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old thread >>5110143
>No tumblr shit
Let's do our best, girls!
Would you play a transvestite /mtfg/?
I wouldn't play frank n. furter that's for sure, not because I have a problem with him but rather that I don't think Rocky Horror needs to be rebooted, like, Tim Curry executed that shit perfectly
>Could multiple people think I'm a fucking annoying piece of shit?
>No, that's not possible, it must be just one person
I guess that's true
I am hoping to use her to kind of gauge my progress though, since she hasn't seen me since like a couple of months before I started HRT. I'm curious if she'll notice or mention any changes
Look up some vocal warm ups and find the one that suits you best tbh. I tried a whole bunch but found just doing tongue stuff really helped.
It's just like warming up the muscles before you use them. I tried vocal fry too but I didn't find a difference to what is already out there for singers. Also I read a lot so I'd just warm up into girl voice and read to myself aloud for a couple of minutes.
Haven't heard that one before shit for brains
>racist and homophobic
>has no place here
4chan sounds like the perfect place to be tbh
this man is a fucking psycho
he's like holic on steroids combined with the physical appearance of a typical shut in loser mass shooter like adam lanza
I haven't really gained weight though.
And I'm not worried about being outed, I'm actually hoping she'll notice some kind of change because it'll be a confirmation that I'm actually changing from someone who isn't potentially just trying to hugbox me
you right for a living write? hows that goin? and im good, i wont be tomorrow though since im staying up late and have classes and work :(
>you right for a living write? hows that goin?
Pretty good, doing that right now actually.
> im good, i wont be tomorrow though since im staying up late and have classes and work
Ah that sucks :<, whatcha studying?
idk waht BC is
why waht are your new pills pro-plus or smth?
oic, is that in maple syrup land?
I had some maple syrup, i can see why people go cray for it, shits delicious, though i cant have more than a spoonfull cos otherwise i feel like my teeth have dissolved.
oh cool, though not sleeping probably isnt gonna do wondersfor your state of mind in the long run nanon.
im curious, do you enjoy your job? hows the pay?
im majoring in IT. sooo just small computer stuff. not really what i want to do though, just a back up. i work at a pizza joint right now and i wont be there much longer since im transitioning
so how do i stop being a total failure at life ?
i talk to nobody in college because im a fucking weirdo and everybody is homophobe as fuck
i try to talk to people online but nobody gives a shit about me because im not a pretty mtf and im not even on hormones
i get ignored in cam chat sites
im literally nobody, i could kill myself right now and the only person who would know is my mother.
>mfw i found out how to make a webm
we circe now
if you want we can all stop attacking everyone else and you can just make fun of me and my bae
Keep on fighting the good fight Aife. Hopefully one day people will stop enabling Maki's pathological insanity.
>im curious, do you enjoy your job? I do actually, while it's just top 10s and the such it's mostly educational so I feel good about that.
>hows the pay?
Surprisingly good, my friend's my boss and he's loaded so I get by well.
>im majoring in IT. sooo just small computer stuff. not really what i want to do though, just a back up.
Always useful, I wanna do that at some point so I can make my own games. If you have a passion, even if it's unlikely, you should pursue it.
>i work at a pizza joint right now and i wont be there much longer since im transitioning
Working in hospitality seems horrible, I don't think I could ever do it.
stay strong sis, i havent been here long so i dont know shit but im sorry youre getting bullied
Dollface is gonna leave him for another tgirl 2 years down the line and he's going to end up here transitioning with us
I can see it now
erin my posts are ghosts on the coast of islands that sailors be dying about and the fact is it makes me pout cause being noticed is what i'm about. i post in all caps because i need to shout. im invisible to this thread... i'm in over head. ;~; every nigga in here want boogie dead.
it my bf who is da best best guy in the whole world
you can tell how happy he makes me since i look stupid af in every webm while staring at him lmfao
cloudconvert.com !! it's actually ridiculously easy i had no idea lol. i'm just posting these cause i start to miss him since he's like an hour away from me and skype is all i have until the weekends i spend with him so like i make gifs and these are the largest gifs i have on my computer so ye...
