How do you deal with laziness?
I can't get my body up to the store to buy a new clothes. I'm wearing the same T-shirt for about a months.
I wear the same jeans for 8 months.
I'm uni student and, obviously, I don't have a gf.
Last haircut was 2+ months ago.
What do? How to fight?
It's 17:27 already. I was talking to visit mall in 14:00, but then I said that there is nothing to worry about if I go later.
Now its 17:27 and I say to myself to go later, tomorrow. Or two weeks from there. Idk
SO MUCH RAGE!!!
what do? How? HOW?
>1. The chance I'll find good clothes I'll like is extremely small
Order clothes online
>2. I won't be satisfied with haircut, because I'm ugly
Buy a hair clipper and cut your own hair.
>How do you deal with laziness?
You embrace the ancient spanish siesta way.
I have the same thing bruh.
I got diagnosed with a light depression. Thing is, sometimes I tell myself it'll all be alright and the next I will better myself, but eventually I just go back to being a lazy and depressed shithead. Even the things I used to enjoy don't bring me joy anymore. I just waste my time on 4chan all day.
Isn't it good to have a reminder of what happens if you don't change your ways?
The funny thing is, not wanting to be reminded of your laziness is exactly something Oblomov would do.
I'm a lazy cunt myself though. I barely do anything at all. But I enjoy being lazy.
>I can't get my body up to the store to buy a new clothes. I'm wearing the same T-shirt for about a months.I wear the same jeans for 8 months.I'm uni student and, obviously, I don't have a gf.
Are you me?
>Problem with sizes
Get a tape measure, most online shops have a guide what size corresponds with that category.
Most also have a free return policy if it doesn't fit.
False, you have much more to chose from online.
You are already wasting this so what's the problem?
Why? I started cutting my own hair 3 years ago, I save 25 euro every 2 months and my haircut looks just as good.
And to fight against the urge to stay in bed, just set an alarm for the morning on your phone and chuck it to the other side of the room before going to bed. Like a grenade alarm. Once you're on your feet it's easier to stay there.
>tfw for the past month I've been promising myself to go to the thrift store on Monday (50% off) to get some new boxers and fitted shirts
Maybe I'll finally go tomorrow...
>I started cutting my own hair 3 years ago, I save 25 euro every 2 months and my haircut looks just as good.
Teach me, might be my slavic genes, but whenever I cut my own hair, it comes out all retarded.
Do you have hairclippers?
A mirror is very important so you can look at yourself from behind.
Plenty of guides on youtube m8, just look.
It takes some patience though, when I first started I spent a total of 7 hours before I was happy with it, now I can get it done in 1,5 hours.
Maybe I am you, spainbro.
But yeah, I have been really unmotivated for quite some time now which translates into laziness and these probelms all stem from being depressed.
I can imagine these symptons are prevelant among users of 4chan.
Lies. I do this thing, get in my legs to turn alarm off, every morning and I got used to it, I can easily fall asleep right after I walked to phone, turned off the alarm and got back to bed.
>mfw people don't realize that perpetually shitposting on 4chan will keep you in the same miserable state forever and the only way to break the cycle is to break away from here
>mfw I can't
You're welcome nipponbro
True, just do this if possible, but I like to browse /int/ on mobile before going to sleep and get too tired/lazy to get up and put it over there kek.
I have so far saved 450 euros by cutting my own hair for 3 years.
That's a lot of money, money you can do fun things with, don't let the hairjews take it from you.
>and got back to bed.
You're not supposed to do this. How old are you?
You sound like an undisciplined 14 yo child.
I find it easier to motivate myself if I'm slightly internally abusive to myself about it.
>"Get the fuck up you dumb lazy cunt, you'll sit on your ass until you become part of that chair if you let yourself."
but maybe that's just me
Sounds like classic depression to me m8, I once had gotten accustomed to this. How badly do you want to change? Because if you really do, when you're on your feet, you'll weigh your options.
