That's the last thing making me from walking out of this life is my doge. Fuckin love the bastard not leaving till he does, gotta make sure hes safe.
im not much of a romantic. prefer friendship feels. respoting this from a few months ago.
>january of this year
>get REALLY fucking sick
>in the hospital
>lost 20 pounds
>lost a lot of money
>finally go home
>no money left for food
>no food left for eating
>get a text from friend
>just got back from chicago
>"Hey you got room in your freeer?"
>"is there a story behind this"
>"no time to explain, be right over"
>they bring me 4 pizzas they overnighted from chicago
>didnt even know i was poor
I always wonder when will be tge day that I stop imagining a perfect life with her every night when I'm trying to sleep, and finally finding some real happiness, or at least moving on.
I dont think it's ever gonna happen.
I'm freaking the fuck out right now,/b/ros. I need to do something I'd really like not to. There's no one I can talk to right now,and I'm feeling the most lonely being in the universe,and being this dramatic when there are people in a worse situation isn't helping. Any advice for a anon suffering from anxiety?
Just got stood up yesterday. Then when I thought I couldn't feel shitter mire bulks hit happened.
Weed used to be the only source of escape I had to my fucking joke of a life. Then one day I got a fucking panic attack and ever since whenever I smoke I feel like I'm gonna die. Funny how something I used to use to help my anxiety now trigger the fuck out of it.
go for a run or do some exercise. not it isn't a cure but it sure helps immensely. else get a dog if you can.
go to asia if you can afford a plane ticket and bang hot bitchez/ get married
just go out and hate everyone for no reason. that doesnt mean be rude to people. but just think fuck them im here to do something i need to do. no one gives a shit what's going on in your life so dont give a shit about them
Reading this makes just reminds me of breaking up with my ex and how much of a jerk I was too her. I regret it so bad, I think about her all the time, she's with someone else now
>pack your shit and run
>the feeling of freedom get me going
>i run alot, and go to the gym,but one day im going to run real far, and try to find adventure
Man I know the feel.
It fucking sucks, cause I loved getting high so much. Now I still do smoke every now and then, but I need to make sure I'm alone and in a very specific gaming/smoking setting with nothing else interfering with my little comfort, or else I just go full paranoid and my heart is racing like crazy.
I have completely lost control. Or at least, my depression has taken full control, and I'm like...too complacent to do anything about it. I feel like I've hit a philosophical brick-wall and nothing's gonna make sense to me anymore.
As of yesterday, I had 1.53$ in my account, and 60-ish bucks left on my credit card, I should've bought food to last the rest of the month, but I went ''fuck-it'' style, and bought beer and cigarettes. So now I'm drunk and smoking cigarettes, and miserable, and spending most of my days either in the shower or waiting for hot water to build up so I can get in the shower.
I'm an idiot, it's going to kill me or get me on the streets before it kills me, and I fucking love it.
>fuck you for not taking the condition
I feel ya man, jesus I'm goin through that with mary right now, even when I have no worries or problems in my life getting high now just makes me feel like more of a failure than I actually am.
you think you'd have learned by now. but since you havent, learn now. everyone leaves. its not their fault, life does that, its how it works.
get over it, the rest of us are functioning.
Girlfriend of two years left me for a guy she met on the internet in another state...I feel like such a failure because of it. Shit was going so well, and I stopped being there for her. I regret it so much
Ask your local vet's office they board bunnies. If there isn't one close, pet shops will also typically board.
You're right, I kinda did that the other day on the phone cause we've been bumping into to each other more often lately. I think just a more thorough explanation, thanks anon.
feels thread more like cringe thread. get over the girl that friendzoned you beta fags, srsly
why'd you quote my post? both the greentext and the image were just about how great friends are. my story wasnt even sad or whiny, it was about how im glad my friends brought me pizza...
>implying feels can't also make us cringe
I never understand why people have to post something like this in every feels thread. The people sharing these feels know they are cringe, but they don't care. So why do you?
Not in a million years,there's always going to be that one girl "that got away" when you're happily married with a 11/10 wife and have kids you'll still think about that one girl time from time.
What happens if I take off the mask
it would be extremely painful
Don't worry bros it always gets better I promise there's always hope and things always work out and remember this life is just to prepare you for eternity our true home awaits us on her other side
You're one ugly movafuckah
I remember this feeling as if something inside me dissolved and left me. Feel empty. But she'd be better off. Never got to know her well enough to merit the feelings anyway.
Nothing lasts forever, not even pain.
It doesn't matter either way. If she friendzones you that sucks but let's say the opposite happens and you hit it off big. Things are great you get married, have kids, get advanced in your careers then 10 years down the road shes a shrill fat harpy with tits and a stomach wrecked by childbirth and you are chained to a job you now hate because you have to maintain a standard of living everyone is used too or the bitching gets worse. At this point you have three option leave her and lose everything you own or ever will own for the next 15 years, live with the soul crushing nagging from your gross hag of a wife and the constant whining of your blood sucking offspring, or swallow a gun barrel.
