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If one goes with informed consent to and endocronologist they can get hormones without having to get an assessment by a therapist saying, yes this girl is trans?
It's a Felt F-75, I managed to find it at a thrift shop half off retail and it was even a 2013 model in 2013, and my size. I havent been riding as much as I should but triyng to get back into it again. My thing is I try not to say something if there isn't anything positive generally, and if I don't want to be positive I'll just go somewhere else for a bit, cause this is definitely not the place to get out of a negative attitude. I used to be such a cynical person and just wanted to be done with that. Idk, I had to come out to my mom twice, but overall it wasn't the worst reactions. Nah it's fine, like half the time I just am okay with trying shit like that but yeah, just bad situation more recently. I'm glad to be done with that though, but wanna get back to meeting people and getting out and feeling normie, or, I dunno, not like a shut in so much.
if anything I'm asexual, I'm not comfortable with doing anything with a boy because I'm a virgin and also I'm pretty much completely disgustingly ugly so the only way any guy would ever want to get near me is if he was part of some sort of prank to find the ugliest girl he can find and pretend he is going to have sex with her.
a lot of that also applies tog irls, but with the added layer of dysphoria and jealousy which would limit anything to pretty much just cuddles and maybe some kissing.
Oh wow, that's a really awesome way to find a bike especially one that fits you, now I'm really jealous. I definitely need to ride more, I'm only riding on sat/sun but I'm thinking about commuting by bike to whatever job I find instead of taking the bus or driving just to be able to save up money.
Yeah I know what you mean, you can get really wrapped up in the drama here and it can affect you irl if you let it. Ugh, I really do need to try to put myself out there and live a life outside my room too... being a normie at least comes with friends and stuff to do. Like today I went on a group ride because I read about it online but only rode with them a bit before I felt super awkward and just rode home.
Sometimes I wish I was a basic bitch going to starbucks everyday instead of being anxious talking on the phone.
Yeah it was super lucky, it looked like someone had fallen over on it once and gave up for good haha. I have only been getting out once a week for like an hour or so if that, I should try to do some of the bike events there's so many down here with the whole hipster resurgence in town. I hope to not end up doing the same thing but probably will. Was super happy to get invited out for normie stuff last week though, and hoping to continue to, I got invited out for Halloween but need to figure out a last minute outfit that will work for me =\. I totally agree though like, idk being basic isn't so bad compared to being robot. I need to find some kind of real hobby or a something to meet people, OKC just gets a bunch of people wanting to fuck, which would be great if I weren't still a virgin and wanting to like, have something kinda real for my first time.
That sounds great! You should post the sweater! I got a qt jacket I been meaning to post a pic of myself, probably gonna go get a pic in a few~ Also Happy Birthday!!
Sorry to hear about this though =\ but yeah you're just gonna keep getting better, so don't worry. How long of a relationship had it been?
So after that I get my hormones, then pay for laser hair removal go through several sessions, then surgery and recovery and dilation. And then I get to be a real girl?
Be warned, laser hurts a lot more than I expected, but it's so worth it!
Aw that's sweet, I keep finding myself almost falling for guys just out of that desire to be held, but then I realize that it wasn't really them, but just that it was someone at that point. I hope to find someone where it does click though..
thankfully tomorrow i'm going to hand out candy to kids with my sorority dressed up as Pearl, for this indoor halloween thing. That will make me happy! I like making people happy and seeing them smile
Cyrpo/Sprio are AAs (or a fake AA, in spiros case) which stop testosterone. Estradiol is the Estrogen you need for being female. Going with no hormones for too long is bad. Read the sticky for more info.
Last minute outfit for halloween eh? At least you are doing something, I think we're just turning off the lights and hiding in our own bowls of candy ;~;
It's p funny though, the Goodwill halloween commercial just came on so now I'll suggest you thrift for an outfit, like just go in there and wing it! Just be like a slutty vampire or something.
I've tried OKC a couple of times, even if you try to just find friends they want bjs... stupid boys.
I'm not sure what hobby would be social even cycling is lonely most of the time.
Oh well, it's late and I'm off to bed but it was nice talking to you. night night
I meant the depression-related side effects of cypro, because cypro supresses a lot more more stuff than just testosterone. I saw in a thread here there's another medication you take with it that fixes those side effects.
No like, the carrot on a stick is metaphorically "she sees the reward so he is moving forward, even if it's not towards to goal she thinks.
Our quest toward being okay woth ourselves doesn't propel us forward in any other meaningful manner unless we succeed. You gotta think DEEP yo.
Maybe if the womanhood on a stick was leading the stocktrans off a cliff or a tree with a noose?
Not familiar then. Didn't have that myself with Cypro. My bad though, ambiguity of the question~
Yay Prog cycling! My next cycle is coming up in a few days actually~ Should be fun haha. Hope injections go well though!
