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I like this general. /x/ edition.
>And why would you be scared of wolves of all animals?
Because they are magnificent and fierce. My fav animal.
>I kinda prefer hard to reach, wild places.
Maybe it's because of the sense of achievement it gives you.
I like solitary places where I can just lay down or sit by a rock/tree and just admire the place while I reflect on life.
b-but that's h-heresy
Uncut cocks are great and cut cocks are mutilated garbage.
Not trying, I've actually lost back, it's just that I used to be 130 (which I'm not back at yet) and still felt fat so... I know why, but like, "recovering" just made me depressed as hell when I started gaining weight.
I do like that Ghost's belt seems to sing or rap about each of his forms. Have any of them been translated yet?
Share ghost stories, and don't ruin them with logic or science or none of that crap.
>sleeping on couch when I was young, maybe 10
>there's a little red headed girl standing in the door way
>she turns and walks away
>go check on my sister
>she's asleep in bed
>"She was too small to be my mom." I remember thinking
>check on mom any way
>she's asleep too
>get in bed with my sister and try to sleep
>tfw you win another 60 item value on russian underdogs
C H I P E N K O
So what's a good dating site if I want to meet trans girls?
pic somewhat related, I have it on my okcupid profile.
being fat isnt a race
its a genetic predisposition in all multi cellular lifeforms on this planet to put on weight when times are good so that when times are bad you can use up those fat stores and not die.
the human body was never meant to be 50% lard, anything beyond obesity needs to be addressed for health sake
>try to play video games
>it puts me on american servers
don't be sad, lot's of srs surgeon don't need the foreskin that much
and it's just my personal preference, especially since i think it would make me more dysphoric to have a cut dick
do you even want srs ?
weird, like all sausage? don't u have it in gumbo?
have u ever tried nicer "gourmet" marshmallows?
some people are bigger from bone-structure but unless you have like a gland issue then you can lose fat and people with those issues usually aren't just like normal fat people, like it's a whole thing
what's your height? you rlly need to be careful because some people who really have to work to lose weight can get stuck in the habits and develop an eating/body-image disorder
I kinda missed chemistry back when I got sick at the start of highschool
It's you turning them to shit by my dear friend
AFAIK, once you hit overweight BMI you're definitely at or close to plus size in women's clothes unless you're like, a huge athlete.
>My grandparents keep mom's old room for my brother and I
>There's a bunch of paintings on the wall, two of which are fairly creepy by day
>One's a creepy old lady, I swear some nights I saw her in different positions
I have never felt this much vindication than when mom, sis and my grandmother all admitted they also found that painting creepy as fuck.
okay wait you're using fat and plus-sized in the same way
you can be plus-sized and a healthy weight by virtue of having the muscular and skeletal bodymass to balance your fat bodymass
literally just being fat is unhealthy, no matter your weight or clothing size, and being skinny is only unhealthy once you hit that 1-5% BMI or whatever where your body starts breaking down muscles and organs to sustain itself
yeah, but like, in gumbo it doesnt really do it, but in anything else it does. like when my mom makes jambalaya i only get a few pieces of it
maybe whatever does it gets minimized by everything else in the gumbo cos it cooks so long?
idk. whenever i told my mom about this when i was a kid she told me it was nothing and to stop worrying about it
are you okay?
so while binary was shitposting away i was off doing a chemical peel on my feets
cant wait to peel all that shitty dead skin off
I'm somewhat under 5'11.
Also I've always had that, it's never been that much effort, like, I lose weight fairly well with motivatio. I've also had the eating disorder since my early teens, I used to hide to eat anything.
intersex is a chromosomal condition with physical genital symptoms, so i'd have to see pictures of her dick to confirm
the thing is though, you can be overweight and eat more healthy than someone who is skinny and eats crap, simply because of the more complex carbohydrates and good oils.
despite that, overweight is when your BMI is between 25-29 and most of the hamplanets arguing this point are way beyond obese.
Do you like pretty dresses, /mtfg/
Also cute transbians.
>tfw going through another slight dysphoria cycle again
These are awful. I'll stumble on a picture of a girl and it will for lack of a better word "trigger" me and make all those thoughts about transitioning flood back in all at once. But this happens all the time and usually once I start getting closer and closer to HRT and start calling clinics I decide I shouldn't for various reasons.