1. Crawl back in bed and continue to be a useless slug (quite tempting, as it's warm and cozy)
2. Do something different and head to a warm shower instead. Warm shower is comfy. Awakening. Energizing. It makes you contemplate your life. Once that's done the temptation to crawl back in bed is lessened even more.
I'm not scared but I have similar feeling when I enter the room in new clothes or/and with a fresh haircut.
Also, things are Mich harder if you have EOT - girl you secretly like a lot.
Yes, as I said this website does not help. But if 4chan did not exist most would go to Reddit (pardon my French) or something like that.
No, I just waste my time somewhere else.
hint: strangers don't give a fuck about you unless you do something stupid to draw attention to yourself.
Glancing at a stranger entering a room is normal human behaviour and the person who came before you had people look at him/her too.
In fact you will probably look at the person entering the room after you.
I feel ya dudes, used to struggle with similar social anxiety related problems.
Not really sure how I got over that beyond just committing and doing it for the sake of not feeling like I was being a pussy all the time.
(not that I'm calling you guys pussies, anxiety disorders are very real conditions)
Power through it! Stronk like bull!
I'm skinny fit guy, I love running but too lazy to do it permanently or join uni team.
I used to train with amateur football team(I'm pretty bad), but last months I was sitting home, cause coach (guy few years older than me) said not to go this month. This evening I'm gonna remind him I'm still.alive.
You're not lazy. It's just your motivations are different at an emotional level than on your conscious level.
The good news is that your conscious level is aware of it, and that there is a conflict; you can sense it. This is common in people, and most aren't even aware of it.
Two things may help you. One is simply animal bribery. Humans are primates and it works. For example, think about a nice mocha or tasty sandwich you can buy while at the store or going to it. Think of interesting people you may see or fresh air. Then get your clothes.
Or ritual. We can condition ourselves. Part of your problem is likely that your emotional mind is not well disciplined, and this is common. Much of what we do, we do without thinking. By conditioning ourselves to do positive things for no reason, we can do that also without thinking. Then we do it without really needing a reason, just because its how we identify ourselves or our daily habits and routines. It becomes a part of life.
It's entirely possible you have strong motivations *not* to. For many people, leaving a cycle of socialization seems excruciating. They dont know why, but it is. They are not aware of their own need for social validation from interaction. These are things that need examined and fixed, but first one has to recognize them. For many, posting online substitutes for real interaction. So perhaps there is something occurring in your head that lights up from being online and dread of stopping is whats causing the motivation to *not* go.
"Nosce te ipsum," friend.
Have a good week.
i have the exact same problem lol i'ts been like 3 years since i last go shopping
i won't find anything to fit me because i'm too tall and skinny plus i'm poor
my clothes are more like rags i've had them for years but too lazy to change
I live in a village with only 2000 people and I can only go to the old guy here who cuts my hair.
I literally cannot push myself to go to another barbershop. Smalltalk and all this crap would probably make me spill spaghetti.
Its a cozy village propapbly, post pics.
Where do you work/study? How far form big(80+, 200+, 500+) cities is your village located?
Is it the village you were born, raised and went to school or you moved there later?
people think I'm lazy. the truth is, I'm constantly depressed and burnt out.
sometimes I can't understand what moves people to be happy and do a lot of things. life seems meaningless, anyway you're going to die, if you're lucky enough you will die without suffering. my inner voice is always telling me, " anon who cares, someday you will die, everything will disappear"
why do I even born. fuck this place.
I think I went way too far.
I am currently studying to become a forester in a city with 80.000 people. The nearest city to my village has 12.000 people. The biggest city nearby has 100.000 people but its 45 minutes away from here.
I grew up here, but I did not exclusively go to school here, I only went from 5th to 9th class here and finished the rest elsewhere because the school got closed down.
