>tfw gf really likes to have sex with me >tfw have sex on a daily 2-3 times >tfw she is starting to annoy me texting me all day and shit like texting me 2 mins after I drop her off and always wants to hang out for a shit ton of hours a day >tfw starting to think all this amount of pussy aint worth it anymore
I think I'm just gonna start acting like an asshole and hope she breaks up with me.
>>9198354 No, dude, that will just make it harder on the both of you and will delay the inevitable. Just break up with her, say it wasn't what you wanted, and leave. It'll be hard at first, but it'll blow over quickly. It really is worth it, don't wait.
Guys, I seriously advise you to talk to a doctor if you think you are depressed. If not, at least just try and figure out the worst things in your life,d and make every attempt to make them okay.
I spent the last 6ish 7ish months in a really awful rut as I tried figuring out where the fuck I was going with my life. Broke up with my qt. Basicalyl went out of her way to make me jealous, and as of now is now in a new relationship. But I'm sort of together with my life now because I had some rationalizations + the whole breakup shocked me back to normal.
Point is, you gotta isolate your life problems if it isn't depression, and if it is you need to get on some sorta treatment pronto. Shit like this basically set me up in a real bad place right about now, but I'm gonna get back on the horse and keep moving on.
Good luck guys, being an adult is fucking stupid. But you'll make it.
>tfw went to the market tn and bought everything I need to make heuvos rancheros a few times this week >tfw every morning I'm going to forget about failing all my courses this semester and concentrate on making the best huevos rancheros the world has ever seen >tfw want to pick up some coffee beans but I don't have a grinder and I hear buying espresso is awful >tfw have to decide whether I want to buy a grinder or a new pair of jeans because I spent my extra money on a vacuum
>>9198494 Deals with symptoms but just makes you an oblivious, dull piece of shit. It's almost like you're constantly sleep deprived and you just aren't aware of half the shit going on around you because you're way too inhumanly mellow. I swore I'd never even try the things after watching how much my schizo/manic friend went on them (I hang out with a lot of mentally fucked people for whatever reason)
>serotonin deficiency >causes depression >not taking SSRI's & adderall as both depression and ADHD go hand in hand >not going to the gym + doing daily cardio to enhance mood & perception >abstaining from sex and doing nofap
>tfw cop island dunks off grailed for $160 >amazed >rick >$160 >and island dunks, which believe it or not are my favorite rick piece >not the colorway i'd prefer but $160 >$160 >so excited >trying to imagine all the possible fits i can work them with >take note on what would/wouldn't work >think about the dream, fuccboi's first rick piece >paypal refund >"lol sorry"
>tfw there is definitely something fucked up with your head >mom studied psych but is actually pretty antipsych >shit insurance so no real way to go to a shrink without her knowing >also about to study abroad >have been putting this off for 1.5 years now
what do don't want to hit the self diagnosis bandwagon but i got some manic/anxiety disorder symptoms that make life kind of hard and im living at a very small fraction of my previously attained potential
>>9198571 I'm in pretty much the exact same boat. I can't afford to go see someone either, and the daily cocktail of adderall and a certain low-dose narcotic painkiller I've used to keep myself afloat for the past few years just isn't cutting it anymore.
I dunno dude... I want to say that you should find a way to seek treatment, but I'm sure as hell not going to take my own advice on that one.
>>9198582 even if i saw a shrink i refuse to take pills, have too many doped out friends self medicating on xanax and aderall and i definitely do not want to touch mod stabilizers considering im studying in a creative field
Dude if you are fucking 18 y/o you can get whatever the fuck you want. You are an adult and it you go to a doctor, and give an honest explanation as to how you are feeling, he will treat you as such and give you a script for whatever you want. Regardless of having depression or other psychological issues, everyone's perception is different. If your mother doesn't agree with you, literally tell her to go fuck herself because she isn't you and she doesn't share the same life experience as you, no level of education can teach you to be a different individual.
>got dumped two months ago >i'm like "cool, whatever" but secretly devastated inside >three years of my life down the fucking drain >can't eat, can't sleep, can barely function, lost twenty pounds, getting skeletal, people say i look like the baby-eater from pan's labyrinth >lost interest in everything, more dead than alive, not really suicidal but keep getting into really stupid situations where i don't care if something bad happens >worst part is, i can't talk to anyone about her. tried many times before, but nobody understands. they all say "you're being an idiot, where's your self-respect, stay the fuck away from her, she's so wrong for you etc etc" which doesn't really help. i KNOW i'm stupid, i just don't care. i'm madly in love with her. duh. >she's like a drug to me and like all addictions, the drugs aren't the problem. my problem is reality. i use her to escape reality. i fixate on her so i don't have to deal with my shitty life blah blah blah. i already know. knowing doesn't change how i feel about her. nothing does. >bumped into her this afternoon >talked for hours like nothing happened >she says she still has feelings for me, misses me, can't stop thinking about me, thinks we're good for each other, wants to get back together, the magic is still there etc etc >i was so happy, i was on the verge of tears the whole time but deep down inside, still depressed, becoming more and more aware that i'll never really be happy with her >we've done this dance before. i'm gonna get my hopes up, and she's gonna break my heart again and again and again
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