Lewd edition #69
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lets all suck dick in the name of making sheen happy
old and flaccid >>5079720
All your dreams be seldom understood
No lewd Mado for you
>That's cool i guess how's your life tho?
Um ok I guess. Working fulltime now which sucks, I kinda wanna do another degree because 9-5 is soooo boring.
How are you going anyway? Your down in Tazz right?
I only really know that she posts a lot of gifs/webms of herself and that she likes wearing fingerless gloves and plaid shirts. But yeah, I hope they have a fulfilling life together as well I guess?
shes probably really good technically its why shes doodling for indie games and stuff. I wear finger glooves time to time to cuz my hands get cold and plaid is just personal style even others here wear it :P
yes they are going to be that one old couple you see in bingo halls who have been together for fifty years
already my heart melts when they look at each other:3
they're going to be that much more adorable as and old couple
okay see, i'm not crazy then
i think the navy is great i would join the navy if i could
me, erin, jenna
we gotta talk about my okc and stuff
and also other stuff
and i did the bernie thing, but i put my old name like a fucking idiot,
i gotta take a nap since i havent slept in a while and i think its making me have mood swings, okay luv u bye
have fun at work and stuff
nighty nighty kiddo~!
Okay seriously you motherfuckers, if you want me to shave more often, tell me what the fuck this is and how I can avoid getting it (to varying extents) every time I shave. Sometimes my entire upper lip ends up full of these white spots and it's painful and disgusting.
do you use a fresh razor each time?
do you shave once with the grain and then again against the grain?
do you only use water to wash your face after you have shaven?
do you use a clean towel to dab your skin dry? (don't rub?)
do you use a shaving cream formulated for sensitive skin?
do you apply an aftershave balm?
I shave once every few weeks, trim with an electric trimmer once a week
I use an ordinary safety razor to shave
I shave lots with the grain, 'cause it's so thick and that's how much it takes, but only once against the grain
I wash it with just cold water at first, then I apply anti-rash etc. cream and about an hour later I use shower gel
I let it dry by itself
I use sensitive skin shaving cream
I find aftershave too painful to use
for fuck's sake
why does it create spots like that? why do they take so long to go? as you can see in that pic the rest grows quickly
btw does this place even seem legit? they refer to moles as "lumps bumps" in the price list plus I can't see the hair removal price listed despite them saying they do it on this page-
I'm attracted by the 'pain free' thing, though I doubt it's 100% accurate for someone as sensitive as me, but if it's better than the usual systems used I'll take it. But the website looks like a 12 year old could have designed it. There's not very many options here.
It's listed under 'Permanent hair reduction', which is lawyerspeak.
Seems reasonably legit, Soprano XL is a legit laser machine.
>pain free lol
Er, about that.... It is worth it.
I've had 3 sessions on my face and I've gone from as hairy as you to not shaving all week.
i have talked about lewd things in private with kit and i can indeed confirm that she is a mega slut who would let boys do anything to her and that she made me impure
not that im complaining shes my literal best friend
also just to clarify it was me who initiated lewd talk, not her, and that i made her make me impure rather than her just doing it of her own volition
but... we can leave those details out and it still fits the story
I hate that no matter what I do I cant hit the right spot because it doesnt exist
its like trying to play pin the tail on the donkey blindfolded with oven mittens on your hands in the middle of a field with tall grass
It's staphylococcus. Basically you shaved too hard and got little scars where some of the hair are which got infected by bacteria.
I got it too after I plucked my upper lip for the first time and I panicked. Went to the pharmacy and they told me what it was and gave me an antibiotic.
Ask for fucidin, it's an ointment. It's a really strong drug that will make the white spots go away. It will prove useful until you get laser, trust me.
>There are definitely dudes that want to have boobs and be able to fuck girls as a girl
90% of this thread tbh ;)
>m exaggerating a LOT in that post
>shes not a mega slut or even a slut at all she just likes boys a lot
>and i actually feel bad for calling her a slut even as a joke
I'm pretty sure it was obvious that we were both just kiddin around lol.
You'rre favorite game
>get to work
>literally zero people in the building
Uhhh zombie apocalypse?
It's a living. It's not really intended to be marketed to us, as women or as trans women.
