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fuck we filled up that last one fast >>5129170
When have I been mean to anyone but kiwi? (who I tried to prevent from airing our dirty laundry but they wouldn't stop poking at me)
Like I genuinely try and make it a point to be nice to people here.
Well yes, light colors makes things look bigger, and pops more.
But what I'm thinking about is faking the shape of hips, like tricking the mind to think there's more shape than there is.
Where as, if you're waring a loose shirt that goes all the way down to your hips, basically covering them, then it makes your hips look narrower than they are, because they remove that hip curve part... And also, doesn't split up your body, so that it's harder to accurately determine shoulder/hip ratio.
how do you know for sure it was kiwi poking at you?
you just ended up fueling the drama while she apologized and you blew her off
she just leaves when the drama comes and you haven't tried to make amends at all
She talked plenty of shit with her trip on, also look at this:
Like I've said time and time again, I don't enjoy being shit on by people? I don't like when this is all happening? I want it to be over and I'm trying to be as mature as I can. The only time I've lashed out in all of this is when after a week of keeping my mouth shut Kiwi still continued to talk shit. Still does it on anon almost daily too. Fucking ridiculous at this point.
maybe because you never apologized for shitting on her and making her the laughingstock of /mtfg/?
if you were in her place how would you feel? why can't you just agree to disagree, you weren't compatible in real life and end it at that? maybe try adding her on skype or however you chatted with her before and try to patch things up?
I was kidding, but-
>I'm no good at bullying
>bullies cis male anon
Didn't you get bullied into being a girl?
also you can't make posts this close together in time, there has been plenty of instances of a shitposter attacking you right before or after one of kiwi's posts
>maybe because you never apologized for shitting on her and making her the laughingstock of /mtfg/?
what do I have to apologize for exactly? I didn't fucking do anything to Kiwi but say what happened that night. Maybe kiwi shouldn't have done the things they did and no one would be laughing. We wouldn't even be here. Apology? Yeah, right.
>if you were in her place how would you feel?
I don't know, I would never make the decisions and do the actions it took for her to get to where she has so I never considered. I don't sympathize though, if that's you're asking me to do.
>why can't you just agree to disagree
I tried to do this from the start but she wouldn't just let it go. Had to make it public for /mtfg/ in a desperate stretch for attention and sympathy during a rough point in her life. I tried to respect it but after a week it got old and my concern for her well being ran out as it became a more and more volatile situation.
At no point has kiwi done anything that could be warranted as an acceptable reaction to the situation that was at hand, and now I've had to deal with the blowback from it.
This still isn't the place for you then, you don't want to appear fem but wants tips on "passing"
That didn't clarify much, go be a fuccboi elsewhere please.
or if you aren't leaving, post a pic of yourself or else we can't help.
I mean everybody here is going to call you trans because of what you're telling us.
Because we all went through literally the exact same thing and came out the other end.
So in short, my answer to you is: you can't leave.
Trans help general has tips for passing, by the way.
I don't think you should apologize for kiwi being an autist, the memes that came out of it more than make up for the drama tbh.
kiwi just denied all that shit that happened because they can't face their autism is that strong.
how do you get comfy in bed with your laptop?! ive spent the last 15 minutes trying to get a position
What about being agender, though? The last time I mentioned it on /lgbt/ I got yelled at for making shit up and being a special snowflake but identifying as agender makes the most sense to me.
If you're gonna go into the archive you should show the entire story. That's a half hearted apology after she went back and forth with Jocelyn and got blown the fuck out and exposed for what she did that night in attempt to save face.
But, it's more about when you're outside? That you look good to others, and that it still looks like your own flesh (a towel won't jiggle or whatever like a real butt), and that if you have a bf he can actually squeeze your butt and it giving a response.
You kind of have to show your real goods, just using a few optical tricks to make yourself look better.
Without clothes, yeah... But, eh, I think sometimes bad clothing choices can actually make you look worse than if you were naked.
If you have absolutely no hips, then it pretty much doesn't matter much what you do, optical illusions probably won't be enough.
That's fair. It's never something I reached. I'm not naiive enough to discredit a gender identity after having people tell me that mine isn't real.
I will say this, though. For a time I thought I was agender until really I realized that I was just so fed up with worrying about gender that I despised thinking about it and came to similarly despise the concept of being gendered as a whole.
