Waiting on the good times edition.
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t-the good times will come, I just have to be patient and work hard and the good times will come
Oh, she knows. She knew I was trans before she dated me, when I was dating her best friend in high school. And she was okay with it until I wanted to transition and go on HRT.
Now I get calls from her randomly every other week and we both sound sad to each other and she says she thinks about me and misses me and wishes I was back in her life. Then I say I'm not giving up transitioning and she says "I know" and we both oddly and quietly say "bye" like one of us almost slipped out a "love you"
It's kind of shitty actually, and it makes her look like she doesn't care about her boyfriend as much as she cares about me, and it makes me feel just as awful as when we split.
Why aren't you playing Animal Crossing mtfg? Don't you want to netflixandchill with your animal friends?
25 years and the good times still havent come. A-Any day now.
Any suggestions on what to do for work? I work a shitty labour job right now, which is really all I'm qualified to do. I'd like to do something else that pays more, is trans friendly, and can be learned fairly easily or not cost me an arm and a leg. Suggestions for trans jobs?
I remember when looking at the transition timelines in the OP used to give me hope. Now they just make me cry and wish I didn't have this hopeless life.
I think the point here is that you should have never tried in the first place.
There's a bunch of crazies here
Every single trip besides maybe oddish and a few others have disorders beyond gender shit. Every single one of them
Especiallyv anime shitposting dweebs
>There's a bunch of crazies here
>Every single trip besides maybe oddish and a few others have disorders beyond gender shit. Every single one of them
>Especiallyv anime shitposting dweebs
I think a lot of people are just getting out their frustration on here. Paints a worse picture than reality
How dare you!
Posting anime is girly! At least that's what overweight neckbeards believe.
What if you watched this complex and dry two and a half hour film and at the very end of it one of the main characters has sex in public with a total stranger, and when they get discpvered, no one in the crowd disperses them. What if, instead, the crowd literally cheers for the couple in slow mo and thats the end.
That would fuck me up good.
I know for a fact I went too long in repression on top of trans, on top of the bad childhood and that I'm literally insane
I'm trying to think of a reason why that would make sense and like, what if the movie was about a neet who will die if he doesn't have sex in a week
and the moral of the story is that sometimes you have to put yourself out there and meet people, so when he does that at the end you root for him like you said??
How long after a 2 month cycle of hormones will nipples and the breast area return to normal?
I saw these the other day and got a little excited. I'm not /k/ but i liked the model.
I already have a story about a neet. He's like actually very close to legally retarded and takes all his advice on life from 4chans and at the end he tries cutting to be emo but accodentally kills himself.
I think the point of that ending would be for it to not contextually make sense/be significant, but for it to be metaphorically important. A film about liars and deceitfulness, and all the characters fall on hard times due to their lies. Except for the one character at the end who has a genuine and honest exchange with a complete stranger l, and is thusly rewarded.
the craziest thing about me besides being trans is my obsession with ramen and buffalo wings desu
was that an actual desu or a to be honest
You're a narcissisus. That's only because you're powerful though and you're actually successful. You're literally a camwhore tranny. That's crazy on its own but youre very self absorbed and vain. Whether or not you deserve to be I think you have a right to be since you're taking what you got and making it work. I can't dislike you just because you're successful. It makes the other girls dysphoric so that gets me hard and wet
The only acceptable anime here is manly anime, not that you can't watch and post girly anime, but if you do you're basically admitting that your an AGP nerd who only wants to transition because their life has become so structured around shows for lonely dweebs that their standards for life are based off moeness and their dysphoria would probably go away if they stopped browsing 4chan/watching bad anime
oh okay I figured you mightve gone full weeb
but yes I like ramen too
That makes sense.
What about 3D senpai?
I see. What is your opinion on weeb games? Are they an AGP indicator?
