>Tfw sex with guy for first time edition
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can i be first
>tfw your cis girlfriends dont respond to or acknowledge your body selfie
>tfw you will never sex with a guy
>tfw you will die a virgin
>Thinking back at just how good Hey Arnold was.
I'm glad I grew up with such cartoons. Really taught me a lot since I didn't really have anyone else.
Oh hey, I got namedropped. I guess I'm not underground anymore.
Can I call you jupe?
The point is this. I am objectively better looking than 90 percent of the girls here.
I don't post pictures because I don't like to rub it in how sexy I am. I have a boyfriend that loves me and a family.
Something you will never have.
jupe is a cute nickname i think thanks
although other people were calling me "jupes" already so ur a little behind the curve, but anyway, what is your point anon???
i dont care that u have a bf or w/e i mean, good for you? but it doesn't really affect me at all......and since i dont know what u or he look like i have no logical reason to get jealous, so idk what u want from me
No it's your fault you're such a cunt. No body gives a shit how great your life is. All you're doing is jacking yourself off. Which really sounds like the only thing you're good for.
Epic retort young man :^)
G go jack yourself off!
Well another thing is that I am post op husband paid for it because he's straight and doesn't like cock.
Im sorry that im just born luckier than you. There's no reason to hate me for it.
Thats what every virgin says than they cry
tfw when no bf
This general is a fucking joke
Nope but it's not the first time in these threads I say something about it. Not just to you, it's a p common mistake.
It's just one of those things you see so often you just can't ignore it anymore.
i want a romantic/sexual partner, but i CAN live w/o one quite fine, and my personal fulfillment isn't based on having those things is all im saying
i do agree this general is a joke, but u coming here makes you a punchline so idk
Proper beards are so sexy.
>not -really- in to older men
>salt & pepper hair + beard makes me weak
I don't understand
You can project all you want I'm very content kiddo.I could be a self absorbed cunt too but I'm not so insecure that about others I need to go anon on image boards and brag about how great my life is.
>is anon trashing anon
Youre a faggot
No you can't
Everyday it eats you up inside that you will never experience a great life like I do. Knowing that because of god and genetics you just aren't good enough to live like me. You just went born with. I am a five foot 2 Japanese mixed with white and HAD a two inch penis. I am the perfect transgender girl
How about you show empathy you ugly fuck.
I know you'll never be me but pretend to be me.
Than imagine how you would act when dealing with lower scum likeb yourself
You'd act the same way
Empathy? Why would I ever show empathy to an egomaniac. I have no desire to be you, your life sounds dull to me. If I wanted a mundane relationship I could go get one. It's so cute you think you're the only good looking person here. I'd never act the same way cause I don't see people like you do, i'm not a complete piece of human trash.
i would find being that short absolutely abhorrent actually
being japanese/white is a cute mix! but i personally would not want to have that ethnic combination so eh
umaruchan or alison
i would say anna
but we're actually the same person
we dont need to be married basically
You're one dumb son of a bitch. Notice I said son you male. I said I'm prettier than 90 percent of the girls here. That's not everyone but im objectively prettier than you. Im objectively prettier than jupitar
Whoever this fuck is im prettier than.
Not only that but my husband loves me and takes care of me. How much more could I ever want in my life? It makes me feel so much better being greater than the hons here who complain about having no bf while im cuddling with my love of my life right now. I don't even want to get into detail about what he looks like.
Tldr you're ugly im not
I have everything you could ever want
Just shut the fuck up noone is talking to you
I just put on silence of the lambs. Haven't seen it in a while. Gonna see if i still like it. I was a huge hannibal lector books fan in middle school. The book hannibal was so. Fucking. Good.
Tfw having a bf is hard
he wants attention a lot and wants to talk on skype and i cant do that stuff because then he might hear my voice and not wanna talk to me anymore ;_;
Which color, /mtfg/? I'm thinking Taylor.
>tfw there are no qt boys here anymore
I normally don't think about it either, just seems like certain men can pull of particular traits and it sets off some kind of reaction.
Thinkin' bout dick.
you have a bf???????????
well good for you!
oh that kinda sucks
but sleeping in is nice though, isn't it?!
im okay, i feel pretty decent rn actually which feels weird but yeah
my husband is great and all
but i just cant have other people posting his photos on the internet
i liked pink disco and the deeper reds btw
You're pretty bad at this to be honest. You'd be better suited on /b/ trolling a bunch of fucks in their underwear jacking off to shemale porn on 20 different tabs until they come across your shitpost and demand that you stick a sharpie in your pooper.