The term is "catty" and "weeaboo" and they will always be the raging fireballs of estrogen they fill themselves with. They represent us. what's_really_important_is_that_you_found_a_way_to_be_superior_to_them.jpg
She admitted to it in her own apology, just look at that picture. Tried to say it was all just being a memester. Apparently had to reassure Jocelyn on several occasions that she didn't intend to rape her...
>That you look good to others, and that it still looks like your own flesh (a towel won't jiggle or whatever like a real butt
Neither will clothes making an optical illusion so there's no point. People especially those that touch you would figure it out anyway.
If I recall correctly, Jocelyn was the one shitting up /MTFG/ about how they were going to fuck and suck, what flavor condoms or lube to get and whatever other ERP shit you anime posters do, then they actually meet up and all of a sudden it's not anime anymore. Wow, anime isn't real life. That's a reason to destroy people's lives. Jocelyn is a piece of trash.
Honestly that would be better then this fighting between two trips about who touched who's girl tinkler....that's gross tbh.
>Have you never interacted with trans people before coming here?
Trans irl act nothing like this, sorry to burst your bubble but you need to get out more.
>The term is "catty" and "weeaboo
Well at least the weeaboo part is right...
Coming back here always reminds me why I stopped talking to most trans people.
Right, you're disillusioned by the concept of gender because it creates stress for you. You'd prefer to simply be left out of it all, right? To not have it be an issue? Or are you saying that your identity is less reactionary and more intuitive for you?
>tfw you want to hug bexe irl
>tfw I will hug way too hard and end up crushing her to death
>tfw I will be both mournful over taking a friends life and dysphoric over my immense man strength that caused it to the point of not knowing where the dysphoria begins and the grief ends
I don't want to meet anyone from here ever, it would be just like trying to hug cis girls
I'm a giant man construct trying not to crush the flowers underfoot
Glen didn't die, that nigalous guy fell on top of him and the walker were eating his body. Once he calms down and plays dead with walk guts on him to mask the human scent he'll blend right in and sneak away later.
source - I'm a zombie extra on the show tbqh
>ever since I started HRT I can eat things that are much spicier
YOOOO me too wtf?
It's not that I want to look like her, it's that I'd rather look more like her than more like the other girls in that photo.
Have a king or queen sized bed and get one of those lap desks I fall asleep next to my computer like every night.
It doesn't really create stress for me, I just think in an ideal world we'd all be genderless blobs free to like and express ourselves without having to worry which box some arbitrary thing falls into.
And if I believe that, why would I identify as a gender?
It's got headers so it's good enough for me. Plus I'd like the gas mileage to be reasonable enough to drive it...
Ikr? They could have both climbed the fence and just jump on the roof that was right next to it.
i really disagree anon. we're more honest because we don't have to save face. trips may interfere with that but the anons differentiate us from them.
I wasn't being explicit in my definitions. Most people who are persistently agender experience dysphoria being gendered entirely; as male, as female, as nonbinary, etc.
It's not the philosophy of assigning a gender or its ramifications which aggravate them. It's a phyisiological reaction. It's dysphoria. These identities are not centered around beliefs but are instead tied down by neurological quirks that aren't under control. We don't fully understand the basis for transsexuality so it follows that alternative forms may exist.
Your identity is politicized; it's based off of beliefs about the way society ought to be conducted. It's positive, not normative, is essentially what I'm saying.
>a tranny extra plays walkers on TWD
I actually have given it some thought if it actually ever happened irl
I would cut off my junk if I got bit, put on my best clothes and wait death
They could've avoid all this by using some tnt and blowing out the ledge pathway leaving them no where to go but straight back down.
This herding plan was a mistake from the get go. I hope they somehow herd them into the wolves base camp.
> I really I'd just want to smoke a bowl with you
B-but your job search!
>and hang out with you if you moved up here.
I'm a boring person irl, and I doubt I'll be moving to Portland now, but I ever visit you're definitely on my "Would chill with" list.
Wow, I was gonna take ass and legs pics in my new garter belt and fishnets but now you've hurt my feelings talking to me like that. Now I -NEVER- will.
>tfw tried to watch TWD and couldn't get past the first episode
>Honestly that would be better then this fighting between two trips about who touched who's girl tinkler....that's gross tbh.
Yep, there's a lot of erp and stuff here... And generally annoying trip "HEY LOOK AT ME, GIVE ME ATTENTION ANONS, AND OTHER TRIPS" stuff.