Mostly because I don't really feel dysphoria in the traditional sense, or at all. I just want to be a girl desperately, but I'm not in agony over being a guy either. Idk. I tried to psychoanalyze myself I figured I probably just wanted to become a girl so guys would give me attention or maybe want to date me since I've had absolutely no luck finding a boyfriend and I'm so lonely. I'm fine with getting SRS for no reason other than convenience. I'm not bother by my genitals at all. I'm not particularly bothered about any part of my body, at least not to the point of extreme insecurity. Except for my stretch marks, I fucking hate those, but that's irrelevant to gender.
I guess the most obvious thing to do would be to go find a gender therapist and discuss my feelings with them. But I don't hold very much respect for therapy or any psychiatrists. The last psychiatrist place I went to I felt they didn't really work well for me at all. They gave me references for trans stuff that I was supposed to call and that was the farthest I got during my last sort of moment of dysphoria stuff. I called them but never got called back and didn't really know what to say to their answering machine and haven't called them since.
I don't know why all this stuff is behind so many gatekeepers. I should be able to do whatever the fuck I want to my body during my impulses dysphoric states of minds. With all these waiting lists and shit I just chicken out. Fuck I don't even know what to do anymore I probably won't even care about transitioning at all in a month or something.
>be walking home from gym
>white van pulls into parking lot i'm walking through
>see some fat creep and the screen of an iphone in the front seats
>pretty sure they've filmed me for some reason
>try to post in /mtfg/
>it puts me in translesbian general
so...i mean......do u even have time for me?? and our cat children...........? me and the kitties feel like ur not being the best cat-parent u could be, what, with you jetting off all the time
date a dealer (note, NOT your current dealer) or someone who grows
>>tfw going through another slight dysphoria cycle again>
These are awful. I'll stumble on a picture of a girl and it will for lack of a better word "trigger" me and make all those thoughts about transitioning flood back in all at once.
this literally happens to me every day on mtfg
sounds like you're comfortable, if not content, with your current life? and transitioning would upset your lifestyle and you're not sure if that upset is worth the outcome
wanting to be a girl out of convenience is pretty AGP, but actually being triggered just by seeing girls is another thing entirely, so maybe you're trutrans
call those trans resources back and just tell them why you're calling and that you need their help (it's definitely embarrassing but it's easier to do when you're thinking "it's this or suicide"), and look for an informed consent doctor/clinic in your area
just do it fam, the first 1-3 months of HRT have reversible effects so you'll have plenty of time to think it over, and starting earlier is vastly preferable to starting later...
yeah i really want to do a chemical peel on like.......my whole body bc i think it will help with alot of discolorations and stuff.
do u ever just like, use a pomistone or w/e they're called? i do those all the time
explain this picture then
who the fuck is she????????????????
!! that sucks....or wait, do you get paid sickdays? bc if u do, its not so bad, i guess, but being sick blows do u think u caught, like, the flu or something
>tfw never meet any drugbois that are cute
The squad says they know a few dudes they smoke with who would plow/date me ina heartbeat, but I've seen the people they hang out with. Not the best crowd.
I'm too afraid to put a picture on my okc to even use it.
>implying an innocent maiden like me knows dealers and doesn't just get all my smoke through family
What am I supposed to do, just walk up and take my pants off?
Not really when none have shown even the slightest interest in me.
>implying those dresses aren't magnificent
Daifukkatsu+Black Label is best Dodonpachi :3
No not really.
>the most obvious thing to do would be to find a therapist
That's definitely the thing to do. My dysphoria before transitioning went in cycles too, and there were periods where I convinced myself that I wasn't trans, but they were short lived and the dysphoria got triggered pretty consistently. If you're actually even considering HRT or SRS, it's pretty likely you have some sort of gender issue that needs sorting out, cis people don't think about this kind of stuff.
the one thing i fear more than becoming a regular old man
yeah thats what i've always thought
thats cara delvengelesa and she's no one >.>;;
yeah i get paid sickdays. its not the flu, i can see on like...my tonsil or whatever? it's all red and theres like a white spot on it. it hurts to talk and im probably gonna die.
she's the best
you can date my drummer, he smokes fat 420 doobies all day and he's a chill bro
>tfw dad doesn't approve of my lifestyle choices
>He wants me to marry a little Japanese girl since I know Japanese pretty well
>I just want to be a degenerate
>He thinks im gay still despite bringing girls over regularly
What does your dad think of you mtfg?
>even considering HRT or SRS, it's pretty likely you have some sort of gender issue that needs sorting out, cis people don't think about this kind of stuff
Whelp that's enough mtfg for today
I have a good ghost story that happened to me when I was 14.