Life is a shit sandwich and it all ends the same way.. In the ground.
"Depressed" people are pussies.
Specially if they talk about it as if it were a disease.
Tfw indescribable uncomfort in stomach. Always feel like about to throw up too. Chest actually hurts for reason. Limbs feel 5x heavier. Impossible to keep head up. Can't even frown, just no expression. Can't even masturbate. What the fuck am I feeling?
okay get this shit straight, never let a women cause you this much pain. why would you miss someone that doesn't miss you? I realize that this person could be your "true love" but if it didn't work out, fuck it. It wasn't meant to be and you gotta fly solo, once you get used to being utterly alone it gets a little better man
Wish you could come over and we could do something since I know what it's like to be that depressed.
Maybe have some oatmeal and watch a movie. I really enjoy "Stealth" and "Murder in Radioland." Hang in there.
For some people this is much easier said than done. I can only partially move on. During the day I'm my normal self. The night is a cunt. Just being there alone with my thoughts. Can't forget.
I got into a car crash yesterday. All my friends and family tell me I'm lucky to be alive. I wish I never walked away from it. I wish I died there. But no it turns out my suffering hasent ended yet.
I know exactly what you're talking about. I held it together long enough to find a place for myself and got super-lucky when I found my boyfriend. You can get lucky, too, anon.
Same thing happened to me a couple weeks ago... airbags malfunctioned and I got knocked out...nearly died...but wish I did... pic related - what's left of my car
I met a girl like one month ago, she is the friend of a girl that I used to like. She used to watch me, to search me, and then, I saw her, I saw her as the most beautiful thing in the world; her hair, her little eyes and her shyness was all I need. Then I started talking with her, discovering how much I like her, then the last week she hugged me, she told me that she was depressed, that she was having disorders... and I hugged her really strong, she told me "i love your hair" and she played whit it...and I felt in love. But, the Friday I saw her playing with the hair of other guy, grabbing his hands, hugging him, and my whole world was destroyed.
>that girl that friendzoned you
>not "that girl that you spent a significant chunk of your life with, who you intended to marry, who left you when you needed her most because you were "cold" and "distant". The only one who you ever bared your soul to, but who treated your humanity as weakness and used it against you in the end."
One day you'll have a big boy relationship, then you'll understand.
That's pretty fucked up.
Pic related was my ride
>never let a women cause you this much pain. why would you miss someone that doesn't miss you
Never had a relationship with her for her to do that. Why would it be her fault?
But I get what you're saying.
Haven't talked to her in a year.
Broke up with my girlfriend two weeks ago, lads.
She has historical anxiety issues, especially in regards to relationships. I think she can end up feeling anxious about having to operate as part of a unit and having to alter her behavior based on how it's making someone else feel.
Anyway, we went really hard for the first 8 months of our relationship, which surprised people re: anxiety, but in the last month these issues have started coming up again for her. We were spending less and less time together until we just had two date nights a week with little interaction in between. With that and a few exacerbating circumstances, I decided things just weren't how I wanted them to be. We still care about each other a lot and exchanged emphatic "I love yous" at the end of our breakup. I know this is for the best, but I miss her.
tl;dr - intense relationship for 8 months, gf's old anxiety issues start coming up, needs to spend a lot more time alone, i break it off with her even though we both still love each other
To be alive in a 1 in like 150 million chance. To be alive as a human being in a safe country to financially well off parents in a middle class life is 1 in billion I guess. With those astronomical odds of life what sucks is I wasted it.
With this character's death, the thread of prophecy is severed.
Restore a saved game to restore the weave of fate,
or persist in the doomed world you have created.
ever feel like a new game character you want to stop playing
that only makes it hurt more
It'll happen to you one day. Ignoring every instinct and everything you know to be true because she's different. special. She proves you right in the end.
>at least about the former
So you date other women, keeping your heart shielded. You're that mysterious stoic guy who is never phased by anything. You end up in another long term relationship, keeping the status quo by keeping yourself locked away. And you think about her
thats what i say to myself when drunk and angry, which is why most men end up drunk and angry.
>she's still there
>lurking in the soberness at your most vulnerable time.
We know she isn't special. isn't and wasn't worth it. that the pain is irrational and that all women are whores who see men as means to an end in some fashion. but then you remember how it felt. when you were still innocent.
Alright bros hope you all find peace and get some sleep. Goodnight
> With those astronomical odds of life what sucks is I wasted it.
Jonathan Miller once said something similar, since he went into the Arts and not the Sciences. It sucks know how far we've failed.