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speaking of which
i have a friend who wants to spitroast a qt grill on our massive gts
who wants to be the meat in a transbian sandwich (i dont pass but she does)
mine is 6.5x5.5 i think
hers is something like eight inches and might be thicker than mine but im not sure
Just ordered a pizza. I'm really disappointed in myself, but at least the pizza will taste nice right? Plus i'm funding the economy I guess.
It's really not their fault actually. Anyone normal wouldn't interpret the things I read and was taught to such extremes that I took them but I ended up self harming once in a particular private place after this little number right here
>“Matthew 5:30 And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.”
I was particularly impressionable at 13 and 14. I wrote about it once and the story still upsets me. I just read over that one again. It's a pretty disgusting horror story.
just got brunchh i'm sooo fuuulllll
alsso i started my progesterone cycle yesterdayyy and i feel wicked drunk because of it rn and i love it. dis is my fav time of the month tbqhhhhhhhhhhhhh
how has your weekend been mtfggg? r u okkk?
i was raised methodist and i think its a huge stumbling block for my mom. i haven't talked to her in awhile and my sister said my mom called her recently, worried about me because she heard on the news that "one of those transgenders got killed!!"
uhm that looks delish, im jelly. i want a burrito desu
I always liked KJV psalm 23:4 (a bit paraphrased)
"Yea, though I run through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me."
that burger and them chips looks delicious
I'm okay... had a bad dysphoria day yesterday and saturday was okay tho, I made a baked brain dip (it was ricotta, french onion and bacon flavoured but looked like liquified brains) that nobody liked for a bring a plate halloween party at my brothers house
Yeah that one always tripped me up also. I was never raised Christian but I took things literally like that at my age. One time I stayed up three nights in a row watching outside my window looking for aliens because I saw a documentary of one.
I don't know if that verse is considered literal or not. I believe it is but nobody follows it. Its like one of the first thing Jesus teaches his followers also. I hope you don't cut and all that now family
No but I did get enough wedges for 3 people.
As long as you feel good about yourself.
You look like a goomba from the super mario bros movie.
>Wow that must be refreshing. I'm good, got today off so I'm doing the late night thang.
yeah it is refreshing, like despite being unemployed and crazy I only get like 6 hours sleep most nights
I wish I could sleep more
>tfw lesbian but don't look like one
>only 3~4 girls have hit me up on OKC
>hundrends of guys
Pls share the codewords. I need a laugh.
what if i just want to look like a girl?
i mean the entire concept of gender roles never stuck with me
i am a male, i will always be a male, i know i can't change that, i don't act like a male and my brain is wired for some unknown reason to want to be a mother, to look like a girl and so on.
at least in my own mind im not trasngendered. but i don't know what you would label me.
The subtler ones tend to know how to behave. They'll also tend to talk about shit like how they like your energy (it doesn't necessarily mean the gt, a lot of chasers are into trans women for the same reason a lot of creepy guys have asian fever). The ones who trip a bit more will compliment you on your femininity more than on who you are or how you actually look.
If you feel like you're a dirty secret, chances are he's either a chaser or you're the other woman.
To some extent, yeah, it is. The ones who get laid do behave mostly like human beings. Those who don't and still do coast on being ridiculously good looking.
Nah, I just literally started one for shits n' giggles.
I don't expect to find anyone on there.
Nah. Short is not for me and I want it even longer anyway. It's at my boobs now but I want it to reach down my bum eventually.
Well I don't know if that's good or bad or just an observation. Probably the later.
I don't think I really agree Holic.
well its been my experience all the men in my life have treated me like nothing more than a fucktoy acting as if i don't have feelings or even deserve to be treated like a fucking human being.
sounds trans to me but i don't even know if i am anymore ive been de- transitioned for for almost a year now i don't think im trans at all anymore or how does that even matter when after last night i was molested the fucking 26 time i dont fucking care anymore life is shit.
Probably the latter.
It can be hard as a femme if you're not spending all your time in queer circles. You might have to take the initiative and hit on girls yourself.