Most younger trans women do end up doing some kind of sex work for a variety of reasons and quite honestly the old school transsexual women were often showgirls too. It's a stigma but it's also food on the table.
i'm starting to think transition is bullshit. What kind of doctor can call this a good treatment when more than half of their patients commit suicide? I feel worse then I ever have, not really about myself but because I have been treated badly since starting transition.
also I was sexually assaulted last night
>The Final Fantasy series is pretty terrible
If people want to do something to their body they will regardless of whether or not a doctor supports them. At least this way they can monitor you and do their best to keep you healthy.
It's the same reason countries other than america have clinics give people clean needles and places to shoot up for drug users. People will do drugs no matter what but that way they significantly lowered HIV rates and made the whole thing healthier in general.
eh they could be worse
I can deal with it
In the second stage right now
I got a purple Mercedes Benz off craigs list for $2500 this morning.
I feel like it was a bad decision but the second I saw it I had split second aspirations to be a thug.
I feel like driving it all day blasting rap https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TwyE3WJ4AWo
Thats really cool actually.
I would really like to get a purple dodge one day.
Good morning, /mtfg/
I wished my mister didn't always book it early in the morning, I like making stupid wake-up recordings with him
Also, holy shit my hair
I don't know what I did but I want to do it again every day for the rest of my life.
Anyways, 'sup ladies~?
i think im just gonna sit here and watch a LP of parasite eve
unless yall can give me something better to d o........ ?????????
realistically i cant afford much, but i felt like splurging a little bit. u should check out spring btw, it's an app, it's where i got this stuff
actually I am joking, i would never buy a german car even if I was paid to do it
I'm trying hard to practice but I've been sick and don't think I can afford a voice coach. I'm just not sure if I sound bad cause I'm sick or if I'm just not doing it right.
I wish CandiFLA's videos weren't gone :/
Also Circe's a cute so it's ok :3
I like the top. That brown skirt is 2highfashion4me. I really just don't like that color on faux leather. I'd rock the black one tho.
That reminds me, I have to go to the mall next week to get this really cute parka I saw at forever 21. I also saw this top at american apparel I may or may not get. It was called a crepe wrap top or something, I can't remember.
It's not about being gullible. It's literally something everyone here could easily see you doing lol
I don't think hrt did tbh, but living full time and using my female voice full time definitely helped. Like don't expect to live in the closet on hrt and your voice to get better, but if you go full time I'm. Sure it'll get better tambre just on its own.
>tfw a straight cis male documentary host looks better as a girl than you.
>I don't know what happens in this stage of the flirt
W-what is happening?
I voted you as most adorable trip this thread and most positive trip last thread, but I wasn't trying to flirt with you, I'm straight!
I just really like you as a person, and think your one of the best trips here :)
it was stupid, forget it
on a another note, whats mtfgs favorite drink?
Oh my god, Angiewams I'm so srry. > w<
I promise I'm trying my best but it's STILL nebulous.
I'm still trying to muster up some cash for it and I HAVE got a bit and possibly more on the way so it's not hopeless but, I mean.. you know. . -.
Fuck, lady, I promise I'm trying really hard.
I am. I really want to go see. I REALLY want to see you and I really really don't want to have to cancel after both of us looking forward to it for so long. ; 3;
I super duper double plus promise I'm trying..
Oh, well, gawrsh.
That's also flattering.
I'm not even entirely sure what you're like so I guess flirting would have been awkward, huh
Either way. <3
Dry red shiraz or merlot with frozen raisins in the glass let to sit 'till the raisins thaw.
Circles how could you ;_;
There's a comic con tomorrow and alot of my friends keep asking me to do my cosplay again cuz it was "hot" apparently. I thought it was a train wreck. Are they hug boxing me or seeing something I don't?
Look, I was just a wino for awhile and that noise is bottom shelf cheap
Merlot, or Cabernet Sauvignon
On my personal choice, I go for Old Vine Zinfandel but if I'm drinking that, I don't want to do anything to it and just drink it as is and "glass of wine" isn't a cocktail!
hiii~ I really love your piercings and your glasses~! <333
yeah but im trying to lose weight so
>Old Vine Zinfandel
Jeez someones rich... or googles broken.
I'm fond of cab sav though tbh. But I tend to mainly stick to beer and bourbon.
N'aw, I mean, I got'cha. People have different tastes and all that.
I like the "stems and leaves" thing, it's harsh and nice with the dryness, like in the astrigent sense.
You said you liked malbec, right?
A recording has not delighted me this much in a good long while.
Hello new awesome friend. : 3c
I mean, old vine zinfandel can be cheap, too
It's kind of like if you took merlot and cabersauv and mixed them together and then poured a musky forest into the bottle
I really like it.
