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Lets find our men, girls!
>Wishing to be eye candy for rich men.
>tfw guy from dubai keeps offering me a ton of money to be his wife and live in luxury
>tfw i already have a super qt bf who i love
it's probably lucky i found my bf when i did, or else by now i'd probably be some arab's trap fuccboi unable to escape. which totally doesn't turn me on...
They'll hook you right up brah.
Funnily enough so is a lot of posters there.
Letsee, I'll tell you what I know, given I missed a lot of it:
-Someone started bullying kira and posting a bunch of unflattering pictures, kira left and I havn't seen her since
-Jocelyn immediately left after getting back from her meetup with kiwi. She didn't talk about it, but it sounds like kiwi raped her. As the rumors were flying, anon was telling her to kill herself.
-Maki did a bunch of shitposting and trolling as anon
-Aife and some anons had a back and forth spat that lasted for almost 4 hours.
-Elf got worried about kira and left
-A bunch of other trips left given it's clear that this place is insane and toxic
I RUN THIS BITCH now that cakeface is finally gone for good
looks like we caught the mommy cat so now we gotta figure out if we should keep her to take in so she wont make more kittens or maybe even release her since there's still another kitten to catch
pretty qt house, byebye
>A bunch of other trips left given it's clear that this place is insane and toxic
That's the speculation, and I'm filling anon in. Given how quickly jocelyn up and left after the meetup, it's clear something happened, and it's clear that it was not like kiwi's version of events. If it wasn't rape, it was something serious.
Oh that's nothing new. I've been coming here, on and off, since January. During that time I have seen kira completely loose her shit twice, vendettas spanning multiple threads, whingie sending death threats and prank calls, trips going to jail, etc.
This is just business as usual.
They deeply regret their decision to camwhore, maybe?
okay so like my nipples have stopped feeling tender even
do you think my HRT doses are too low? I'm almost 3 months and they have visibly started growing at least but there's no pain or anything so I'm worried they've stopped and that all I've got now is minor gynecomastia
tfw u been here since the start and u seen some fukken shit
well friend, no one can tell you that without knowing your doses or your levels. however i'm at 3 months hrt and my nips are still sore af, I regret being clumsy at least once a day now. I hit my boobs with everything it seems like
bored as fuck and still 2hrs till gf returns
ask me anything
cause crossword puzzles are too hard for some
Hardly a good thing, most of the people that left are fun and pretty damn sane.
Because sane MtFs are the exception and not the rule.
Having known people that have been raped, not everyone wants to talk about it immediately after the fact. In fact, a lot of them don't want to talk about it at all.
I'm on 50mg of Spiro a day (25 mg twice daily) and .1 mg estrogen a day (this is with patches though so it's the equivalent of taking about 2mg a day orally)
I'm worried that my doctor is being a little too conservative with the Spiro but I haven't seen my levels so I don't know
There we go.
Back to the business as usual.
You were supposed to clean your room last week.
I talked to my PA about it but I get my hormones through planned parenthood and she said it's their policy to treat you based on how you feel and your results and not prescribe based on levels :S
yeah i know ;-; i did like a thing where i "tidied" it but really just picked everything up and put it somewhere kinda thing, now I'm doing like a proper organise thing/throwing out all old stuff I never use or have a use for ^^ (thought i had work tonight but I was wrong again so ended up having a free night)
it's so hard tho right?! or mb i'm just suuuper lazy.
hey shelllllllllllllllll ~
i'm just starting to build my wardrobe and figure out my style and lots of stores have lookbooks and stuff that you can get ideas from. where do you like to shop? most of my stuff is from forever 21 and h&m. r/femalefashionadvice is good, or you can search pinterest for those "capsule wardrobes" where they put together like 20 essential items for your wardrobe
yes, two actually
go to a haircutter and whisper "cut my hair short and andro" into their ear
swallow your hrt and whisper "let's give it time" for a few months
(not even joking about the first one, if you have noticable breasts and present andro people will more likely just shrug you off as dyke, you pretty much abusing societies blindspot for "there are masc chicks but not many fem guys" and profit from the problem a lot of FtMs face which is being put exactly into this category)
pretty much vanilla looking feminine girl with short hair
i'm actually like 3/4 of the way through a total clear out of my room
because fuck being a hoarder for the rest of my life
also i found a jigsaw i forgot about from years and years ago
oh fuck yeah
my newest is slowwwwwly starting to warm up. he'll let me get closer before he runs away. the other day while i was playing with my other cat in the grass he even came like 3 feet from me and chilled there and wasn't even scared
yeah this place kinda just cycles through people all the time. this is like the millionth time where people we like "omg everyone's leaving!!"