Neato I couldn't care less. How many times are you gonna fall back on that? You think you look good, that's great kiddo. Frankly I wouldn't give a shit if you were the most cis looking trans girl ever. Your ego is ugly enough it would ruin that alone. I don't get why you obsess with who you're more "prettier" than if you look so good you wouldn't be so insecure about it.. but really I don't give a shit, no one gives a shit but you and your ego. All you're doing is being a cunt. Hope you feel fulfilled I guess. Even though your life is SO gr8888 but I guess it only matters to you if you can rub in the faces of the less fortunate. It's really pathetic.
Dat young lesbo Jodie foster accent
So far its ok. I remember when i watched it the first time it was ok but not especially outstanding in anyway.
Idk. The end was anti climactic somewhat, and the story just isnt really the best in the lecter series.
Yea ldr tho. He's cute and likes me apparently and tells me he totally gets the trans stuff and ensures me there's nothing wrong.
>decide to try sample of lip balm I got this week
>it smells like thin mints
I hope wearing this doesn't make me fatter.
B-but what about the thousands of people doing that right now?
I kind of want to buy the Amber color because dat orange but at the same time I realize how bad of an idea that probably is.
>tfw orange makeup is shit
>tfw most orange clothes are shit
>tfw your favorite color is mostly worthless
I never feel the need to engage in catty behavior, am I just not trutrans?
>enjoying vanilla liqueur that is 48 proof and easy to drink while listening to the favorite band of your friend who died
well thats still nice, good for you!
oh, i have a military man (ex-cia, over 1000 confimred kills) tracking those people down one and one and making them stop by any means required u.u
orange lips was actually a thing last spring season iirc
can u get one and try it, then return it if you dont like it?
or you could make some orange lipstick with a crayon to see how it will look before u buy it
Unless I'm mad at life in general and drunk on whiskey I don't either.
>tfw not a real grill
What liqueur? I love vanilla.
You underestimate how much I love mint.
Using a crayon sounds silly, but almost brilliant.
Just become transdimensional, and go have your third dimension removed. You too can be a 2d animu girl.
I can't even look as good as a 2d boy...
>just wake up after a girly dream
>drive to work
>run into ex boss (had/have major crush)
>"hi, boss :3" I say in a very feminine flirty way
>mfw I realize what just happened
What do I do???
got my phone back from my gf accidentally walking off with it for two days.
also guys treat you amazingly well when they think you're a wannabe guy with a vag rather then a femboy in drag, seriously everyone always wants to do stuff and give me stuff it's rad
Woah! A match cut in silence of the lambs. I wonder if that was a directors decision or if the editor did the footwork. This was demmes first movie iirc and so usually production companies babysit a director when it's their first.
Maybe not as true in the old wild est tho. Either way, good.
Trannies dream of android sheep.
Whoa, what are you doing up this late?
>got my phone back from my gf accidentally walking off with it for two days.
Good thing I didn't send any lewd pictures of naked men or she'd think something was up.
>also guys treat you amazingly well when they think you're a wannabe guy with a vag rather then a femboy in drag, seriously everyone always wants to do stuff and give me stuff it's rad
Niceeee, I want people to play card games with...
I'll take self-introspective cathartic depression for 500, Alex.
I have nightmares of my ex calling me to tell me she misses me but can never see me again, which she does in real life as well.
Reminder to all passable girls. In the coming month we will send inspectors at a random time to check bp condition. Failure to follow instructions will result in waterboarding.
There's a lot more focus on how clarice is a female in a mans world than i remembered. Its actually really cool and good. It's unfortunate the film also helped to popularize trannyphobia.
Yeah, but you dress up as a slutty nurse, it'll be funny cause you're a boy, duh.
Then you suck your boss dick because you're such a prabkster and he promotes you for being a real character
they went in her room together and then he went downstairs and left after like 50 minutes which i assume is like decent for a fuck but idk. ;~;
i think he legitimately thought i was a girl because when i said goodnight to him in return he turned to me with a weird look...
maybe they were just talking or something?
and staying the night just bc u have sex seems kinda weird idk
>i think he legitimately thought i was a girl because when i said goodnight to him in return he turned to me with a weird look...
ask your mom if he thinks u look and or sound like a girl
>saying good night to the guy who just fucked your mom
Who the fuck does that?
lol he said good night to me and i was playing cota so i just said good night and kept playing... ;~;
plus idk i dont really think about it like that. my mom is like her own person you know?
not like it's my gf or something...