[spoiler]>yfw there's no spoilers on /lgbt/[/spoiler]
What would you even discuss if there were no trips? It's pretty clear you only come here to whine about the fact there are trips here.
Just go start "no trip MtFg" if you're that bothered (which you aren't, so you won't).
You're just mad because you'll never operate as hard as Rick.
At this point, there are almost more trips than anons.
And all the talking is between trips that erp or are trying to get each others attention so they can feel like one in the group or popular.
Any other discussion gets drowned out.
[spoiler]tbh I knew he was a goner at some point so we[/spoiler]
>what would you discuss if there were no trips?
Gee idk anon maybe we'd all talk about passing and girl stuff without getting drowned out by trip shit posting and drama?
....one anon for all
This is where it comes down to introspection. This stage of reasoning is crucial. First of all, there isn't "pretending" yet; abandon that notion until later. Is the origin of your distaste with gendering purely philosophical? If so, are you merely being inquisitive? Is that like you?
Before you hastily discard the idea of being trans, consider the following: being trans is vastly on the rise, with psychologists confirming an increasing percentage of cases of dysphoria amongst the population. Likely this is due to the presence of minor dysphoria -- the kind that doesn't necessarily compel people to transition, but makes them feel like feminine men or masculine women. Is transsexuality really a "fad" when we have more people fully deeply transitioning? Sure, we have a lot of college feminists declaring themselves nonbinary, but the number of people actually transitioning is considerably increasing.
When I started transitioning, I did so experimentally. I took hormone replacement to find out if I enjoyed the prospect of approximating femininity. I did. I kept going. But it wasn't like I was mentally female; I was far too objective and cynical. It took me an embarasingly long amount of time to realize that I wasn't fully cognizant of my emotions and that I was depressed in part due to dysphoria.
Think long, hard, carefully, objectively. See a therapist, talk to people if you're comfortable about it. Or keep posting anonymously here or in /thg/.
Have you actually tried making other discussion? I mean, give me one topic you've been dying to delve into with MtFg that the amount of inter-tripping ITT has prevented you from doing so?
I bet you didnt even buy a new garter and fishnets
>Part of the reason I can't get in to the show (And most shows) is my latent /k/ autism flares up too much.
but everyone has perfect trigger discipline and also theres a lot of gun porn
but hershels magic shotgun tho
I have the rest of that picture and it involves rape.
>I mean, give me one topic you've been dying to delve into with MtFg that the amount of inter-tripping ITT has prevented you from doing so?
I wanted to talk about passing, but since most trips don't pass it's not currently possible. : (
I like how how quickly he took out those wolves trying to roll up on him and take his shit. Then he pulls a Rambo and ak47's those bitches through the RV. Rick is the man but carl is even more deadly tbqh. That boy has latent serial killer in him.
Hard? My hdmi cable broke. I can't fucking live with just one monitor.
I only have one monitor, I don't really see the need for two
>tfw normie reactions to pictures like this
>tfw not sure if I'd like this but kind of want it
My only pair is black tho and I don't like them, they make my butt look smaller. I should get some in different colors.
I'm glad you found Jesus anon. I hope every girl here finds his light eventually.
>hey valkyrie chronicles looks like a cool game
>start playing it
>its literally an anime with a few minutes of gameplay every now and then
DVI is nice. Well my secound monitor is not very stable so it kinda tumbled towards the floor cause my elbow bumped it when I stood up and it pull out the hdmi cord, leaving the little metal piece behind...
Just what some one who has never had two monitors would say. All kidding aside it's really nice cause I do stuff on my little one and let stuff play on my big on with out having to switch back and forth from tabs. Or if i'm playing a game I sometimes watch a movie at the same time, cause i'm productive. But with everything in life that I love it dies.
id want it if it didnt look like my dick after a 5 hour tenderizing match with my fist.
my girlfriend just gave me a cuddle before leaving for work, I'm satisfied now
>Are you actually Christian because you're the dog girl.
What God don't know don't hurt him.
>But you also love guns so...idk
I serve the Cube as well as God. But they're knot related.
That's what you get for buying weeb games.
>touching your gt
The Rapture came and went, yo.
well this is boring
>Just what some one who has never had two monitors would say.
>wanting to have sex with dogs
>not wanting to have sex with god
I prefer using an actual TV as my second "monitor".
