on a mountain...
yo you near UA? 300 microgram hookup
I mean fuck,
doesn't even know its fucking synthetic. I've done a ton of drugs, dozens of different things, but never without knowing as much about them as possible first. How do you people put these things into your body not even knowing basic info? With sites like erowid and bluelight forum, there is no excuse.
>I get another big wave of trippy shit and feel like god
i love that feel
I have another question, what are the best ways to stop a bad trip? I'm the anon who asked how to prepare for a trip after not tripping for almost a year. Any solid ideas that have helped you? This might seem really dumb, but I was thinking about bringing a stuffed animal, he was given to me while I had my appendix taken out at the age of 9. I've been told if you bring something with you that gives you emotional closure it can help you cope and calm down. Here's a picture of him, his name is snort (yes call me a fag for still keeping a stuffed animal at the age of 20)
Whoah fuck, so did I. It was multicolored (obviously) but pure white at the center. It was slowly rotating, faster towards the center and slower towards the outside. I took it to mean that things like live life and death existed in the center, while we were all existing at some point near or far from the center, and that the real party of life was as near as we could get.
sure have, have you read this <<<<<<<<<<< I own this book.
Benzos are the best recommendation. They won't end the trip but they'll certainly help to clear the anxiety. Besides this I'd say put on some happy music, and try to chill the fuck out.
amazing, gave me chills just reading that. when i saw it, there was transparent rupee-like prisms coming from behind my field of view and all flying to one point in the distance where they made up the vortex, white in the center as if all colors that they were reflecting combined. i thought it was my brains response to the feeling of slowed time dmt creates, like a rip in space time vortex. thats pretty poetic too though
http://www.deepdotweb.com/ all you need to know
Received plenty in the mail with no glitch in to AUS, all the best.
sorry here is a hit of l i have that is very good one had me tripping sack
Yes, eat before. For some people (like me) eating while tripping or coming down is just a bad idea. I had to sit through eating a large plate of spaghetti and chicken while I was coming off of a huge trip.
tl;dr I puked that shit up in ten minutes.
Nice one bruv!
I had the strongest ever 2 tabs in my life midway through last year and I'm an experienced user now. Never traveled so hardcore into space like I did, plus the music and company was good, WHOA is all I can say.
I HIGHLY recommend that you do some form of mental exercise for a period of time prior to your first trip. Learn to shift your focus to where you want, and to allow unwanted thoughts to pass by without too much interference.
I suggest meditation, but you don't have to go that far. Just try to keep track of your thoughts on a regular basis and shift them to more positive things where possible. You don't want to have a bad trip dude, trust me.
It's all about environment and mental control, really. The more positive environment you have, the better your trip is going to be.
Trust me mate, I can give you the composition of any blotter with just my eyesight, with up to 99% precision and accuracy with dosage as well.
hahaha, dunno if serious or trollin', not the anon you replied to
Here's a batch of nbome; you would be able to tell the slightest pink on every blotter
close your eyes, try and listen to your heartbeat/breathing, and sing
even if its just loud humming
sounds stupid but that vibration and shit and just getting something "out" has equalized me when shit was starting to turn sour
as for getting out of a full blown bad trip i have no idea, I do this as soon as I get bad vibes and it brings me back to the good times
Ok OP. I've taken LSD many times, and here's what I suggest:
1st time - go into nature, take 1 hit, bring music, flashlights, set up a campfire, it will be natural and comfortable, albeit mind-bending.
2nd time - If you still have mind to chew through, good for you. Enjoy the trip. If not, go ahead and die. Don't worry, if you need to be reborn elsewhere you will be, but more than likely (since you are already alive right now) you will come back into your body. Wherever you end up will be the best, so just trust it, breath, relax, and let go.
Don't try to bite of more than you can chew and start thinking about everything. Your human form can only handle so much knowledge. So shut your rational mind off and just ride out the emotions. Emotions, emotions, emotions.
And if you die and come back, try not to forget anything, and please please please don't try to reorganize your mind/personality without serious experience - you'll only end up doing damage.
Just in case you die, before you trip make sure to bring a keychain or a totem or photo album or something to remind you who you are. Post-resurrection amnesia is a bitch let me tell you.
Shut up Kevin.. You where never popular. You where a fat faggot Nirvana kid and tried to beat up 4 cops.. You wheren't autistic, you where a veggie and fat weird one. Your popularity was based on being able to get leaf weed.. Die in a fire with a DERP face on
Accomplish these papers word by word and before you know it, they will be done. This is also the way to live. Moment by moment. If you stop thinking and come into the Now when you're tripping, it's total bliss.
>Don't call your parents
Try to be alone or only with others who are tripping. Don't call your parents until a few days after the drug has worn off. And then you can reconnect with them (they'll appreciate it).
>If you've already been through the karmic wheel (samsara) a few times and really aren't in the mood to do that shit again
Pick up a healthy spiritual practice to balance you out like prayer, meditation, drumming, or one of my favorites: read the book of psalms (but really whatever works for you). Hopefully this practice will keep you grounded in reality so you can pay attention and learn from your trip easier.
youre right its just one of those things where im gonna procrastinate till the last second... which is when i work best honestly lol
but yeah hopefully saturday the weather will be nice and i can drop and go ride my bike around town or something
>I want the hard trips to begin with
If you have never tripped before you have no clue what you are even talking about or what to expect. The last thing you want to do is get scared. Being scared will just send you down a bad path and make the trip 6 hours of misery and paranoia.
I've had to babysit numerous friends who couldn't handle their firs trips and it secretly annoyed the fuck out of me because I wasted my trip babysitting their ass. I was polite about it and tried to comfort them as best I could but secretly I was furious at them for wasting my trip. I only trip once every few months so I like to cherish it.