>Eating burgers at GBK (will post pic when I can be arsed to)
>Couple sitting on table across from mine with their kid ~3 years old
>Really loud and shit, won't shut up no matter what they tell him
>Knocks over his water on purpose when they're not looking
>Gets told off
>Knocks colouring shit off the table
>Gets told off
>Knocks food off the table
>Gets told off
>Continues to fuck around until they leave, seemingly completely unaware of the concept of discipline or understanding that he's being punished for something
Thank fuck I'm not having children, I don't know how I'd deal with that shit
Not to mention I can barely hold a knife and fork properly myself as an adult my coordination's so fucked up
I am not suited to being a parent
Also the bus driver got really pissy at me because the only money I had on me for a ticket was a £20 note and he had to count out the change, the poor soul
what a fucking crybaby
bank jizz, get skittles
I like flirting with girls, it's super easy and fun even if it leads to nothing.
I don't think I'm gonna have a problem finding a partner even if I'm not looking for one rn.
But yeah, I consider myself mostly femme with a hint of chapstick.
>molested for the 26th time
holy shit that's awful but also how do you even manage that
I'm *literally* mentally subnormal and I never get taken advantage of like that
or I guess if I have been, I haven't noticed
For feminine men. It's a common thing among chasers. They like feminine men and trans women. It's all an elaborate coping mechanism to deal with their latent homosexuality. You're just like Maki and all of the other chasers in that regard.
I love that no one gives a fuck. story of my life why do i even bother. Mabye you think im making it up but some fat fuck had his fingers inside me and i was too fucking drunk to do shit in front of my sister and her friends thank god my sister got me the fuck out of there but this was by far the most traumatic in front of my fucking sister man why Im not even hot why the fuck does this shit keep happening fucking why?!!
Oh my gosh you sound exactly like me 4 years ago.
I don't even know get blacked out drunk and hang out with faggots. it fucking hurts he didn't even use lube or spit he could at least done that is he was going to stick his fat unkempt fingers into me. I haven't even cried isn't that fucked up I haven't even fucking cried.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGright i think im ok now desu
i had a bit of a moment there, i thought i was kit
if this shit happened to any other trip im sure the reaction would be different how bout some fucking sypathy or something genuinely human but no cause im not a fucking princess no one gives a god damn shit!
We have both Edgar and Holic shitting up the thread at the same time.
Yes because "try to not get molested so much" is really quite sound advice that won't make you hate us because simply trying to not get molested so goddamn much makes you safer and less vulnerable
I don't have the answer to your question other than "perverts exist"
I am not your counsellor or therapist, I am not a functioning member of human society
If you want sympathy, have all the sympathy you want, it won't un-rape you but don't act like we're cold when we are literally incapable of meaningfully helping you
there are two possibilities
A) weird mystical stuff
B) organized shitposting
I am never going to finish these all these wedges, please just kill me now.
No one is a princess senpai, although I am sorry that happened to you.
Hey everyone, quick question. At 22, is it too late for me to start hormones and be able to pass? Im also pretty worried about my nose being too big and jawline but that can be fixed with surgery I hope.
The final stage in your evolution is to realize that you're just a confused gay boy. You tried dating cis girls that looked like boys which didn't work well. Then you chased trans women for their gt which didn't work. Then you went from wanting feminine men to manly men, slowly warming up to your repressed homosexuality over time.
I ordered pizza, and due to some promotional stuff, it ended up being cheaper to get 3 boxes of potato wedges. I could have gotten something else i guess, but I like wedges.
age 30 is the absolute earliest cutoff for passing if you try hard
but we're on the other side of the internet
how can you even tell how we're reacting
I think you're projecting what you think others are thinking of you onto us
How fucking new are you? The fact that I'm developmentally disabled makes up a large proportion of the content of my posts. Here's a little videoclip of me trying to wave with each hand:
I have Aspergers, ADD, dyspraxia, hypotonia, and possibly just general brain damage (which would be causing the others) but that one's not confirmed.
>came out to gf's mom a couple days ago
>she texts this to my gf this morning
Cheers anons, another question if you don't mind answering is there are three different hormones you take right? Reading the guide and from what i've read online most people use Spironolactone and Estrofem, but Progesterone is used as well? Would it be viable to take the first two mentioned and not take the progestrone or is it more viable to take all 3 at the same time? Im just buying all these online so I'd love your advice.