LOL he was cute but that's sooo gross.
they definitely fucked. my mom isnt one for long conversations. if i ask my mom if he thought i was a girl she'd hugbox me and say yes no matter what,,,
my mom is the best tbqh...
>not being a cold bitch until he gets tired of it and ravages you
It looks like I lucked out, and my doctor will prescribe hormones. Yay for starting HRT months earlier than anticipated.
Good: he's never even heard of trans people, so I can pretty much set my own dose
Bad: he's never even heard of trans people, so I have no choice but to set my own dose.
Pretty clear on estrogen, but everywhere I look has wildly different information on how much Cypro should be prescribed, and all of them are also very different from the recommendations I recall reading here in the past.
Or, in other words, help me not kill myself (by accident, of all things)!
Buffalo Bill became a tranny symbol for the prejudiced. We're all just creepy felons-to-be, we want to skin women and wear them.
Lecter says in the film that Bill isnt a real transsexual though, he's devolved by childhood abuse and has wanted to be many things. Actually, scarily comparable to cwc.
ALSO I'm delighted by the amount of ways this film makes conversations interesting. Movies are always just doing a, b shots, just going back and forth between characters one and two. Already tho in this movie I've seen really cool angles, creative blocking, setting the scene in subtle and interesting ways, and my personal favorite, there was a cut where clarice is talking to hannibal and you see his reaction to her in a reflection in the glass of his cell. Demme is a good director.
Does it feel emasculating to hear your mom get fucked by someone your age?
And is that a no on the prison story?
well good on your mom for getting it in then.
idk maybe u could just ask her boyfriend? maybe he just thought u were a weird girl
your mom sounds cool! my mommy isnt like that at all in the slightest, lol
>not being his little girl from the start, clinging to him so hard to he can't control himself one day while you're sitting on his lap
start of at 25mg, raise to 50mg a day after a few weeks, stick on that for safe mode until you get a proper clinic/endo. for less safe mode, go up to 75mg and then 100mg. stick on 100mg a day for 6 months, then go down to 50 and stick at that.
congrats, your balls are now shut down pretty much. keep taking it until you get them snipped off.
my mom had me when she was 16 so we're more like sisters.
my aunt is 14 years older than me and i have a uncle 3 years older than me...
being an oops baby has its perks. people love to tall me who wanted my mom to get the abortion and who didnt.
ohhhhhhhh i see thats nice then your mom sounds cool, i bet she's fun
my mom didn't have me until she was in her early 30s and i'm her first kid, so yeah
my mom kinda sucks actually, but she's really nice to anyone who isn't me, so thats cool (for everyone else)
my mum is cool but it's a bit heartbreaking, she feels like she failed me as a parent because i couldn't tell her i was a girl when i was 6 and waited until i was 25. i used to avoid her but now we have these long chats about all the things i hid from them and she always ends up crying. she blames herself for me being trans because i was conceived straight after she had a miscarriage and blames that for fucking my brain hormone levels up in the womb. it makes me feel like a bad person.
u can have a period if u take progesterone
right now im the heaviest i've been in my life i think, so i guess not, but i always feel fat so idk
if we're sister i might need to incest with u so that way i can have a cool fetish like everyone else that isn't dog fucking
its weird how awesome the ftms are and how reallly gross the mtfs are one looks like hes trying to not be trans, and wears sweat pants split up the legs to make a skirt thing and you can see little boobies behind the dirty tight shirt. I want to be like, yo girl it's ok you dont have to talk in falseto and brush it off as a joke, just get you some shorts and a hoodie and you can totes pull it off
The scene where lecter breaks out is golden. This whole movie just depresses me as to how mostly ruined Hannibal was
>tfw no verger sister
>no eel scene
>julianne moore doesnt do as good a clarice as jody would have
>generally just boring direction
;_; i cri
I'm getting adopted? We'll have a big family and i can be your tragic dead sister.
