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>tfw you will never make a lesbian trangirl into a dick-craving slut with your big throbbing masculine cock
i'm straight and alisexual honestly
OHH HAHAH lol
it was kit, i was just talking to her about boys and stuff (which we do every night) and i like... suddenly had this revelation like
I dont just like guys and think they're attractive, i like LOVE GUYS SO MUCH and something unlocked inside of me and i started experiencing all these new feelings and things
and now i am obsessed with the idea of touching a boy's chest and uhh.. it developed into lewder stuff ill say that much lol
tbh i actually think this kind of thing is how cedric comes up with tmv lyrics
Nope they don't
But I'm going shoes shoppong and I just bought some dank nikes and I drank some stimmy stuff
i j-just want to hug someone and hold their hand! and touch their hair! and grab their HIPS... and stroke their face and smell their body... and run my hands up and down their abs...
Are you taking notes, nerd?
sad feel tbh
i want something longer and crazier than cassandra in my life
>and run my hands up and down their abs
bexe can you not it's 00:11 here and i need to be sleeping soon not losing my mind over the thought of BOY CHEST
bedlam is amazing actually i massssively under-appreciated both it and amputechture the first time i listened to them, they are soooo good
i think i still like deloused more overall though
>shaking head at peplums for looking bad
>tfw too pale to pull this off
yeah it's all gooood
i need to have a second listen to octahedron and noctouniquet at some point though cause basically I always like them a LOT more the second time round (ampu went from 'this is stupid these lyrics are ridiculous' to A M A Z I N G WOW after a few more listens lol, and it was similar with all the others) and i don't think i've even heard octahedron yet
idk if that's a quality of the albums or just my weird taste where i like things more when i'm familiar with them, and tend to grow to love things quite quickly
Alright im finished for tonight ill be in chaser general with my /b/ros if you want to say something.
I'm coming down offv this stimmy stuff so getting depressed
Good night my princesses
>Awwww I'd be happy if it was
;~~~~~~~~~~~~~; n-night erin-chan
i'm sorry i can't control myself sometimes
tfw the first four albums still haven't gotten old
octahedron is pretty good, Cotopaxi being the killer track
noctourniquet is almost entirely mediocre (for a Volta album) and sounds tired... like the songs are fine i guess but most of them are by-the-numbers and there aren't really any crazy moments
but don't take my word for it~
i try not to...
How do you deal with being a hon?
I realized how awful and disgusting I am today.
get rid of those fucking earrings and just wait for your hair to grow out and dont put what hair you have behind your ears
did your sisters tell you how to properly apply foundation or take you to buy the correct shade?
You are right though our boy lust is too strong for it to be real it would just end in pain and loneliness and more boy lust and that's not ideal tbh
If I was less boy obsessed I'd be all over you thooough
And gnight FOR REAL this time!!!
>mom even thinks im hopeless and gross
>will never pass
>would be much better off as just a man
>too retarded to transition well
>worst face ever
>adoption vs gestation and birth and breastfeeding
it's just not the same...
too poppy and basic-bitch for me
>frances the mute, the song
worst track on the album :^)
i just feel like octahedron and noctourniquet are a totally separate era for the band, i think the songwriting process changed between bedlam and octahedron and i never find myself listening to the last two for fun
not that i know of, but maki has been ban for it several times before so i know janitors are cracking down on it. ;~;
plus i think most people on here want the threads to go past 400 posts.
How do I stop being a hon?
Maybe i'm a hon because i'm not really trans
>tfw you look like an old man with girly hair
>tfw built like a lumberjack
>tfw will disappoint my mom by being a disgusting hon
>tfw no matter what I do I look super manly and sometimes I even look manlier after trying to fix it
Is suicide the only way?
You don't get banned from it here but you're a huge faggot if you do unless you're bexe because she's too pretty and cool for anybody to care.