How don't I know how to transition? Did I forget the secret blooodrite?
your nothing like me so i don't even understand that.
your broken? you think your fucking broken. mother fucker I am mentally broken right now to the point where nothing fucking matters i feel like an absolute piece of shit. I can't even look forward to my job the only thing that makes me happy. and even though i taken advantage off i feel like a godamn filthy whore.
Yeah senpai, senpai
senpai is what all the cool kids are saying nowadays.
The outfit you wear is going to need some very careful planning. It must look masculine at a distance, but unmistakably feminine close up.
your attitude will have to be a perfect "What, you never knew?" sense of incredulity to them.
>I've got a full day of ranked league of legends ahead of me
i'm so sorry
I've been on E for two and a half days. Any psychological changes are psychosomatic, right? I looked down at my crotch in the shower this morning and my genitals looked more alien to me than ever before. And my guy clothes feel repulsive to wear all of a sudden, like I'm dressing up in some dirty hobo's clothes instead of my own.
Apparently it's my face, not my personality as such
I moved to a new city and kinda just lived in a weed-fueled dream haze but now I either got two months to get my shit together and find a job or lose everything
I'm worried guys, I'm mildy autistic and I've been coddled my whole life how do I job. I'm thinking about camming too. From what I've read you're not just constantly jacking off most of the time you're sitting there chatting to random lonely people as they compliment your ass
My last choice is to pawn everything then just take my guitar and wander off in the general direction of the East and hitchhike my way to Portland, either living an amazing adventure or being brutally beaten and sadistically murdered but a serial rapist-killer
What do mtfg? If I go on the adventure I'll post on here whenever I get to a library and give updates
Spiro is an androgen blocker, often mentioned as an AA or anti Androgen.
Estrogen for 1.5 to 2 years before progesterone. This better mimics natal female breast growth during puberty. Progesterone to early may negatively effect ultimate breast shape.
people don't always break in the same ways
i really am sorry that this happened to you and i'm even more sorry that i can't help you but i have no idea what i could possibly say that doesn't make it worse
I'm just wearing guy clothes desu, last time they saw me I was actually in girl clothes because there was a theme party and I just showed up ( they picked my costume because I didn't have one, and my best friends mom came down and was like "huh it suits you")
refreshing. Yes, literally refreshing. It killed my general anxiety, and most of my depression.
Apply at McDonalds or similar fast food or big box chain store. They are often desperate. Have them schedule you for non day hours. From there you use those day hours and go and look for another much better job. The non day hours keep you from spending to much of your loot when you are poor.
b-but i need to get out of cardboard 6 : s
i get teased by my friends cause they are in diamonds and gold yet we play on the same level of play..
Unfortunately abusers are able to determine the best victims. Ones that will keep quiet. Generally ones that have been abused before. At least that was the common pattern I saw when I was studying abuse during my psych degree. Its not a negative reflection on you, these pieces of shit are just very good at picking out victims that wont report them.
Please dont take ecstasy Car.
None of them. I would only ever marry someone if we were mutually in love. Also I'm not really sure how I feel about marriage.
Get off 4chan right now and either write up or fix your resume. Print it. If you don't have a printer grab a dollar or two and print out as many as you can at your library. While you're there ask about how you can apply for a job there, and literally apply to every single place you pass.
Literally everything. Don't want to work at McDonalds? I guess you want to be homeless instead. Apply anyway and you can cancel if they call you later.
Homelessness is not an amazing adventure. It's boring, uncomfortable in every sense and simply dangerous. Do you know what it feels like to be really, really hungry? Because it's literally painful, and then you get too weak to think and move.
If you want advice on camming ask Dollface she seems pretty successful at it. I don't think it's as fun and easy as it seems though if you want to make enough money to support yourself.