IDK what to go as but good idea, I should go do that probably. I've actually managed to make a good amount of friends on OKC at this point, like, 7, idk, not the most but good for a site thats mostly just hookups. Yeah thats the problem most hobbies are usually not social, and I just don't know how to meet people. I go to bars but don't approach others really, and just get creepy old guys trying to touch me.
Nini, sleep well! Was nice talking to you too! I'm actually going to sleep for the night as well. Probably gonna be shitposting from the courthouse in the morning while I wait around on name change stuffs~
Also goodnight mtfg~
I'm assuming you're using AllDayChemist's shit that comes in ampoules?
These are good for cracking open the ampoule and not getting glass everywhere:
You can get your syringes here:
Use 18g filter needle (to filter out glass from cracking ampoule) to fill:
Use 22g 1.5" to inject:
Don't forget to get yourself a nice sharps container for when you're all done:
If you're using vials and not ampoules you can skip the ampoule crackers and just get regular 18G needles instead of 18G needles with filters to fill your syringe:
Also you'll probably want some alcohol wipes, gauze strips, and band-aids.
Have fun with your femunizations anon!
Well, I can't speak for everywhere, but I've been paying about $100 a treatment for full face and neck.
Varies on the amount of hair, color, and skin color. They told me it'd probably take around 10 treatments to get everything, since I have a lot of facial hair....
He just spoke his mind about something he didn't know what he was talking about.
It was the anons saying all the brutal shit that got them to leave
Oddish really didn't do anything
>Since taking a whoremoans break I've been getting random boners day in and day out
was it always this bad and I just got used to it or what?
>"someone" posts a troll pic of kira saying she looks like mrs doubtfire
>oddish decides to tell everyone kira doesn't pass and everyone is hugboxing
>says he thought it was a sincere photo and that hes just being nice to kira
>wont admit hes wrong and says this place is worse than susans
>keeps getting madder and saying kira doesn't pass and its not his fault because he though a picture of kira's head photoshopped onto a hobo with the post saying "tfw u look like a crossdressing man" was genuine and that even though she passes irl he thinks she doesnt pass and his opinion is the right one
>touch something with my finger that got cut
>feels like an electric shock
H-how long will this last? Should I just chop my finger off? I don't want to live with this
>>one true thing
>>Oddish was posting mean shops of Kira from before she transitioned
>well that was anon and oddish never drops trip you know
>>She starts attacking Kira entirely unprovoked
>>Everyone said Kira looked good before HRT
>>That made Oddish angry
>> so she says Kira doesn't pass and it a narcissist
>>Everyone tells Oddish to fuck off.
>>hen Oddish cries suicide and makes big tl;dr posts to get sympathy.
Short story Oddish is a bitter hon that chases out the nice girls.
How does masturbation affect hrt? Would there be any noticeable long term difference between hrt with no masturbation whatsoever, and someone who masturbated daily from the first day of hrt? If the daily masturbation stopped, would the effects get erased, assuming there were any.
I think the situation got blown overboard because of the issue maki and oddish had the day before and he just used it as an excuse to go off
Everyone attacked maki and he was on cocaine going off on oddish and others
He's gone now thankfully
i just tried masturbating tonight
when i was a boy i used to be able to get hard and jerk off for no reason
now i need to imagine being embraced from behind by a boy who would love me and stay with me forever to get off, and even then it's difficult to maintain an erection or even finish for that matter
Why wouldn't you get it removed in the first place if you don't want your finger?
how come it doesn't feel good to have stuff in my butt? I spend like 20-30 minutes relaxing and easing into it and stretching it so that it's not tense and trying to push things out, but even when I get to that point and use a bunch of lube I just don't feel any good sensations in there ><
There there Oddish.
Trips really need to stop letting a couple hateful people push them away or this general will become just another dead one on /lgbt/
I came here because I thought I would make friends I could relate to. I haven't made a single friend yet. Everyone here just complains and posts anime.
>I'm not backpedaling though? My sentiments are the exact same despite the fact that every trip has bandwagoned against me. And again, i have differences with kira, but i don't feel maliciously toward her. I feel bad for her because she's hiding and everyone is letting her. I do get angry with her when she tries to get into arguments and she has no cle what she's talking about, but that hasnt even happened in ages. I don't wanna hurt her feelings, but whats really painful imo is friends who won't tell you the truth.
Oddish's side of the story is that everyone is lying to Kira in an echochamber. Pre transition boymode pics and shops are sincere pictures that require Oddish's sincere judgement even if they were posted by a troll less than one minute apart from Kira's own post. The fact she passes in real life is a lie because Oddish said so.
