Hey /b I have a lot of emotional head problems. I wanted to buy 2 mice and raise a baby from day 1. I wanted to be a good mother... but yesterday I finally got the motivation to get out of bed and I brought the tiniest cutest mouse I could (pic is her). I got home and immediately started squeezing her and shaking her and twisting her skin and hurting her. Then I broke down crying and called my boyfriend and he confronted me about how I try to make him not a vegan and how I'm abusing this mouse. I got all upset and started playing with her again and also hurting her again a bit later. After that I cried myself to sleep. I just woke up and its 1am and I said I would only be good to her because I felt bad and I was until I started hurting her. Now I'm shaking and I don't know what's wrong with me. What do /b.
Hoping this isn't bait.... if it is, I'm falling for it I guess.
You need to leave her be for a while. Stick with just feeding her treats, and not touching her. I dont know what's going on that makes you want to hurt her, but I know that with little animals, it's really compelling to just SQUEEEEZE 'em. You just need to put them down before you get to that point.
You are not stable enough to own another living creature and care for it appropriately, do the adult thing and take it back and do not get any other pets. Get help.
Pro tip: /b/ does not count as help
I'm never one of those people that say kill yourself, but hurting animals is a give away sign of being a psychopath, and you don't sound like a high functioning one. Get help, or get rid of the mice before you turn into Lennie
I hate shit like this...Find another release for your emotional distress and bring the poor mouse back to the store...I suggest you start cutting yourself...also you fucking suck OP, go see a doctor and get medication
Recommended you get help before, just realized you don't need or want it and are actually a sadistic cunt trying to get approval or ideas from /b/. Actually kill yourself or get yourself help before your poor bastard of a vegan boyfriend realizes the woman he's dating is severely fucking broken.
I am but the doctors say I'm not because they don't want me to get money for it. They took me out of my house for a year and 2 months when I was a kid though and made me live somewhere else
Reading through the rest, you sound more like you're going through a mental breakdown than being genuinely sadistic. Professional help is all you need. Depending on whats wrong the pills can be cheap as fuck even for you Americans.
What a shitty thread.
You're gonna torture a tiny mouse that is depending on you for care that you went out and bought specifically so you could destroy it. Unless someone talks to you. Sick of coddling freaking weirdos that don't give a shit and can't even try.
Because I'm trying to get social security they say I'm fine. I applied at place after place and even got a few interviews but no one will hire me that's why I need social security not because I'm lazy
Am I the only faggot not buttflustered about this faggot?
Fucking idiot, don't be a cheap shit and get that mouse a well ventilated cage and some wood shaving bedding. Also, you shouldnt own a pet if you're going to abuse it. Have fun having a hostile animal that will never come to your hand ever.
I'm out this is too bizarre for me - you talk like a little kid. And the begging of someone to talk to or you'll take it out on the mouse. Even I wouldn't do that and I am pretty messed up.
Am I mistaken, or is there something wrong with you?
U really have a problem. They say that kind of behaviour is a stepping stone to something much more sinister in the future so u should really see someone and at least talk to a friend abt it, these tendencies does not just manifest over night. The smallest thing can trigger u to have an episode. Are u sure ur not just doing this to get some attention?
Same anon, just want to ask and not trying to be rude here but do u have a history on mental illness, ever been committed to an mental institution or has anything traumatised u when u were young?
The problem is you're coping with whatever else is going on in you family life by taking it out of a mouse because it subconsciously makes you feel better. What you need to do t talk to someone about whatever is really causing distress in your life, not hanging out with a mouse.
You guys are both abominations that could only be Made possible due to how soft and liberal our society has gotten.
There is no solution to your problem, because you yourself are the problem. Fucking disgusting.
Don't respond. Is just one of those assholes like torturing animals for fun. This is live action bait. He is in a 12 year old boy to continue to torture his pet mouse for your entertainment so long as you respond just ignore me so I could shut the mouths of his ass and ended already