I just love the freshness of good ramen and I had to ban myself from eating it because I got fat
no stunted growth is readily fixable autism isn't a mental/psychological illness in the same way as other things
i would prefer not to answer that; some are obvious (so i mean, put two and two together, lol), some are not obvious and would like to keep it that way.
i know that your intent was to insult me, but i'm not an autist, nor am I immature or socially awkward to a degree that makes it hard for me to function; I do have mental illness yes, although i wouldn't have accepted that until a few months ago, and i have a family with a repugnant history of psychological illness so it's not really as if I'm even a special case or something, my genes are just trash
that was tmi but i wanted to set the record straight before you idiots start fostering all sorts of silly lies
that looks so
It depends, are you playing as a guy or a girl?
If you're playing as a girl then it means you're using the videogame as a way to express your dirty AGP fantasies.
If you're playing as a guy then you're not true trans as you're not using the opportunity of videogames to expres your true gender identity, so you're probably just confused.
tired and comfy, ready to go to bed
how are you??
>that gets me hard and wet
wAIT WHAT LOL
HOW AM I POWERFUL i mean i think to an extent i've become successful with what i do but it's not difficult to do what i do. or at least as difficult as some other jobs that pay the same. i'm not that vain though at all ;_;
Morning ladies, hope you're all doing well! This is my body without hormones, how wild of a ride am I in for? I can't wait for them to arrive desu
Just being a trans senpai.
On one hand Its a relief to finally understand what going on, but at the same time I don't want to tell my cousins.
I love them so much senpai, I don't want them to think of me as some weird freak.
Well to take Mass effect as an example I always play first as a Paragon male Shepard and afterwards, down the line, I play as a renegade female Shepard.
>Autism is a neurodevelopmental disorder characterized by impaired social interaction, verbal and non-verbal communication, and restricted and repetitive behavior. Parents usually notice signs in the first two years of their child's life
no i'm saying that a neoroogical disorder is not the same as something like bipolar disorder, clincal depression, or schizophrenia etc etc.
>A mental disorder, also called a mental illness, psychological disorder or psychiatric disorder, is mental or behavioral pattern that causes either suffering or a poor ability to function in ordinary life.
i do take autism seriously i think maybe i was unclear in my statement but i did clarify, so.......
Hmm, it's really hard to say, on one hand you played as male the first time around(showing that you're really just a confused male), but on the other you also played as a female(meaning you're probably just AGP).
I'd say your probably trans, like 85%, but just in case of that other 15% you should detransition now.
Why not give it three months to see how you like being a girly boy? That ain't so long and nothing you can't get rid off easily.
Im guessing thats a good thing in the long run?
Yeah, long neck is long ;-;
Judgin by your response ive got a good enough base to build on?
I don't exercise at all and pretty much live on a diet of fizzy pop, whatever god tier home cooked meal my mum makes and random sweets lying around. Metabolism has finally caught up
i feel like a therapist should take you to the point where you're absolutely certain one way or another but the choice was always very clear to me.
from the other things you've said it seems like you very clearly want to transition but idk why you're scared, i mean truth be told, you can always get a mastectomy, and your dick would go back to normal after you're off hormones for a while, so i mean.......
oh good for you!!
you have a nice waist
I'm listening to some christmas music
I'll have that in mind next time I play another Bioware game.
I just turned 22 last month
No i've not seen anyone, I live in England and I heard its a nightmare getting to see someone on the NHS so I thought i'd just buy some hormones online and see where I go from there. I was just going to follow the prescribed dose that it says on the guide
If you don't find this attractive you need to go back to transbian general
I'd ask why we're talking about Christmas music but I've already came to accept that the holiday lasts three months now(October 1st- December 31st)
I'm glad I could help. I hope you have a successful detransition.
I just cant stand it when people think that such a cynical song is most representative of christmas because christmas means a lot to me. That said it is in my christmas song playlist along with
That looks really good. Guess Bethesda did it again.
>Guess Bethesda did it 'again'
I'm sorry, but what?
I am saying they have another hit on their hands. Fallout 4 will be an even better game than Skyrim.