Poor Oddish not really getting attacked for attacking people, just like you do. It's always the same usual suspects like you, Kiwi, Oddish, Angie. Hons have to stick together I suppose.
no you butt slut
butt for real, get some real dick, a vibe or stop using so much lube and get some friction going so can actually be butthurt while no one answers your post next time.
>ginger ex bf messages me asking random questions
>get to talking and tell him i was in his area this weekend (i literally walked by his house twice)
>tell him i was going to say hi but i thought it might be rude or weird etc
>he tells me that i should have told him and it would have been nice to see me
>talk to him about other stuff, he talks about his current gf
>he doesn't have many nice things to say, he gets slightly flirty with me
>tell him i wasn't sure if she would be ok with me hanging out with him and he says no
>"she would fucking flip out on me if she knew we hung out together......"
>"she practically stalked you online for awhile and like......idk."
>tell him i get it but that i'm kind of bummed we would never be able to hangout ever
>"no we can still hangout...... idc if she gets pissed off. she'll be salty but whatever."
>keep talking about a ton of other things, random sex talk, random talk about people we're dating
>he ends up asking me if i'd send him recent gifs/pics of me and i do
>tell him i want to see recent pics too since i never see them of him anymore
>after a bit of talking about other stuff he starts talking about how horny he is
>when he gets home he sends me a ton of lewd stuff
>kind of surprised and then we keep talking and he says he wishes we were fucking etc
is it safe to say that like my ex-bf still wants me.....? in the last couple of weeks he told me all of this stuff along with how hot he thought i was, how he still thought about me and how we used to fuck when he got off, and he sent me like vids of him getting off.......like wouldn't you think that he would like...care about his gf possibly finding out about this or something? he was never like this when i dated him. idek how to feel
let's just talk about something else!
So, what halloween candies you packing, mtfg? I'm avoiding sugar, so I'll only have a few, but I LOVE peppermint patties. Peppermint anything. Oh, and Whatchamacallits.
Have you girls ever just thought that were all fucking nuts?
Like legitimately crazy.
Get rid of the trans part and we all just negative toxic people. Every single trans person chaser anon namefag avatarfag troll everybody here is just fucking nuts.
I've been reading this shit because its so addictive. Everyone here is goddamn insane every fucking one of you
Like do you ever sit back and wonder what's missing from your life that you have a need to do this shit?
To care what anon or dabble in tripcodes
Do you ever just wonder why?
I'm not convinced I do. Even when I was young and first getting into like, exploration and lewd stuff and I would google how to do butt stuff as a kid and sites would say to find this walnut-shaped thing a couple inches in and towards my belly button and I never could find it or feel it. And I never have this incredible sexual sensation that people describe when things go in there.
tbh probably yes lol
eachh time this has happened with my ginger ex the past couple of weeks i've told the guy i'm dating now. i don't keep that kind of stuff from him and altho i have my own insecurities this guy cares about me a lot and like ... i haven't sent back anything like nudes or lewds or whatever. the whole reason i'm not with my ginger ex is becauseee i broke his heart last year.
but even with that being said i've been seein this guy for a few weeks now whereas my ginger ex has been in a new relationship for almost a year? it confuses me. he was super faithful and then all of the sudden the past month he like doesn't seem to care about her at all lol
edie as in dollface?
do you have some kind of repressed insecurity about your self worth or something?
i mean, its clear to everyone that you get around but it seems to be the only topic you ever talk about apart from hrt and fashion.
you're not a very relatable human. do you like have any human interests at all? lol
I'm just being logical, Cheska. You've already given me enough proof to know its you. I don't know what I did to you for you to post that I'm psychotic every time my name gets mentioned or the attacking as anon you do to several others.
I defended Oddish because I do still lurk here enough to know its tiring to constantly see trips being attacked and their past dramas constantly thrown in their face. The most likely reason you don't trip anymore as you know.
>it confuses me. he was super faithful and then all of the sudden the past month he like doesn't seem to care about her at all lol
you said it yourself you broke his heart, you were the girl that turned him crazy
don't do it to your new guy
No we're not all nuts. There are a few people here that require medical attention. They're bad for themselves and bad for everyone around them turning everything to shit over nothing. If this was a forum with moderation they would be perma banned and things would go back to normal after a few hours. Unfortunately there doesn't exist that kind of moderation and we're all stuck with the small handful of manipulative nutcases that prey on this general.
Honestly I've lurked and posted and here for about 4 or 5 months. I've talked to many people personally. Im already writing a book about internet experiences. I want to write a lengthy exerpt from my experiences here my opionions of the psychology of the average transgender. The relationship between how they act in an environment like this. Im an armchair psychologist that really just likes to analyze and dabble in human behavior. You all just fascinate me so much.
Can I get some names out of curiosity?
>Mfw I know the names already about to be said by a certain someone.