Buying clothes is so scary to me
>need new shirt for a job interview, my first ever
>want to look nice
>go into town
>find a nice clothes shop
>Look around, sweating heavily because it is small and I can see the helpers looking at me
>find a nice formal yellow shirt
>want to try it on
>go to the changing rooms
>to get to the changing rooms, have to walk past an assistant who writes down that somebody went in
>feel red and sweat even more as she looks at me
>she says ''I'm sure you'll look great'' and smiles
>get into the cubicle behind the curtain
>take my shirt off
>body is ridiculously sweaty at this point due to nerves
>don't want to try on the shirt I picked out because it would get sweaty and I'd ruin it
>at the same time don't want to let down the qt assistant who clearly wanted me to try the shirt on
>decide if I rub the shirt on my armpits it will have enough sweat that she will believe I put it on but not enough to ruin it
>rub the shirt under my pits and on my stomach until it is slightly damp
>put my real shirt back on
>leave the cubicle
>give the shirt I picked out to her and say ''I did look great!''
>as she touches it she flinches and dropsit
>'''WOW WHAT DID YOU DO? DID YOU TAKE IT SWIMMING?''
>she calls her manager
>they force me to buy the shirt
>didn't get the job
ON MT WAY TP BUS STOP
IT TOOK A LOT OF TIME TO PREPARE
and toy what? I tool a backpack. Not because I need it in any way, no.
Just because no feel uncomfortable without it. I feel skinny, I feel not confident, I feel like my jacket doesn't fit me well...
So, I'm walking with an empty baxkback on my back.
Thanks, luck is what I actually need.
No people here on bus stop.
>Last haircut was 2+ months ago.
It's really easy fam:
Just ask the barber to fuck your shit up.
>tfw brazil posts the exact same phrase as you
did it at least look great when you tried it on at home later?
Fuck. I forgot money at home. Fucking seriously.
1. Nice shoes I would definitely buy if 7.900 rubles wasn't big.money for me. I can't afford this shoes. They're pale white, comfy.
2. Good, its always good, clothes at Zara.
3. Beautiful girl working in Zara. I mean, not cute fukkable etc - beautiful. Like 23-25y.o.
Pic warm lighting
>Be 367 days ago
>About to graduate college, have a qt gf, be edgy, but optimistic as fuck
>End up almost dying and needing catastrophic brain surgery because best m8 got drunk and fucked up.
>Doctors be dipshits and say I'll need at least six months before I can go back to school, I be an edgy cunt and say fuck off
>Go back to classes two weeks later, can't focus, can barely think, but I'm so close to being done I do shit anyway
>gf has a nervous breakdown and breaks up with me
>Can't finish classes
>Be now, I've done nothing since then except move back in with my parents for the first time in five years and try to drink and smoke myself to death
>Feel like shit, know that life matters, that I want it to matter, I just can't. Can barely even take a shit on time anymore.
>Didn't sleep at all last night and can't even have a drink because parents are awake.
Fuck this shit.
There is a lot of them, I will look every.
I recall why I liked these shoes:
>Nice shoes I would definitely buy if 7.900 rubles wasn't big.money for me. I can't afford this shoes. They're pale white, comfy
Its because this shoes is what have been in my mind since I read Dandelion Wine by Bradbury. In the beggining of the book, Douglas talking about white tennis shoes. That was what I met minutes before.
I have bouts of autistic levels of work.
I'm always on the look for certain kinds of "artist CG" galleries from Sad Panda. The kind is that of a housewife and a kid. The ones which are of a mother and her son are the best, but I don't understand Japanese yet, so the text is often wasted on me. Only about a third get translated, and this is only of the best. Out of all of them, a much tinier portion gets translated. But the utmost pleasure is finding something featuring a random kind with the housewife, because even if I could understand the text, it would actually turn me off.
The artist CG is important, because it often gives you incredible color art. Game CG is another good source, but game CGs tend to be much uglier for some reason. Anything but CG tends to be black-and-white, which just doesn't do it well enough. It does do it if it's accompanied with translated text, but here's the kicker...