I just got a twenty day ban from all boards for doing it but it's also my 33rd ban along with my ban on a for being a faggot and lgbt for shitposting.
Lgbt has no rules tbh
Practice this face and show us cutey
>tfw you're only okay when sleeping and you just sit and wait for it all day
>tfw people think I should give up but they don't tell me
>tfw had motivation earlier today but lost it all after looking myself in the mirror
>tfw no hormones for two weeks
>tfw so manly I scare people
>tfw angry looking manly gross face
>tfw headache from crying
Were all just looking for a mommy and daddy tbh
Also stop responding to me im a shitposter thats not cool of you.
Your tripfag legion is going to hate you
Thats not a duckface thats a frogface and you never know until you try it fam
Avatarfagging is something us cismales can't get away with
>mod kotor 2 so i can get the handmaiden as a female character
>handmaiden keeps gendering me male
Wow fuckin triggered
>banning of anon's
>mfw I've already had 3 mtfg tripfags banned in the last week
Ban all tripfag scum!
good luck banning me from anywhere but /d2g/ for massive shitposting
ah well i can see why you'd like octahedron and noctourniquet more than i do, i'm all about the noodliness of cassandra because i like ordered chaos, or chaotic order, or anything with chaos just as long as it's not pure chaos
drink more water and stop looking in the mirror except for when you shave, and even then only look at your mouth
>tfw should just stop this trans stuff so my mom would be happier
>tfw will never be short enough to pass
>tfw manly eyes
>tfw manly taste in vidya and music
>tfw will never just pass and be able to have a social life
I did not ask for this.
I had to go outside.
I wasted so much damn money at forever21 online because it either didn't fit or fit weird or color was not the same irl. A lot of times stuff is "final sale" meaning you can't return it or exchange it either. For other stuff you have to pay the shipping and handling which is expensive and they only credit your card the money back after like 2-3 weeks. I did get a really cute black moto jacket from there though.
At least urban outfitters lets you exchange and covers the return shipping.
>tfw you realize your body isnt as bad as you thought
>tfw you realize your face is WAY worse than you thought
>tfw the face of an old man
It never ends.
At least I can pick up my hormones tomorrow ;_;
I've already been on hrt for two years.
>mfw this part of the song
it just doesn't do it for me in the context of the rest of the album tbh
Yeah they do in America too if it's not final sale, the point I was making is you you're buying online you generally can't go to a store to return things hence why you are buying online and it takes forever to return.
>Life is like like a banquet hall... some get ambrosia... some get a good and tasty meal... some get bowls of shit
>When you get a bowl of shit, people look down on you and say "why don't you finish your shit, life is what you make it... MMM TASTY AMBROSIA" isn't in logical that you would want to stop eating the bowl of shit?
that is a quote from me, sheen
>change your name already
Jesus christ, this.
Yeah, I get that. I actually live not far from a Forever 21, I just hate clothes shopping at brick and mortar stores, it's an exhausting and hostile experience. Nothing I'm ordering is final sale apart from some tights and leggings, so I should be fine, but thanks for the heads up.
>/lgbt/ gets janitors
it got dropped because capitalist pigs couldn't pay some more money for the full product. the album isn't complete unless you listen to it with the title track.
cassandra is sorta too much for me i guess. frances is like, it has three parts and each one is really really good, but cassandra is immense and chaotic and i can't do it really. listening to frances is always fun the first hour, and then a race to the finish.
well, i shouldn't say the whole first hour. l'via is my least favorite volta.
thigh stretch marks i've been bitching about lately. i never asked for this ;~;
whoa goddamn rekt
>you will never be a fat dumb american and have a gun to shoot yourself with
>look in reflection
>suck in stomach
>push back shoulders as far as possible
>still have total manbod
what's wrong with my name?
s a v a g e
no that's why cassandra got split up, because the capitalist pigs in the label wouldn't pay them LP rates for a 5-track album
that and a standard CD only holds 74 mins of music so frances would have put it over capacity for a single disc release
that and it's the worst track on the canon album :^)
>tfw you have a boyfriend
>tfw he uses his breaks at work to send you surprise messages
>about how much he likes you
>and wants to get to know you more
>tfw he wants to fly out to see you
>and you're absolutely not ready to meet him because you aren't far along enough in transition
fuck fuck fuck fuck
it feels like you're trying to shit on yourself because you're not confident in your ability to transition, so you want to have a man name and shit.
if you're gonna do this, gotta do it the whole way.