he means everything to me, idk c: this is the first time i've even posted anything showing him tbh
i-i would never do that
ayyy im happy for you! my real passion is living off my music but thats unrealistic. working there isnt too bad. its just that the whole place is segregated by gender and im getting too small and weak to work in the kitchen. i seriously doubt my boss would make me a waitress but that would be interesting
Because Im a nice person and you wont leave me be to be cute and nice |:<
I react with what people send toward me. If I'm treated well I'm a sweetheart when you treat me like shit I shit on everyone involved.
EDIE YOU'RE ADORABLE
YOUR MISTER IS ADORABLE
YOU;RE BOTH ADORABLE ESPECIALLY TOGETHER
also my mister thinks your mister is haawwtt
Absolutely nothing. Ideally, I'll acquire funds soon and eat more and exercise more and between that and this antidepressant, I'll finally destroy my depression for good and live a long, productive, happy life.
So yeah not much.
Some of these trips are insufferable, we need to purge this shit
>how much gay shipping can i do tho
You have no idea how much.
(◠﹏◠) h-he's the best thing to ever happen to me
t-thank you, i will tell him you said that!!! yall are super cute yourself but i'm p sure you know that by now. my bae thinks of himself as being like not attractive and it bothers me cause he's super perfect and idk i just wanna do everything for him ever cause he's the most important thing in my life and idk. he reallyreallyreally means a lot to me and i feel super lucky to have him and um ye that's my spiel no more shitposting pics of my relationship .webm's s-sorry to everyone if it was annoying
>ayyy im happy for you!
Thanks ^^, it's the main happy point of my life right now, it keeps me smiling.
>my real passion is living off my music but thats unrealistic
You should still try for it, even if it's making stock music, or whatever it's called. Do you have any stuff to post? I'd like to listen.
>working there isnt too bad. its just that the whole place is segregated by gender and im getting too small and weak to work in the kitchen. i seriously doubt my boss would make me a waitress but that would be interesting
Yeah I don't know if I'd have the guts to even try for that, but then I'm a long way off transitioning.
Please don't self harm.
It's difficult to judge whether you would pass (think about why), but a lot of people can, and most can with FFS. I don't know whether I would post a pic in your situation if you're sensitive. Assess yourself, ask someone you're out to, or post a picture on /r/transpassing, or on unsee and post the url here if you're sure.
You should just leave. No one here likes you anymore and everyone's afraid of you. You're a wild animal, a beast to us now. Everyone is going to avoid you here. Just go and don't come back.
>tfw self medded and didn't freeze whatever semen i could even produce
>tfw will never make biological babies
>tfw forever infertile
>tfw will never have my own biological children
>tfw want kinds really really bad
>tfw fiances mom wants us to have kids really bad
>feels bad man
How bad do you want to be a pretty girl and have a big strong confident bf, mtfg?
>wanting to be a father
don't worry though eggs or semen manufactured from your skin cells is only a few years away
>tfw your mom says you're disgusting and you will always be a man
Reminder that Jocelyn got misgendered and called sir in girlmode and got handed the bill instead of Kiwi
hey /mtfg/ hows that muscle loss going?
>arm after 5 months
I feel like shit everyday. Does anyone have a good advice so I could not feel like shit anymore? I'm pre-everything still in the closet, with huge anxiety problems because of it and feeling like I'm too late to start transition (24, manface, recending hairline, too depressed to do anything).
God, I just can't kill myself, it's too late for that.
Time for hairdresser in 40minutes and i have no idea what i want.
Oh well probably get stabbed with scissors anyways.
>when you feel his cock twitch and cum in your mouth.
As someone who is now 26 and still in the same position I was at 24 (literally where you are now)
Sell everything you don't care about and find an IC clinic like... NOW.