I write the stories myself. Now, before you think of me as one of these much-hated rewriters, I don't actually "publish" any of my own crap. But the amount of text I write is immense, and I keep editing it over and over again. I do get tired of the old stories fairly quickly, though. Because I get tired easily, I've learned to finish the story before releasing the pressure.
The average I write for a CG set is 5000 words. There's this one Pixiv artist that I absolutely love for these stories, and I write half of that for a single image. I think he goes by Zubrowk. I don't have the patience to go on adding some text bubble shit, and as it happens the image always leave black bars to the sides of the screen when I'm viewing them in the standard slideshow; so what I do is make a black image the size of my resolution, and add the image to the center of it and the text to the sides. I often have too much text for a single image, so I make multiple copies of the same image with different text. The next one in the slideshow is continuation of the same story.
I also do 3DPG.
Blondie with a cute face with eyebags tryed to help me at Calvin Klein Jeans boutique. 8100-9200 rub for a jeans is too much anyway.
Lots of females again. Just met a comfy 22-25y.o. blondie who look like 16-17 y.o. Dakota Fanning. Very bery
go to youtube and find the song New jack swing - wrecks n effecs, then try to dance like a negro from amerika in 1982. Or take two small oranges in one hand and try to throw one in the air, throw the other after the first one starts to fall and catch it in your hand and try to master the juggling with one hand.
I'm on the streets.
HOLY SHIT IA THAT A MERCURY near the SUN?????
Harden the fuck up you lazy lebo cunt
I swear all the Lebanese I know are high achieving university students yet all they fucking do if they're not smoking Arghile is moan about how much work they have to do
1. Beautiful female from Zara(notice: man's part. I haven't visited women's part, what is a mistake, cause I could spot many qts) is gone. I haven't seen her, when I visited Zara at the end, 2nd time.
But I saw another girl, 8.5/10. Dark natural bunette with a 8.5/10 very alive face. She reminded me someone, just can't recall. Maybe I'll post later a similar faces.
(The 'beautiful', previous, was with a brown long straight hair)
Why didnt you just wipe yourself off with the shirt you already had on?
2. Apple 6 Plus is a fucking diamond.
Gosh, I know the minuses of Apple(lol'd at Safari which can't switch tabs by swiping) products, but JUST DONT TOUCH THEM OR YOU WILL BE DREAMING ABOUT THEM. Omg, DAT design, DAT materials, DAT menu, DAT games, DAT screen, DAT garage band.
3. A lot of qts(should tell your about cute salesman in some cosmetics or jewelry store, who was a beautiful Blondie in a white shirt and black trousers. Beautiful), who give a lot of reasons to think about you, world, your purposes, your soul. Can they, females, help you in solving this questions? Idk
4. Need money.
5. Wanna have a wider shoulders and gain +3, or +5, or +7 cm. First thing is possible, second probably impossible.
I'm average and tiny. 177/60.
I came at home 20 minutes later.
>I wear the same jeans for 8 months.
me too, what kind of faggot would wash raw selvedge jeans
>mfw my hands smell like dick and ballsweat whenever I put my hands in my pockets
нeт, нo я yчилcя пo oбмeнy в poccии
cкoлькo щac cтoит aйфoн в Poccии? Кoгдa я тaм жил, oдин из дpyзeй (гpaждaнин гepмaнии) пocтoяннo eздил в EC их пoкyпaть и пpoдaвaть в Poccии. Heплoхo зapaбoтaл
a lot of these are dumb
>I can't get my body up to the store to buy a new clothes
most of my clothes are several years old; I still regularly wear a tshirt I got when I was 7. so long as you wash them and they aren't falling apart literally what is the problem. your not one of these 'wear once and throw away' retards are you
>I wear the same jeans for 8 months
>I don't have a gf
problem being what
>Last haircut was 2+ months ago
my last haircut was nearly 6 months ago, in the meantime I just trim it myself, its hardly difficult
oн либo пиздaбoл либo гeний кaкoй-тo
я вcтpeчaл eгo в тpeдaх oн гoвopит блять coвceм кaк нэйтив cпикep, a нe кaк бyдтo yчил пo yчeбникaм
пpичeм oн cкaзaл чтo выyчилcя тaк зa 2 гoдa
я бoльшe хoдил пo yлицaм и клyбaм чeм нa лeкции, и мoи coceди пo кoмнaтe были pyccкиe, тaк чтo мeня yчили cлэнг, мaт, т.д.. я мoгy вoкapy вaм cдeлaть чтoбы дoкaзaть, чтo y мeня aкцeнт пидoca :^)
just recently found the motivation to get a haircut
>barber talks to me
>what do you do for a living?