wait my mom blames the hormone shots too, she miscarried like 5 times before me, my mom's terrible though, she told me she didn't think I showed any signs, and I was like, dad kept stealing my girls clothes stash and you didn't even know I was routinely beaten on by him and groups of kids at school for being effeminate for years, what did you honestly know about me
look fam, just admit that one night when we're sleeping you're gonna try to sneak into my room and get in the bed with me because its cold or something, and then youre gonna start doing XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX with me, and when we get caught bc i moan really loudly you'll blame it all on me, knowing that the truth is that u instigated it and u like it as much as i
>tfw my mom had a miscarriage before AND after me
is this why im a tranny?
the way i understand it, miscarrying disrupts the hormone production balance of the uterus and can effect the release of hormones that effect the brain of the developing fetus if a child is conceived too soon after the miscarriage. the hormones released in the first trimester effect baby body development. in the second trimester they effect the sexually dimorphic parts of the brain.
ta da you're a tranny
awww yiisss this fam gonna be cool
also im off to work now so everyone please be safe
lol that ain't me, I just woke up
I prefer soft sex anyway lol.
>>tfw go to doctor for next round of lupron injections
>>casually talking to nurse about to give shot
>>asks if still taking spiro
>>started up again after blood work
>>literally 2months no spiro before bloodwork this time to get idea of just lupron t suppression levels
>>really anon?! that's great. i have to admit i'm getting a lot better at administering these
>>anon you were our first to try out this medication on
>>dis is tojil... dafuk
>>tfw when realize i was guinea pig
>>so i'm not a special snowflake? how many others
>>all in 20's
>>i will find you....
Comfy and cozy. Just a bit cold lol.
How's you? :3
Recruiting sisters just to have incestuous relationships with them is pretty sick you know. I could write a story about that.
Songs no good. Its no good.
Incest is illegal.
I dont have any tattoos ;_;
Whats with these photos? You're always sitting against a plain wall and you're like always naked. And cis.
kind of like really into that pic tbqh. like got damn girl. but yeah im good fam... idk life is pretty cyclical here. but i'm making the best of it.
sorry wongor. you can be my sister kk.
THE CHILDREN THAT YOU SPIT ON AS THEY TRY CHANGE THEIR WORLD ARE IMMUNE TO YOUR CONSOLATIONS THEY ARE QUITE AWARE OF WHAT THEY'RE GOING THROUGH!!!
Cool oner at the end here. Then of course the night vision goggles pov stuff. Not a fan of it, but its kinda the perfect fit for the circumstance. Idk, pov is hard. I don't usually like it at all, you have to have the right parts around the shot to make it work and unless you do it smart its usully hideous. Oh well.
What does angie have to do with this
And yea its illegal in america
jupes left you something on skype... im going to bed...
not a bowie fan huh? lyric was in the beginning of the breakfast club.
movie was shot at my friends high school. perks of living in illinois. i also saw the house from home alone... and lived pretty close to uncle bucks apartment at one time...
It's an enclosed room, like those found in a looney bin.
I'm being experimented on by a secret organization at a desperate attempt to turn me into a cis girl.
It has mixed results so far. I'm waiting for further experimentation.
When life gives you lemons throw them back and scream "I wanted oranges you fucking bitch" and refuse to leave until she satisfies your demands.
Srsly tho, life has its ups and downs, what goes around comes around yada yada!
Keep at it alie!
The last shot of silence of the lambs is good, great. It really adds to the creepy, ominous shit. I stilll think its a good not great movie. For everything good about the fil theres a fuck up to counter it. I respect demme more after watching it this time tho. I hadnt seen the film since i was fourteen, at which time i didnt really know anything about editing and shot types and stuff.
And now I'm gonna watch Laura, a movie I've never seen or heard of before. Released in 44. Had a hunger for older movies lately.
I hate the breakfast club. Bowie is ok. I own a vinyl record copy of station to station, and i love Low and Hunky Dory.
Why cant you be real with me huh?
lily why do so many people give you a hard time? all i have known you to be is a really nice, beautiful girl. when you talk its usually innocent and not harmful. i dont know why people give you shit. hope you are doing okay. im sure you are.
>sitting eating lunch with family
>make a joke about a magic trick of conjouring jaffa cakes out of my mouth
>mum says go on then, stick your fingers down my throat, vomit up some jaffa cakes u cheeky cunt
>stick fingers down throat, nothing happens
>mum comments i have no gag reflex at all, what's the deal
>everyone else stares, waiting for an answer
>awkward as fuck
Ok I guess.