Also lol, I'm not rich, I make video game graphics for a living
I mean.. shucks, lady, I don't know.
I just know it's pleasant to drink and taste for me is all. Different tastes and all that.
Also, I think sangria itself is a "drink" and has got lots of different recipes. It's wine and some spice and some chopped up fruits, I think?
Where did you get to try some that had brandy in it? . 3.
So today I learned the following:
1) I can no longer get a boner, just a semi-limp state I can't for longer than a few secs
2) I can no longer cum, not even a single droplet comes out
3) I have become completely unorgasmic, I feel little to nothing during climax
Ehh OK don't say I didn't warn you. Its supposed to be shinobu from no more heroes but I didn't pull it off so well :x
Well I guess we don't always get what we want out of this shitty life :^)
If they want wrinkles, premature aging and reduced estrogen receptors they sure can.
I did nofap during a depressive period a few years ago when I was still coming to terms with being trans. 3 months. shrank to thumb size. bear in mind was 7 inches hard, about 4 1/2 soft. went back to normal again. when i started HRT a few months ago, i started masturbating to prevent shrinkage and to help reduce T levels but i felt shitty doing it. its been almost a month of nofap and it has shrunk a bit again. love it. no erections and a 3 inch dick. 3 more inches to go imho
i've had 3 (but the 3rd was a week ago, we'll see what the effects are in a week or two) and its cleared out 80% on my neck, 50% on my cheeks and chin, and about 50% on the right side of my upper lip, and 30% on the left side. stupid freak body with the left side being more masculinised than the other. I still have to shave every day, but I only need to put blush, concealer and foundation on the 'goatee' area, the rest is unnoticeable if i've shaved.
wait no, i loved G&T but I gave up booze a few years ago. spearmint tea.
mtfg i bought the three things every trans girl needs to keep in her bag- a blush to go under my foundation to help cover any remaining shadow better. green & blacks maya gold dark chocolate (it's got orange oil, spices and vanilla in it, it's so good) and lubes, tingly AND normal. because you never know how you'll feel on the night.
im rly surprised but also like, i knew it was coming and wanted it to happen
its for the best bexe right???? for the best ;_;
also i talked to the qt boy and he wished me happy birthday ITS HAPPENING for me rn
>Dreaming about an internet friend you were in love with and who was in love with you
>I can clearly see them in my dream but can't picture them in real-life
>When you see each-others , you run to each-others arms
>You wake up and notice there is nothing between you two anymore ... only akward silences and nothing else ... ~
How was your night /Mtfg/ ?
I've never had an erect penis, like period before hrt was just non-functional. And idk mine is pretty damn tiny, I've never had to tuck really and I can wear leggings etc without it really being a problem. Still getting SRS with Suporn next summer.
Can I ask what dose of hormones everyone takes? I feel like mine is still pretty low but ive been noticing breast growth even when I was just taking 50mg of spiro and 1 mg of estro for 3 months. I got it increased by 2x a few days ago and I feel a lot better.
Oh ok thanks, yeah he said, I had really low T before I had hormones and then said after another 3 months we would take some more blood and get me into cis range. I am just really happy about it right now, even though its low I defiantly feel so much better and see some changes.
Yeah, you definitely want a print of your levels at least early on. A lot of docs are relatively trustworthy but some have definitely fairly different ideas of what is good than what is actually good for transition.
I started with a 4 mg E and that's what I was supposed to stay on but I'm a bad girl and didn't listen to my endo. I chose to up my dose to 6 mg and for the first few months I was an unstable wreck.
I went nuts on it for quite a while but now I am pretty stable on it. Feels good too, I just have to pee a lot.
3 pages of fairly small, single line text. Expressions used include
>Thus allowing her to possess a bodily envelope...
>the rectitude of her choice
>...the result of an existential quest born of the search for a cohesive experience with her intrinsic essence and her perception as a sexed being
It's hard to translate since she's french but like, even the french is silly.
I was just warned that I have to be careful about how I phrase things, and that some people I may think are my friends are actually saying things about me to my boss... but then she said not to worry about that it's just a kind of hazing that they do to new people.
It's such vague advice that I don't know how to correct myself.
Idk I always thought I was pretty good about pretending to be normal but sometimes I can be blunt or insensitive I guess. I just assume everyone knows I have no bad intentions no matter what I say.
Fucking lol! That sounds pretty much like when I first had my profile built at my shrink. I told the assistant what my story was, didn't embellish it, and when paraphrased and told to the shrink it became a sob story of anguish and struggle. It was a bit much.