>be stupid pothead kid
>looking for weed so we try my sisters bf
>tells us to met him at this address
>he's a carpenter so he works on a lot of houses
>pull up and friends are kinda smiling telling me I should go in and get him
>strange looking house inside
>don't see him in the kitchen or living room so I head down stairs to the basement
>about 5 rooms including a bathroom down there
>see a shadow of a mans torso coming from one of the rooms
>think it's him so I shout "hey anon it's anon" and the shadow turns like it heard me
>walk up to the doorway and look in and there's nothing there
>suddenly feel like something passed right through me
>drop to my knees
>felt sick like I got punched in the stomach
>cold around me
>very scared at this pint thinking about turning around and leaving but didn't want them to call me a pussy so I keep going
>check all the other rooms until I find him
>he has headphones on while he's working so he didn't hear me calling him
>"oh sup anon...are you ok you look pal like you seen a ghost?"
>"ehh yeah I'm ok" whiling nervously smoking a cigarette
>tell him what I saw and he explains that some black guy in the 60's killed his wife and daughter then hung himself in the house
>suddenly we both hear loud footsteps running up the stairs
>he says "yeah you get used it lol"
>leave to go get weed and friends in car are laughing after I tell them my exp
i'm actually just annoyed by her since every single post is one or more of the following
>i have a vagina
>i have a girlfriend
>i had sex
>my girlfriend and i are doing nice luxurious things together
>give me attention
good for her for getting SRS and living life but god damn, bet she never even built that PC either
anon pls, considering cutting your dick off in a medical procedure is something most cismales don't really ever seriously consider except as a funny joke while bro-ing with their bros
yeah i was talking to my cis male dude friend the other day and i was just casually like...hey...would you be upset if like...ur dick stopped working and u didn't get morning wood and stuff...and he looked at me like i was insane
>sounds like you're comfortable, if not content, with your current life?
Yes I am more or less. But I'm pretty much a shut-in so not much happens in my life anyways. It could be that I want to feel progress or like I'm working towards something and I'm latching onto transitioning as a means to accomplish that. Upsetting my lifestyle isn't exactly a bad thing because I feel like I need to change something as I'm just sort of in limbo not doing much of anything.
>wanting to be a girl out of convenience is pretty AGP
This is what I fear. That I want to be a girl because it will simply make life easier, or that's what I've deluded myself into believing at least. But my feelings are mixed. I want to be a girl period but I'm afraid of doing it for the wrong reasons and just being a pathetic loser who transitioned for ridiculous reasons.
Or maybe I'm just repressing shit, or not, and I'll blow up in a few years and hate myself for not doing it now. I have no clue.
>cis people don't think about this kind of stuff.
But I spend like all day on 4chan and watching TV and 4chan makes you want to be a girl so I don't think I count as a typical person. Most people aren't exposed to trans people on a daily basis.
And I'm indifferent to SRS. If the technology advanced far enough to the point where it's worth getting and my partner wants me to then I'd do it. But as of right now all I feel is indifferent to my penis.
I'm not sure what to say when I call the clinics because it's just a nurse intake thing where I'm supposed to leave a message and all it says is to leave my contact information and last time I called I left my number and my email and never heard back.
make an okc
and put in there that u like to smoke good weed
and then guys like that
okay, well, she better be, goddamnit, because i will take all the cats and get full custoy and u will NEVER see them again, ok????????????
ohshit, thats bad!! can u go to the doctor tomorrow??!
oh, huh, like, how do you use it? it works well when ur feet are wet right out of the shower, u gotta do it hard and fast, then, like, rinse off your feet, then moisturize again basically
>also that looks like some straight-up LESBIANS
thats bc it is, lol
j/k, Annie Clark is gorgeous tbh
Actually she is the bigger problem, you need to acknowledge that she is a troll and is leaving bait for the purpose of fucking up this general. Anyone else that would do that would be called out on it or reported, but barely anyone says anything to her about it because she's a tripfag which is beyond fucked up tbh.
She's not innocent by any means, it takes two to fight.
My daddy loves me and just wants me to be happy. It's strange, he used to be a real hardass on me and now he treats me like a princess. He used to hate me for all this at first, but did the craziest 180 I've ever seen, not that I'm complaining in the least.
>That I want to be a girl because it will simply make life easier
Trust me it won't unless you pass super well and look pretty your life is gonna still be hard even harder because trans.
Say you want to see a therapist about gender dysphoria. Simple as that, that's what you say.