Just get on mones, you might get lucky and have hair re-growth from just HRT if not, get on fin.
Seriously, fuck wasting anymore time, find a way. It gets worse the longer you wait.
Come'on... Am I the only one that really noticed how attractive that guy is? >>5112161
He looks all funny, nice and confident, and those hands, forearms, arms, and chest.
Still only got one reply.
boogs you know i love you no matter what tho plz don't feel bad ^-^
Whenever I try to make and advance the anxiety and fear make sure I don't take any step further and gives me a temporal sense of safety, only to replace it a couple of hours later in desperation and hopelessness. It's such a fucking joke, I can't believe someone can be in this shitplace and last as long as I have.
I only want it to end soon.
>when you get pounded from behind and hear him moan as you feel every pump of cum into you
The problem is when you go into that safety, you expect things to eventually get better. But unless you make that move Anon, it's never going to get better. Don't take away that chance for things to get better, go out there and start calling doctors and therapists.
Is easy to say it, but it's hard as fuck to confront the actual situation and do something.
I have been told this so many times, but it seems to be quite a shit advice because it never seems to work. Or perhaps I'm a lost cause, idk.
oh someones having a bad day, probably look like an old dude yourself.
I understand though. It's fucking hard honestly. I'm just going to give you cliches and hugbox, but nobody is a lost cause. Take some time and really think, do you want to transition? Why? What do you expect from it? Is it worth it? I mean don't just lightly ponder, really think. Fuck, write it down if you need to. Write down why you want to transition, put it on your wall and any time you start feeling anxiety, read it. Take deep breaths and read.
Atleast it's warm in there
>it seems to be quite a shit advice
It's not, get off 4chan and go talk to someone irl.
I can already tell nothing anyone says here will change you, so fuck off and live your miserable life or do something about it.
I had the same problem, I got drunk and talked to a triage service that helped me find someone to talk to. Don't know if it's good advice, but it got me started after years of maximum repression.
>Thanks for nothing.
I really hope you actually do something about it this time instead of giving up.
Or else you'll be saying that to yourself in a couple of years.
I'm not going to hold your hand when Melody has that covered (not intending that to be offensive, you're coming at this in a positive way) but you can read anything here and get a bit of inspiration but it's the you from tomorrow that needs to make sure it sticks.
So yeah, keep thanking yourself for nothing until you make changes.
Such a big point though, if you're serious about transition, you need to get on that shit. Don't let your life waste away in a shell of what you're not. Nothing's more sad than looking back on years of postponing transition, when you could've been already making progress. Once you start hormones, ask anyone, you're going to have plenty of time to think.
Yeah, I'm at a friends house but they're just watching tv. None of my other friends are up, but I don't want to go to bed yet. Not feelin games right now, kinda late, but I'm not sure what to do...
>new online bros talking about trannies and how terrible they are
>their arguments are awful
>they have no basic understanding of gender identity
>tfw don't even care because i'm just a fag
feels good ;~; sorry you girls have to deal with that stuff.
Also its okay, I don't need to eat I already ate earlier, I just thought it was really good. I'm a vegetarian though, makes me kindof jealous when people talk about how amazing places like that are. But I'd never sacrifice the effort I've put into sticking with being vegetarian, just for something like in n out.
Yeah understandable, everyone has their own decisions and views on that stuff. Didn't know though. Hah, yeah I am also trying to gain weight though so eating more than usual. Only at like 110.
>is that you anon-who's-thinking-about-dropping-out-of-transitioning-and-going-femboi?
no. dunno who you're talking about, but i'm built more bear than twink, which is why transition was futile
Sometimes I tame mine by wearing just a normal bra underneath a jacket. It gives them a much more rounded shape, in my case atleast with great pyramid nipples. You can use this to your advantage, it's nice. I would imagine a sports bra would do wonders.
Helps hide them so long as you don't show an outline in your shirt. And choose one the same color/lighter (Or darker, for black shirts) than your shirt. A regular non-pushup bra also works well enough for me if I wear a smaller cup.
