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Old bread >>5120418
Pre everything, no make up. Do i have potential.
Sorry for shitty face on photo but cant take any new atm, and wanted a quarter view.
Failed to make new thread so with that failure I sleep. Might see ya tomorrow
I feel like I'm running out of time. I look in the mirror and see age catching up to me. I'm alone and have no system of support. I need HRT and I dont know where or how to start.
>did food tech in high school
>after year 10 all we did was theory for the hsc
>tfw never learnt to cook properly
Sure, trim up those brows.
Good night, sir.
You did well.
I dont think people who don't genuinely want to be women should take hormones, call me crazy.
I'm tripping. I might take a second hit but I need to sleep between now and tonight and shouldn't go to a party on hard hallucinogens.
LSD, coming down though. Should only last another hour or two, I'm receiving little to no visuals. Feels really awesome though. The reason I might take another hit is because another hour or two isn't enough to finish marathoning Evangelion, and Id really like to watch EoE when Im peaking.
I have around three more hours of Evangelion to go before I head off to bed, anon.
I never got too crazy, I just get extremely paranoid.
Oh, figures. I'm throwing a coughing fit though, I might just head to bed soon myself.
Well, more like my body can't decide between coughing and gagging, it's pretty weird.
Been up for 24h though, so it's really time. And I'd feel guilty if I keep on crying on your shoulder. So, just...thanks for everything.
>go to smash tournament last night
>wear low cut top, w/e
>some dude walks in
>he's wearing a shirt that says "Boobies make me smile :)"
>feel awkward for the rest of the night
i jus woke up
ok im off to work again gn everyone please be safe
umm mb we can... s-share recipes sometimes
i like boobs too but i wouldn't wear a shirt that says that because I'm an adult and i have some sense of self-awareness
it's mainly a Smash4 thing, but I only play Melee so me and a couple other people run a smaller bracket for Melee before the main event
dudes go to events with shirts and attitudes like that and then they wonder why people call gamers trash
>go to smash tournament
I mean... compared to the tourneys I go to, as long as they have good hygiene and don't smell... they Could just wear blank tees but boy do they have to have a funny joke to break the ice since most are awkward as heck.
>h-hey dude I like boobies too!
I really do wish they'd get some self-awareness just so people don't poop on people that play vidya so I agree with you on that.
haha yeah, they're so awkward. I'm no better tbh, I'm actually probably worse, my social anxiety absolutely kills me
one time a guy came and introduced himself to me and first he went for a hug while I went for a handshake, and then he tried to tell a joke and fucked it up so he literally ran away from me right then and there and never spoke to me again
uh excuse you???
I have all the necessary ingredients to make pizza as well.. but like.. you know.
It's 5 AM and even though it's never too early or too late for pizza I would wake the whole house up with the amazing smells that pizza makes.
and... and you know!! I'm trying to diet??? and I'm just joking, I just haven't gone to sleep yet and don't want to fall asleep with a 'za in the oven. :P
>he went for a hug
Uh, nah that's not even cool if you just meet someone. I'm super weirded out by contact and I just smile and keep space between us.
Like, Maybe a fist bump would be cool to not spread germs around.
Marth is just so much better though, I find Roy's reverse tippers just so counterintuitive to his actual moveset. but hey, if he's more fun he's more fun, I have no problem with there being one less Marth main in the world
So i ummm sort of spent last night with the other flatmate again. And we ended up watching simpsons for 8 hrs, and we were cuddling for like half of that.
>his arms wrapped around me and resting on my shoulder/upper back
>my heads resting on his underarm/sides
>my hands on his chest and his is on top of mine
Hmmmm, no idea where this is going tbh
I hate my waffle iron
It beeps constantly and never cooks right
What do yall do when it comes down to fucking a guy? Ive got a guy I like, who likes me, but I don't want him to see my dick. He knows Im trans, I just don't want to disgust him if we had sex.
Of course the extra batter would turn out perfectly
But kissing is such a big jump!! Its like, yeh, i'd have to actually put myself forwards and stuff
Idk, like I consider myself pretty romantic, I just think I have the capacity to love and be romantic with multiple people
I don't rlly have dreams much anymore or at least not that I remember, when I was little I'd get rlly bad nightmares like every night tho
the best tasting food is always the stuff my partner and I make together
pancakes r better
I only rlly like waffles with certain pairings like fried chicken
Waffles are the true expression of love
Anyone can make pancakes
I'm going to enjoy the jack Daniels bbq world festival today.