Saw Crimson Peak last night.
It was decent for a del toro movie
I have a boyfriend now sorta. He lives slightly too far away from me to have any lewd stories to share with you. And yet still i demand you tell me whatever has happened with your guy most recently
You fucked up
How many dudes have you dissapointed your mother with
Really? Why? I feel like you're just being contrarian and hipster anon.
Don't give up, more changes can always occur
got into fight with bf and may have dumped him. however i'm uncertain on that last part.
never saw crimson peak. i really enjoy the hellboy films though. Idk what it is about del toro but he really knows how to do amazing aesthetics in his films.
see aboves. and nice to hear you have a sort of bf. good luck. i cant really do ldr personally.
The opening sequence to dexter is sorta genius, even if the rest of the show is whatever.
Given my lack of libido, things probably are better for me ldr right now, especially given my lack of passing currently.
Re your boy: did you give it up to him before yall got into a fight? And whatd you get into a fight about? Whos better at cel shaded shooters?
Tell me of your sins, chile.
Yeh, its annoying but tbh better do it now before wasted time on him. I dont even care anymore about dating anymore. boy, girl, non-binary. dont care like id say im straight leaning pan but i just dont give any fucks anymore
Just give it a bit more time, some people see some quite stark changes from 1 yr to 2 yrs.
DIdnt give up to him. still virgin. and basically i had a few really bad depressive days and he essentially told me its my own fault, i need to just control my depression and stop wasting time because its nothing but attention seeking on my part.
Tried explaining to him about my depression/dysphoria mixing combo of bad feels and he was like "your just letting it control you and seeking out attention"
So i told him he understands jackshit, will never understand what im dealing with and if thats the case he can fuck off because we're over
The problem with Crimson Peak is that people are expecting a horror story where in fact the move is a gothic romance story.
Visuals are amazing.
Characters are ok.
Story is predictable
it all started when i was 16, i met a girl from the internet and she fucked me in a park and in a field and in a cinema. she's now a poly aromantic genderqueer demitrans strap-on princess or something.
and from there it only got worse. nah for the no gag reflex, all i did was get mouth fucked by a trans guy with a strap-on and get fucked some dude at a party on the floor like a animal, and those were only fairly recently, the no gag reflex is just a gift i guess. i must use it for the power of good.
im shamed to admit ive not watched pans labyrinth either. heard its a piece of amazing del toro but ive just been putting it off forever.
Dont like horror films as well but love the gothic aesthetics you can find in films. particularly van helsing- i know its a bad film but its a guilty pleasure for me
No, are you stupid? I'm making fun of you.
Sounds like an asshole. Good job getting away while you could. You have no idea how may girls i know won't leave a dude because they cant stand to be alone.
Sounds like del toro tbh
I support him just because he does effects right tho.
Yeh, i dont want to be stuck with someone whos a cunt. And im not alone, i got my flatmate, who i'd date instantly instead of that idiot who thinks depression is the victims fault
also it makes me mad because its factually wrong and its my field of study
I'm watching dexter again because the noir film was boring and I'm lazy and just wanna watch lazy tv.
>Michael c hall speaking spanish
Take me. Tfw my boyfriend is cuban and speaks spanish and i could skype call him and listen to his sexy voice anytime but i would have to talk to him then
Damn. I have a slight gag reflex. I only know because I've blown toys before. How will i satisfy my man if I'm a gross tranny AND im not the perfect sexual demon he desires.
FUCK HIM ALREADY.
My one true pairing is still a possibility.
>do hair and make up
>feel cute in mirror
>go to take selfie
>look like shit
WHYYYYYYYYYYYY EVERY.MORNING. WHYYYYYYYYYY
Go watch some brit shit on the "tele" with him and talk to him about his dating life and when he confirms he's single but dtf turn around and straddle him and start kissing his nick snd stuff.
I KNOW THESE THINGS BECAUSE I'M A WRITER AND I STUDY ROMANCE SOMETIMES, THIS IS PURELY CINEMATIC INTEREST
We watching dr who together tonight, put two desk chairs right next to each other, turn out the lights, put it up on his monitor and relax.