Should I just join tinder and throw away my virginity to the first sub 7 guy who wants to do it?
That's what happened to me but eh who gives a fuck.
>tfw nothing feminine about my face
>tfw face is the most important
>tfw body is okay I guess
>tfw it doesnt matter
How can my face be so bad after two years of hrt?
I must've been truly disgusting ;_;
Not a single feminine feature no matter what
l'via may be poppy and salsey but it's still a solid song through and through
frances is pretty good as a song, but it has that what-tier staccato math part and its melodies just aren't as compelling as what you get in the rest of the album
i would argue the JP audience suffered greatly for it
sounds bad man
>tfw started too late so your face is completely ruined
>tfw transitioning wouldn't be so hard if my face wasn't so bad
Go to a salon and just get it maintenenced from there. There's about 80% chance you fuck up your shit fam.
i hope he puts up with me.
have you looked up how to do it?
even if you have you will probably fuck up or something. that's ok. it's eyebrows. they'll grow back. focus on practicing and learning and maybe you look weird for a bit, no sweat.
but yea google and youtube tutorials.
salsa is laaaaame and math is awesome and it has literally my favorite melody on the album and possibly my favorite volta melody period. there's only like a handful of volta songs i like more than frances.
Day of the Baphomets, Agadez, Caviettas....maybe Eriatarka or Cicatriz?
well it doesn't help that I look terrible always and have constantly been labelled as such by those who know me IRL
even my parents agree I have the gait of a drunken ape and the smile of a sex offender
Every anon throwing me under the bus makes my ego bigger. It's bad.
>transitioning from male to female
>pick the dudeliest name possible
>post up tons of pictures complaining about appearance but havn't even shaved in most of them
I'm honestly just confused.
It's a stretch because I know that if you actually looked good you wouldn't feel the need to tear others down to feel good about your appearance.
>mfw agree with trump 50% of the time
>mfw might vote for him if it's between him and hillary
I hate this world tbh
>run out of mones for a little while
>tfw boners coming back with more regularity
>boners hurt like fuck because dick isn't used to this kind of frequent functionality
>only way to make it stop for a while is to fap
>tfw my orgasms arent dry any more
Truly the worst of times
actually in a lot of them I've shaved you just can't tell the difference because of dense beard shadow plus low pic quality
last couple of weeks I have been GROWING IT OUT TO TRY PLUCKING IT as I think I've mentioned
who gives a shit. if she looks as good as she says she would have no problem posting it in the thread like all the other trip attention whores. ergo, she probably has terminal manface
i'm doing math and practicing voice or i'd be around to brighten the mood more
>you wouldn't feel the need to tear others down to feel good about your appearance.
Lmao I don't give a fuck you ugly bitch haha. It's funny how sensitive you are.
Someone post that pic of her holding a game up. You look like your typical young hon so you really shouldn't act cocky tbh.
i am so fucking pumped for the debate tomorrow you don't even know, i can't wait for my main man jim to wreck everyone's asses on national television
at least it's taking my mind off the crippling dysphoria :^)
no genre of music is lame except for hardstyle and drop-oriented dubstep/house/trap, plus the juxtaposition of salsa and prog-pop-rock is nice
you do have good taste aside from that though, day of the baphomets and cavalettas are killer
plus yours and cassandra, i'm partial to aberinkula, ilyena, metatron, goliath, tetragrammaton, drunkship of lanterns, and cotopaxi
Pretty much this, only ugly insecure tras girls post their pictures here for validation and hugboxing tbqh. I'd never post my pic's here and have them on here for ever for everyone to see.