Eat it nerds
pancakes are love, pancakes are life, anyone can chuck batter in a waffle press
I'm just teasing you because I like you
I really wish I could cuddle like that with my friend
I can cook pretty well unless I get all un-confident and flustered and fuck stuff up
some doctors like to slowly build to the full dose but it should be over the course of weeks more than months and some doctors I've talked to have said it's not rlly necessary for these meds or even in general
yea she planned for me to do 50mg and .5mg for a month before checking.
I have no drug allergies so it shouldn't be a problem. The only thing is maybe because I have high cholesterol, but even so I don't think it would be a big issue. I actually might call now though, I think they're open on Saturday
>water, ketchup and ground turkey chili
That's not even soup oh my god how can you call that food let alone chili
A skillet is the pan with slanted sides. To add to the confusion, this pan is also sometimes called a frypan or frying pan. The slanted sides make this pan perfect for stir-frying and quick cooking techniques where you're moving ingredients around a lot in the pan
Just like if you can't make ramen noodles
A skillet is flat bottomed and a thick metal for uniform heating. A wok is thinner metal with a smaller bottom and higher sides. It is designed to provide high heat at the bottom (for flash cooking")
Fuck, fuck, fuck. I'm 5 months post-op (srs) and after I dilated just now I started bleeding loads, there was blood just constant trickling out. I haven't bled like this since the first few weeks.
Have I broken my fanny?
Fuck that is low. Some people were saying that by day 4 I should feel a lot of extra T production as it tries to counteract the estrogen but I've gotten nothing so that may be why.
I called and she's with a patient so I gotta wait but man that makes me sad :/
Also just cause I'm dumb, when everyone says 100mg and 2mg they mean for one dose right? so daily they take 200mg spiro and 4mg estrogen?
Life would suck without time zones
Things couldn't be dictated as "from time a to time b" universally because like we just said, it's 10:30 AM here and if it were also 10:30am there, your day would start at like 3pm
It would bother things like stores and governments because shit would still end up organized into the exact same time zones we already have except instead of time being relative, like noon is noon is noon, you have some people starting at 6,7,8,9,etc
Ok also I'm waiting for a call-back but what should I say if she asks why I need a bump up?
Would "everyone else I've talked to started at 100mg Spiro and 2 mg estrogen" suffice or do I need some other evidence?
>tfw little kit was a stinky little kitten and needed a bath
we rlly gotta pick a name for her, I was thinking something piggy-related cus she gets her food all over her face and curls her tail rlly cutely
I think I have one, are you gonna like seed and stuff? Basically don't be like ufufu
I posted about it a bunch last night and have been attention whoring too much lately but it wasn't great, see >>5120015. It's making me feel like I have been pushing my transition too fast and focusing on it too much at the expense of others stuff tbh
I get my hormones through planned parenthood too and they are really slow with ramping up doses. They dont test your levels either. I'm still at 150 spiro and 1.5 estrogen at 4 months but I seem to be doing ok
I think you're pretty great no matter who you are or how long it takes you to figure it out
I thought yesterday was a dream.
I can't believe I actually went out like that.
Can you just get by with presenting/dressing femme? I could not give up hormones, if nothing else I'm really attached to my new jiggling fat and soft skin even if I have a man face and no tits
How come it seems the average transgirl likes being victimized and gravitates towards situations where they can feel bad about themselves?
One of my friends transitioned and now most of her friends are all mentally ill queer people that seem to actually LIKE keeping themselves locked in a cyclical setting where they try to out do each other with gender tags and complaining about how depressed/schizo/etc they are
Because you have shit taste in friends
Pity Parties are the worst, they're poisonous and unproductive
I personally want nothing to do with the whole "woe is me Czech your privilege" mentality that plagues communities of mentally ill "social justice warriors"
no, in fact they are not pretty anymore. Hours of walking in downtown la in heels bruised the fuck out of my feet. I always thought women complaining about heels was a meme but oh did I learn that the hard way.
>Like she was whaling on the kitchen table with a meat tenderizer and screaming "where did I go wrong?"
Let's be honest for a minute
Your mother is not a mentally stable woman, and her opinionated outbursts are to be universally disregarded.
None of this has anything to do with you being trans, and no one is to blame.