people are leaving and coming literally all the time.
that's shitty, well you could potentially go someplace just to get the tests done but may have to pay out of pocket if that's at all viable for you
who could refuse such a polite well-intentioned request lol
I have a pretty good sense of style but don't know too much technical fashion stuff so I can't explain stuff too well
if shoulders are a concern for you then scoop/v-necks can help
I'm seeing this cute guy next week, he's a chilled out vegan metalhead guy so I'm baking peanut butter (no palm oil because ethics) and dark chocolate vegan brownies and in case they turn out bad I'm making a batch and testing them out on colleagues. The batter mixture tastes good but I wonder if his will taste better.
Good thing none of those people were decent trips. They were all shitty people and mtfg will be better without them. Maybe now we can go a few threads without kira having an autistic meltdown ad spamming threads. Now all we need is to get rid of lalaLarry
t-thanks for the motivation anon..!
I will do my best
omg shell why has it been so hot the last few days? idk if it's cause i've been sleeping through most of the days or if i'm in heat denial or something but i'm like really starting to feel it now ,_,
hope you are having a nice friday night as well
awww yiisss its finally happening.:3
it feels like so good to have a nice clear room tho ;-;
I end up doing it like once every fortnight but I'm just useless at staying on top of things rn ;~; kinda sucks tbh
also nice puzzle
In the end she wasn't even able to tell what is a lemon.
>yeah this place kinda just cycles through people all the time. this is like the millionth time where people we like "omg everyone's leaving!!"
>people are leaving and coming literally all the time
And despite all that, there has never once been an actually decent chaser to come through, just closet trans and bitchboys
Where there:s life, there's hope! Plus that's not even the ending, this is *v* Yuri is <3333
well thats because chasers are by defnition big silly dumbfucks who dont get it and never will
>but I'm just useless at staying on top of things
yeah same,but ive figured out that's because I have so much stuff and clutter that i just don't need, so im throwing out or selling everything that isn't essential
we minimalism now
You need to face the harsh reality.
>Iktf m88 my room is very similar with empty water bottles and clothes errrwhere lol
Cleaning is too much effort amiright? I dont even have anywhere to put these movies.
>omg shell why has it been so hot the last few days?
No more jumpers ;_; I gave that up today. Now how the fuck do I hide them dum tits!
>i've been sleeping through most of the days
tbh its much cooler at night...
i live in texas and its pretty hot here for like 9 months of the year but i still like to wear leggings or jeans and either a huge tshirt or sweater or jacket when its actually cold outside
i like to wear pretty much only black and grey uinless im wearing some tights with a tank top to go out and run
i get pretty much everything i own from streetwear blogs tbh
also reddit's fashion advice (at least in the few places ive been) is all pretty boring normiecore stuff
i guess you could say i'm edgy
i don't start hrt until monday but luckily my hips are already just about as wide as my shoulders so i'm not that worried about it, but i do really like scoop tops though.
Cheer up sour puss things can always get better wallowing in despair only serves to leave you depressed and changes nothing ;P
P much. I look at the state of my room and think "meh why bother?" Then proceed to play video games.
I'm so sorry. Its just as hot here in Louisiana ;-; I want fall weather already so I can wear my leggings to sleep as pajama bottoms !
hi elanna :3 how are you? i hope all is well !
>we minimalism now
that is actually the best way to go i think. just less stuff to stress about for sure x-x
>No more jumpers ;_; I gave that up today. Now how the fuck do I hide them dum tits!
omg right, the weather is not agreeing with my way of life (jeans and hoodie) ;-;
I actaully took my jeans off in my room today it was hot and was looking for shorts and reazlied i don't actually own any .__.''
There are times where I really wish I could email you a hug. That's a terrible feel fam. ENERGY DRINKS!
>tfw drinking a 5 hour energy
Look in the mirror, bro
>Larry sees this in the mirror every day and hasn't killed himself yet
Implying you look any better kek
Fair point. Maybe I expect too much from people. I don't mind chasers, it just sucks that so many of them are shit.