>what do you study then?
>so what do you do all day?
You're not lazy, it's just that your answer to everything is always "no" and it is no wonder you have no motivation to do anything.
This is the case with most "lazy" people its simply that they tell themselves "no" constantly and make excuses for why they respond that way.
>barber starts telling me jokes
>have to fake laugh while everybody else waiting just sits there coughing
My inner voice says the exact same thing.
>tfw I'm going to college
>Have it better then most people
>Constantly slack off from my studies because I know that when I get out of here only suffering awaits me
>Hate my major
>Know I won't get a job because the market is over-saturated with other people in my major
>Even if it wasn't my GPA is mediocre at best due to laziness
>tfw 10 page report due tomorrow and I haven't started it yet
>>Constantly slack off from my studies because I know that when I get out of here only suffering awaits me
This fucking feel, holy shit.
I don't know how people can deal with it, how they can cope with the idea of doing the same job for at least 30 - 40 years.
The same job. 5 Days a week. For 12 months a year.
No matter how much you say you "love" you job, it gets boring and repetitive after 2 -3 years, it is always the same, society is a huge machine made out of a lot of gears, and after college/university, were ready to get planted in there or whatever.
Sorry for the tl;dr, I am honestly feeling a bit too much right now, might go for a nice nightwalk
I was at the bus stop. There were middle aged woman and 2 Tajiks about my age. (About Tajiks - I'm fucking xenophobic against them. As 95% of Russians, more or less. Not like they're baaad guya(but criminality, rape and aggressive rates, though), they just love speaking their language, they don't speak Russian properly, their faces are too Tajik(if you can understand what I mean), they're low skilled mass immigrants, they're trying to become bigger and bigger minority; they're not handsome Europeans to be a perfect immigrants. And there is more and more of them every year, wtf our government is doing).
Then the girl with a woman came and sat under the roof. Mother(not an older sister, 99%) and daughter, as i think. One is ~5 years old and another is 2... oh, it's hard. Its really hard. She can be 20 as well as 26.
She's 20. Yes, why not. Look at her beautiful face.(btw, she looked at me, while I was looking at her, few times. She's beautiful)
She's 21. Yes, why not, 3+ year at uni.
She's 22. Yes, she graduates from uni.
She's 23. Young petite female, the dream of fat 40+ y.o. millionaires.
She's 24. Yes, young mother.
She's 25. Young female.
She's 26. Yes, why not?
And so on.
btw, to recognize her age, we should probably orient at the girls age, ~5. And you know what? Wow. Even if female 25, that means she gave birth at 20! But: she's not some slug, cheap Uni dropper or smth like this. She's good-looking young female from a solid middle/upper commieblock area.
And you know what? I see girl like this - young, beautiful and with children who says she gave birth at 20-23 - not so rarely.
I see them in different cars(Nissan Quasqui, Ford Kuga, VW Golfes and... Mercedes ML, Porsche Cayenne, BMW 5er with a child seats or with a child seats + female in a driver's seat. I remember I saw Tesla S with a child seat, but without a driver - and there is a question: who the fuck those young and rich people?)
They both are beautiful natural blondies.