Sure, it's not as clear as a monitor, but it's great if I wanna have youtube/Netflix/aminu pulled up on a separate screen ;)
>spend half an hour stretching and lubing up
>finally stops burning every time I penetrate after a while
>start going in and out at a decent pace
>doesn't even feel good
I hate this. I'm tired of having to touch my gt to satisfy lewd feels.
man i just woke up and its fucking pitch black out aaaaaaahhhhhhh
>people avatarfagging so hard that we hit image limit in under 450 posts last thread
I think you will find that every single image is used responsibly and with due deference to others in the thread who might want to post images
I wish all the depressed people* lived close to me so I could do something about them being depressed.
*I realise this may just mean the entire thread so some selectivity might be needed.
Does my grandmother watch starz in black for a reason you think? It's weird to me how much she likes qween latifah.
You couldn't do anything anyways.
It sucks. I was talking to someone recently about their depression and i felt the same way. Like if i could just be there, hug them, let them know how much i care, maybe they'd feel better.
Idk, thats silly tho.
I have dreams about my friends being taken away from me.
i got this image for yall mtfg
how do u always take pictures from so far away???
its like a metre away, my desk is right next to my chair and my chair is right next to my bed so like I can plop my keyboard and mouse on my chair and shitpost on mtfg while I am in bed wanting death
umm eventually from a nice boy but I want to date him first and get to know him and only if he is nice to me
i was at the gym yesterday and doing swuats and shit when a guy came up to me and asked me what kind of body i was going for and i was like
>"umm, i guess i just want a butt and abs?"
and he gave me a few tips and was like,
>"yeah, it's gonna take you like a month at most. keep gaining weight and doing what i told you and you'll be there in no time considering you have like next to no fat on you."
i'm pretty sure this is like some equivalent of "you're gonna make it brah"
no gross, the movie was TERRIBLE. I had just re-read ender's, cried like a sad cunt, and then watched the movie and it was garbage and didn't even begin to be as good as the book. It was Incredibly rushed and the kids were just shit actors. Bad casting, so bad UGH.
Dune is a great series to read, I actually really like the mini-series it's p good, v dece.
Also the Lynch movie, while it's not a great Dune movie, I consider it an ok Lynch movie.
Kyle MacLachlan is a beautiful man and he's worth it to watch the Lynch film.
That's an excellent point. I dunno about stupid, but perhaps "careless' is the word you're looking for. We should definitely help educate our baby sluts to cover their tracks a bit :)
yah, get ready for my body to suck slightly less!
and what makes you think that he wants to bone me? or that i wanna bone him?
i'm not some kind of slut, get your head out of the gutter!!
oh that sucks anon ;~; i'm feelin bad for you rn.
What kinda stuff are you nervous about? you don't have to say if it's uncomfortable.
i am torturing myself with a boy at work that i am really into nad have zero chance with myself tbh. ughhhhhhh life isn't fair sometimes.
Yeah, life can be shitty. Don't worry though... I'm sure that you'll eventually find a boy, and you two will have fun and deep conversations and loud sex and pet cats together.
As for my stuff.. I mean, I might say something over skype. This board isn't really the best medium for that
>Dune was bad.
I'm not going to be an annoying fangirl but yeah I know it's BAD, it's just one of those comfy as fug movies I love watching just because of how it's shot and the actors themselves.
It's so fugging cheesy and lame but there is just something so great about it.
I Just re-watched the mini-series with my cousin and turned him onto Dune. It all started with me "bad-mouthing" Star Wars calling it a wannabe Dune so I had to sit him down and show him how amazing the series is. I highly recommend watching the mini-series: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0142032/
Whats a good city to run away to and start a living when you have nothing and no one? This has been the worst month of my life and I just need to disappear for a good long while.
>I dont like him
yeah but thats the point, he is the embodiment of the bad relative
I think you would love this movie, I'm not sure if you've seen it.
but its pretty much perfect and has perfect holiday characterisation.
from eddie and catherine the white trash obscure relatives who dropped by unannounced.
to clarks parents who represent the perfect ideals clark looks up to
to the crazy aunt and mean uncle
to the inlaws... his mother in law is constantly drunk and disapproving... his father in law never once, says anything positive when referring to clark.
its not just a great christmas movie, its a great movie
Thats fine. I honestly have no plan or delusion on living some long and happy life anymore after all I've gone through in the past weeks. I'd rather go out on some drug fueled bender. Time to set my sights on the northwest.
no that's a meme.
there are trans men on T who don't pass.