>tfw your cat scrambles up your chair for no reason at all and falls off the top of it onto your desk and knocks an ENTIRE glass of water directly onto your keyboard right before you go to bed
i might not get to vidya for another day or so and that's just if it dries properly...
ah the classic unsolvable quandary
yeah my hips aren't perfect but I think they're just about as good as I could hope for and I just love scoops in general, a bit pickier with v-necks
cardigans are rlly versatile and great to have a few of, ya want different pants for shoes/boots, varied flats are good and at least one good pair of sneakers, if you're already used to leggings then you have a jumping off point for skirts and shorts
here's some shitty /fa/ infograph that I haven't rlly looked at too
sticks and stones yadda yadda
roughly 15,8k + 600 for plane
but you can push it down to something around 15k€ if you only stay the minimum time post op,live off street food, don't shop and don't get a direct flight
how am i supposed to manage my need for money with overwhelming depression? going to school for something i am interested in is hard enough, how am i supposed to work at the same time?
my rich stepdad is currently covering the cost of me living on my own while i am in school. unfortunately, once i pay for gas, food, rent and bills, i have nothing left over so i can't really pay for clothes, let alone laser for my face.
i have an interview for office assistant at some drapery place later today where i would just manage social media, send emails, answer phones, and do some record keeping/data entry stuff. i'm going to have to go business casual guy mode, and i checked out the place and there are three very old white women working there so there is no chance i get to make any friends there, let alone someone to talk to about important things that makes going to work there bearable.
its going to be totally awful but i sort of kind of need the money. what do i do? why am i such a baby?
replace keyboard and cat
yeah i am actaully really tired aswell ! i was up last night and I thought it was like 4am or something so I said to myself yeah I'll go to sleep in a bit, then I played some vidya and shitpost and next minute its 2pm and it's hot as hell
did you end up speaking about your assignment mark with your grader?
w-where did my day go
yeah troubling times ahead if this is any indicator of what summer is going to be like ;___;
He announced to the class that he hadn't actually graded them yet, and had pressed a button on the moodle backend by accident.
Everybody got given a 0 and had a fucking heart attack around the same time I did. ^^ I actually went to bed with enough time to get 6 hours of sleep but tossed and turned for 3 hours. Last night made me mad ;~;
Get the job. Let laser and clothes be your driving force/motivation. It will be hard. Trust me anon, I know how hard it is to do anything when depressed. But what you need is some goal that motivates you.
You're actually in a really good position. You're not being forced to cam and hook. You're not homeless. Your education and rent is covered. You're actually learning something that interests you. Plus you have a legit job opportunity that doesn't involve face time with the public.
Just try your best to keep that depression in check. I suggest therapy if at all possible. But even with no therapy, just keep your GOALS always on your mind. You can do this anon. If you can't believe in yourself then believe in the me who believes in you.
Don't fuck this up anon. Most beginning trannies would kill to be in your position.
I think I have a few but /fa/ can be pretty shitty so take stuff with a grain of salt and use common sense, it can be a jumping off point for ideas tho
I knew it
stopped using the large one for 2 months to save lube and time and I can still use it without problems
neat stuff if you don't need so much width
Fa kinda sucks they have very little knowledge of female fashion and its reflectedin the sticky and quality of thier copypasta imaves, best way to get gud is to get a tumblr and a pintrest, then cannibalize good fits you like until you understand /why/ theyre good and can come up with fits on yourown. The usual fa advice to get good basics is secretly a trap that gets you stuck in wearing super boring shit all the time nd being afraid to branch out
most of my other info stuff is less general /fa/ and more specific stuff
yeah like, there's even rental stuff if you're rlly on a budget, if u mean the cocktail dress tho then that's not really super formal or unusual to have in your wardrobe
From months to sometimes years after skin grafting, the graft loses all of its skin properties and adapts to its environment, becoming a mucosa which takes on "the exact cytology, gross and microscopic, of a normal vagina" (Sherfey, 1973). Masters and Johnson state.
Masters and Johnson state, "Suffice it to say that on the basis of pure cytologic evaluation, it is impossible to differentiate the epithelial cells taken from the artificial vaginas of Subject 'A' (when under the influence of adequate hormonal replacement) or Subject 'B' from those of a normal vaginal mucosal smear" (Masters & Johnson, 1961, p. 203).
nice meme tho
made me copy paste for whole 3 seconds
This is the full paragraph..