Just got back! Had a great time, ate some awesome Indian food and got to hear my little crush talk about cars and he gets so excited...god damnit ;-;
also he lives in Massachusetts so I have no idea when he'll come up again ;-;
CADDY I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE SMART <3
Because in the US you can just pop down to your local Informed Consent clinic whereas here, you have to be tortured by MI5 for 3 years before they even diagnose you, and even then the NHS orchidectomy surgery is to have your balls squeezed in a vice until they pop. So instead most of us just self-med and sulk on here.
im a big girl i can take care of myself.. though only because none of my friends are on to duo with me >.>
its ok you don't have to play the bad game
if you need emotional support with breaking free from an abusive relationship (with a video game) i am here for you any time
ive been with it for 3 years, everyday it haunts me, my friends are friends with it too so i cant just leave it.. its the only partner that my friends have liked, i-it only hurts me sometimes, i-its not like its all bad, more happy times than sad times, i just need a duo :s
it wasn't an insult, tumblr isn't any worse than this website. literally couldn't remember whether you identify as genderfluid or genderqueer or what and I didn't want to use the wrong one so I made a joke of it instead.
yeah but there's not much I can do between now and then to change that
the nearest afield I can look for any housing close to affordable for me is somewhere like up north 500 miles away where they all eat leathery lamb and coal hotpot and it gets dark at 3 PM
and fuck knows what job a retard like me is capable of holding down
>tfw thin walls between my room and flatmates'
you're confusing her with faye I think, and it's her straight gf
lmao!! i wanted the lunch he wanted the breakfast so ye. it was tasty af tho
i gib u
well done burgerrr fammm
aw shannon :< why didn't anyone like it!? just not into the brains aspect?
forreal tho i just woke up, i passed tf out and had the most vivid dreams ever it was craazzyyy
of course you have friends here, inasmuch as anyone does
you're not terribly disruptive, you're nice, as far as i'm aware people don't dislike you.
but i think speaking to a therapist would be more productive
You ever felt like cheating and playing dota instead?
>watching American football with mom
>see the cheerleaders and dancers and get slightly dysphoric
I wanna be pretty like that one day ;_;
That's because you were dumb about it, do it again
Where were you keeping your pills last time? I keep clothes and shit with friends over summer but forgot about my makeup. Put it in one of the otherwise-unused pockets of my laptop case. Parents being about 60 years old, they rifled through my suitcases like the abusive controlling people they are, but they never touch the laptop case. If you're worried about keeping them in the house, keep them in a plastic box and bury it somewhere. Take up jogging and make your route go by that spot each morning. Take out just the pills you need for that morning and evening and bury the rest again. If you miss one or two doses here and there because you have to go out in the morning or something, it won't kill you. Be a ninja. Hiding the pills from your parents shouldn't be the hard part, I have to hide shit all the time, the hard part will be hiding the fact you're growing tits which is what I'm now about to struggle with. But if your parents aren't going to be receptive to you seeing a gender therapist and going legit, you are going to need to self-med in the short term. Trust me, I wish I'd started at your age when I was in the same position (and still pretty much in the same position now). Going to uni/college? Try and get some higher education, you'll have a lot more freedom there even if it's just a day course at college with a locker you can store your pills in.
idk she's always identified as not entirely female the whole time I've been here
I'll admit her going off hrt concerned me a little bit but not as much as, say, alison who's clearly just doing it because she's nuts
They ain't that pretty up close.
Mail arrives at 9-11 am, i ordered it in advance of a break and it was due to arrive then but then it arrived early... and i was in school while it was.
I also cannot get a PO box because you need IIRC parental permission and proof of residence at an address.
Plus outside of my family I am not out.
I am fucked.
Dude I think you have some serious misconceptions about growing boobs, how long it takes, and what it will look like on your body. Mine have been growing pretty prodigiously and I'm a full a cup at 4 months and I have literally no problem hiding them
I think if we want to be kind to her, it's recommending therapy *as well as* talking to us here, not instead of.
Correct me if I'm wrong, holic, but I'm guessing it's fucking terrifying to think that you'd be bothering people by telling them, and you're scared nobody will want to hear it, or will just ignore it. We're not ignoring it, it's a terrible thing that's happened to you and nobody deserves anything like that.
We want you to do well, to enjoy life, to get to the point where the people who have treated you horribly don't have that control over you any more. Telling us is a start. Finding a therapist, a *good* therapist, is another step. We want the best for you.
you go to reddit also?