You have a very long face. You in theory could, but it will be challenging without ffs.
>Thus allowing her to possess a bodily envelope...
>the rectitude of her choice
>...the result of an existential quest born of the search for a cohesive experience with her intrinsic essence and her perception as a sexed being
top social sciences tbh
Wait , so everyone is multi-orgasmic after some weeks of hormones ... The only thing I notice is that I don't want to do anything lewd other than talking lewd and when I do orgasm ... I feel even less than before ... idk ...
>check that 'other' facebook messages tab for the first time in my life
>there was an invitation to participate in a group art show from a year and a half ago that i obviously missed and would have loved to have been a part of
>also a passive-aggressive note from angie after i unfriended her on facebook
life sure is like a box of chocolates
>Just woke up
>Doing some light reading
>Finally decide to check mtfg
>Instant stomach churning
G-g-good morning, everyone
the feeling less is the key there, yes my orgasams and need to orgasam is less, that's because my body is pumped and priming for release (and therefor wont flood me with prolactin and other chemicals that cause the refractory period after orgasam)
actual multiples seem to be more fun for my gf then me, itsssssssss wayyyyyy tooooo much stimulation, I cant process it, its almost painful and it's double bad if we have to be quiet and I cant scream.
gf gets super proud over it though and I guess it's kinda cute >.<
HELLO MY FIANCÉ CAME TO VISIT
But now he is for leavings
And I am for returning and social
Hello, /mtfg/ hello
You should invest in a high quality albiet expensive razor tbh. That or like, use an electric razor on your neck and a nice razor on your face cause your facial hair looks pretty dark. Unfortunately you are probably one of those unfortunate souls who have to shave like everyday to maintain a "clean cut" look. You'd be better off using an electric trimmer on your neck then. It wont be as close a shave as a bladed razor but its just gonna grow back the next day anyway. Good news for you is you're a perfect candidate for laser. My facial hair is extremely light which is gr8 because I can go 3-4 days without shaving but it means laser isn't an option.
Also, try to get your hands on some stuff called bactine or something like it.
Spray it every day on problem spots you shave after washing your face/showering.
It's anti-septic AND anti-inflammatory.
I.. think I remember you? > 3>
I'm pretty sure I do. Your name at least.
But my memory is awful. x:
Wait , so are orgasm really different when on hormones than before ? Because if anything ...
The one on hormones... feels a lot less "good" than the one before ;-;
I'm still in that phase where I have a really small sex-drive so ... maybe that has something to do with that ? :3
Hmm ... I think I remember right . Unless I'm thinking about the wrong abby then ... ( if you post a picture I might remember but I hate asking for pictures since I never posted myself sooo .... )
just want to chime in and say that the people telling you it's staph are correct, we all have it on our skin, when you shave it gets into your pore, use prescription medication or baring that get a medical grade antibacterial soap
They're completely different tbh, I'd say if I were to go for a metaphor to compare the two, pre-HRT orgasms were like setting off a high explosive (really intense, but very short), but after being on HRT for 5 years they're a bit more like napalm. Less "bang", but they smolder along for a while, I'd say they don't really completely end until 1-2 minutes later. I also get a lot more of the "post sex stupids".
Different things, I'd say I prefer the latter.
Idk, you're not on E yet if I remember correctly, right? Just spiro last I heard. Hormones take awhile to do stuff and thats true even at the full dosage you're ramping up toward. Plus you have to work on mannerisms, voice, you might want to think about getting a more stable job/housing situation, etc my point being is work on that stuff because ignoring those things WILL turn you into a hon. Shaving everyday isn't making you more ready for full time in a year or two. You're just gonna get laser anyway so focus on the stuff that actually counts. Also you're gonna want to have a boymode to fall back on until its impossible to do so. It sucks but you wont be a target of harassment with a huge ass beard and a flannel shirt even if you're rocking tits underneath it.
Eh I hate selfies but here ya go. I'm a little under 5 months into hrt and tired as fuck after midterms.
All antibiotics are prescription-only in the UK 'cause people overuse them on cold and flu and cause drug-resistant strains, so it'll take a few weeks (thank you NHS waiting times, again) but I'll try and ask for Fucidin or whatever it was what got mentioned earlier.
I've organised my sperg-mentoring for this year, starting next week, going to ask if I can get speech therapy so I sound less retarded. Can't control vocal muscles easily atm so no point fem voice training 'til I've sorted that out. Trying to work on posture etc. atm.