do you read comics
protecting yourself it's rly rly important if you're a girl on the internet, even if you don't post nudes.
second for the pacific northwest
yea a few trans boys I know shared it on fb and I was like aaawww that's so sad but cute because it's the exact opposite of us
>yes you can sheen, i'll meet you halfway on that but it'll cost you half a cross-pacific flight
no I mean, I'm like rogue from xmen... I would kill you if I hugged you irl...
all girls I've ever hugged ever I've felt like I was going to crush
>feel like I'd shatter like glass if someone looked at me funny
Is there a name for this
I've seen it, its not my type of comedy i think. It just is painful and cringey to watch. I don't think stuff like that i funny. I like absurd humor, slapstick and dark humor and stuff. Ed edd and eddy, billy and mandy.
Fuck i just like cartoons.
yeah that sounds like how i get sometimes, i mostly have anxiety lately but when they combine i'm just sitting there beating the shit out of myself in my head and wailing about how i'll never be good at anything
have you spoken to a therapist about getting medication for it? i'm seeing someone for my anxiety soon and i'll be doing that
No one is useless dear. Fear is a hell of a thing, and i understand how that fear can and often does turn into self hatred. I see it happen to my girlfriend who happens to be mtf herself, and she says the same too. But i'm with her because i see who she is, and i love her. You arent alone, and you arent useless. You just need to love yourself as much as I love her, and every girl who has been made to feel like this. I love you too. I only wish i could give my love to all who need it. Please, please dont hate yourself for having a hard time in a hard world. Know that im rooting for you.
Always and forever
I've never seen this before, but it's obviously an animaniacs spinoff? Its got the same sound board and soundtrack, and i saw yakko's name in the on screen gag. I also liked the cuts to live audience and girls screaming. Its creative. And just that its a 4 minute long joke in a kids show, i should watch this.
I really dont want to get on drugs just to be normal. I mean, moreso than i already am i suppose.
cum on step it up
one day i'll hug everyone here i swear to god
neither do i, but nothing else has worked so far... i knew HRT would take care of something in my head but that's just helping the depression and mental dysphoria so far
and the only place i'd kick you is into the kitchen so you can cook us up a slick meal m8
>and the only place i'd kick you is into the kitchen so you can cook us up a slick meal m8
I don't know, I would be really really self conscious and probably ask you like ten questions once youve tried it and then wont believe you when you say its good
I'm the opposite. Its called switch anyway.
I dont think my depression problems have a lot to do with dysphoria. Its definitely a contributing factor. I think a lot more of it is that i have no talent at anything and i cant finish things or even have the discipline to learn and being around people destroys me..i thought itd be okay if i went back home, or just anywhere i thought i belonged. But i just dont fucking belong anywhere. I'm an inconvenience to everyone around me, I dont have a pace for me, responsibility and money make me sick. I'm just fucked up beyond repair and i dont belong here.
goodnight mtfg, a storm is just about to roll in and put me to sleep
oh haha no the nightclub i work at is full of plebs. funny thing tho I have actually worked at that place in that article (back when it was gold bar tho)
perth is pretty small ;~;
also who are you that reads perth news? o.o;
KIT HELLO TBH
i've seen your cooking there's no way you're bad at it, all i know how to do is boil water and put pizzas in ovens
i'm certain you've got a lot of anxiety helping you beat yourself down, i'm exactly the same way as you, it can feed itself into depression and make everything ten times worse and make you feel worthless and make it impossible to believe you can do anything and then you're never able to start anything because why even bother
it's just a big shitty chemical feedback loop
You might like Station Eleven.
It's about a troupe of various artist traveling from community to community in a post-apocalyptic US, staging plays and performing.
How do you lose muscle faster mtfg?
I've been on hormones for 16 months and in the last three of them I've dropped about 10 lbs. But I feel like it's all come from fat, none from muscle like I was expecting. I just had blood work and my testosterone levels are definitely down, so I don't get why I look like I did 5 years ago when I did distance swimming.
I think they have a lot to do with dysphoria.
Natural talent is mostly a myth, despite what Mozart biographers would like you to believe, even he had intensive schooling and practice, and his famous 8 year old compositions were the kind of stuff a young composer on their first time shits out (i.e. terrible crap).
You need to practice, you need to learn, you need to devote yourself to it. Figure out the basics; someone who knows them is also more likely to know how to break the rules.