We sat at the bus. We were using the same, central, door. They crawled, then me. I was planning to stay here, at the middle stand on my legs, from the beginning and I was a bit happy when I saw they planed to sit right here, in the middle seats, right next to me. But girl grabbed mother's hand and leaded her away in the end of the bus. They sat with their backs on me, I couldn't see faces, but I could take pleasure from looking at the hair of female.
The seats in the middle were taken by Tajiks.
I was pleasantly surprised when I noticed they're gonna walk off in the same bus stop as me. They did.
I waa first to took off the bus, but I forced myself to walk slowly, so they were 8-10 meters behind. Traffic light(semaphore) and street crossing ahead, also I should notice that we were going through it together anyway, cause there is no living houses at this side of street. Cross the road, go my way, don't see them. About four 90 degree turns in 40 meters, cause of sidewalks, fences and little(3 meters wide) road I need to cross. See them by an edgy of my eye. They're walking parallel road, 30-40 meters outstanding, a bit ahead of me(so I can control my speed in case of we are going to same place). And yes! Our ways crossed again in a 1.5 minutes. She saw me. I'm walking 5 meters behind. Girl is jogging, jumping, the same as when they were on parallel sidewalk. 50 meters from meeting point, bypass them, plan on go to local food store, it's like 25-35 meters away from point of bypass.. Go my way, see they're not behind me anymore.
As I walking to the local food store, I see them coming here from another side! Fly in store, hoping they're too.
I lost them.
She was BEAUTIFUL!
Gonna write few more lines, not the story, just my thoughts.
>suddenly forced to interact with people because of reasons
>"where did you go for vacation"
>"what do you do for a living"
>"was studierst du denn so"
>"what do you do with your friends for fun"
>"how long was your longest relationship"
>"do you have a gf"
Also, thanks to eye lenses. I wouldn't remember her so well, wouldn't pay this attentions.
Чтo? Hy paйoн кaк бы нe c oбычными кoммиблoкaми, a нeмнoжкo кaк oни нaзывaют кoмфopт-клacca, дopoжe oбычных. Пpимaкoвaны тaчки зa 2,3,4+ млн, ecть дaжe oднa Бeнтли
So, beautiful 25-26y.o. female with 5 years old child. Who is she? Who is her husband?
Oh wow, there is my 20th birthday in a few weeks, and I know girls my age(19-20) who look the same as her. Girls growing up faster, yeah, I've heard.
If she really have birth at 20-21, wow, that's not typical, very not.
And it's way more typical for a low class people, but she doesn't look so.
The beginning in the right bottom, the end in the left top.
Last time I saw them was before I entered local food store. When I go out, there was nobody.
Дa. Жилoй кoмплeкc, ЖК. Oни тaк нaзывaютcя.
>tfw 23 y.o. virgin
>9 of your classmates already have a kid or two
I'm a late bloomer after all.
I started writing down tasks of what I'm gonna do the day after and it did not work.
the golden key is simple, always sleep at 22:45. Turn off everything at 22:30, and start preparing to go to bed.
it's all about your eight hours
Same problem. I am at a point where I don't even manage to watch anime and just shitpost here. If I wouldn't study together with a friend, I would probably never do shit for university.
All guys wasn't happy after news about pregnancy, but after fast marriage they all got a huge spices in carriers, because they was forced to find a good job.
Girls? They have illegible definition of success, so I can't tell. But one of them is already a single mother, and other found a new father for her bastard.
One of the benefits to having a kid before your late 20s or older is that you'll have an easier time keeping up with them. Once you near 40, I doubt you will still be at peak physical ability and raising the kid will be just that much harder.
Not to mention that younger mothers generally produce offspring with a much lower chance of having developmental problems.
>not working out your whole life so you can have kids in your late 20s or early thirties and be the strongdad your kid deserves
>not being able to outrun him in your 40s even though he's winning xc meets at school and doing tris
it's like you don't even want to give your kids such a serious inferiority complex that they become perfectionists in everything they do. Doesn't have the same effect if you're a youngdad.