And im not just going to start straddling him, how would i even know if hes dtf
Also funny thing, we got a very threatening letter from the tv licensing people yesterday. Threatening in a "gives us money now or we'll fine you £1k, your details are forwarded to our enforcement department and a visit will occur very soon"
pic related we got in the post yesterday
should i play pokemon soul silver
or keep watching this parasite eve let's play
>playing a video game while watching someone else play a different video game
god damn when did my life get this exciting
yeah i started watching it while im eating breakfast but i do wanna play the pokemans
? ???????? ?????
he has the most reddit-tier le gentleman voice i could ever think of
Don't worry as long as you don't have a tv they probably can't prosecute, they do sometimes send people to inspect houses but I don't think you have to let them in
Also it's completely legal to watch tv on a laptop as long as it's not plugged in which is weird
am ignoring it. And i cant just hop on his dick like that. also im way too shy to ask if he wants to fuck. id spaghetti everywhere
Well we all know they cant get into our house unless they have a search warrant. So if they try we just say they cant come in. And yeh can watch iplayer so long as its not live, which is what we do, we wait until its over to watch when its legal.
It's real. A lot of countries outside of the US have it. You've got to remember, our state-funded channels (BBC) are by FAR more popular than any of the others, so it's not the same as PBS which is only a tiny fraction of the US television market.
If anyone turns up to inspect your house, do NOT let them into your house. They'll try and intimidate you but unless you allow them to enter they'e not legally allowed to do anything. Normally they don't bother taking it further after that.
>our state-funded channels (BBC) are by FAR more popular than any of the others
our state funded channels in germany aren't very popular and their main audience is old people
you still have to pay for it though
you must watch it!!! It was really good.
Yes, i love torrential rain and strong winds. beautiful weather
Don't worry, we wont.
But i know he's not doing either of those things...and why. He says its because there are no girls who have same interests as him and that he doesnt care to go out looking for anyone and if something happens, it just happens.
Well put some clothes on silly ane
And take a shower probably. Do you sweat in your sleep at all? I used to really really bad, but since hrt not as much.
Probably not. I was expecting something maybe too cinematic out of both of you. Maybe try for a subtle handhold or shoulder to shoulder or something.
its just sunny and cool here
tho word has it by the end of next week we could be seeing some tropical storm type things happening
JUST IN TIME FOR MY BIRTHDAY
im gonna shower as soon as my towels are dry
nah i dont really sweat at all in my sleep. or in most situations. most i ever sweat now is when im driving and its like 90+ outside
All students get those constantly, it's essentially just spam you can ignore if you don't watch live TV.
I'm so grateful for the BBC, they seem to be the only broadcaster capable of making good nature documentaries (which is all the TV i like). I can't imagine having to watch those awful dramatised nature documentaries from America full of guitar music.
thinking about getting electrolysis in a couple of weeks time on the upper lip because that's the area that is still thickest. i had my 3rd laser session a week ago and it takes a couple of weeks for the hair to drop out, this isn't going to be a waste of time, is it? like the hair from the laser laser session will have dropped out and it'll mean less laser sessions. the two therapies working in conjunction with each other, properly spaced out to maximise effectiveness, it'll mean a hairless face faster, right?
i mean this isn't a bad idea, right? this is a good idea?
no, that is not a good idea. wait at least a month or two (full hair cycle) after ur last laser session before going in for electrolysis.
besides, arent u gonna go for more laser sessions? most people do 6-8. doing electrolysis DURING laser treatment is not gonna do anything.
For everyone who gets bitter and sadder than happier whenever they hear about my fiancé and me being a cutesy couple, rest comforted in knowing there's at least some level of comeuppance. x 3x
We were irresponsible and know my left nipple piercing has a budding infection. . -.
Cuddly and comfy.
Chores and made some stereotypical hispanic breakfast.
My chest is full of itchy lightning, tho. x 3x
>We were irresponsible and know my left nipple piercing has a budding infection
and that's good haha I'm prolly just gonna have some tea for breakfast <3 I think my pears went bad which sucks cause I was really looking forward to them...
this discussion tho, reminds me that i need to make an appointment with an electrologist so i can get rid of this shitty regrowth ive had and be smooth 4 life
i feel like id be so much more confident if my skin were better (a lot of my skin problems are caused by over-shaving) and electrolysis will get me on that path!!!
Yeah. x 3x
I think I should be able to take care of it, though.
I don't even HAVE boobs and we still can resist
There's some kind of dark magic there.