This will be good.
lmao! um i mean i talk about all that other stuff to my close trans friends in our group chat thingy through fb messenger. we talk pretty much every day. the reason i talk about this stuff here is that i don't always like to talk to them about that stuff and like i feel like a lot of it is incredibly simple but for whatever reason the way men act with or towards me doesn't really make sense logically to me. i think overly logically and people confuse me and i spend a fair amount of time with an entire gender that seems entirely irrational so i come here to help me figure it out. if that makes sense? idk.
o ok. that's just so odd to me lol. if you're not getting what you want sexually in a relationship wouldn't you just break up with them or something? why would ppl stay together and do this with others they know their partners would get upset about? especialllllly this ex bf. he was so against cheating and was like the best bf i ever had. it's just abstract af to me
i did but he said it was fine and then started seeing this girl immediately after we broke up. he said she was the kind of girl he was used to dating, i.e. the kind who would obsess over him. pic related, i posted this in mtfg whilst we were together. idk tho. it seemed reboundish but they've been together for awhile now sooo i assumed everything was fine lol
Then tell me who you are. Lets chat. Be friends.
Or just continue to stalk me as anon while claiming to be some beacon of sanity watching over this board. Doesn't really matter to me.
I actually am
I took a month or two a couple years ago when I was in a pit of depression and kinda accepted myself for who I am, and it's been all uphill from there. When people are arguing irl I'm often able to resolve it and I'm really good at understanding people and helping them when they need help.
At my age (18), I'm one of the most stable people I know.
I figure most people will get there eventually, I just got there a little early
And I'm not going to pretend that I'm some kind of paradigm of emotional development, I'm just a lot more rooted than everyone else I know, if that makes any sense.
2 late it's already happening
I don't mind that much because I don't let other people's issues affect me emotionally
On the plus side emotionally vulnerable people try to hook up with you /a lot/ which is a cool confidence booster
which is funny because the upside is also the downside
honestly i knowww he never did, but in all fairness i actually was sexually satisfying him at all times and while he wasn't courting anyone but me i was out dating other guys lol. we also weren't dating long enough for that to happen i guess? so the circumstances are entirely different. he just seemed so ridiculously against all of that stuff that idk i'm surprised is all
huh? men just confuse me lol
if i'm not happy with someone enough to where i'm gonna be sending vids of me getting off to my ex's i break up with them. where as guys don't seem to do that and then turn into this internalized negative mess. idu it
and underneath that is a heart of gold
cause you're one of those vexatious siren thingies?
idkk i don't think i look like that
I think I finally understand how to get into the dollface mafia! Just abuse angles! All of you men do it! You, ufufu, jocelyn, anna, you all just slather on makeup and abuse angles and think you're attractive. So fucking funny.
better type up that letter
>dear mr jormys dad
>did u know ur son is actually a girl
>and wants a boyfriend and everything
>and is taking pills which make her a girl
>hugs and kisses
>think you're attractive
ok but i don't think i'm attractive lol
i've posted pics from like every angle idk
Yeah Edie's cool. I was just joking. We like to have fun here.
So like I'm really high and put planet earth on and it was a good call. I'm pretty chillin atm.
How are my night/morning mtfg friends doing? Is the thread chill? I've been on my phone and don't feel like scrollING through it all.
Which would you say you prefer? Cut or uncut? I've only ever had uncut before so I'd like to know if its easier or harder to get someone who is cut to cum.
if it's bigger than like 5 inches ur ok
well thx ^_^ i'm just happy anything i did helped in any way whether it was from my mistakes or like my attitude or w/e!
i like uncut aesthetically more but cut is better in action. it's always been pretty easy to get cut guys off ime lol
i can't think of the right way to ask this, but how do you just not break, no matter what?
im weak, and i don't know how to just be strong.
i cant figure out what it is no matter how hard i try
>tfw owner closed shop and we drank and played games
>tfw held up my hand to the FtM boy and though he's 5'4 his hand is the same size as mine
>tfw they kidded me for being soft
I asked the one ftm boy that was there (3 total that hang out with us) why they keep misgendering me, he said it was because I told him I was Ftm. I told him to think if I ever said that,
> "no you didn't.... but you're presenting as a guy and you have those tits,no you're definitely ftm"
>what are your pronouns then?
"I don't care whatever you think is easiest"
>and you're fine with [boy name]?
