nah, i was too lazy to draw another thing
also that's the person my parents want me to be (also i drew it like an attractive man)
the person i never wanted to be is an old balding loser guy, i wouldn't want this
one i did forever ago (age blurred out because i was lying at the time)....
... versus one i did just now.
keep trying, friends. your dreams really can come true.
yeah I've been putting off talking to a doctor about it and my jaw is basically locked 24/7 now. I have other surgeries I need as well so probably not going to do anything about it for a while.
same about the doctor, since i know they'll just give me anti-inflammatories and tell me that's all they can do
my spine is cracking and i don't even know where my jaw is supposed to be/how my teeth should line up anymore (mine doesn't lock, which i'm thankful for, but that means its slips and slides)
i've been popping pain pills and smoking grass more than i'm comfortable with to deal
cucked myself out of an easy life; the picture
I tried, I'm shit at drawing and I only had MS Paint on hand
I'm lucky enough that my parents just want me to be happy, but they want me to stay a guy, so it's a little contradictory. as for ideal partner, I just want a nerdy guy who half way can take care of himself.
That's fitting because I think Keanu is pretty attractive for a 50 year old man and isn't he dating a trans woman right now??
I'm on my way to being an unproductive member of society
I'm really into bearded metalheads for some reason. I'm no transbian. I've never even dated women, I was masc4masc type of gay man before the transition. Thank god I live in skandinavia, so it's really easy to find big metalheads who are into trans women.
I'm pretty happy with the normal kinda dude I am, just gotta work on stuff like finishing college and getting a boyfriend.
Except there aren't any cute faggy emo furries anymore so I'll probably have to settle.
Great taste in jojos tho
Also I'm pretty sure I remember you from last time
Download paint tool sai (lightweight and easy to download, you can use photoshop or something similar), make the mode of the temple multiple and color under it. E-Z. Draw everything else on top if you wanna add anything.
I like your lineart a lot for some reason. It's nice and neat.
>loaded so the parents get a good nursing home
you should just drown them when they're too weak to fight back
>going to do that to my own mother because she never shuts up and listens
>I think she knows
Drawn by >>5126378. Last time I posted this I got a lot of samefag replies.
>That feel when you'll never be a glorious knight maiden
(please excuse my tried-to-get-it-done-in-under-five-minutes art & my adhd handwriting, lol)
Excuse the quality, I'm semi-drunk and only had ms paint
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Cool, I made one of these a while ago when I was really depressed.
Not sure how I feel about it now.
Dude, I suck too. Just go for it, and take your time. I worked four hours on mine and it's just below mediocre. You can do it too, boyeeeeeee.
He really is.
>will never have a qt flip boyfriend
>will never be able to settle for a qt asian boyfriend
Hoooope this is okay? Never done a thing like this before
Whoops, I fucked up and uploaded the wrong version. Here we go.
>mfw i can't fucking subtract correctly
I'll probably redo this to reflect 7th grade me
It's pretty much the best, wish there was a just Joseph one though. Having Caesar on the back makes me feel disloyal.
I mean, my hobbies keep me pretty happy when I'm feeling like shit. Realistically I'd like to have a bachelor's in biology or environmental science, but I don't really know at the moment.
This picture is funny to me, because a few weeks ago, I saw a video for prospective med students and one of the guys in the video wanted to be a game developer, but he found he preferred medicine.
Anyway, good luck, anon.
If you ever get back into it look them up, it's pretty mind-blowing what modders have created thanks to increased map size and stuff. Almost makes Thief 2 look primitive, except for the Life of the Party mission of course.
I did one like 18 months ago and achieved success so I revised my goal with bigger bobis.
Hey brah, I studied animation for a long time, and the market sucks ass unless you live in LA and did a ton of internships (connections who can give you a job) during school. I freelance now but got majorly depressed after finishing my master's (already had a bachelor's). This was partially because I couldn't find gainful, steady work, and the depression in turn made finding that work harder.
Currently looking at other employment options because I can't deal with this shit or afford to live in LA in hopes of getting a job.