There is much to be learned from nontranssexual women who have had surgery for "inadequate" vaginas. From months to sometimes years after skin grafting, the graft loses all of its skin properties and adapts to its environment, becoming a mucosa which takes on "the exact cytology, gross and microscopic, of a normal vagina" (Sherfey, 1973). Masters and Johnson state, "Suffice it to say that on the basis of pure cytologic evaluation, it is impossible to differentiate the epithelial cells taken from the artificial vaginas of Subject 'A' (when under the influence of adequate hormonal replacement) or Subject 'B' from those of a normal vaginal mucosal smear" (Masters & Johnson, 1961, p. 203).
Notice the >nontranssexual women.
What is wrong with you?
yeah /fa/ is pretty shit with shitty tastes
I get fucking trapped opening a million tabs on pinterest
there is something to say for some solid basics tho but it's not super my style
I havelike 10 good fits lined up i just cycle throughthem
Ya pinterest is a black hole :S
LOOK MTFG MY PLANT IS FINALLY GROWING
and how is it relevant that there are cis if :
A) the same surgery
B) the study says that the changes are due to hormonal replacement aka hrt
do you fail to see what this study says or do you just want to shitpost some unfunny maymay ?
according to suporn I was supposed to use the large one daily at least for the first 3 months but his only because it makes inserting the medium one easier
I never had problems with the medium one so I didn't use the large one since it wasn't needed
(width can be regained later but lost depth is lost for good)
>Is it because the mods are a bunch of lazy idiots who don't do their "jobs"?
THEY DO IT FOR FREE
So is memeochrome a no go? I'm pale as fuck and normally just wear black to contrast with my skin. I'm also one of those kids that have worn the same boots for a year straight.
The only color I have is a Di6 patch on my bag.
the button on my go-to pants just recently popped off and my best pants got a bleach stain or somethings somehow and most of my bras are too small for me so I rlly gotta buy some more clothes and fix some stuff but I have a lot of neat random stuff cus I generally only like to buy stuff that rlly stands out to me and then try to find a way to make stuff work together later
qt plant, I think we have creeping charlie growing wild around here
It is not the same surgery.
You are not, never have and will never be a nontranssexual women.
At this point I am not sure if you are trolling or you are that delusional and I have no desire to find out.
Good luck Lalalily. And please keep to your usual robotic "gr8 b8 m8" posting. Cherry picking citations is not your forte.
>after hacking up your dick into some imitation vagina shape, certain characteristics of it change to be more like a natural born cis vagina
you were still born with and hacked up your dick bro
Platos closet ya goof, drop off all your jguys clothes and pretend they are your brothers thats what i did and i walked out with 80 bucks worth of shit
I want to get a creeping charlie to give creepy jenny some company
>still trash talking srs in a transgender thread
this is gold
>It is not the same surgery.
both use skin which isn't mucus tissue to make a skingraft in order to form a vagina
>You are not, never have and will never be a nontranssexual women.
according to you
>thinking I was born with a penis
how new are you
mhm your sweat is sticky,gooey, tastes nothing like sweat and increases when aroused inside your vagina ?
if so seek medical help
I haven't tried it but the concept seems solid and you could secure it with a safety pin or something if you're worried about it slipping
>i-i wasn't born with a penis
this is embarassing
I was never a fan of open toed shoes tbh. I'm too self conscious of my feet ;-;
>tfw size 11.5
JUST WENT TO PLANNED PARENTHOOD AND GOT MY BLOOD WORK DONE
I GET THE RESULTS WITHIN A WEEK AND THEN MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO GET PRESCRIBED OMG GUYS IT'S HAPPENING
PIC RELATED IT'S WHAT I WON'T BE SOON
Lalalarry is a liar and he has constantly changed his intersex story. Over and over again when he has been caught in lies about it.
Then he said he had a vagina and ovotestes.
Yeah, he didn't have a penis at all suporn just magically invented a vagina out of thin air with zero penis tissue kek
Why do you make this shit up? There are plenty of reasons to not like Lilly that are based in reality. And by the way, when you don't like someone, just ignore them.
I mean, doesn't it make you sad that this, right now, is your Friday night?
I was saying I wanna see how ur transition goes further down the line and I'm getting a bit restless to start mine
larry put your trip back on, bro.
and I'm not making stuff up. Larry is the one that claimed he was born a hermaphoridte and had ovotestis and had period cramps all the time (lol such a liar)
it's all in the archive with him claiming he was intersex.