"Actuallllllllly it's Robinnnnn so like if you could not dead name meee it'd be great"
>you know what? I'm calling you that from now on, serves you right
>tfw I turned away from him so he couldn't see me blush and grin
>tfw you will never get to know the difference between a cut or uncut penis
>tfw you will never see a mans penis irl
>tfw you really wish that above line was true
god I hate being trans
being ugly (and fat from binge eating) is just the icing on the shit cake
I hate moments like that, "lol I'm a girl... oh wait, I'm not :("
I'd probably be much more prone to just coming out and being confident if I hadn't been stripped naked and beaten for the better part of the day the first time they found girl clothes in my room.
and then the first time I came out to someone they handed me a dozen drinks and then sexually fucked with me for most of the night and the next morning before he married into the family. I can still hear him whisper "tomorrow we're going to be family" as he rubbed his dick on me
um i mean..... honestly? how you get there is different for everyone....and you're not going to always be invincible.
like i've been really confident for a long time, but being with his new guy i'm dating has made me feel insecure because i think the one weak spot in my armor was what my life would mean if i were to involve somebody else in it. i think i assume because i'm trans that like it's this burden, and it sucks, but i can live with that. why anyone else would want to willfully take on that burden tho makes no sense to me. so i get anxious and anything i think could even signal to me that this guy doesn't like me is just a patch on the point of break on my armor and maybe in a way i put up more walls so that when it doesn't work out, which would probably happen because i would ruin it by being too distant etc, i can get some sort of ego boost knowing it ended like i knew it would and i could just go back to being on my own again not worrying about what something real could do to me. basically i'd go back to being closed off like before because it was easier. which is weak.
recognizing that i have that weakness tho and really trying to figure out why i'm like that, and trying to get over it and accept what i do have in my life that's good is what i think helps me be stronger though. i think about my insecurities a lot and really try to figure out why they even matter and what it's really doing to me. like learning how to overcome everything is a process but it makes you stronger because it makes you more capable to deal with everything life has to throw at girls like us. that's strength i think. being able to become unshakable in your own understanding of yourself and your worth and desires. does that make any sense? idk
Eat better. Exercise.
I was in the same mindset all my life up until 8 months ago and now I'm 120 pounds lighter. If you're already at the lowest point in your life then whats stopping you?
ftm I know thinks I'm ftm
he asked my pronouns, I said whatever
he asked my name, I jokingly told him to call me by my real (girl) name
he said he was going to call me by my real name because he thought I was fucking with him
I secretly liked it
> If you're already at the lowest point in your life then whats stopping you?
I can barely even get out of bed in the morning without wanting to throw a rope over the door and just do it.
I don't know how manyt imes I've even put it over the door or even put the hoop around my neck or even stood on the side table ready to kick it away
its pretty much a bi daily occurance
I can say that I've lost 8kg in the past month and I'm still 5kg away from being twice my ultimate goal weight of 60kg and I'm 9kg away from getting to where I was this time last year when I went off the rails
What do you do to workout? What are your eating habits currently? Everyone has their own thing but for me keeping it under 1200 calories a day really worked and after a week of doing that it became super easy to eat healthy.
currently I'm on a shake thing that is roughly 1000-1200 calories a day this was a 600 calorie meal I did on sunday, I do 30 minutes to an hour on my stationary bike three times a week/when I have the time which hasn't been regularly enough currently I'm trying to force myself to jump back on it all the time but yesterday and today weren't good days and I didn't even follow my diet.
tomorrow is another day, and I'm jumping on the bike in the morning ross river be damned
Yo i just fell asleep for like a couple of hours, and had no thoughts or dreams, then quickly woke back up again. Like being dead but short.
I bet this bitch doesn't even know who kmfdm is.
Stationary bikes are good for secondary cardio. Try to find yourself a cheap but reliable treadmill from somewhere to add to your exercise and bump it to 5 days a week.
You just have to find the motivation in yourself. I know its easier said than done but trust me I know how you feel. Push yourself to do it everyday because fuck it, why not?
i didn't even think about other people i was selfish
i dont even know who i am or how i define myself
im an idealist and a cynicist
im absolutely neurotic about everything real that could happen to me
im so obsessed and fixated with being honest all of the time and i punish myself whenever im not even though i rarely ever hold anyone else to nearly the same standard
dependancy issues; relying on other people to provide me guidance and answers
the burden i carry around, im a martyr, the lengths ill go to in order to gain clarity and closure from other people rather than myself, im coersive and manipulative
i always just go back to the way i am, the loudest most disruptive in-your-face person, marginally better after every successive breakdown
i guess i always doubt myself, tell myself on a regular basis that i havent been through anything compared to other people and prevent myself from thinking that i have any weaknesses
if i got anything from this is that i should take care of myself more, understand myself a little bit better, and approach things with a degree more realism?
ugh i have to vomit and cry this is overwhelming
I do that much work and I just end up a vacuum, I told you all what I used to eat when I worked at the timberyard right?
I'm an endomorph bodied tranny who eats when she's depressed... I can't not eat, but meals like >>5134755 look like a lot but are actually relatively low cal
I need to not fall off the wagon, eat the right things to fill me up and not break the diet and continue exercising on top of being a loser and a ugly tranny
I think once I can get into the 110kg mark and then under 100 is when weightloss will become easy for me because all I ever do is fail and it feeds back into itself
I honestly just hope you step on broken glass and when you're digging out the broken glass you have a hard time finding it.