Christmas means something to me as well, which is better summed up by the Tim Minchin one to be honest. The rest is the sort of thing which just never did it for me, sorry. Fairy Tale Of New York is just a good song irrespective of the Christmas element, and it reminds me of Christmas with my family as a kid.
Yeah probably. Its going to sell like crazy. I do wonder where their buggy as games will go in the future though. Can't stay popular forever.
Oh stop being such a bitter /v/irgin. Their games are super fun, they are not that buggy and you have a wealth of mods out there.
FO4 will certainly be better than that Undertale crap.
Honestly most of that stuff is true enough. I'm just not a huge fan of sandbox games, and there have been a ton recently. Probably still going to give it a pirate eventually though.
my father would trash the christmas tree nearly every year, at one point calling the angel topper evil... this was around my birthday which is on the 2nd of December
being a december child in a poor family, I rarely ever got birthday presents.
but my mum would do whatever she could to make sure we all had a regular christmas (as regular as you can ask when you have an alcoholic sociopathic psychopath as your father)
even just the sound of a christmas beetle buzzing around makes me nostalgic for a horrible horrible childhood.
I get it means a lot to you, and it means something different to me. Not sure what else there is to discuss, unless you want me to go on inconsiderately about how blandly pleasant it was for me.
Can I get a prayer from my Christian sisters here?
I just want to prayv that tomorrow is going to be a safe day and that everything turns out ok. I just want to pray for the tight money situation im in right now. I want to prayv that these young ladies decide to detransition at some point and accept how you made them god. I will always show lve to them however they need Jesus.
Love God, believe in Jesus, don't believe any human can tell me how to live. If being any form of lgbt is actually wrong, then I welcome my judgement, but I personally believe he thinks otherwise. Good luck trying to convince me about the box you're putting God into anon.
not gay if he's weaking a skirt
i've never been invited to one as an adult
i mean thats how i tend to think in general, but i feel like a halloween costume would be a good excuse for me to wear something way more revealing/sexual than i would ever feel comfotable wearing otherwise, but idk
i also have this problem where ppl stare at me regardless of what im wearing so blehh
im trying to image something you could wear that would make u look masculine and im drawing a blank here,...lol
>look up gillian anderson red carpet stuff for the x-files movie in 98
holy shit i cant even deal
its more than a lot of doujin artists do
I...don't have may pictures of myself that I like that don't me look like a MEGA twink
I wish I didnt have a buffalo bill hairline staring back at me
I wish that weightloss was easier, and that I wasnt so weak
I wish that I wasnt a man and failing that, I wish I was dead
>Don't like garter belts though.
Not even on cuties?
Quit posting your terrible attempts at humor here and go satisfy your fetishitic urges elsewhere, sir. Please quit lusting after the girls who are half your age that post here you old creepy straight man.
Don't want to sound like a slut, but it covers too much skin. Pantyhose is all good though.
Oh touching yourself is fine
But all those filthy impure thoughts in your mind show the corruption of your soul
gym was fun
my legs are sore
:3 how are we all doing
>Good thing I don't secretly have a fetish for rape then senpai
In that it isn't a secret?
I'm innocent senpai, I would never get off on something so depraved as that.
>someone deleted the photo
oh yes, the incredibly offensive nipple
all fear the nipple
I don't know senpai. Leave them to their own thing.
>tfw was that kid in my biology, chemistry, and anatomy classes
Looking around here it almost looks like /mtfg/ is some sort of snake that shed its skin or something. Maybe I'm just tired but I feel like there's a lot of new faces here and a lot of old ones are gone.
Working on 3 years on this board is depressing seeing everyone go ;3;
What do you think that kid is doing right now?
Last time I had to catch a train I didn't sleep the night before. I just spent the time shitposting in a persona thread.
>tfw not a princess
Yeah, fine, we can argue semantics. But what I mean is, people have got to a point in their lives where they're not looking for this sort of vague outlet and support thing.