>you might want to think about getting a more stable job/housing situation
>you wont be a target of harassment with a huge ass beard and a flannel shirt even if you're rocking tits underneath it
I don't feel like this is true
If anything disparate gender traits is what marks people out for harassment- especially nbs, like Circe
Wasn't kayla hardcore bullied by her mother after her boobs got noticed?
you two !
!! omg i would never do that I was at work ^^
how are you shelll?? looking forward to your weekend?
omg I'm not creative either elanna. Speak to erin imo if you need help she is the most creative person i know.
2pm seems a bit early to sleep.. also you should eat something it's not healthy! A girls gotta eat!
>talking about lewd stuff
ugh start with the small easy things and work up to the hard things! I am ok thanks I just finished work kinda early so that is good ^^ hope all is well with you
Well, after having sex and getting all cuddled up I just mean that I'm not the brightest bulb in the box. I'll say things that are really stupid, or completely misinterpret things that are said to me, or zone out mid sentence. Usually this has hilarious results.
Ok I should do that ;~;
Erin, halp, how do I be creative? o.o
You need a strong voice to hit higher pitches without going into falsetto. Try singing along to stuff and attempt to hit the high notes. It'll help when you do start vocal training.
Yah... sooooo, make a plan on how you intend to change that. Its a step in the right direction at any rate.
>Disparate gender traits
I see dudes with man tits all the time. As long as you aren't wearing t-shirts no one will be able to figure it out they'll just assume you're chubby. I dont know about you but I dont see a blubbery dude and immediately assume he has tits, no one does.
Im not familar with her story
Kayla is a huge tard and anyways if you have your own place you wont have to worry about people seeing you in different stages of undress
>!! omg i would never do that I was at work ^^
I bet you at the very least soiled another lap ;)
>how are you shelll?? looking forward to your weekend?
Yis, yis the glorious weekend is upon us. and it is wonderful!!
Err, well it is for those of us who don't spend it all working I guess ... sorry.
Oh Im fine tbh. This month is sort of my vacation. I was working like 7 days a week/extremely long hours for the past 8 months. There were days I was programming 24+ hours. So Im enjoying some time doing absolutely nothing atm. Ill get restless and bored eventually lol. Im glad to hear you're well!
I do not have my own place a lot of the time
I stay at uni during semesters
I don't think you're familiar with my situation... trying to sort out disability stuff so I can apply for some benefits and try to get a job that suits me physically, but it's a torturously long process with the UK's mental/neurological healthcare infrastructure (or, rather, lack of it).
Well when I get yelled at by kids in honmode it's usually because they've spotted my man-face and beard shadow. Usually if I keep my face turned away and all people can see is fake tits + girl clothes they don't notice.
So, I did a skype session with this lady.
it was $60 for 30 minutes and we will probably have 3 or 4 more sessions in the future. I decided to do this because I have done a lot of voice work on my own and gotten nowhere -- Caddy has even helped me a lot and still I suck. Also, I saw this reddit post which seemed to have pretty incredible results.
She was very friendly and super good at what she does, she helped me find the right pitch and was constantly making me talk at that pitch and taught me how to use breathiness to sound feminine. And gave me a bunch of stuff to practice on my own
Uhbuh . 3.
I know it probably doesn't help entirely but
It says more about them being shit folks than you. You are who you are and if people are gonna try to use your very nature as their callous, predatory gratification then it's nothing on you, babe. You're being who you are.
Some will use it to dig themselves deeper into their own protective psyches and others will open and accept you and help you you feel like there's nothing wrong with existing.
None of us choose to be trans, Gar.
I'm sorry you have to go through that. >:
omg hi Eleri! I am good rn just sorta relaxing might make some food or something. What are you up to?
omg shell! what kind of girl do you think I am !! I am so shy irl its like... not a thing that is going to happen again for a long time tbh.
also its fine you deserve the weekend off since you work all week, I just have uni which is pretty relaxed. Do you have any special plans or just going to take it easy and relax? I feel like the weather has been really nice the last two days.
omg that sounds horrible. at least you are resting now though. I have to work long shifts but never like that long, I can't imagine. ;~; sounds rough. I am very well rn and very happy for a certain person n_n
wow what is happening rn!