Saw that on r/gifs
You need to come out to friends. Seriously. Even if it's just one or two people it'll make things a lot easier for you if you can just use their address and ask them not to open it. It was the first thing I did before doing anything else and while, sure, you need to pick who you tell very carefully, it's good to not feel like you're keeping this secret all to yourself. If you don't have friends, make some. Alternatively, your high school should have a counsellor who can point you to local resources even if they know jack shit about trans issues themselves. Do you have any handle on exactly what your parents disapprove of about you being trans? Hopefully you might be able to convince them to come round, though I know from my own experience it's not always the case.
wut were u for halloween?
oh where'd u go for indian? there's one place I wanna try for the lunch buffet cus the reviews are good whereas like all other indian places I've looked at have terrible reviews liek just for the lunch
how's that going? isn't E kinda ineffective without AAs or huge doses?
My female relatives are almost exclusively above a D cup
There is no way of hiding those things
I agree it's perfectly possibly I might end up being dfc for a year before I see anything happen or something daft but the possibility is there, and I'm not even conflicted over whether I want them like jormy I just don't want to have to come out before I'm financially ready
hey you gave makeup advice last thread
i ended up buying a pack of gum and nail scissors instead because the girl there asked me if i needed help and then i gave her a disgusted look b/c i panicked and she got a tiny bit scared so i put on charming boy mode and smiled and apologized but charming boy mode couldn't buy makeup.
>No qt gf to cuddle and watch football with and make delicious foods
I can't I really can't. I am far too anxious as is.
>Do you have any handle on exactly what your parents disapprove of about you being trans?
My mum doesn't disapprove but doesn't want me self-medding.
we went to Taj cause my friend's good friends with the owner, it was really good! And they have a large vegetarian buffet section too! The buffet isn't honestly that big but it's really good and the naan is baked fresh and delicious!
And also my mister is Bi, not gay.
(and he likes my feminine features, regardless)
For some people, after a long enough time on HRT, E will maintain female T levels, and I had bottom-barrel T for a super long time without realizing it.
Also I was a witch with a bunch of vines at my waist and also around my head and also around my ankles. Also I had a broom. Lots of people liked it, I think.
My mister was a lumberjack.
i generally believe Circé to be a person whose judgment can be trusted
i don't know how to be "kind" to people, i don't interact with anyone i don't have to
some people think i'm just the greatest and some people are afraid of me because i can be pointlessly cruel
i've been called racist, sexist, homophobic, xenophobic, xenophilic, pedophilic, and all manner of other things because i can't relate to people at all and it's a horrifying, lonely existence and i wouldn't have it any other way
i'm out to my friend and every relevant human in my life, constituting a total of five individuals and have no plans to tell any acquaintances or associates unnecessarily
I can't wait to have a regular income so I can start going to the gym again desu senpai
Sooo I was shitposting g with the girls in church and they were making dick jokes about the pastor and making me laugh my ass off right? So God got mad and fucked my shit up. My phone got smote and it can't use Skype OR send text messages and its l I t e r a l l y never done that before I can only shitpost with u girls here till I buy another phone ;_;
All memes aside I just really crave attention and affection from my mom since I didn't get it enough as I got older. When I was like super young I was superrrrr attached to her and would follow her around everywhere but nowadays were distant and I'm stuck with this mommy complex ;-;
*hugs* You need to get yourself to a therapist who understands trauma, and get help. It has made a major change in my life for the better. The EMDR I've been going through may have brought up things I'd never wanted to remember, but it also also liberated me from self blame. Also many feelings and memories that used to pop up then overload me and shut me down don't effect me anymore.
Sounds like my relationship with both my parents desu.
You dirty thief
I'm in pretty rough shape but in good spirits about it ^^ I think I'm done with drugs for good now tbqh. Hbu?
Aww that sucks sis. Maybe next time huh? Its a little hard at first but I hope with it by assuming g they all think I'm a huge fag and it makes it easier to accept and ask for help n stuff.
>"really?? Ur gay?? But ur so handsome!!"