Was immediately drawn to this article when looking at that:
but why maki
I know we kicked the hornets nest from under your feet and it stirred feelings you are trying to ignore but we only want to help you
back in a few hours to shitpost some more
it's the anxiety telling you you're not capable of even beginning to learn something
sorry anon I don't want to say
only erin and shell know where I work
I'm pretty sure the school isn't refusing to let her speak expressly because "duh free speech", but you're not wrong that "free speech" has become a buzzword used by people who don't even understand what the concept actually entails
I have to go pick up my prescriptions but I don't want to go in girlmode today, its such a fucking hassle. If makeup wasn't such a pain in the ass and if I didn't have to change at the rest stop I wouldn't hesitate.
I slept like the wholeeee day o.o
I woke up like 7pm BUT I was supposed to stay up all day and ended up going to sleep about 11 or something i was too tired to stay up. I have to do housekeeping stuff soon actually > >; i've been putting it off its sooo boring but im just lazy
Yeah exactly, and that's the healthiest outlook because absolute happiness is a myth. If you can get up in the morning and still feel life is worth living, and can still enjoy the good bits, then you're doing pretty good.
Hi kit! I'm not bad, although pretty sleepy and I don't wanna go to school ;~;
How r u?
What happened to "I never want to wear guy clothes again"? ;~;
I don't have a job and I am too afrraid to look for one. There is even a trans job fair on thursday but I am too afraid to go because my looks. Its all my looks that are holding me back, if I could be even an inch shorter, have longer hair, have a brow bone shave, have electrolysis, then maybe I would feel good enough to always be girl mode.
I try not to. The only time I use muscles of my upper body is when I carry groceries. Other than that the only exercise I do is running, but I'm ok with lower body muscles since they might help me look like have hips. I do eat a lot of meat so you're probably right about cutting protein. I guess I need to give it more time.
Just sucks cus I want to start eating big again to feed my bobs and hips.
I'd say that's pretty normal tbh, if you have no reason to get up you have no reason to get up. I remember when I was depressed the worst part was being unable to get up even when I had a reason.
no one is going to care how you look at a trans job fair, chances are a good amount of the people there are gonna be really tragic looking. this is a good opportunity for you. I understand your lack of confidence in how you look is holding you back and makes things hard, but dealing with a few hours of uncomfortableness is worth a chance to make some money and live life on your own terms for once
i guess what I'm not sure of is whether I could get up if I had a reason. it's been a long time since I've had a reason to leave my bed
im goood thanks elanna im going over to a friends house a bit later he invited me over for drinks o.o
do you have your exam thing today??? if so good luck!!! you can do this i totally believe in you :3
>Have dream where I'm married as a guy to a girl and have a kid
>remember in said dream that you were at your old church and they hated you, but you can't remember if it's cause you said you were trans or had a kid
>wake up and see nails are still done and look pretty
ok better :)
you got cat called
just go girl mode and get your prescriptions
on the way home, stop in and buy a short sleeved blouse and a pencil skirt and try and find some low heels.
type up a resume with relevant information and get them copied, go to the job fair and submit them with every application
by the way you need a casual look so you don't have to put in so much effort when you're just going to an appointment
>Its all my looks that are holding me back
no, you don't know that because you refuse to even really try for fear that you might fail,
it's all YOU that is holding you back, I know your shitty home environment contributes to that but again you refuse to try to do anything about it besides complain how unbearable it is but not so unbearable to try something new
with all things transition it's very your-mileage-may-vary with genetics and stuff but if you're not using and feeding your muscles then they should begin to atrophy
well protein isn't rlly the right food for bobs anyway, you want healthy fats and nurtition for healthy skin
Funny thing, gf and I will be going through blight town today when she comes over.
Well its not that much effort I guess. I am just bad at makeup and feel like every time I do it that it will never be as good as the time before. Plus I don't know how to tuck well and I am wearing girl pants again.
I'm sure that a significant amount of people in this thread are trans because of anime, or at least their embracing anime just makes the problem worse.
I'm not saying that that means they aren't TruTrans(^tm), they can still do whatever they want and I hope it works out for them, but it seems pretty clear.
no I don't work right now. in theory I could be, but assuming standard part time hours and minimum wage for my state, I'd only make pocket change per week since I would have to take a cab to and from work since there aren't any other public transit options around here
and it's like, yeah, that'd technically be better than nothing, but my last part time job crushed my soul and it doesn't feel like it's worth it for a few bucks a week, especially since my girlfriend makes enough money and we don't pay any rent right now
you don't need to wear makeup every time you go out you know
most days i can't be bothered if I'm just going to the store or something
I don't know for certain, this is the first time I've been on this board for probably six months.