/mtfg/ should I buy some dota or touhou plushies? I really want more but I don't have any room for them...
Depends how big they are, if they're small a sports bra can help squish them down, but once they get up to about a B or C cup a bra ain't gonna help
>/mtfg/ should I buy some dota or touhou plushies? I really want more but I don't have any room for them...
the answer is to rent a unit and then put all your plushies there and continue to live at home
how can i trust you?
this is important and serious, and i need something definitive, so
im not trying to do u a solid and then u leave me hangin and i go to jail
also belts dont work, did u know that??
>how can i trust you?
>this is important and serious, and i need something definitive, so
>im not trying to do u a solid
you're not trusting me, you're trusting the skellington. skellingtons never lie
>ur fucking with me and i dont appreciate it tbh
skellingtons are very serious, friend. no fucking intended
>do u have a family member with a gun
if i did i would use it on myself, not you. honestly i probably do since a couple of my cousins and stuff live on farms and thus would have hunting rifles but they live ages away and i don't have easy access to them and i'm not murrcan so i can't just go and buy myself a handgun or whatever
just shaved my head and i look manlier than anything i've seen so far. hair is such a lie that hides real you.
>if i did i would use it on myself, not you.
wow way to be cruel anon i thought you had my back
u can't buy a handgun easily if u have a history of mental illness
that was my idea, or i shoot her then myself
a plethora of things tbh; being dead is much more plesant and less stressful than being alive, think about it
es not bc im a tranny tbh
good for you, its nice to hear about people's positives experiences
when do u get to see him next?
>tfw your childhood fantasies in grade school involved being tied up and not able to escape from your captor, and being cooked as food and eaten
What the fuck is wrong with me? Now I see why my mom questioned me wanting to know if someone raped me when I was younger
>i wish my dog would fuck me, that might be nice
>sorry, but cunnilingus feels good, sorry not sorry
I can't even...
>also who r u?
Also don't go and get yourself killed, why don't you talk about it? Can't hurt any more than a bullet poorly lodged in the brain.
>also who r u?
lmao i love how you lot try to pretend like you don't think this place should be your special little clique club then get all like "excuse me, who are you?" when anyone that isn't one of your friends reply to you.
just fuck off to your sype groups and snapchat and whatever if you just want to talk with your friends
21st November I think. I swore I wouldn't let myself get with anyone until after I've had some Ffs or a year on mones or something. I don't know how this happened.
>tfw never been able to sleep when in the same bed as someone else because anxiety, dysphoria and being sexual assaulted
>tfw slept next to him, my face buried in his neck and his arms around me
>tfw have a crush on a cute guy
Feels good, first time I've felt this way in a while about someone.
reminder this is why you transition young
so you don't become a hon
If I ever get a boyfriend, I'm gonna start to dress up like this at home.
I am concentrating as much as I can but I just can't stop thinking about him
i was talking to a gay guy today... my age, my height, my weight... we were twins. ;~; but he looks a lot more masc. it was really weird. he was a top and i was a bottom. he was working on gaining weight and i was working on keeping it stable. so bizarre. ;~;
it's like we were the same but different.
boys lead to the darkside... stay pure fam. you don't have to take your clothes off to have a good time.
>1 year ago
>wondering how I'm gonna tell everyone I'm trans
>stuck at home with shitty abusive parents and dead end job
>cuddling with a boy who I hated before hormones and would have been one of the last people I'd ever expect to know I'm trans
>8 months HRT
>still somewhat worried but less so than before
>finally out of horrible home life and have multiple opportunities
I mean it reads like I'm doing well, but it doesn't feel like I am. Idk. What a year. It's not even over. It's October. Wtf am I typing.
Don't do drugs, fags.
I'm still not even sure if I went for it if I'd pass.
Man, why couldn't I have been less oblivious when I was younger.