Hearing that really really fucking sucks but gotta do whatchu gotta do to get dem beauty products
I don't have a pc :(
Right, well it may help to google some stuff (don't have links to hand rn, maybe tomorrow) showing that self-medding is basically considered now in official NHS guidelines as a recognised pathway for transition. The infrastructure for us isn't up to snuff at the moment and they know it, so after six months of self-medding they're not allowed to force you off of them and will monitor you in the interim while you're going through the gender clinic waiting list etc.- so the NHS themselves don't rule it out as an option for trans people. I believe QHI also sources their spiro and progynova from the exact same sources as the NHS, from the same companies in India, so there is no additional risk just 'cause you ordered pills from some sketchy website. It may also help for you to show her the multitude of cases where people have done it and are fine, and the lack of anecdotes about it going wrong. Show her that you know the risks and what to avoid (e.g. potassium), such that she is informed as to the level of risk and how that is mitigated. Might help. If you're too anxious write it down. Same with coming out, it's how I came out to my friends, I could never get the words out in a million years so I wrote a note each time and just threw it at them. Literally. the fact your mum doesn't disapprove of you being trans in and of itself is a huge step up the ladder from a lot of us. What's stopping you from going through the legit route if you're out to your family and she doesn't mind? Anxiety?
mummy issues are fine as long as they dont ruin your relationships
>I think I'm done with drugs for good now tbqh.
Well that's a big decision, good to hear you are moving on.
I've been pretty rough, can't sleep more than like 4 hours a night and I just feel like a zombie right now. Nothing is really interesting to me aside from playing the same album on repeat all day. I'm just glad I'm seeing my therapist tomorrow ;3
yeah that's actually the one I wanted to try!
I just figured the buffet would be a good chance to try a little bit of everything, also wanna try the buffet at babylon for the same reason tho I've already gotten some food from there
oh good point, It's very ymmv like with most transition stuff but long enough on AA's can kinda reduce or shut stuff down permanently, kinda just an extension of the infertility stuff
I rlly hope everything works out for you!
you're being safe and getting check-ups and stuff right?
I almost went with something vine-y/plant-y but then was stressed and depressed leading up to teh day and didn't get around to it so my partner and I just threw together costumes from clothes we had and quickly buying a little nose thing for my partner
>For some people, after a long enough time on HRT, E will maintain female T levels
I've literally never heard this before
where did you get this?
"some people"? what people? I am interested in this
yeah she seems level-headed that's why I said 'a little bit' as opposed to alison who I am gravely concerned is in need of some kind of psychiatric intervention.
ah ok! haha well after going there I can say the place is awesome! It's all cooked by the owner's parents so it's like homemade mom and pop Indian cooking and it's great! <3
It fills the hole in my heart for my other favorite buffet that closed down... ;-; Minami/Hokkaido over by the mall was my fav and they closed down
My QHI meds are from the UK (spiro) and Belgium (Progynova). Other sites do India stuff.
I'm german but I'm getting increasingly jelly of how good your healthcare for trannies is in the UK. My endo was literally like that's so illegal, I'd be committing a small crime if I did your bloodwork.
Our guidelines for trannies stem from the stoneage and health insurances will do anything to try and avoid paying your surgeries if you survive all the shit you have to go through before you can even ask. We don't even fucking have FFS surgeons anywhere.
>Doesn't have a pc
I guess that explains all the image thievery.
I'm just really sensitive about it and I'm a huge mama's girl. But I don't let it control my life. I guess I'm just a massive attention whore for her to notice me.
Yeah I'm glad ur not giving up! Its so worth it once you buy them. Lotsa validation.
My shitty fucked up phone :(
i know what you mean.. i was a massive mummys girl, she was like the dream mum, and ontop of that helped out in the lgbt community, if she didnt pass away when i was 14 then i think everything would be okay in my life
Hey miss can you help me?
I want to be the little girl in this picture.
Yeah, it's something that I don't think get's explained to anyone, having your system be T or E dominant.
A lot of people end up barreling out on T if they don't get their levels checked.
Anyways, also, lol, I made my costume pretty last minute, too
Except for my witch hat, which, anyways, fell apart before I got to wear it out. >:
First Muffins, and then from some IC clinics that I tried to get in contact with my GP so she would feel ok prescribing me prog (which still hasn't happened. </3)
I wish I took pictures..
Someone at the party I was at did, but she did it with a disposable so it's gonna be awhile before I see them..
b-but i also want to be the little girl >.>
we could both be the little girls?
Those are Adepta Sororitas. Emphasis on Sororitas.