I like little girls I remember once in the metro I was standing near the door and the girl with her mother were sitting near me. The girl's face was painted in Tiger-style, she was hilisng and air.balloon. air balloon fell of her hand. I caught it and gave her. She smiled at me.
>tfw no little sister
>don't visit 4chan for years
>realize everyone in real life are massive cunts, even the nice ones
>go back to using the internet
It's so nice being with like-minded people and seeing peoples opinions without the fake filter. It also helps that the internet has comedy and other stuff readily available to cheer me up if I feel like shit.
You know what?
I'm not in state to write about it(I was few months ago, but lost this feeling), but I will squeeze it out of me, as much as I can.
Its about marriage, early marriage.
What, if it's good?
I mean, you marry girl you love, you give birth to kid(s), and then you can have your life. You can raise kids, you can travel with your significant other all together with kids.
Imagine. Your beautiful wife and a kid right now behind you. You wouldn't sit in front of screen(anyway, you will hardly remember 10% of what you've seen here next morning) until 3:00 AM, you would go join them in a warm bed. You would wake up at morning, you would make foods, you would work, you would learn english better so you can teach it your kids.
Fuck! There is 20-22 years old girls, who are pregnant, who gonna have life like this. And there is me, the guy who thinks too much and does too little, 20 years old guy, who never has sex, never kissed, never experienced a love story(relationships), never held a hands with girl. Never worked. And he's dreaming about early marriage and kids, succeful life.
How he's fucking pathetic. He's so fucking pathetic.
I love kids. They're interesting, you know, it's a fucking humans, but little ones. You can see them growing up, you see them get managed to world.
It's interesting to talk with them, to teach them smth.
3-11 years is the best period, others are worse, though. Puberty and their fucking friends. Kids are stupid, when they're in groups.
Fucking pathetic breeders, if you truly think this will make you happy then you have proven your own worthlessness, you will fulfill your pointless animal role and die having accomplished, explored and enjoyed nothing. And your disgusting kids will as well
Enjoy being just another slave of industrialized society, toiling away to provide for everyone but yourself.
I'll be over in the amazon tripping balls on hallucinogens
I lost my kissless virginity to a french girl when i was 21.
She came to study to my town university and she was the most perfect being i will ever meet.
Of course all things must come to an end and she went back to her country 2 weeks ago.
I remember when i left her in the airport... I had to run to the toilets and cried with no end.
enjoy dying out like a pathetic omega orbiter you are. You nihilistic, anti-natalist fucks don't deserve to fucking breed, you couldn't even teach your kids anything besides "Oh, don't care about nuffing, we gunna die anyways XDDD"
>I'm going to teach my kids all sorts of wonderful things! Like to obey the law and contribute to society by working for corporations 40% of the time they are alive, just like their ol' pop!
I don't know about marriage, but
>the guy who thinks too much and does too little, 20 years old guy, who never has sex, never kissed, never experienced a love story(relationships), never held a hands with girl.
Goddamn it, Ivan.
This guy gets it.
Every retard can make a family nowadays, don't act like it's an accomplishment or something, and there are so many wonderful things that you could do but will never be able to when your wife starts bitching how you need to work more for a new car and your children start getting pregnant and god knows what.
You know one of the saddest things in the Universe?
The female with girl I was talking about - I will lost this feelings towards her. I know. Not tommorow, but in ~months.
And then there will be another good evening trip to the mall. And another girl I'll have pleasure to follow for few hundred meters.
Last 8 months I had 4 irl EOTs. Or even 5. Not joking.
(EOT - is the girl.you have strong sympathy to.)
That's the truth. Somehow sad.
Which values would you teach your kids?
How would you respond when they're smart enough to realise that what you're teaching them is arbitrary nonsense? Because that's eventually what happens with intelligent children, and then your child will be one of those nihilistic fucks precisely because he realises everything daddy told him is bullshit. People get disappointed in life because they have been raised being told it's something it's not.