Also!! Try freezing them? Overripe frozen pears make an awesome kind of natural ice cream.
Logic and forethought goes out the window with our pants.
I am sorry for discarding your wise advice, Sage Eri.
tfw i only slept for 5 hours in total and woke up twice during that time
how are you doing mtfg? i need to start getting ready to go meet da boy in like 20 mins
when does hrt make you more girl then guy? I am sick of this waiting game.
yeah like, just not having to plan stuff around it or push it and hurt my skin will be amazing, I mean that's rlly one of the few reminders about trans stuff that I get regularly
oh I'd love to try that "easy overripe icecream" with a black sapote, also just wanna try those in general
also it's not like my partner's nips didn't get infected a bunch when she had piercings, I'm better at giving advice than following it, and that may be a little true of you too
uggghh im the SAME WAY. like on my days off i dont go outside and do stuff because i want to give my skin a break for the days i need to shave, i.e. work... but then i take sick days occasionally to give myself at least one day off & out of the house... i cannever stay out *too* late or sleep over someone elses place ... ugh. i just wanna be done with it already.
I totally understand the temptation though haha...
Also I might but the thing is they're not overripe...they're like...super hard and it's like they never ripened or something it's weird :s I thought maybe I should just wait a bit for them to ripen but they're still as hard as before :/
just released a raccoon that ate all the food in our trap, it was a reel grumpy tree-bearcat
oh I fucking hate that, makes me feel like my fucking facial hair is running my schedule instead of me and like I can't just shave to feel good about myself or pop out on a whim just in case something comes up and I'm at a bad point for skin for shaving
I can go like 2 days if I really just leave my skin alone and maybe an extra day rlly working makeup but then shaving is usually a lot rougher on my skin than if I'd been like giving my skin attention but getting hairs out quicker
>People being ultra loud on a Saturday morning
>5 hours of sleep
>At least I have coffee
I had most recently been on cypro so I don't remember spiro very well.
I have enjoyed not dealing with the side effects of antiandrogens. When I came off cypro + finasteride my libido shot through the rough for a while, but now it just feels stable and normal instead of absent.
T levels dropped from bottom of female range to just below female range. I didn't notice any new feminization, but I'd been on hrt for over five years at that point.
p-please no bully
I'm a singer so I've had a good grip on my voice but I've only been practicing femvoice for like 3 weeks...
w-what should I work on girls ;-;
i want to die
i don't want to be trans i want the real thing
Fuck cake >:[
But overall for 3 weeks you're doing ok. Your pitch is ok (although possibly falsetto), the next thing to focus on is bringing your voice forward a little bit. It's hard to describe how to do it, but you should do exercises like swallowing to see how you can raise your trachea up closer to your mouth.
It's unlikely you have significant T at that kind of dose, although are you seeing a doctor? That's the kind of dose of spiro I'd want someone looking at my blood potassium for.
I don't think it's lack of sleep tbh it's just, idk, today is grey (and rainy with bits of snow just to make things worse). It's just an impressively shitty october morning and it makes me regret getting out of bed.
You've been focusing on pitch, your pitch is fine now, now what you need to focus on is the resonance of your voice. A male voice resonates in the throat and chest, a female voice resonates in your head. Right now because of where your vocal chords are located in your throat you still have a lot of masculine characteristic in your voice. If you push your vocal chords higher up in your throat
and bring your voice forward you'll be making progress.
Your voice passes. I've posted my voice here, yours is better than mine. I don't hugbox.
It is insurance, I have medical but you have to have a local provider for it to be active and its not active all over California. I only have health care for a 50 mile radius, and they don't do trans health care because they are a seventh day Adventist church hospital network.
Stick your fingers on your throat, find your adams apple, and then swallow. Notice how your trachea gets raised in your throat. Do this a few times. What you need to do is find a way to control the muscle groups responsible for this while you speak.
I don't have any resources handy (I had professional training), but a good trick is to try and make your voice "smaller" and try to project from the mouth while supporting it with your diaphragm.
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>Answer this question: which Californian department do they fall under?
They don't its private but supplemented by medical.
>Your health plan has a funny definition of elective.
but like I said its a church based health plan, I didn't fucking want it but it was all I could afford. I could get on Kaisers but I can't because its $1,500 a month for me.