I know several Swedes who play with us on NA, and despite the ping, seem to do well enough for themselves. Just depends where you live and how bad the ping gets. Stick to US East.
Chanrio creator is so cute.
West is almost double the ping I've heard.
But I have a question to the people here, based on the rules at least, I'd assume it's acceptable to post a picture and ask if I'd be 'passable'.
I've been stuck in the whole 'am I, or am I not' hooplah for the last 8, 9 years. And I'm still sitting in it right now. So here goes nothing.
Second opinions are always worth something.
Doctor, doctor, give me the news.
And not per se that I haven't 'figured it out', it's more that I'm afraid to make the leap.
Add in a mixture of being afraid of what my parents would think and how other people would react to it.
And here, here's a cute little Chanrio~
I'd play with both of you right now, pretty sure my client is still installed... Hmm..
One of my friends who started HRT as of the last year told me roughly the same, that I reminded them of themselves.
The fear of passing, the fear of acceptance from my only (real) close family member. That I'm just holding myself back from accepting reality.
Most of my friends from age 10 and on were girls, not boys. I got along with them more. I could emphatize with them. Boys just seemed odd, and I thought I was a bit broken or different. I had been raised by my mother but as a result I just believe I was 'effeminate' because of that. It didn't start hitting me until I was 12, and when I first crossdressed, at 16. Alot of things just made sense.
This is awesome and all but don't feel like you have to live up to anything to validate your own identity. Like it feels like you're trying really hard to confirm what you already know yourself to be. And trust me, I know, I repressed for a long time as well.
Just be happy with yourself. That's what fucking matters at the end of the day.
(Sorry if that was a bit too much I just struggle watching girls repress because of shitty external influences)
go thrift shopping. pick up some beginner-mode stuff like pants and a tank top or tshirt and a zipper hoodie. colors that don't stand out until you're confident.
o-oh jeez n.n;
when did I do that?
I think there's enough bitterness and envy around here that you can be a vindictive cunt to at least one or two people, and it'll make you hated by some but loved by others.
even if you're compassionate here, someone is going to hate you over something stupid that's beyond your control or just because they're psychotic and need to hate.
like I know what you're coming from, and I've been there. the anxiety could keep you from transitioning for forever until you're ready to start.
but thats all it is, is an anxiety. a fear of change, success, failure.
nobody can really make you do it, and you've probably heard the same reassuring comments half a billion times.
personally, I didn't even really start learning about trans stuff until about 4 years ago until after a friend came out to me as a boy, and we talked about it a little.
some things made sense, and I started piecing things together until I realized it just explained way too many issues.
but once or twice, I panicked and didn't start until several months after I really had the opportunity.
what made me realize that I had to was knowing that my life was, short of being a homeless crack addict, pretty much at rock bottom.
transition was the only option remaining to be happy, and fucking christ did it work.
Makes more than enough sense.
Guess the only thing left to do now is not find excuses to myself to weasal out, sit down, and talk to my friend about taking me to her sliding scale provider to see what they think.
Everything is fine, and it's welcome. I appreciate it greatly, and throwing out no soft blows is the way to ensure the message gets across.
;~; never. i save so much money by steal animes and musics and televisons and movies.
i am never going to stop. never.
i have 5k+ in the bank now thanks to my piracy habit.
I'm looking into trachea shave thingies.
>tfw never fly second star to the right and meet kit and all her magical aussie friends
>tfw have an external harddrive with 200+ films and some tv shows
I bought expensive fish to cook for dinner and I cooked it bad and now it tastes bad ;~;
I'm on drugs lol
I try to keep my shit talk to a min but I'm not gonna sit here and let people throw shade
I also don't drop trip to shit talk them. Our dirt is public, whats the point? That would be obvious, dumb, and gay.
Cheska is a fucking denegerate amd I lost whatever fucking respect I saw, lol, fucking maki tier of skype quitting and just giving up but at least maki still trips. why give up wtf LOL, give up.. ._.