Everytime you wake up and the first thing that you feel is that piece of broken glass in your foot and everyday you think to yourself maybe I should get a doctor but you never do because you're too poor.
I think a key to that was also having 0 food in the house, but it went both ways, before I attempted suicide the first time i'd say fuck it and down a pizza, instead of actually going to the supermarket and getting exactly as much food as I needed.
I wish I was closer to you so I could help motivate you to push for it everyday. Mainly because I know the hell of being a lifelong fat and finally breaking the cycle and getting in shape. I'd like to inspire someone else to do the same.
Ouch. Do you want me to get raped or step on the glass first? Both seem like tough things to accomplish because I can't rape myself and I don think I'd ever be so unaware as to step on a large enough piece of glass like that.
Cant I offer you some of this delicious pizza Ufufu?
i thought she was leaving after ffs?
i guess the attention is just 2 much for angie
please keep me on track
i started depression eating
now im thinking about back to back btw
/mtfg/ how do I seduce a boy? Should I talk about dota? Last time I played dota with a qt I did bad and they got kinda mad and dont really talk to me anymore...
That looks kinda gross tbh
Maki gave me the nickname when he first came around and was flirting with me. It stuck with me here. And yes that ass is indeed fat.
yes but i would start cheating on him with her almost immediately and go on expensive vacations with his money and stuff
yeah for sure
i did that last week when i didnt get that job. i ate a bunch of food and candy... but im out of candy now and generally feeling committed to losing the rest of the weight, but its easier with two, so, we BOTH gotta keep each OTHER on track!!
u need to move to nyc btw
You don't think anyone actually believes that do you?
LATENIGHT WHEN YOU NEED MY
we gotta talk about okc
but later though
maybe when u get off work
bc im gonna go to sleep now
be interested in him
ask him questions about himself
i wanna be in that tv show
yeah two is better my bio-sister dropped out but she's a fucking cunt anyway so fuck her tbh
candy is suckkkkkkkkkkk but it tastes good so eh WE'RE BACK ON TRACK YEAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
yeah i wanna come to nyc
help me make it happen idk what to do rn tbh
oh yeah maybe we can skype call on wednesday is that still ur day off?
also im gonna go to bed lol bye
anna almost never posts her voice
i can only barely remember it tbh
I played dota today. Trying to win a single game with sniper for all hero challenge. Cant seem to do it. Im 0-5 with him, have gotten counter picked or smurfed or both every time. I win every game i dont pick sniper. Fuck.
I don't like him anyway. He moves slow and has no built in escapes, which means you have to buy a blink or ill warranted shadow blade, and still his success depends on yours and the opposite teams lineups.
umm when you figure it out can you please tell me
i want a bf too ;o;
Wait those aren't MTF those are actual girls
If they were MTF they would look really fucked up and ugly
Maybe someone can edit this video for the webm to make it more accurate?
Or wait - are you trying to imply that MTF envision themselves as cute anime girls? I guess that makes more sense as an interpretation
no. you're a fucking pervert and your delusions are becoming so powerful that they're materializing in what you're perceiving as physical feelings but it's actually just all in your head.
I want to tie Jormy up and cum on his penis and than just let her lay there while my hot cum just rubs in her over time
When she screams stop i just put myv hand on his cheek and his nibble his ear
no. instead you need to try out meditation and perceiving yourself differently than you do right now. there are brains that develop in certain ways that d legitimately cause dysphoria. i assume that you assume you have a feminized male brain. well that's actually pretty rare and it's not black and white. it's a spectrum. and you can help yourself by focusing on meditation and identity rather than becoming a tranny monster.
>Homestuck was ok until it stopped being about the misapplication of various data structures.
>Homestuck was ok until it stopped being about the misapplication of various data structures.
>Homestuck was ok until it stopped being about the misapplication of various data structures.
>Homestuck was ok until it stopped being about the misapplication of various data structures.
And not a second longer
I have to agree with Booger here.
This is my hon acid test:
>Would this comment be okay if I read it on the blog of some late transioner in their forties or later?
If the answer is no then you're a fucking perverted hon minus a few years and living in a more liberal time.
Oh it was always terrible but as long as the joke was "data structures for pockets!" It had one funny thing going on
Then it went to "hermaphrodites and tumblr sexualities lol!" And "alternate universe!" And got worse because none of the tumblr fans got the joke and eagerly adopted the troll romance structure and shit all over everything
Yes it is subjective and it would be a lie if anyone said they had an objective measure. I don't see how someones feelings about themselves is any less subjective and I think it would be even more weak to bias.