Well... I dont know much about Alberta but at least you guys keep mountain time which is the best timezone obvi~
Our timezone is the tallest elanna! Who would follow time from a lower elevation?! Thats just crazy!
Basically the stretch of it Montreal is in is heated up by lake Ontario. It can get stupidly cold but it's not that common unless it's the dead of winter.
The highland areas around the valley, otoh, are cold as fuck. There's a reason most of the province is only suited for herding and growing berries.
>ask mother to drive me into the city for appointment (HRT assessment, but just tell her it's an appointment)
>she bitches about it being hard to get to but agrees and doesn't ask a single question about what the appointment is for
bet she knows
probably snooped and found some trans related papers I had
That's fucked up tbh. Religious institutions need to stay the fuuuuuck away from schools and hospitals.
Best time zone! It has Wyoming in it! Fucking Wyoming!
Yeah that makes sense, I've at least heard of some of the ridiculous weather events some of the other parts of Quebec have had like the ice storms and stuff. It's cold as fuck here too, but at least it's sort of a predictable level of cold, nothing like the ice storms.
>That's fucked up tbh. Religious institutions need to stay the fuuuuuck away from schools and hospitals.
My trans clinic in LA is called St Johns, as in religious as fuck. People assume California is liberal but its actually jam packed with religious conservatives. I want out of this state soo bad.
The hospital I get my bloodwork done at is called St Mary's, it doesn't mean it's religious, it just means it used to be called that because it was run by nuns 70 years ago.
If this is the St John's clinic I'm thinking of you're full of shit.
Jesus... one bottle of aftershave balm, one tube of eye-circles cream and one thingy of exfoliating wash = £40... ouch
>walking through shopping centre
>feel wetness on my leg
>then on the back of my neck
>what the fuck is the roof leaking?
>see two unaccompanied kids aged ~10 spitting on me from up on the escalator
If the little shitstains' parents were with them I would have raised hell but in the event I had no idea who to bring it up with, fucking kids...
I LOVE YOU
SO I WENT INTO THE SHOWER THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID AND STARTED SINGING AND I FOUND IT
Omg I'm so happy cause now I sound less like a fat guy and more of like an actual girl <333333
also here's results, it's Milwaukee by The Both
>29" waist now that i've lost weight
>28" after a few hours of corseting
rly wanna get down to 26~27" if possible.............
Please pet my head and tell me everythings going to be okay elanna /o\
I actually just had to write an email to a client. Explaining to him how math works and why the 3 USD difference between the profit projection software I would love dearly to never have to see again in my life that I am developing for him and his own figures could not feasibly be caused by a major error... It's a 3 dollar difference at month 32 and clearly caused by rounding variations ;____; *cries*
also this burger tasted really good but over an hour later I still feel so full I might puke
beetroot, pineapple, fried egg, cheese and some other stuff
Yay! That definitely does sound a bit better, if you keep working on it I'm sure you'll get it! ^^
ufufu how do I corset train? Can it make my ribcage stick out slightly less? o.o
Awe, everything's going to be ok :<
Honest question though, did you use floating point types for storing dollar quantities?
You might actually have it already if you didn't have the NRA constantly lobbying for the interests of gun manufacturers.
Canada has tons of blacks and mexicans as well, and yet we don't have the stupidly high rate of gun violence that you do. Your problem isn't minorities.
Your problem is that even petty criminals can buy a fucking handgun and ammunition.
PHP doesnt really use floats. It looks at decimals and handles them like any other integer unless you specifically pass it as a string. More or less doesn't care/has no problem working with fractions.
Oh and one more horrifying client detail
>Uses Internet Explorer
>Does not give a fuck
>Complains when things dont work properly
>Things dont work because IE has garbage js interpreter
I go there every saturday, once a week, when I go shopping
dw I'm not eating for the rest of the day
I probably will anyway though because I'm a weak-willed miserable fat fuck who couldn't keep under 1500 kcal per day if my life depended on it
who /Jarre/ here?
this may be the best thing he's done since chronologie IMO
I need to just go full vegetarian to try and lose the rest of my muscle mass which might slim my neck down a bit too.
I want to start calling places about pricing a tracheal shave but all I can think about is them fucking up my voice so I don't even start.
Just be aware that you will have to lose and regain all the weight you want to have redistributed, and it does have limits. It's not magic, although sometimes results can be dramatic. Ymmv