You did an amazingly brave thing to stand up to her yesterday and you have to be just as strong today
She's my only friend that's like that and I'm only still her friend because we were friends for nearly a decade before the transition.
It seems she's proud of being unemployed and depressed and gets no end of pleasure in talking with other mentally ill super polyamorous queer folk. What's the appeal?
Why do they all seem proud of being crazy?
>tfw hung over
>tfw this edition
>tfw nobody to cook together with
How much did you drink and what
>Nobody to cook with
Do I need to get in the kitchen, cook you some bacon and eggs, and pour you a glass of water?
I wish I had someone to cook for ;_;
Oh hey Maddie are you feeling any better this morning? You said your friend came over.
I drank half a 750ml bottle of sake.
If we could make bacon and eggs together that would be amazing tho. ;~;
How much weed does one have to smoke to get a hangover? Also hello are you a new trip? ^^
hi elanna! it's shitty outside here and my apartment is a giant mess. the pizza struggle is real. but i'm doing ok, i think i might need to slow my roll with my transition a little bit. i'm gonna talk to my therapist this week about it
Number one way to deal with hangovers.
Lots of water, and some salt/grease.
It's a very shitty feel, though
Best feels. And it'd cure your hangover in no time.
The last time I had a hangover was from alot of Bacardi 151 and a little bit of Tequila.
Never been a fan of sake, no idea why.
Well, it sounds like you sort of threw yourself into the thick of things yesterday. It honestly does just take time for a lot of things, so you're probably making the right choice to take things a bit slower. I know it's hard, once you actually start down the path of transition it's hard to not want to go as fast as you can.
Also, pizza for one day won't destroy your diet at least, and salt and grease are great for hangovers. ^^
I dunno why I like sake, I guess it just reminds me of getting wasted in Japan. Bacardi 151 is evil though. Also while you're busy with eggs I guess I'll make coffee, how do you take it? :>
>tfw no alcohol tolerance and guaranteed to feel like shit after more than one drink
It's a bad feel, I'm jelly
>tfw jerking off to male on cis female porn and cumming buckets
I feel dirty 2bqh.
its the mental hangover thats annoying. im no longer cotton mouth.
well since im eastern europe where weed is basicly nonexistent or expensive, and have made my body be able to be psychodelicly high on .25g, my tolerance isnt low anymore, it has transcended.
3 pure blunts did this to me.
and yeah im a new trip, hey ^^
But you don't get hungover ;~; I have the means to get drunk easily but avoid it because I'm guaranteed to feel like crap.
It's so utilitarian when it's black, I think that's why. Also the bitter just means it's working ^^
Could be worse, jupiter was posting links to shemale porn webms last night and it was weirding me out.
It's not like I prefer buying coffee drinks to straight coffee, oddly enough.
Latte? Yes please. Frappuccino? Yes please.
Mocha? Yes please.
And yeah, 151 is the devil. Not as much as Everclear or Absinthe, though.
You've been to Japan?
pizza incoming. you're a bad influence mtfg
>3 pure blunts
OK, you have made me very jealous. Where in eastern Europe?
Yeah, my high likelihood of getting a hangover is probably down to age at this point. Tradesies?
You look like you really need it ;~;
But you're not garbage. Dominoes ain't garbage either, it's good pizza for how much it costs.
>tfw want to tell qt girls at work they're too adorable to be smoking, and they should look into vaping instead
>tfw too shy
I had the same tbh. Dad ate half of it though, that bugger!
just do you, lady/guy/whatever, all our human bs is pretty arbitrary and you just gotta do what you rlly want to with the time you have
that's wut u get for not hydrating enough! take care'a urself dummy!
vapes are great! I was even thinking of looking into portable ones again since they've come a long way
I need to get some more soon, and maybe trade in the blueberry I have left since that doesn't work as well for me
like do you start slow with stretching and stuff? u could strain the muscles even with all the lube in the world
So Planned Parenthood just called back.
They said that they wanted to put me on 1mg daily because I'm taking spiro also.
I asked about bumping up the dosage and they said that normally the bump it up...after about 6 months
and if I wanted to talk early about it I could see about asking at my 3 month checkup.
Holy fuck. I'm gonna bitch abut it when I go in for my bloodwork. Now way am I gonna be on so low a dosage for 3 months
>tfw only have an eight of shitty mids right now
>tfw every dealer in town has shit weed right now
>tfw you wake up hung over but it's not that bad because reasons
I honestly never checked cause Planned Parenthood was my first option. Looks like I'm gonna have to check that out. List of clinics is in the OP right?