I just happen to trust my instincts when I read something like ladyballs twitching in anticipation of a big He-Man boy putting his penis in your phantom vagina and making you feel like a true woman. You know a woman with ladyballs, barf.
I want to tie Elanna up and cum on his vagina and than just let her lay there while my hot cum just rubs in her over time
When she screams stop i just put myv hand on his cheek and his nibble his ear
>my brain: hey, remember that time that you worked in that restaurant that you hated? well heres a couple of times you felt intensely anxious and embarrassed at that job years ago!!!
Why are you so incredibly insecure? You remind me of myself when I was younger. I was such a dumbass.
Iktf, just substitute "when you worked at that restaurant" with "when you went outside" ;~;
I'm pretty good myself, I've had a burst of motivation lately so I've been able to do some personal project programming ^^
>mixing her and him
Excuse me, but I'm an agendered demiqueer panini grill and won't sleep with anyone who won't respect my unique pronoun.
You can't see me but I am rolling my eyes. You are feeling bad for absolutely no reason. Isn't there more than enough actual reasons to feel like shit?
>Hate my job and won't have money for hormones for around three weeks
>Decide to give amazons mechanical turk a try for money
>Plugins people recommended me don't even work
>Can't do more than 100 hits per day for first 1000 hits
Why does hormones have to cost money. Why does it take time to get money. I feel like I'll never be a girl.
just checked did they change how teips work or is it my app ?
pic of my radiator as id prove
>mfw ufufu and merc still think it's me shitposting.
I wish people weren't so dumb :/
Anyways, enjoy your nightmares kiddies
Why am I attracted to cute androgynous boys??
like no cute androgynous boy has ever been attracted to a MtF
I feel doomed to a life of being single
This meme is still going.
I will forever be the greatest meme that mtfg has ever seen.
Idk, some people just like androgyny, like with birds the half-and-half ones are super popular with other birds despite being sterile
rlly the biggest potential issue in my mind is that going for fem/androgynous boys there's a bigger chance that they're actually trans in denial like I hear a lot of femgen is
oh so actually you're assuming his feelings for him? have you talked to him about any of this or gotten any indication from him that he doesn't love you anymore?
WOULD he be more happy with some random cis girl? what if she's abusive? what if she gives him aids? what if she's a racist bigot who makes him drop all friends darker than a brown paper bag? what if he doesn't rlly love her but after you broke his heart he gives up and stays with her just cus and passes his days miserable?
there are plenty of cis people way worse than like everyone around here
just fucking communicate with him
>Try to call primary care doctor
>Number out of service
>Call main primary care where my primary care moved from
>Number not in service
Jesus christ I guess I'm glad it's not an emergency but hot damn someone tell them they fucking up
>tfw buying a massive tub of halloween sweets and eating them all yourself
TELL him that it's serious, send like a text or email or skype letting him know that you want to talk and it's important and if he doesn't try to make time for something that's important to you then THAT might be an indication that he doesn't love you as much as he has said
I used to like halloween as a child but it seems to have died a death around here (UK). I remember going trick or treating as a kid and there were loads of houses done up, loads of other people in the streets. Now for several years in a row there's no even been a single trick or treater.
I guess if you live in a university town/city there's probably clubs and parties but there's always clubs and parties in university towns.
So now the only good thing about halloween is cheap sweets.
>only clean shirt is a Mega Milk one
Let's hope people understand post-ironic humour.
Not even 5 minutes in, and they're already pushing an interracial relationship between Supergirl and a black Jimmy Olson. Yes, they had to make jimmy black to make it PC.
10 minutes in and we get a lesbian shoutout.
20 and we here all about how it should be Superwoman, and not Supergirl.
Why the fuck do I even watch TV anymore. That show was even more painful than watching I am Cait.
Wat up /mtfgay?!
I just pigged out on junk food and remembered ya' all. How's the quest for femininity going/
>forget that my therapy appointment was scheduled earlier than usual
>already missed it
>get dressed in my Red Riding Hood outfit for the Halloween event feeling super cute
>go to Kroger to get coffee and flowers for the wicker basket
>start feeling dizzy, kind of weak, can't really see straight
>drive back home
>think about calling in to work sick
Oh fuck. This'll be the third time in the 4 months I've been there but I still feel like I'm having vertigo or something.
Someone more responsible and adult than me please advise.
People do not get dizzy and have problems with vision after skipping one meal. Are you eating properly? Are you taking care of yourself? Enough food, liquid, balanced diet, vitamins, etc.
Caddy come on now. I expected better from a librarian. We are in the middle of the flu season and you rub elbows with far more potentially sick strangers due to your work.
Stock up on soups, lemons and proper food. throw in some vitamin supplement in there for good measure. It's even cheaper than junk food. I got laid low by a flu or something 2 weeks ago even after all the precautions I took.