Most likely it's the people who use anime avatars / reaction images constantly, though I'm sure some of the dankest are doing it ironically. It was this way when I frequented this board, too.
Hello Elanna, and good morning.
Just take it easy, Moko.
Even if that means doing jack shit.
Relaxation is fine every once and a while.
I know this feel.
The only reason I even have a job right now is to save up money for a car, which seems to be really slow just because even though I make 9 an hour, it seems like fucking nothing.
honestly I think most anime kinda sucks, I just don't mention it much here since there's not much point in whining about what I don't like, I'd rather talk about the stuff I do
>implying wizards aren't assholes
you'll never know till you try and even if stuff doesn't work out you'll be no worse off than you are now, but if it DOES work out...
Yeah that is true. I just really hope that it isn't genetically impossible for me to lose at least some of it. I'm so sick of needing to size up in shirts just so they fit over my shoulders.
it's less "relaxation" and more "idly sitting around while a cloud of dread and anxiety hangs over me" and less "once in a while" and more "every weekday for the past couple months"
just try getting a really close shave I guess?
i haven't finished hair removal either tbh, it doesn't even feel like it's working
I'd offer you a hug at least but I'm not sure how much that helps. Where's the dread and anxiety coming from, just knowing your present situation?
Try to force yourself out of bed if you have to, though, and just do something, anything, then.
Whether that be whatever on the computer, going out for a walk, something.
omg I really need to start exercising @_@
umm he's just a friend !!!!!! It was his birthday on the weekend but I couldn't go to his party thing because I was working so he just invited me over tonight to hang out ^^
how was work?? why is it so warm rn ;~:
Well generally most minimum wage jobs are pretty soul crushing. More what I'm getting at is that it helps to keep yourself busy with something. If not work, giving yourself a project helps a lot I find. Find something you're passionate about, start something big, and then see it through to the end. It's a lot more rewarding than minimum wage work, it keeps you occupied, and it can open doors if you get good enough.
Hi anon ^^ how are you?
but why post feels this early ;-;
at least wait until it's before bed time so I can just cry myself to sleep to forget
Work was ok, I had to take apart a few laptops. Strangely enough time just flew by when doing that, which was cool because the day seemed really short.
This heat is bothering me too. I wanna move somewhere cold.
I'm not ginger tho
i know you're right, but I just don't even feel like I want to do anything
it makes me very happy to just get dressed and go out, but I can't get anywhere without my gf and she obviously doesn't want to go out just to do random shit after a long day of work
maybe I'll just start hanging out in the nearby cemetery
Good morning! My bobs are definitely starting to come in and my thighs look fat as fuck. Hating your body is boring/serves little positive purpose. You should take steps to improve yourself so you don't : D
we've still been recovering and had a bit of a rough morning but we're rlly gonna start getting to stuff today since we have nothing to do but clean and pack and cook and make some appointments for cats and getting more cannabis
I don't rlly have any experience with informed consent stuff but I wish you all the best luck! just try to be patient and not get flustered if it takes a bit with over-the-phone bs
yeah that's rlly RLLY REEEALLY unlikely,
it's the same thing as with losing weight that you WILL lose fat if you burn more energy than you take in and while there are a few rare conditions that can make it difficult to impossible they're like major medical issues and not just being naturally fat or muscled like some may portray it
also my partner says reducing carbs can help reduce bulk too, she knows more about that stuff than me
well that stinks but cats and weed are very good <3
also where are you moving to?
And I thought you said you went through them haha XD or is it not informed consent? what should I be asking then?
Well there's that whole ectomorph vs endomorph vs mesomorph trying that describes body types and their ability to put on muscle over fat and vice versa, isn't there? Or is that made up?
And yeah I didn't mean *impossible*, just very difficult. If I am genetically someone who retains muscle more easily then its not as simple as just cutting calories to get the body type I want. Because I'm definitely losing weight, just not the weight hoped to lose.
I'm going to read up on diet today and see if I can figure out what changes I can make to promote some muscle atrophy.
you sound like a little too stringy, and you just kept making the same "doo" sound. Try speaking a sentence to give a better feel for your speech
(lol jk but if you were playing that that's really good!)