>it makes transitioning for a fetish seem more legitimate if you pretend to be intersex i guess
Yeah larry is a fetishist and a liar. look at these lies he's said claiming he was intersex kek. while he has no clue about what real people with hermaphroditism are like. ps they remove the ovotestis at birth if the parents decide to raise the child as MALE
>not liking pineapples
BURN THE WITCH!
i like pizza with just onion and bellpepper on it.
but....i don't understand because you've already started transition? unless you're talking about transitioning to become korra? but is that really a transition? do you see why you've confused me?
>it's obviously referring to peachfuzz
except that obviously it isn't, the anon you replied to didn't say anything about peachfuzz. either you yourself can't read, or you're lying, probably both.
holy shit pls kill yourself
I think its pretty great that even though there are a group of anons that have a vendetta on you and are really trying to get you to sudoku you just dont give a fuck at all.
anyhow they are just jelly cause you got srs so quickly and paid for by your parents basically.
>the only images ever posted are of cis women, cartoon girls, and food
Is this what you all think real women do?
jesus christ I just had a conversation straight out of a sitcom
>getting pills out of fridge
>flatmate walks in and sees the boxes
>"oh is that-"
>"oh wow anon I would never have known"
>"t-thanks... I guess I didn't see any point in bringing it up with you guys at this stage"
>"I used to have really bad acne too, I don't know if you can tell"
pic related is >mfw
The world should be a loving and accepting place no matter what people like on their pizza. Spread the word of our lord and saviour Cheesus Crust.
Don't be absurd, sometimes we post comics as well.
alright time to go
will check in later maybe
cya MtFg :*
jeez, fine, here's a TRANS woman for us to be depressed we'll never look like instead
>yyyyy wwwww nnnnn
How wrong is it to tell a group of internet friends, a few of whom are trans, that I'm a girl?
They're treated differently and they kinda relate to the world as trans
Not in a tumblr way but like not caring about being outed
As far as I'm concerned, it's not a lie that I'm a girl without functional parts because that's who I am
I know! I'm weird in that I'm not vegetarian but I still really love meat substitutes. There's this restaurant in my city that serves the best seitan based Chinese food, a lot of their clientele isn't veggie
how is the average person so happy? i went grocery shopping today and the older cashier woman seemed like she enjoyed scanning my food..
everyone else in there looked like they were genuinely excited to be alive..
meanwhile im struggling to remember why i keep waking up every morning..
i dont think its wrong, but it could end up being a bit weird or uncomfortable
i mean... there's no harm in it either, you can always admit you're trans later on whereas going trans straight away makes it harder for them to then accept you as 'just a girl'
I live in a 1970s concrete brick of a building with a single window that faces into the sun most of the day and cannot be opened. Practically 24/7 it is hotter than the spironolactone could handle according to the guidelines that came with it, and humid too. Therefore the only place I can keep my pills to preserve their usability is the fridge, despite the risks.
ignorance and denial
>tfw Purple Motion
Holy shit mate
I live in a literal desert and don't keep my pills in the fridge
My bloodtests say the pills are still good and working.
Keep your shit in your room and keep your privacy
>buy cute hat from local store
>2 days later sells same hat for 50% off
why is life so cruel /mtfg/
Those are definitely a boob job but yeah, that's the general rule of thumb.
Gotta get one of these eventually.
>posting pictures of women
Straight man please go and stay go, sir
Just so everyone knows this person isn't me maki.
Yeah I've been acting shitty lately... have nobody to blame but myself. Ill drift off slowly ill visit from time to time.
Ill just leave an apology and leave. Ill visit once I get things sorted out mentally and figure it out to say hello.
Love you girls thanks for the fun times hopefully I made it fun until the end.
Yeah no it seems people are mad at him for something else right now. Not entirely sure. I'm getting tired of all this though and most of my friends have left now over this. Other than that not bad, was annoyed couldn't get my name change done today. How about yourself?
If by this you mean you were going at Jocelyn then kindly never come back.
Yup, pic related.
And like Adri mentioned, really hyped for Fallout 4.
Last time we talked you dropped the bomb about having trouble with sleeping, depression and so on and then disappeared (and listening to someone like Liz Harris isn't exactly helping).
What's happening in your neck of woods Placebo fan?