>I'm on 4chan and that makes it different
No, it doesn't. Do the majority of people on /r9k/ and /b/ talk about wanting hormones and surgery?
Im here bc I'm questioning
I'm working on everything but hrt bc I don't really know yet
Been into fem ideas for most of my life
Currently can pass well enough, but need voice to really pass
Presenting as fem is an out of body experience and exciting, so not convinced if trutrans
Spoiler(Im OK w benis too)spoiler
It seems like some people have this notion that to be trans means some grand mistake was made at birth, like they've got the soul of a woman in the body of a guy.
Sorry everyone. We're female because we feel it, but there's no paranormal excuse.
What's who? O line you lib tho
so I see someone was posting pretending to be me? wtf how many times did I say its not me unless there is a tripcode, fucking shit that's why I use a tripcode.
Akai Katana is pretty cool, I really need to actually take the time to figure out its mechanics but I've been completely occupied with trying to 1CC daifukkatsu black label ;~;
Too many shmups, not enough time
>ok with benis
That's fine, plenty of transgirls are. You ought to talk it over with a therapist, if you're actually here and questioning it might help you to have someone to actually get your thoughts sorted out.
We know it wasn't you.
Something here isn't adding up.
I might, one of them is pretty qt, he's probably straight tho.
He accepts my transition but also goes out of his way to reassure me that I'm his son, and genders me male ever chance he can. I tend to just fight with him a lot since he's got addiction problems, and is generally just an asshole to people. He'll probably die some time soon since he's falling apart, and doesn't want to stop being a crackhead. Then I can do whatever I want in life and not be worried what my parents think at all.
>and then guys like that
What if they just think I'm some kind of druggie degenerate? ;_;
Nobody in person has called me cute in a while now, just the very few people I've worked up the ladyballs to send a picture to online. And the last person to call me cute in person was a girl. Who was trashed beyond belief.
How do we know you're real?
Is anything real?
>I really want to be woman and i'd rather die than live another year as male but i'm not sure.
Transition then? You can always transition then kill yourself but you can't kill yourself them transition.
>but I could get laid
Please tell me this is troll....
No anon, Idk what your sexual orientation is but if you like men your dating pool will drastically decrease after transitioning. A gay man gets more sex then a straight trans girl hands down. Same with women, you're more likely to get sex from a woman before then after.
grumbo sounds like a meatier gumbo
her "bait" seems to just be existing and taking bait for fun
the people that get obsessed and follow her through threads responding whenever she pops up or gets mentioned are much more the trolls
like how has she broken any rules?
people shit on trips all the time, far from some protection from criticism it just makes you more visible for trolls or other trips with a grudge to target you
never said she's innocent, she seeks out and fucks with trolls and I said that's liek half the cause of the hate on her
>You can always transition then kill yourself but you can't kill yourself them transition
Ha I said that to before transitioning...it's easier to say that then to actually go through with it.
but uve got to make this co-parenting work, otherwise ur gonna have to end up doing some Ms.Doubtfire time shit to see your cat children, and truth be told for the kitties to lose their other mother HURTS ME way more than it hurts you u.u
web-md or something?
or do u think it'll pass after a while
.......ask them? or only go on a few dates first so u can find out? or just break it off when u find out they're a druggie
but most good dealers dont get high off their own supply, so
Yes I understand this perfectly I know it's not realistic and that if I don't pass I'll just be seen as an ugly freak who destroyed their body with hormones.
Idk if I could just manage to look like a normal girl then it's fine. I think voice is the biggest issue for me. And losing muscle maybe.
I wouldn't know I haven't used those boards in a couple of years but generally I see quite a lot of the "I wish I was a qt grill" shit all over 4chan. That was more of a joke though I understand what you are getting at but I just think for someone exposed to so much trans culture for many years it's a bit different.
grumbo, to me, is a really spicy gumbo. and its angry about being spicy. soo angry
DUDE dont worry we're gonna take care of these kittybabbies together
i think it'll pass,
it just hurts to talk and stuff right now
im gonna try to go to work but if i cant talk its gonna be a problem
what are you drunk
Ill continue refine my presentation as full fem and see how I feel, collect more data
If I had to choose, Cis male would be an easier life.
so I guess I'm hoping the want to be a fem might go away
Then you try to find a solution to that down the line. Surgeries, social detransition, suicide. Lots of generally shitty solutions. The thing is most trans people find those options better than continuing to live as a man when there's hope that you'll get accepted as a woman at some point.
