ITT we admit autistic things
When I'm alone, I always eat steak with no utensils...i hold it with my hands and just rip at it with my teeth and when I'm finished I lick my hands clean
When i eat these, I chew some up it to a mushy paste, then spit that between two more disks and make a sandwich with it.
When I'm cooking I always keep plastic containers away from the heat because I think the plastic is going to leach into my food. And I never use plastic cookware.
>mfw I see people putting plastic containers in the microwave
Whenever I eat, I immediately jump on my scale to figure how much the meal altered my weight. First I hypothesize the weight increase. If I gain under my expected amount, I consider it a victory, if I reach my expected amount, I get grumpy but accept it. If I gain over my expectation, I turn into a moody fucking asshole who thinks I'll never lose the weight even if I always fucking do. Those first few hours just ruin my day.
Liquid weight is the bane of my existence. So I am always under drinking, then when I can't last, I lose my willpower and just go on a water/juice/tea bender until I can hear the liquid moving in me.
Again, it leaves me depressed as fuck. More so then eating. At least food doesn't have that awful liquid weight. I want to sit down and drink a liter of water but in the back of my mind 2-2.2 pounds always haunts me. 1.1 pounds for 500ml .6 pounds for a cup. The only way I can beat my fears is if I drink 50ml from a 5 hour energy sized bottle, then piss, then drink again.
Yes your body will turn that 1 kilo of H2O into fat by atomic fusion. That is infact how biochemistry works. Holy shit did you ever finish high school?
This is real. You have the same problem as well I take it?
Wish I could, but I live in constant fear now of a rebound after losing over half my body mass (285 to maintaining between 135-140) The scale keeps me on the straight and narrow.
Did some bloodwork recently and found my sodium intake is high.So this next few week will be dedicated to increasing my water intake and decreasing sodium and carbs. Hopefully that'll sort my fear of water weight out when I'm pissing every half an hour.
I realize how autistic it sounds. That's why I am posting in the Autism thread. It's an irrational fear I have and it's totally fucking nuts. Might need to go and seek out professional help in the near future.
Yeah, that's what I've been thinking about doing. Just need to do some research into who I can talk to about it.
I went to my doctor last week and he drew up full bloodwork and a urine scan and told me he would contact me if anything serious was wrong. I checked over my own results and everything was inside the acceptable range other then my sodium which was three points over. Told him about the weight loss, but broaching my fears wasn't something I was comfortable doing.
As I said before, I'm going to force myself back into proper consumption of water over the course of the next few weeks. I need to nip this shit in the ass before I get too bad.