Also E if you see this where do you get your mones?
>calling everything other than weed hard drugs
Smh kiwi ;~; take some mushrooms sometime
What reasons? You can't just say that and leave people hanging. :<
It's doing a bit better, I think I'll have some pizza. Also, work on a Saturday, that sucks ;~;
Ok, well good luck, I hope it doesn't take too long to see them.
oh lol, did the thread just seem hungover?
yeah just calmly and clearly state your concerns and needs and stuff but don't get pushy or demanding since doctors can more take that as a sign to slow stuff down and be cautious, good medical care is a dialogue
I have liek a standing plug-in one for home but some of the vape-pens and stuff are getting a lot better and can be used with like different types of stuff like oil and normal buds, my caregiver even gave me like a sample puff from one of the more disposable type ones the last time I got stuff
I was going through just my primary care doctor and then for a bit this other younger guy before he retired but more recently my partner found me this nice guy with some more experience at a gyno place, I'll send you the name on skype
I'm kinda bored with the same old briefs and pants in black and white.
What kind of underwear do you guys buy? Where? Should be suitable for tucking, even though ´it´ got super small and is easy to tuck and not too expensive. In austria atm
>tfw posting from 3 different devices since u woke up
what a world
it's fine, it's fine
the reasons are awkward for public consumption anyway
Same boat as you. 23, haven't done anything, though.
Too much self-doubt and for years I pretty much gave up and thought I was too old.
Ok I'm actually on my way to work and on my phone but if you're still up later I'll ask!
And yea I'm trying to be civil and I say ill bitch but I'm actually really passive so it'll be more like
>increase my dosage plz
>getting unironically upset when someone calls her dude
You should smoke more :^)
wish I could say that lol
oh yeah I don't use tobacco
you do need to speak up and be clear and firm about your medical care, it's just that doctors are kind of trained to shut down in response to people getting worked up and being demanding/pushy for caution of stuff like addicts seeking drugs or munchhausen other stuff going on other than necessary treatment
not me, because I'd be far too depressing an drag everyone down tbqh.
>tfw no caddy roommate to cry with and watch 90s teen movies on her giant tv
Kit - she's straight, so no
Erin - she's straight, so no
Sheen - no
Caddy - possibly?
It's a dumb idea to sleep with roommates in general, and half the people I'd be willing to room with aren't into girls anyways.
okay I bought the peach color one
These are my new favorite thing to wear and they are made in the US.
I am not ashamed for being feminine. I don't know why so many trans girls here are kinda anti feminine.
ordering in bulk on amazon is only beneficial when it ships from the amazon warehouse, right? not from independent sellers?
oh no there's still plenty of flavor and I like how the spice compliments with sweetness of the waffles along with the saltiness
I got it at a restaurant around here but it's pretty easy to make yourself since it's one of those things that are pretty basic but with lots of room to perfect
for something more like that I'd prefer korean fried chicken or pok pok wings
my partner actually can't stand chipotle and I kinda consider shichaun peppercorns as like a separate type of spice to be used along with chili peppers
the specific recipe for the pepper paste varies from place to place which is a big part of the different quality and types
Elfie, kira and pooks are the best at cute posting.
Jormy gets an honorable
Nobody's stopping you, just giving some insight into why some choose not to. I like to stick out as little as possible, and just wearing what other girls wear is my way of doing it.
By and large I'd say a lot of girls on mtfg have that mentality and prefer comfy clothes, so it may be construed as anti-feminine.
Yes, but maybe my experience of being a student is biased. Almost no college girl does that. They have the right to, and it's not unreasonable, most ime would just rather take the time to sleep or party.
I'm sad, but duty calls. Bye bye anon ^^
i'm actually leaving for work now so i'll ttyal
gross, I wouldn't have transitioned if I didn't want to fem it up as much as possible. i hate all these new trips living by the tomboy meme.
I'm so disgusted in mtfg right now. I know that clothes don't make the woman but holy fuck no wonder most of you bitch about being called sir because you go out in andro clothes. For me, dressing girly has been one of my biggest dreams ever and without a doubt people treated me as a girl in public when I did it. Getting called miss and mam was my dream that came true.
O-oh thanks pooks o////o;
I'll have to do some cuteposting later I g2g meet a friend tbh