Thanks, I know I don't pass yet but I've only been on hormones 3 months now and I'm still closeted to family so I'm working on it.
Still gotta start shaping my eyebrows, get laser, lrn 2 makeup, and wait for hormones to round out my face with fat.
People still use disposable cameras?
It's so hard to tell when we're constantly evaluating whether or not people pass though
If I saw her in public I'd probably be jealous and slightly heartened that cute girls can look a little boyish.
What part of the country are you from? Do you know how long the waiting lists are where you are? The reason I'm doing it is because I could be seeing at least a year of waiting and then 2 years of RLE before I get a prescription, by which time I could be 24 going on 25. If you live in some part of the country with a three month waiting list then sure go ahead I guess, but if you're anywhere where you might be sent to Nottingham I'd say you need to be taking control of your own destiny.
We're middle-tier. They don't mind self-medding, prescriptions are partially subsidised and apparently our FFS isn't too bad, but the bureaucratic side of things is fucking intolerable across the board, not just trans stuff. Would also help if there was standardisation so Nottingham would stop requiring RLE, no other clinic in the country does.
kek, you asked
why would you want progesterone if you don't want to be more feminine than you already are? won't you get mega milks or s/t??
I am just sayin' you might have better luck with Imperial Guard.
>Not always being in the mood for hugs
They really are the best senpai, wish i had someone to hug right now desu.
yeah that's kind of my whole point and also my worst fear wrt transition, it's not even that I'd dislike that, hell, it'd make my upper ribcage look less broad, it's just that I might lose literally everything I own and end up homeless and with no source of income, which is not the best place to be only a little bit of the way through transition. I guess I could spend the entire summer holidays only talking with my back to them and never letting them see me from the front or something?
well I def have to try it
didn't take pics
heck, a lot of people don't even rlly realize women have T too
aw, did you make the hat yourself?
oh yeah I didn't say lol, it was like a little kinda cat nose that was close enough cus I was little red riding hood and she was my big bad wolf
u kinda skipped answering if ur being safe...
I know, right?
I was all like "I hope she sends me those pictures.."
And my mister was all like "well, she needs to get them developed first"
And I was just like.. what.
Then again, her boyfriend is a photographer so maybe that's why?
I just want to be a bit more feminine, desu.
My face might be girly but the rest of my body is entirely unaffected.
I also suspect my face just kind of looks like this, as well, I'm notorious for my "First month of HRT" and, like, fourth year, fifth year later looking almost identical.
Oh, d'aw, that sounds cute. : 3c
Also, soz, yes, yes, I'm getting my levels tested now.
Especially with the non-standard HRT.
Tbh its really adorable to see bronze and silver games <3 it legit makes me go d'awww
*hugs* well I do like hugging but I usually restrain myself since its easy to come off as creepy and gross by overdoing it. But ya hugging someone you TRUELY love is an amazing feel. But I kinda have a real tender spot for intamacy. Also I'm still stealing ur images lel
Caddy I'm totally gunna chaser u girl. Ur so flippin cute how u like dat country girl farm swag?
Love the imperial guard desu, military uniforms are so sexy.
>Tbh its really adorable to see bronze and silver games <3 it legit makes me go d'awww
That is only because you aren't stuck at that level. Every game some idiot refuses to stick with the team. Some jackass leaves. The jungler isn't ganking. Top and mid can't hold lane. The support isn't warding. The ADC has no farm. Did I mention the other team has all the OP champions? Except for that Morde on our team that is feeding hard of course...
anons aren't people ;^)
you can keep your filthy human opinion until you deserve a name
Waaaaaatt???? I have a bronze only account just for meme games there. Its like elo heaven if u know how to play. O.o I miss the days of having my main there desu senpai
>tfw that "uniform" would fit me perfect
God I'm developing an infatuation with the army, even when fictional.
>anyone not loving the army
Here are the people you get to bully. Here are the dicks you are going to be sucking. Here are your clothes. Here is a fun. By the way, morale has been kinda low so you will be serving as the designated cum dump this week.
I got posted on some kind of 4+4 chan trans hate board and they're harassing me on reddit, does this mean I'm making it?
>say that I don't pass and look like a man
>say that I probably decided to become a woman because I don't look like a man
w-which is it