HOnestly you need to talk to a therapist if you're questioning. 4chan isn't the best place for psychoanalysis.
But toronto's a $600 round trip flight. Expensive makeout session.
>that weird feeling when you accept that you're transgender, but will never be a girl and decide that it's much more sustainable to live as a femmy bitchboi
Femgen is apparently kill so I have to post this here. Thinking I'm pretty fucked, fam.
>I'm hoping the want to be a fem might go away
I don't mean to be negative, but in my case it didn't it just got worse. In a lot of people's cases it gets worse. I hope your case goes differently, but generally if you want to be a girl now, you're probably going to end up transitioning later when it becomes too much to bear.
Exposure does make you more likely to transition, but only if you're actually trans.
>There I was at the OLB GRAVEYARD
>My frens and I had just driven down DEAD MANS ROAD to get there
>Friends start laughing wont tell me why
>Anons why are you luahging?
>They start laughing harder
>STOP LAFFING YOU GUYS WER ARENT EVEN SMOKING WEED
>The car goes dead silent...
>I look at my one friend (I knew he was my friend cause we had been friends for awhile)
>His eyes glows red
>I mutter "Nooo!"
>HIS SKIN MELBTS OFF TO REVEAL HE IS NOTHING BUT A SKELINGTON
>I tell them they'll never pass
>tfw no bf
Based on a true story :O
Just be yourself
If I can find love than you can also anon I believe in you!
>her bait seems to just be existing
Yeah not really, she purposely says and does things in her first post in a general to set bait and trigger response. Yes she does take others bait too which is also a problem, replying to it only makes things worse and she knows this yet continues to do it for "fun" which in turns fucks up our general. She does it for spite because people here don't like her.
>people are just obsessed and follow her
I don't think that's the case. She runs on a trip and posts in a lot of threads here, it's kinda hard not to see her posts unless you ignore here but even then you see fighting she started in threads and can tell it's her shitposting.
>like how has she broken any rules
Trolling, shit posting, and baiting is only allowed on /b/ so she is breaking a global rule. Other people especially anon's that do that get banned (not a lot but they do) so she is no different. The problem is nobody is reporting her cuz tripfag.
>never said she's innocent
You have multiple times in your own way implied she's innocent and it's all anon's fault. Yeah they shouldn't reply to her stupid bait but that doesn't excuse her from trolling just because she's a tripfag. This tripfag's stick together shit is the problem.
She needs to grow the fuck up and stop fucking up out general for kicks.
but u really gotta start pulling ur weight in with this parenthood thing
but cool, es cool
okay, but if it gets worse over night or tomorrow u should take a sick day and rest or something
drink some echanaia(sp) tea or something
I don't have a lot of early memories though so i'm not sure.
Pretty sure trans people have known from when they were a kid and if it started that late for me and got worse with age its probably not trans.
>This tripfag's stick together shit is the problem.
i dont think thats really true though
and just filter her ass anon, she posts all over the board, yes, and generally with her trip, but filtering her makes it way way easier to ignore, infact, just hide her posts all together
Starting around puberty is actually super common to the point where it gets mentioned in a lot of diagnostic criteria.
And assuming you're old enough to post here then you're talking about years of trans thoughts which is well beyond the threshold for being considered persistent.
kv = kissless virgin
That's you have a shitty self defeating personality and you probably go on r9k.
Everybody can get laid with whoever they want they just have to believe in themselves and hide your weaknesses with makeup and hyperbole ^.^
There is puberty onset dysphoria in the DSM.
Almost nobody actually has memories from before 5. "I knew at 4" is a convenient story to tell gatekeepers most of the time although yes some knew when they were conscious enough to remember. I wasn't even clear on sex differentiation until 4th grade and didn't quite understood that I didn't have the same as other girls.
Knowing at 12 that something is wrong isn't even post puberty, it's dysphoria before puberty.
>just filter her ass anon
You're right but she is the problem too and needs to be held accountable. Speak up and tell the bitch to quit that shit or something instead of doing nothing because "trips stick together and are allowed to do w/e they want!"
Sounds bourgeoi as fuck.
Shiraz is a pretty nice varietal, tho.
Did they have distinctions between regions, too?
Shiraz is a prettty heavy one, but it can still different pretty heavily between old and new world.
They make you sad because being trans is sad. This thread isn't full of sunshine and buttercups, it's full of a lot of people who transitioned because they had no choice, the pain was too much to bear.
You feel attached to your male life because it's all you've known. I felt attached to mine, even though it was hardly a life, because I assumed I would never pass, and I assumed everyone I knew would feel like I betrayed them.
