old one 3hunna
> i fucked up my life being incredibly sheltered and can't do anything with getting approval
> i think I dress better than most people
> i'm a skinnyfat cunt leaning on the fat side and I'm not committed enough to work out or throw up
>20 years old
>attending uni in beach city in CA
>broke up with 8/10 blonde gf last week because she said she didn't like giving me anal
>been getting texts from her for the last 3 days saying she's sorry and "will do anything to save us [the relationship]"
>gonna let her beg for another couple days before I begrudgingly invite her to my house
>gonna get anal
Life's good. Just been shitposting on here and /pol/ to pass the time.
>she doesn't like pegging/fingering her beta boyfriend
hmmmm.... well thats just logical honestly
if my girlfriend had a fetish with fucking ass with strap-ons i would not let her fuck my ass because i am not into that
same deal... not that far fetched you fag
i don't connect with anyone. i haven't met a single person in my life i can call a best friend and not a single girl i could honestly see myself spending a lot of time with unless we talked about trivial shit all day
i am destined to be alone
my father yes, he was a drug dealer
dunno about my mum
my social life has always been garbage
my self esteem is low in most areas but extremely high in areas i know im good at (which is very limited)
Nice, bro. I did that with my ex. She cried the whole fucking month afterward and I would always console her and manipulate her into vulnerable sex
Then the cunt told me she was molested by her grandfather as a kid, so I started to make her roleplay with me when we'd fuck after getting stoned where she was a little girl and I was her grandpa. She loved it. Bitch was so fucked up, I kind of miss her even though she threatened suicide whenever I'd talk about leaving her
Also, I was poor as fuck (literally zero income) and she was supporting me the entire year and a half of our relationship with her waitressing job
Moral of the story, abuse as many child-molested sluts as you can because they're fucking easy once you stop giving a shit about their feelings
>I'm incredibly unattractive, a combination of big ears and big nose ruined my face.
>I just fake confidence and somehow this works but I'm so detached I don't care for other peoples attempts to go for me because I assume they're either lying/fucking with me or I just don't care for them in general
ZACK DON'T KILL YOURSELF YOU ASSHOLE
therapy will help you see what you're repressing
my paternal grandfather died before i was born, maternal grandfather is not a pedo
your sickness has begun to fester
i hate whores/promiscuity as much as the next dude but she doesnt sound like a whore as much as vulnerable victim of abuse suffered at a young age that obviously had a tremendous effect on her psyche.
had she done anything as an adult to make you dislike her so much? was she a whore before you got together or just a shy girl with the baggage that abuse brings with it?
i mean if she was some used up whore who dealt with her abuse by fucking anything that moved i can understand your pov. if she was a just a girl so desperate for someone to care for her that she was willing to do anything to please you then i cant condone that sort of betrayal/manipulation.
im not a mgtow or r/redpill type duder, we need to save as many white women as possible.
why don't you shine that high powered perception at yourself?
>if she was a just a girl so desperate for someone to care for her that she was willing to do anything to please you
if he starts to care for her she will seek validation else where
you can fuck around with 18-19 year old women they don't get serious until around 31-32 to spit kids out at 35ish
until then who cares about disposable friends/relationships
and you save them by abusing them?
jew piece of shit.
see you in hell.
and his loyal number oney///
hey man, i don't get your joke. I just sort of ignore your shit because i assume everyone else finds your whole final fantasy gimmick hilarious or insightful or w/e
but i honestly don't know what they fuck you're trying to accomplish
you seem to know who i am somehow, are you trying to be just a dumbass version of ree or casemods or something?
because i honestly don't fucking get it dude
you're hurting people, not saving them retard
break the cycle of abuse
i just see it as a teen looking for various means of sexual gratification and a college frat boy playing the typical games teens play in "relationships"
there isn't really any hard abuse going on, just various deviant sexual behavior
i mean if there was true emotional or physical abuse you have a point
but at this level
a blow job and some urine is nothing
sexual abuse is reprehensible
you will be reported if you try that on a non consenting party
The word "waste" is subjective. You think she would have ended up better without that guy, but that's very hard to know for sure. It's probably been inside her all along. Sometimes I think you think too highly of people.
ps what are your favorite bands, just out of curiosity. i'm trying to stop listening to rap but i don't like music with guys whining about women.
your self delusion will not absolve you
this is why men cannot be trusted
>don't like music with guys whining about women
not going to get very far with that one
country, pop, rock, R&B or w/e just cop out to that with a catch riff because that's what sells
that or depression
mad world; sail etc
monogamous, spend time together, she clearly stays in his home for some amount of time.
what defines a relationship if that isn't considered one?
how they feel about one another? then there are very few relationships in the world
stop repeating history loser
what did your mother do to you?
the original post >>9774825
alludes to more damaging mental/emotional abuse, you have to magnify this as well given that the girl was a victim of molestation.
she sounds like a typical abuse victim, craving protection/guidance/stability/nurturing. these types suffer from extreme self-loathing and shame as a result of their abuse, they have so little self respect they view any form of external attraction/affection as unwarranted so they'll do anything in order to please their SO. they perpetually believe they are undeserving of love, this manifests in them being extremely devoted/malleable. you could literally(literally) turn her into anything you wanted.
i just have a love for my people and a desire to save as many as i can, the way white people treat their women has historically been one of the things that sets us apart from everyone else.
fav bands is guns n roses, but that transcends their music, i listen pretty much everything besides niggers.
>guns n roses
>billy joe shaver
>david allen coe
>jeffrey jeff walker
i have been listening to a lot of turn of the century pop punk lately lol, like blink 182 and sum 41 :)
those are just the bands i have full discographies of, i have a lot of bands with only a handful of songs, cold chisel being one of them. paul kelly and nick cave are superior australian artists though, slim dusty and john williamson too.
been listening to this angry anderson song a lot after watching this vid
feel that he is embellishing the level of "abuse"
>I started to make her roleplay with me when we'd fuck after getting stoned where she was a little girl and I was her grandpa. She loved it.
just non-vanilla sexual roleplay
>, I kind of miss her even though she threatened suicide whenever I'd talk about leaving her
most teen girls just say this to illicit a response red-herring to insecurity normal in an 18 year old
>Also, I was poor as fuck (literally zero income) and she was supporting me the entire year and a half of our relationship with her waitressing job
young adults in various stages of developing their careers in and out of work
not uncommon for a boyfriend/girlfriend to pay for movies/dinner what have you not like these kids have an real expenses at that age other than their bag of pot.
IDK man, the training i was taught as an understudy way back when mostly taught us to look for true signs of abuse and how to spot the "oh im so crazy look at me" type of nonsense
otherwise anyone who came in for counseling who wanted drugs would just make up something that sounds crazy in order to obtain the prescript.
which is not what the oath was
then again i was an understudy to a PHD candidate not a true major
yeh the dude could be exaggerating for effect, i wouldnt give a shit if it were some nonwhite girl but in this case i just see wasted potential. better to turn her into a devoted doting fuckbuddy who you can later use as part of your polygamous white breeding harem.