And sorta. It meshes pretty well but it isn't a postmodernist thing. It's sorta a contrarian's response to neo-sincerity. Like the Joy Division T-shirt T-shirt T-shirt. (A T-shirt with the T-shirt the guy is wearing printed on it.) Real Nigga Hours is a great example too.
This is the first day in a while tbh. I sorta had 2 dollars to my name and no soap last night kek. I have money today though.
I'm not as put together as I may come across. I've got nothing in my fridge or pantry. I was sick all the time when I first started working, yeah.
My supervisor just sound pretty disappointed, maybe because I couldn't explain exactly what was going on. I kind of just said I felt dizzy and weak and I don't know and that I'd come in if I started feeling better.
I'm just always concerned that I don't do enough of a good job to ever call out sick because like the only thing I do well at my job is customer (well, patron) service.
Maybe I'm just over thinking it. I just feel like such an inconvenience when I call out.
morning! good luck with the courthouse stuff!
femboys are the best boys, I'm wondering if I ever hook up with a femboy at some point, with him thinking I'm another femboy, and after taking off my clothes he gets mini tits and cypro shrunkendick disappointment. I can only imagine his face. Femboy top bf when
I don't want to go to that trans job fair but now my mom is forcing me. I don't know what to do, I need a job but going in a room with like a million hons is going to give me a stroke. I wish I had someone to go with me so I would not feel so frightened.
Just take it slow. It's common cold, list all the symptoms to your supervisor, tell him you might caught it from a client and that you might pass it on to whomever you are in contact with. Are few days off an option? If not, get yourself in shape over the weekend. Maybe hit the market to stock up on proper food. Lemons, garlic, hot beverages or soups help with cold, exhaustion etc.
Your health comes first - everything else is secondary.
well like duh, it only ever upsets my partner and leaves gross upsetting marks and reinforces my self-hate,
but then if I always did the smart thing and avoided the stuff I know is dumb I probably wouldn't be posting here
escaping with booze has been working pretty well tho, like I haven't rlly hurt myself in a while
anyways thanks for the concern tho, but it's better spent on others
not to people who like them
>stop liking what I don't like!
my brain hurts
>going in a room with like a million hons is going to give me a stroke
no, it's just gonna make u feel uncomfortable and awkward,
but is that rlly any worse or different from being trapped with your abusive mom because you don't have a job to fuel moving out?
is a few hours at a fair rlly so much more unbearable than an indefinite amount of time staying where you're unhappy and flipping between the threat of being kicked out and being made to feel guilty for who you are and what you want to do with your life?
sorry anon, anything u wanna talk about?
have you gone over where you may have lost your I.D.?
y tho? like I'm not worth anymor ethan the average person, probably a bit less, they all have lives just as meaningful or more-so and feel pain and stuff
oh okay thank you
>tfw no bad trans feelings today
>tfw suicidally depressed anyway
>realised during an IT-based seminar that there's a whole subsection of the uni's intranet with info about our dissertations that I'd never noticed
>I was supposed to hand in a proposal in february and get a supervisor and permission before starting my survey
>I missed a progress report last week that counts for 12% of the mark
>there's a very angry message left by the module organiser about 'some people' having not sorted this stuff out
>Realise I've talked so little to anybody this semester it's no wonder it never came up that everyone else is almost finished with their dissertations whereas I've only just started
>Vague recollection of a meeting with my advisor in spring where he told me to find a supervisor, but I obviously forgot apparently
>Now have to explain what a huge useless idiot I am to the module organiser so they don't think I'm just being lazy
>Also have another piece of coursework due in a couple of days I only started last night because I'm finding the subject so hard to understand
>Pretty much everyone else is already finished
>Will be working until 6 AM every morning this week as well as last weekend
>Also I forgot to pay rent so now it's six days overdue, got a message saying they're about to start charging more as a penalty, tried paying online and the transaction failed for some reason, checked the card in a shop and it works fine so it's not fraud inspection, no idea what to do
>leave IT seminar today halfway through to lie down and cry by the lake thinking about killing myself because I'm such a massive retard I'm unlikely to lead a fulfilling life or achieve anything and I have absolutely zero skills or ability even though I practise
>Come close enough that I dipped my feet in the water but it didn't seem cold enough
>Feel completely lost and hopeless
I dislike having learning difficulties
It's a bad feeling
>tfw you don't need security pants because no vagina
like viral/meme culture has overstayed its welcome and we've entered such a post-post-modern sense of humour etc. on the internet now I practically *expect* something wacky to happen like this whenever I open even the most banal video or picture
Probably, but they'd probably tell my parents because of suicide risk and given how my father has reaction to my sister's anxiety disorder, I don't think I want that to happen. Not to mention I want to finish my degree, not drop out halfway through final year for a break in the loony bin