That's an outdated diagnostic criteria. I didn't know since early on, I only started wanting to be a girl when puberty started. The dysphoria was bearable until late puberty (I had a delayed puberty) when I actually started to develop facial hair and other super masculine characteristics. I didn't even know being trans was a thing until I was well into the thick of confusion about why I desperately wished I was a girl.
whateves, I'm not her keeper
>The problem is nobody is reporting her cuz tripfag
well no one is stopping you from doing so
it's not like there's come conspiracy stopping anons or whoever from reporting anyone
>You have multiple times in your own way implied she's innocent and it's all anon's fault
I've said at least half the cause of all the bs is her own actions
I can't control anyone's actions or posting but I can point out that you're not gonna find some magic combination words to banish her so you're only adding to the bs by not ignoring/filtering her
I agree with this, that's one thing I don't like about trips here is that they have this big group that sticks up for each other even when one of them are being total cunts.
They need to just enforce anon, that would cut a lot of drama in here tbqh.
it's not that trips are sticking together, so much as alot of people filtered her a long time ago
and generally, replying to her posts only makes her stick around, Lily will go away/go do something else if you don't respond to her
but u have to provide for our lesbian cat-family!!!!!
yeah tea helps sis, tea is good
>what can't you anon's do it?
Because you trips made it so that unless your a trip yourself your opinions don't get heard. It's why so many switched to being trips because they want to be part of the group and be heard.
You can look up the diagnostic criteria. From what you've said you're going to find that you qualify as trans.
Unfortunately there's no way to be sure. I hated that. No test I could show myself to say I was doing the right thing. Even after therapy, an endo, and having the pills in front of me I stared at them for a couple days before starting. Years down the line I still reflect on whether I did the right thing whenever I pass through a major milestone.
I don't regret anything I've done. I'm glad I acted, even if it was later than it should have been. But the doubt is always there at least a little bit.
>like, in what way that u decide the course of your life by it?
I ultimately decided that I couldn't handle living the rest of my life trying to maintain an illusion, if that makes sense. Too stressful. Obviously no hate to transitioned people since I'm here whining about not being a girl. but I'm just not sold on it being realistic.
>I can't control anyone's actions or posting but
You can tell your friend to you know...stop acting like a cunt.
You can at least do that much instead of putting all the blame on anon's.
Girl you ain't seen retro yet ;)
No ones blaming anons. It would however be accurate to say a lot of you bitch about people in the community and never ever do anything to change it while simultaneously whining that trips aren't "doing enough for free"
okay, let me be more specific
*I* filtered Lily over a year ago.
and "all trips" are not in cahoots with each other or whatever kind of silliness you seem to believe. but interpersonal relationships/drama between tripfag and tripfag, and tripfag and anon, or anon and anon are not all the same, and i know for a fact that plenty of trip users just filter the people they dislike and move on, as opposed to saying anything
Or we can skype if you want. Also I have bad experiences with relationships so... maybe finding someone who's in a successful one would be better? Regardless I'll try to help.
>no one is blaming anon's
Actually ALOT of trips have multiple times blamed anon's for the lilly drama and said no one damn thing to her about being a trolling cunt. I don't expect you to understand as you are just as bad as her trolling.
It's like a cancer....
I blame anons for the holocaust, AIDS, and that poor grade I got in the 7th grade. Damn you random people who are identifiable in 0 way in which to assign blame. You've ruined everything for everyone forever.
hey girls I tried fingering my butt for the first time today in the shower. Couldn't get my finger in, I think I was tensed too much.
I think I had the angle wrong, how can I finger my butt efficiently?
That doesn't even make sense. I don't have any alpha genetics or anything like that.
You can either do two things
Be a guy and be the best positive proud of who you are or be a woman because you failed as a male.
There's no right or wrong you have one life quit whining on an imageboard and do something about it. You probably don't even have it as bad as youre sounding brah
Im still single right now.
>tfw not part of any crew here
I always have trouble with that if I haven't done butt stuff in a while. Getting relaxed is hard. Going slow with hella foreplay and lube is the only way about it. It'll get easier with practice.
>a lot of trips aren't in cahoots with each other
I see them stick up for each other against anon's a lot on her tbh.
I think you're just making up excuses to why you won't speak up about it which is just enabling her bad behavior.
I'll just post the conversation we had and let me know what you think
I don't think he understands that.