Where are you going to school now?
the only thing i hate more than everything is me
I know that feeling. I would push people away by being reclusive, sometimes with crazy outbursts because I psyched myself out, positive that things would go wrong anyway. It was my way of thinking I had control in a bad situation, as if to make things shitty on my own terms.
For me the solution to that shit I can't change is to just say fuck it and look for an alternative. Like can't get a job in your field? Fuck it, study something new. Can't change your boyfriend's shitty attitude? Fuck it, new boyfriend.
Pretty much, I was able to see a psychiatrist with the money I saved by not smoking dope. The idea was I couldn't fix shit on my own, so psychiatrists/ therapists are there to fix shit in exchange for your money. No effort required on your part. I only realised this after I gave up on life and being happy entirely.
I want you to get better in the way that's best for you, you know what I mean?
Yeah I felt that shit too. I'm an adult but my parents got us all together and just talked at me one afternoon. I just sat there with nothing to say. They kept trying to bully some kind of plan out of me to make me better. They wanted to help, but there was nothing anyone could do. No planning out solutions was going to help me.
I mostly had to wait it out, because lol depression tells your brain to believe stupid shit. It was a chemical problem, it wasn't my fault because I liked being lazy or a drunk or some gay shit like that. My brain just didn't care enough to take care of myself. I got on medication which I guess maybe has been helping. I'm still not happy, but it at least got me to a neutral starting point where I don't want to die. I mean really I just needed no-effort pill-popping, because fuck if I was going to have "hope" or anything like that.
Sorry I don't mean to make this some weird fucking surprise intervention, I just wanted to share a bro moment with some shitty feelings.
i appreciate that more than i do someone to whom long-term depression is an alien and indecipherable state of being chiming in and saying something tepid and facile like "it gets better" because it doesn't
if anything, "it" only gets different
I can't stand those people. I had a friend in college literally tell me that I just needed to choose to be happy. She didn't get why people can't just do that - she did. Holy shit, man. And parents try to tell me "you can't keep doing this." Like no shit, you think I'm enjoying this? It's a disease, you don't tell someone with cancer to just choose to stop having cancer. "oh yeah good idea, thanks for the advice."
But yeah, depression really just sticks with us for life, it's like how our brains are built. It's kind of possible to learn strategies for focusing on other/ cooler things (friends, animu, 4chan, hobbies, work) and telling depression to fuck off. Then things change and we have to learn all new ways of dealing with that shit again. I think that's how normal people function, but their brains just automatically focus on nice things instead of depressed thoughts.
I guess that's what therapy is supposed to help with, but for me I wouldn't even be receptive to that bullshit without meds. Now I sound like I'm pushing meds as a magic solution for everyone, goddammit. All I mean is like, it's possible for us to stop feeling like this, it just takes more work than normal people.
I see a distinct lack of furry husbando/ waifu material in this thread. What gives, I thought all furries were lgbt?
>tfw want to scratch behind and playfully nibble holo's ears
*or the person my parents wanted me to me when they were still alive
I can't draw on this trackpad.
The reason why i'm posting on /lgbt/ Is because I sometimes fantasize about crossdressing. (MtF)
I'm a petite quiet college kid in need of a fit, smart gf. People occasionallytell me i'm fashionable, so maybe there is hope for me..
I feel like I'm happy with the person I am. All I need now is 3-4 years of hair growth that I can have a long braid
Doesn't want to be a typical manly man – possibly based on his dad or some other role model – thought that meant he wanted to be a woman, turns out he actually wanted to just keep being a boy. This is why transitioning should always be your last resort.
>open in Paint
>do a shitty edit
[spoiler]when I made mine I copied bits off of others that I couldn't do well and pasted it on my own and changed colors to match the rest of it.[/spoiler]
These are all great, even the ones that got no response.
I know it goes against many things 4Chan stands for but I'm genuinely delighted to see so many people expressing who they are and sharing where they want to go in life.
Here's an irl picture of him since I think I make him look cuter in drawing, lol. (I still think he's hella cute.)