hiv test results come back tomorrow. I'm scared.
I know the odds it's bad news, considering what I've done, are very small. But they're non-zero and it still scares me.
Being pos would be the worst thing ever. I'm too nice of a person to not tell people beforehand. And let's be honest, nobody wants to have sex with the pos guy. I certainly didn't, and if the test comes back negative I still won't.
I'm neg for all the STDs they test for in piss. I just had to send blood away because they don't test for hiv in the free tests at my school clinic. Then I had to wait, because the offices aren't open on weekends. Tomorrow I have to call and ask about results.
>tfw I have to talk to a person and ask about my results instead of just reading the words pos or neg.
you should call and check. even if you're direct alone, knowing that you're pos is the first step in getting the medication you need to make your life longer and more comfortable. you don't want to die at 35 because you never called back