Wonderlockes are so fun. You get to use a bunch of random pokes you'd never normally use! And it's difficult as fuck
>want to buy new wired gaming mouse cause wireless is shitting the bed and prefer wired mice
>look online for cheap mice, see that the E-Blue Cobra Junior is really cheap but really good
>fuck it I'm sold
>go to miniinthebox.com to order cause I clicked the first non-ad link that had it
>sign up and order
>$16, will be here in a week
ONE WEEK LATER
>get the mouse, open the box much hype
>....they sent the wrong one (shittier model with no side buttons
>file a thing to get a replacement, they say they'll send a new one ASAP
ONE WEEK LATER
>no response on anything, tracking order is wrong, ask about it
>they never sent it and will ship it in a week
TWO WEEKS LATER
>finally get my god damn mouse it's about damn fucking time jesus ch-
>it's the SAME WRONG MOUSE
>money back please, don't ship a new one
>go to amazon
>order same mouse with 2 day shipping for $4 cheaper
>get it in 2 days
fuck man, life is so cruel
oh you weren't playing original poke. i don't even know where Oddish can be found in pokemon x tbh. i feel bad for being oddish because I'm not even a huge poke fan.
X is cool though because you get to play dress up in it and stuff.
When I was playing through 4th gen when it came out I ended up beating it with a steel team. I also meet Silver with a Fighting team and did an only Haunter run for Heart Gold :)
I love the kooky runs
I was playing the Battlefront beta but it's kinda meh. Now I'm just gonna wait for Fallout 4 like everyone else. If it sucks I might just give up on vidya.
For some reason I thought you were talking about Black & White 2. Which I've been wanting to buy for a while now and never get around to.
Naw I do it on purpose
Let's be real aife needed a lesson learned
Lolol I attacked kiwi only. I attacked only the bad people. I was very specific with who I targeted. You know the people who trashed me first...
Like that one intelligent anon said. Anyone associated with cheskas going to be shit.
Didn't they date for four years? Obviously they are peas in a pod
>didn't do anything wrong
>just be cismale
nah its cool. i skipped gen 3 and 4 when they came out and only got back into all of it when the gold/silver remakes came out.
they make the games replayable. at the end of this run im gonna try to complete the pokedex again
im all about poison tbh
wwait i was talking about them @_@
they are my favorite
Whingie you really need to stop with this passive-aggressive bullshit. I don't know how it sounds in your crazy head but to the rest of the world it just sounds cringey.
Go be crazy somewhere else.
so momma cat is more situated and the trap is set for the other kitten
wedges are awesome
I get enough salt from my dumb diet
well trans people are pretty rare even compared to women who need surgery for issues from birth defects or accidents or whateves
I don't play much vidya but my partner and I are having a lot of fun with subnautica
Oh if I disappear like that then I'm probably out and about/posting from my phone, sorry about that.
Since around early June I've had intermittent sleep paralysis, I'll try to wake up but I'm unable to move but half aware of my surroundings (like if a fan is blowing or something) and it feels like there's someone in the room watching me or worse. One time I thought I died in my sleep of a hemorrhage, I've found that avoiding sleeping on my back prevents it.
I've mostly been enjoying being with friends lately, me and my friend went out for pizza and he got high and we went on a short drive for fun to music. I also visited Faye recently again and she showed me around japan town there and went out to some of the best food I've ever had.
And to be honest, like 3/5ths of my music is depressing lol, but I love it
damn that really sucks, at least you got it eventually. ive heard some horror stories of sellers that get swindled out of an 70$ item and they don't get their item back or the money and the website just ignores them
the one thing I never do. Don't give a shit about catching em all tbqh
also Poison hell yea (My fav pokemon is half-poison)
Jade never contributes anything. She's always trying to divide people and causing unnecessary drama. Remove Jade, Lalalily, Kayla, Maki, Aife, Alison, Cheska, Kiwi, Angie all from /mtfg/ and there won be this drama every day.
>mfw I completed the entire pokedex on Silver without sharking (besides Celebi ofc) and then the in-game battery dies
yea I have a friend who dress in Lolita and she ordered from a Chinese site once and ended up getting ripped off. It was pretty bad tbh
Crobat's pretty chill
my brother and one of my other friends both having living pokedexes and I'm just like...why? But I guess everyone has their thing
I am glad you are having fun with friends. I was under the impression that you were under a lot of pressure lately. Have you talked with anyone (friends or otherwise) about the sleep paralysis?
And maybe try to slowly move into happier waters regarding your musical tastes?