Unless you thought by "this" I meant "transition", which is my fault for being unclear.
Eh, I'm making my exit slowly but surely. I imagine once I'm done with voice training I won't post here much more. Maybe for hair advice cause I still haven't decided how to get my haircut. But yeah, most of the friends I've made from here I talk to outside of the general pretty regularly anyways so .-. it's just so negative all the time like whyyyyyyy
That was my thoughts on it kinda. This general seems to be a purgatory of sorts. Once people have their shit straight they kinda just disappear from mtfg.
This is not semantics. This place is the very opposite of supportive and one of the major reasons people come here is because it's easier then say work on their voice or do anything positive.
Just wait. I would bet my life that there's at least one senseless argument that devolves into utter nonsense and people screaming at nothing today.
I mean, I'll still check in everyone once in a while after I make a dedicated exit like most everyone who has ever tripped here before does. But yeah, one day in the near future.
No, it's always been shit lol. I know that for a fact. It's actually considerably better now than it used to be. There was a good year or so I'd say where you could come into this general at any given moment and it's just be an all out war between Angie and PoTC
>do the whole wake up and pee thing
>lay back down to go back to sleep
>starting to fall back asleep
>feels like something is bothering me
>it's on my shoulder
>ow it actually really hurts
>look in mirror
I knowww, I knowww. It's just one thing to get senseless arguments where it doesn't really effect anybody. It's another to have them in a place like mtfg that's "technically" supposed to be a support circle. Like I actually wonder how much any of the information in the OP is actually even looked at.
It took me a while of lurking on anon before I could even get the guts to post in here. When I started tripping I made it a point to be overtly nice to everyone so I couldn't get caught up in the craziness that can happen in here.
umm lets talk about boys
i really like forearms & the thought of holding hands with boys
Right, misunderstood you. I guess it could be that for some people. For me, at least, seeing other people making progress and look pretty gives me a bit of a boost sometimes, and knowing I'll never be Kayla levels of fucked up prevents me getting too despairing.
I think I'll actually miss you if you leave. All the shit with kiwi aside you've always been really cool, and I don't think people give you enough credit for what little I know you've been through. I know you said you aren't leaving now, but I'm merely an anon who lurks here every so often and I wouldn't wanna miss a chance to give you a farewell. So good luck in life, Joce. You're not too shabby.
I think it's the honesty, most other trans communities don't seem to talk as much about what dysphoria is actually like, some of them even act like (or maybe even believe) that they want to be trans rather than a cis member of the gender they identify as.
r u a trip
y r u calling me senpai
but uh, yeah that makes sense, if you're newer I guess. I remember when I first discovered mtfg there was an overwhelming feeling of like "holy crap there's TONS of people like me" and it was neat but the novelty does wear off over time. If you're happy you're happy though, nothing creepy about that.
aw thanks! I hope things pan out well for you as well. I'm sure you'll catch me posting again, it's gonna take a while for me to work on my voice.
this is highly prevalent on reddit (/r/asktransgender) it's kinda weird
But sweaty palms tho
I kinda get what you mean about belonging somewhere. I don't think there's been another trans place where I've really got the same level of insight into what other people are actually experiencing. It's always either cleaned up for presentation to the general public, or radical queer bullshit making it into some political thing irrelevant to anyone's day-to-day life.
I'm gonna head off to bed now ladies. It was nice checking in on everyone without getting reamed but the 12 games of LoL I played today combined with this shit I just smoked have me feeling pretty ready to crash out.
>Kayla levels of fucked up
excuse me but what the fuck does that mean?
Every week I think about canceling.
I hate it so much. I just don't want to be poked today.
i have these thoughts also
but with girls too
g-girls with defined arms and abs...
