A year ago I was a pretty normal guy until I discovered the "sissy" side of me. I basically fap it 4-5 times a day compulsively to erotic captions and dicks on a screen telling me to wear a skirt and suck a cock.
I've fapped it so much to these things that I actively think about it during the day and now picture myself as a cock-craving slut. Funny thing is, I did find a guy who would top me and I'm not attracted to men, just the thought of being a woman, so I couldn't get it up for him.
How do you stop whacking it to this shit? In the... Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
From a young age, I remember feeling sexual impulses during transformation, body swap and hypnosis scenes on TV.
Shows like sailor moon, kids next door, jimmy neutron, fairly oddparents, etc all made me horny as fuck. At first it started with my arousal of being transformed against my will into an animal, then it progressed into the thought of being physically transformed into a woman and being forced to live my life out as one.
what is this? why couldn't little me have just liked vaginas
>>5402857 I love it but the stuff is literally built on addiction. This isn't something you can fap it to once or twice a day. It quite literally tells you to fap it as much as you can, therefore I can't keep a steady relationship with people or get it up for women like I used to be able to. I can only get it up for a damn screen.
>go to White Nationalist meeting/rally thing >people notice I'm new and welcome me >everyone is really nice and likes me (for once) >other girls give me recipe cards (they're kinda old grandma types) for gaisburger marsch and blood sausage >tell one of the girls I didn't get to cook much growing up because I was born a boy and men were kept out of the kitchen >get told I "need... Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I'm 25 and I'm pretty sure I'm a homosexual, but there's always this doubt in my mind, what if I'm just turning myself gay because I'm never around women or that I've never slept with a woman that's even my own age. I once slept with a woman in her late 40's, after she left I started crying because i've stoubted so low to do some weird middle age woman with fucked up. But at least I wasn't a virgin anymore. I didn't enjoy the sex, I couldn't even cum.
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>>5402536 But I just want to know how it feels to have sex with a girl that's around my age(like a regular person). Maybe I flick will go inside me head where I actually can fantasies about having sex with women without having to think about another man in the process.
Sometimes I feel like I've become a bottom cock luster because I'm a weak straight man, a omega man.
Every fantasy i've had about a women involved me scoping out for cocks in the gym to find the hungest men for a girl to fuck... Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
It's not gonna be a whole hell of a lot different having sex with a woman who's a little younger, dude.
Things might be marginally tighter, that's p much it.
It's not that fucking out there to be into dudes, Anon. If you try it and you don't like it, well, then you know it was a lack of feminine influence. If you try it and you DO like it, congratulations! You have found a thing you like. Do more of it, be happy, enjoy sex endorphins.
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>>5402482 Only porn star trans women have huge dicks, usually because they take something else to get huge erections. The "shit" we inject ourselves actually make our girldicks and girlballs to shrink a LOT.
Ok, so I'm gay. I'm attracted to dudes, and want to have sex with guys. But when I have sex with them, I doesn't feel good. Bottoming doesn't hurt, just mildly uncomfortable. Topping doesn't give me much pleasure. Blowjobs the same. Am I asexual? I still want sex, so I'm not sure if I count. Women don't interest me at all.
How do you deal with suicidal ideation? mtf, I pass (no really), and have seen multiple therapists/psychiatrists (cbt+dbt) with every combination of psychopharmaceuticals. Hormone levels are good. I got diagnosed with MDD and BPD. I've been hospitalized for suicide attempts before
I feel like I'm at the end of the rope and I don't really know what to do.
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