>When are you moving to Seattle?
when I get some more money saved
I wan't to move with at least 5 months of rent saved. Also been looking at very nice apartments and they are pricey but I am worth it.
I have this one on reserve http://www.apartments.com/ava-capitol-hill-seattle-wa/5whybzq/
>tfw forever will look like a broad-shouldered square-bodied man
i should probably detransition
Oh wow I misread the earlier one. I thought you said you DON'T see each other as more than friends.
Uh, okay you didn't break up with him for sure. Idk why he wouldn't talk to you at that party or whatever it was. Make plans again if you like him, don't call him or text him often any more if you don't.
If she doesn't call back I guess the dream is over.
This anon is right too. It seems like it's hard to get stuff out of the two of you. He was trying though, and maybe he did just kind of freeze up and didn't want to approach you, but I feel like anyone who liked you romantically would at least say hello, especially if you had been on a date before. You went on a date before that night, right?
sure, it makes u warm and flushed, ur lips get plump, get a boost of endorphins, it's like food-love!
I meant like what about being a fully transitioned trans girl is unsatisfactory enough that it makes the decision for you?
I honestly don't rlly get that since stuff about illusion and deception is more just stuff I see in bait, I'm not pretending about anything, I'm just being me but now I'm a lot more comfortable with my body and stuff
she's not rlly my friend, we've barley talked, like it might surprise you but not all trannies that like girls are in some super best friends club
anyways I have suggested she incite trolls less, I just have no more power to stop her shitposting than I do yous
>So how long do you have to wait? less than a month
>I think maybe you should try to visit it before you commit to moving there.
I know I know but just a trip would cost a months rent, I need to just sack up and do it. There is lots of work up there, lgbt friendly, trans clinics in WALKING distance, and its cold and dark most the time so that gives my skin a chance to get pale, I want to get pale so bad. I have always dreamed of living in a sleepy seaside city my whole life.
can someone please tell me why the fuck my nips aren't getting any bigger after 14 weeks HRT. i look like i have man tits
I think it's because for a lot of people here this is all the socialization that people have. Especially for trans people there's not a lot of places to go. Everyone thinks they are faggots or whatever. I think people take 4chan too serious. Im neet so im just having fun it won't be much longer till I leave.
I can actually read Japanese pretty well so I can read it for you also. You would have a lot of fun beautiful.
What did he do instead of talk to you all night?
It's pretty weird, like if I had just been on a date with someone and was at a party with them, and we liked each other, I'd be pretty clingy, hopefully not too clingy but they'd definitely be the person I talked to most that night unless some really special circumstance happened like an old friend coming into town or something.
If you like him talk to him some more. I wouldn't tell you to end it over any of this. It could have been any reason that he wasn't talkative to you that night.
>my guild leader in DOMO congratulated me on beating a tough boss
>I am going to get an executive job up there.
do you have it lined up? did you send your resume in and have someone say "yes you're hired and you start on day x"?
Hey /mtfg/, who wants to share some fun medical stories?
>be me at ~8-10 years old
>house is basically a construction site as we're gutting & rebuilding it from the inside out
>play naked in the pits dug for the new plumbing because I'm a stupid kid
>one day notice around lunchtime that my balls look kind of red and a bit swollen
>as the day goes on, they get more and more painful and more and more red and swollen
>didn't tell parents straight away so now it feels awkward
>go through dinner with balls the size of plums
>by the time I have a bath they're nearly the size of tennis balls
>dad comes in as I'm letting the water out, shaving and shit
>"can I use the bath now?"
>I've been lying stomach-down the whole time so he can't see my swollen balls
>"wtf is wrong with you, let me have a bath"
>sit up timidly
>"JESUS CHRIST WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!"
>get rushed to hospital
>they operate on my genitals, all of them
>turns out I had an infection from playing naked in literal sewer water despite the warnings of my parents
>have to spend the next two weeks lying down in the attic naked from the waist down with continually-replaced ice packs on my balls
>grandparents were scheduled to come down and visit and did anyway with me lying there
>uncle came over to visit too
>I'm just lying there sperging out with my swollen balls out for all to see
they never shrunk completely all the way back down and now even after puberty I'mm stuck with untuckable, larger-than-average balls and a nasty-ass scar down my perenium
Also once as a kid I held my shit for so long I ended up giving myself constipation to the extent it put me in hospital for over a week throwing up shit and eventually requiring an enema
not even once tbqh fam
I am going up there and then I am going to look. Once I get an apartment lined up, a few suits made, then I will land a job. I will still stay on hrt but in a year or 2 I should have enough saved to get ffs, srs, and everything else I need.