Christmas is coming. my family say I can have a 'friend' stay over, probably meaning a partner but also an actual friend. They're aware many trans people have shitty family situations and I think it's sweet they want to welcome my friends in as well. However, the rest of my family come around at Christmas for a free meal and for a reminder that they're alone the rest of the year because they're pieces of shit. Honestly who the fuck would want to avoid a shitty family situation just to be part of someone else's?
yea sounds good to me
gym night tonight though <3 gimme like half a year and I'll be skinny and beautiful <3
awwwww kitties are amazing! My roommate has 2 and then I'm pet-sitting for my friend (who is also my ex) so 3 little fluffballs this weekend <333333
Well, I've never had a tattoo so I don't know if it compares, but it's like getting a thick needled shot in your face, it stays there in your face and then gets really hot. Then she'll pluck the hair which hurts just like any other time you'd try to pluck a facial hair.
I have red facial hair too and I'm thinking about looking around for that special laser like one person talked about that I don't believe exists but this has become too expensive and painful.
I have to stay inside all day on Mondays too because usually my face will be red and swollen since I have "sensitive skin". Sometimes the redness will last into the next day and it's embarrassing.
my close family are incredibly supportive. my more distant relatives are awful bigots that live alone, wondering why no-one wants to see them. I'm the one that shops and cooks, so sorry about your dead weight theory. My grandparents, aunts and uncles will snipe at me for being a tranny freak, but they'll still eat the dinner I made them. I'd feel bad for any friend there that had to sit in on that.
Why is every redhead that posts here such a disgusting freak
Yeah but I don't hear people complain much about laser when it comes to permanency, and electro takes 1-2 years of weekly sessions if you're my age at least and I hardly even grew facial hair before HRT
Sames, it's why I switched to bangs, but my hair still wants to part just enough to show it sometimes, I think it was just a bad haircut though honestly. Is yours in the strawberry blonde range as well? Almost feels like in some light it's blonde in some it's red. Yay natural highlights~
Don't have one, don't want one right now.
Nah, it's more coppery brown. I wish I had that colouring, but I still like what I've got, the only thing I'd dye my hair to would be pure white, which is way too damaging to my hair to consider.
At least i can still get a nigerian dwarf goat :3.
Straight men please leave this thread. Where are all of these gross anime transbians coming from lately?
>see spider on the wall
>go to get a piece of paper to escort it out of the room
>it runs onto the paper and then it FUCKING JUMPS OFF THE PAPER
>I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT WENT
Welp guess I'm never going in my bedroom ever again RIP
D: that's awful! I'm so sorry you have to deal with that :(
awww that's cute! <3
well they're easier to care for and eat less since they're smaller, also their milk has the highest fat content of goats, Idk if the like enzyme stuff is different tho and I gotta research that cus I wanna do like soap and skin-care stuff too in addition to cheese and kefir
Thy request hath been denied.
(ss just to prove I'm not posting as anon)
>yfw I have 2 nerdy guys I play Dresden files with acting desperate and clingy toward me
I think I could have a bf by now if I wanted one, I'm just not willing to lower my standards.
I can't deal with this uni stuff
I'm fucking panicking
idk what to do
oh god oh god
does brain damage count as a mental illness?
wow, early on, that's impressive
god I feel sad
so so sad
I'd rather feel nothing instead
I don't know anyone in real life I can talk to, nobody who'd relate
no trashing anything but every year my dad makes sure to start up some massive argument while we're opening presents by calling me a faggot or my mum a whore and refuses to open any of his presents on christmas day, instead opening them over the course of the year and not thanking anybody or anything
he's a bit of a sociopath
already posted, schoolgirl uniform
>mfw parents pre-emptively snipe at me about being trans even though they don't know I really am yet
>I can't deal with this uni stuff
>I'm fucking panicking
>idk what to do
>get up in class, go out, throw shut the door behind me
>never ever go to uni again
>concentrate on transition
>regret ever having started uni in the first place
>regret the 7 years of my life wasted doing basically nothing
idk... desu my way of dealing with it wasn't very good either
OMG so I think I'm getting my eyebrows threaded on Wednesday!
Goodbye caterpillars <3