>If you can't save up 23k then you suck at personal finance.
I'm neet and I can barely afford food.
this face just needs some gasoline poured over it finished with striking a match for a perfect makeover
>lmao I don't give a fuck
I think you do or we wouldn't be having this conversation
>post that picture
>the one with the game where I'm in pajamas and have done nothing with my appearance
If that's actually the most unflattering picture you can find of me, then I'd say I'm doing pretty good.
Can someone please post it?
Oh hey thanks :3
>just get a job with crippling dysphoria :)
>just get ffs :)
There's a pretty big block party in the gayborhood in my neighbor city. I'm going to get crunk and hopefully do a few things I'll regret :3
>I think you do
Nah bitch I really don't. You keep spouting that arm psychology though if that makes you feel better. I just think your ugly and that's all. lol
Why don't you flatter us then with a flattering pic then? : )
Lmao thank you! This thing has no competition with me.
T-T-Thank you anon O//////////O
I will cherish this always and forever.
I ordered this http://amzn.com/B00O407HDU and I'm going to wear it over a blue sundress with thigh high socks and be red riding hood. It's lame but book themed and I can wear it again later.
I wouldn't dress up at all but I don't want to be that employee who doesn't dress up when everyone else is for our halloween event. I still need a stuffed wolf and a wicker basket.
>I've already posted tons of pic's here
Then you won't mind posting more.
Lol believe I want nothing more then to prove how far beneath me you really are. I can't help it unsee is being a tard today. Still waiting for it to fix.
The wait will be worth it though. :^)
trip on elanna!
Idk why I come here since all the anons are cunts who need to tear other people down because they lost the genetic lottery even worse than the rest of us. Elanna is awesome and y'all need to fuck off back to hongen
>you can check the archives
>all these excuse
Nah you can post one since unlike me you don't care about posting your pictures here since you probably have no social life outside of this place. :p
Lol you your trip friend w/e, same annoying hons tbh.
she looks a tanner III?
at 9 months, she is going to have megamillks in a few years
>tfw 6 months in and only AA cup
>smaller than Kayla but kinda close to her size too, especially in nipple size
B cup when ;(
Is that how it works? I feel like I've had good growth even though I haven't been on hrt long, and I'm gonna have big tits if it keeps up this way. My mom is a dd so I'm hopeful. But I'm worried that they're just gonna get stuck at a B cup or something =/
>alison about to have sex with his co-worker before he gets called a dude and stood up as usual.jpg
I want an orchy...
>no more need for spiro
>more healthy because no more spiro
>lowers cost of meds
>easier to tuck
>faster and better feminization
>$3000 with everything, even hotel and travel money
>suporn gets all pissy if you had an orchy prior to srs
>permanently removed from gene pool
why would you choose to murder such beautiful girl who is also underage you sicko?
What do I do about my Biebs hair while its growing out?
My thoughts exactly.
Honestly I don't mind getting eliminated from the gene pool so much anymore. I'm already sterile and I don't ever want to impregnate a woman in any sort of way.
I just want to be preggo and it's devastating that I can't. So I'll probably adopt instead.
In any case, I get you. An orchi is really scary for some reason. I mean I was scared to start HRT but this on a whole other level. Though I'm pretty sure it will wield positive results and I'll be really happy with it like I am with HRT. The pros by far outweigh the cons.
And besides I need to do it here otherwise I can't change my papers (birth certificate, ID, etc).
>An orchi is really scary for some reason.
Orchi was super easy.
I only took a single painkiller through recovery. I still have 35/36 tylenol 3 left. And I had some extra invasive tissue removal rather than just ball removal.