There's your answer. Be patient, ya doofus.
>I am going up there and then I am going to look. Once I get an apartment lined up, a few suits made, then I will land a job.
the economy is shit, you will probably land 0-1 jobs and be forced into applying for welfare/benefits
you should be aiming low and hoping high kayla
in fact if you're that confident about landing a decent job, you should try to find a month-to-month room to start (since you'll be spending some time looking for work and thus not interfacing with roommates/landlords), then get your decent job, then drop out of your monthly lease and find a place once you know 100% that you can afford it
>Learn to live within your own fucking means, not your parents'.
But I am sick of seeing and dealing with class struggle. I want to be seen as a real person, not a piece of trash. I hate the rich but if you can't beat them then join them.
you keep being this confident, i'm not sure you understand what this confidence normally entails
you say you're not dealing with roomies, but how much is that going to cost? how long can you afford it? how sure are you that you'll land this job that will pay your rent with plenty of cash to spare?
it took a while for my nips to catch up to my breast buds. now I have traffic cones :^)
Honestly Kayla as much as I would love to see you try to do this and get flattened within a month forcing you homeless/have to move back in with parents. Please dont and listen to what people are telling you. Do you even have a degree?
Your offer of cuddles and japanese games has made my kokoro go doki doki. I'm worried you might actually have found a strategy for hitting on me that actually works.
>yeah I told him from the start. that's kinda what I thought too.
Oh shit really? What did he say?
Kayla you said you were hoping to get into a library? My take home is $1750 a month. What job can you really expect to get that you're going to have 5k$ in the bank every month? "Executive" isn't a real thing.
can someone with photoshop skills make the gif from like raiders of the lost ark when they open the ark of the covenant and everyone's face melts off except when they open it a bunch of poor people come out and kayla's face melts off
Don't stress about it too much. If he keeps doing shit like this just end it I guess, unless you really want to fight for his time. It seems way too early to decide anything like that though.
i-i was for a while, anything is better than nothing...
I've lost 4.2kg/9lbs in the past four days and hope I keep going at around 1kg a day for the rest of the month because that will mean I will be 100kg/220lbs at the end of the month but its probably just all water weight even though I am eating 1000cal a day
theres this apartment which looks just as nice, constructed in 2013 and is half the cost
cause kayla hates poor people obviously and doesn't understand anything about like money or jobs or the world and she's just like an overgrown stupid baby with cone tits flailing around and drinking expensive whiskey and sticking dildos up her ass
its a shake diet thing that my sister gave me because she got sent two by accident
two 250 cal shakes and a 500 cal meal for six days and then one "cleanse day" which is basically eating nothing but drinking a low cal fortified powdered fruit juice
first one on wednesday
It keeps happening are guys just all idiots.
Oh dear, I'm not very good at this, but I will say you're doing a very good job of winning me over.
i'm just memeposting with relevant images fam don't be sad
yeah the 500 cal meal is solid food
had a pumpkin risotto stuffed chicken parcel and a big pile of broccoli and a half cob of corn on thursday
I made a really really really tasty four egg fritatta on friday with corn kernals from a half cob, a whole small tomato and a whole small onion and had a big pile of broccoli on the side...
saturday was two pieces of packet fish (which I got into a huge argument with my sister over) with broccoli and a half cob of corn and I also had a boiled egg because I was still well under the 500 cal.
I had bacon and eggs yesterday with a whole small tomato and half cob of corn
tonight is probably going to be just a plain chicken breast maybe stuffed with mushroom and tomato depends on what my sister does to them.
tomorrow I'll probably end up making pasta for her and I'll end up having a cup serving or whatever I work out to be 500 cals
starting this friday my sister and I are separating our shopping money and she's buying her stuff and I'm buying mine because its the only way I will be able to lose weight once the shakes are done
>disagree is on the right
WOW GREAT DESIGN TIME TO REDO 8 PAGES
OMG he responded but I kinda fucked up what do?
i listen to it alllllll the time
honestly i know the series isn't all that great but i still love it. i always watch it this time of year. i think im gonna start soon. i gotta finish like 30 other gundam series first tho >.>;;
so i went on cam tonight for the first time since i dyed my hair to sort of figure out how i'll look and everything and my hair is SO ridiculously bright. everyone liked it, but i was in shock for the first hour. it also makes my skin look deathly pale which i kind of do like.
what do you think mtfg? is this too much?