Seems the same for me. I'm self-medding and only my little brother knows I am taking hormones at all. My mother seems to be turning a blind eye to my pain, which is cold. And she broke her almost complete silence during my coming out to my parents with, "God made them man and woman." She also doesn't want me to tell my youngest brother because she doesn't want him to get "confused." My father says they still... Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>5549378 that seems almost more pathetic than being an open fag.
That said, I'm at a place where I'd rather people not know, but if they asked I wouldn't lie and say I'm straight. So far nobody has asked, so I don't find a reason to inform them otherwise. If people can tell you're straight or gay just by looking at you or interacting with you, you're probably pretty annoying.
I still call myself he sometimes, and when I do, I feel my heart screw up into a little ball, sharp pain shocking my body. I don't complain at my freinds as much as I used to for pronouns. I'm not as overwhelmed with emotion as I used to be.
Is my dysphoria going, or am I just growing accustomed to it constantly crushing my spirit.
I've been aware of my mental state growing more and more unstable recently, sleep becoming more irregular, angering quicker, crying or nearly crying very often. Sudden depression, or loneliness. Sometimes mental hallucinations, or conversations with the different opinions in my head, out loud usually.
I push all my freinds and family away, every partner Ive had I've rejected and hurt, and get right now, when I fell I need them the most, I keep forcing them away from me.
I get so easily annoyed, angered, or upset about how I look al the time, and am becoming overly sensitive to comments about my self.
I guess I'm just another bitching tranny online though, never happy, never satisfied, just another fucking stereotype! Well fuck you, maybe I am, and as much as it sucks, I gotta deal with it, so maybe you can be a bit understanding.
>>5549145 You are clearly severely depressed and in dire need of therapy. I hope for your sake you can get the help you need. And with somebody who understands trans issues. I'm depressed myself, for other reasons, and finally had my first session today after years of wanting to kill myself. "It gets better" is such a cliché, but sometime those are true. Don't give in.
Also, if you feel you want to vent online, go to Something Awful. They have the equivalent of a transgen forum, but with 0 shitposting... Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
male to frog : frog edition : number five : (we can do it if we work together edition) ▶ok who the shit even uses these links ▶elannas irc: https://www.rizon.net/chat at the #mtfg ▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Conent%20Clinics.pdf ▶infographs suck for makeup ▶Trans Info Dump: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing ▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php ▶Transition... Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
So here's the deal, I'm 18 but still in highschool ((online if it makes a difference)(my parents waked a year to put me in school when I was little)) I would like to start dating guys my age or older but I'm worried they would be put off that I'm still in school. What are your thoughts /lgbt/? Would everyone be weirded out? Should I give it a shot? Should I just wait?
>Don't kill myself before I hit a year on hrt. >Figure out what to do with life job/career wise. >Find some decent hobbies. >Workout again. >Save enough money for whatever I decide to spend a shit ton of money towards. >Get friends. >Have sex with a girl. >Move to remote location and live isolated and without outside... Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
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