>tfw ordered a bunch of new clothes
DIY or the highway
Why are the fat guys imaging they're fat guys erping?
I don't want tissue removal I think. I need that for SRS which I definitely want to get down the line.
I can't live the rest of my life with a dick. I just can't, it's a fucking nightmare.
I'm going to consult with my endo about it on december, see if she can get me referred to a good surgeon. Hopefully somewhere in early 2016 I'll get the surgery.
Isn't that like super expensive and costing tends of thousands of dollars rn? Is it a technology even available to the general public?
I don't think we're gonna see that breakthrough in our daily lives for a good long while.
I was confused at first too then I thought maybe while they're kissing, they're fondly remembering their love for each other that they built while on their individual computers.
figure 3 with the same areola but with a puffier nipple
>tfw stepping up your self harm game in an effort to work your way up to full on just killing youreself
Scalding feels so good
And yeah, manhands, I know, dont need it pointed out
>those are man hands
No, and talk to a therapist about that self harming. It hurts me deep down in my soul anon.
>what happens in support groups. do you have to talk/share?
At the one I went to it was basically just people asking questions and discussing trans topics. Avout half the people there wouldn't say anything (and then would never come again...)
fug I'm going to a trans group next week and don't want it to suck cause there's not a lot of MtF trans around here and I need to meet some (even some dirty old hons, I just need some experienced help)
>tfw you get all your beast mods working in Skyrim
Well that seals it, I am moving to Seattle. First off my mom did another 180 and completely opposes my transition again and after all the progress I made pulling myself out of my slump. I am not regressing ever again. I have to sell my truck and my dirtbike, I didn't want to but transition has a funny way of making one loose fucking everything so I have to do it to survive.
Can anyone offer words of wisdom in this my darkest hour?
Honestly it sounds like most of your problems trace to your living situation, which is bound to improve if you leave. It probably seems scary, but its really not as big a deal as it seems, and you'll be fine.
What are you going to drive if you sell your truck?
Hang in there kayla, remember that you made this post, remember what you're intention is, and stick with it. It only gets better when you push through, and I'm sure you can handle it if you leave.
>Can anyone offer words of wisdom in this my darkest hour?
you're going to make it
a bike is temporary, a life is forever
I'm sorry Kayla that sucks </3
If it makes you feel any better if I decide to YOLO move to the West Coast I'll totes visit you <3
And you can add me on skype any time. You're super nice and hate seeing nice girls upset like this :(
Thats cool but I don't skype yet. When I am all settled then I can actually make a social life but as it is here, I am just a slave to my mother and I am seriously putting a stop to it. I thank every one here that has helped me come out of my shell and get this far. I could not have done it without all of you.
of course, that's fine.
And I'm sure it must be so hard being who you are with your mom there so it's good we can be here as a support system for you <3
Just keep your chin up, you know you'll make it :)
>you will never walk down the street and see Bexe attempting to pass
>You will never grab him and make him come to your place
>You will never rape Bexe and cut his arteries out
>You will never pour salt and lemon juice inside her wounds while fucking wound
>you will never cum on his face and tie her up with concrete bricks and throw him into the ocean
>you will never drive off into the sunset and go home and watch gundam proud of yourself
That's not a bad notion if you can find one that hasn't been riced out. For $1500 you might also look at older Jeep Cherokees, and Ford Panther Cars, i.e. the Crown Vic/Grand Marquis/Towncar. Both are plentiful in that price range, and low maintenance. Subies would be good, but maybe not plentiful in that price range, and you'd have to find one that had the head gasket done.
Another good option would be a older Mercedes diesel with the W123 "million mile" engine. They're bulletproof, especially if you can do your own wrench work, and hipsters love them, so you can resell it in Seattle for a profit, especially if you can get a rust free socal one. It's also pretty classy for a car in that price range, and if you can find a wagon, super versatile.
Something like this: http://losangeles.craigslist.org/wst/cto/5239193402.html