Have some fun with miku
Yah you're right I don't know your situation completely. Whatevs I guess, was just trying to be helpful Edgar. I think you should be more focused on the long term and counting on hormones to drastically change your appearance less. That said, I'm not your psych/therapist, I dont know all the details of your life, I'm just some stranger giving you unsolicited advice tbh. Maybe what I said will be helpful. Either way, good luck with that stuff and try not to be so hard on yourself all the time imo
Oops, forgot pic again
Startup life is not fun u___u
A lot of great project/work experience, it's def exciting, and you feel more strongly about the work you do but there are numerous downsides. The biggest of which are working tirelessly (small team so no one else is going to do it) for almost no money and constantly getting let down. We all decided to call a timeout on it late last month and myself personally I now have more than enough chops to get a legit position developing web software now. So Im letting recruiters hit me up with job offers daily and when I come across one I like Ill jump on it. But the rest/relaxation is nice for the moment~
It's like you can't win with fucking dysphoria.
got my eyebrows plucked and I was so happy about it, came home and no one seemed to think anything about it.
Took a few selfies to see how they looked, only to realize that I still look like a dude. I was just focusing on the eyebrows because they were the most notable, but now I'm starting to see everything wrong with my jaw and mouth instead. I'm sure if those get better I'll focus on something else again.
Still not comfortable presenting in front of my family, and I've been staying at relative's for almost a month now. All my nephews and nieces love me and wanna spend time with me all the time, and it kills me having to see them like my old me so much. I know they'll be really confused and sad when old me is gone.
Being trans really sucks sometimes.
>omg shell! what kind of girl do you think I am !! I am so shy irl its like... not a thing that is going to happen again for a long time tbh.
I was only funnin ya kit, please dont take me too seriously ok, I tend to kid around with the trips I like :)
Unfortunately my idea of kidding around sometimes gets misinterpreted as bullying...
>also its fine you deserve the weekend off since you work all week, I just have uni which is pretty relaxed. Do you have any special plans or just going to take it easy and relax? I feel like the weather has been really nice the last two days.
Pretty lazy weekend tbqh, watching supernatural season 10 and having a few drinks. Pretty lame tbqh.
There was a discussion about found footage movies here recently though, so I'm now watching devil's due (Spoiler alert: its pretty bad).
Get on hrt then.
Not much, really, probably getting something fast foody that's low calorie enough for dinner later. Also like, getting things sorted out is making me feel happier after a fairly shitty week.
I mean there's a difference between having fantasies and turning anything abuse related into fap material.
I'd say that's a pretty accurate way of describing it. We were doing pretty well for a startup all things considered but it wasn't sustainable. I think we would have been fine if we just reached out to investors for some operating capital since we had a number of mostly complete projects/proof of concept. No one was really willing to pursue that though and I'm garbage at business stuff so I didn't do it myself. It was intense, yah, but it was rewarding in a lot of ways. Like I said before I have a loooooot of experience and stuff to show off for only being 8 months of time.
omg ofcourse i was joking aswell. I would never think of you as a bully tbh! you are like so nice and helpful to me as well
I don't take things too seriously tbh ! and if that boy would let me on his lap rn I would be there in a second tbqh so you are not exactly wrong >//>
that sounds like a lot of work. i[m sorry to hear it didn't pan out for you but you sound like you have a really good work ethic and are very determined, so I'm SURE that whatever company manages to get you will be extremely lucky!
oh i'm really sorry to hear about your week ;~;
I actually really like talking to you Eleri I think we havn't talked much but we used to chat in the plug a bit and I think you are a nice girl. I'm hoping things will be better this week for you though!
I'm American.I might be able to start self medicating again in a few months, but, I'd feel like getting them through a doctor would be safer, although, I've also heard my fair share of horror stories when it comes to dealing with doctors.
Yup! It's really not that bad lol. I'm getting tons and tons of job offers right now. Full stack web engineers aren't exceedingly common and building software is in huge demand so I can afford to be kinda picky. I'd really like to be able to telecommute and it would be nice if I could break into six figures a year but I'm not counting on that one lol. I'm thinking I'll get offered something more near the 80k a year mark. And hey! Uni isn't a walk in the park yourself Ms. Educated! I will never forget the finals week speed fueled cram frenzies. Those were insane.
The sad thing is a pretty bog standard bodice ripper. It's sad and formulaic and I've read stuff like that when I wanted to turn my brain off.
It wasn't that sad, just kinda a bit mopey because grey weather and apparently I have all the patience of a 5 year old at this point in the process to get srs.
Also yeah, we did. We could swap skypes since the replacement for the plug is kinda dead.