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Dead general edition.
What happened to everyone? Is everyone just cliques in skype now?
I'm at the laundry mat and yeah I shouldn't be fatter than literally anyone and he just looks super thin lime how are you going to protect me from beefcake bullies?
Mayybbbeeeee like it's still a douchey look how fancy I am thing to say. If we were in Florida I'd let him get away with it I guess but when you're here you say I'm going to Florida or I'm going to the beach. Maybe I'm just pissy.
>walking in walmart with dad, taking about clothes
>he says something about all the little girls wearing stretch jeans
>"omg they are so comfortable, here look these are stretch jeans, I'd recommend them but you have to be ok with the look, these are women's stretch jeans so it might not work for most guys, but they're missing out, my gf wears the same brand she loves them too"
>tfw dad still hasn't figured it out
I wanna be interested in blops 3 but I'm already bored of future warfare. WW2~Iraq 2 would get my interest again.
I'm not really interested in CoD anymore either. I still watch to see if the game is any decent to pick up eventually.
I would love a new WW2 Battlefield or CoD though.
100% serious, he then tried to check out men's stretch jeans in walmart and the ones they had, had a little draw string that looked atrocious, and then we bought candy to sneak in my purse into the movie theater for the first showing of Spectre at the alamo draft house
I'd love to see a revival of WW2 FPS games. At least RO2/RS is fairly recent and decently alive!
I can't wait to see what bexe looks like, you know how insecure and starving for attention trips are so it's just a matter of time till she posts one then I'm so gonna meme it haha.
hey btw faye if your parents start to shit on you about your hair say you're trying to grow it out like a 70s rocker
It's what I told my dad and he was like "oh that's cool, thank goodness, I knew you weren't a fag really" p much
no but seriously I kind of have the opposite situation almost where I have literally not let on that I'm anything other than a straight cis male at all my whole life, never even brought up trans issues in conversation, and yet my parents are constantly making tranny jokes/remarks at me and mentioning gender non-conformity and how terrible they think it is in a really passive-aggressive manner, and then backtracking like "haha but we know you're not a degenerate really! isn't this a barrel of laughs!" and I genuinely can't tell if they are just weirdly and proactively transphobic or have figured it out somehow. I mean they do always say I walk and sit like a girl and stuff, they even called me out on it when I was below high school age, pretty dumb tbqh. idk what the situation is.
actually he said "people might laugh at your hair, well I had long hair in the 70s, I guess it's ok"
>tfw your dad foced you to get short hair cuts which you cried about even in high school, and he had hair below his shoulders
I miss Cheska. All the other fun trips too. ;~;
Also anyone know how to fix this thing where the captcha appears cutoff on the side of the screen with no way to verify? I don't want to use the post a reply at the top of the page like a pleb.
>this faggots still posting
Is this some gallows humor?
Men having feminine traits is something to laugh at, This idea is propagated in tv and movies, they're emulating what they see to fit in, mostly subconciously
You're a girl, you see other girls give off a thousand different signals as they socialize, you want to fit in, you're reproducing some of that subconciously
So simple and yet I never even thought of it. Thanks senpai.
yeah I mean I suppose I've always been told I do have kind of female, albeit spasticated, mannerisms
goddamn I wish I had totally blind in-denial parents like your dad, a couple of years ago he questioned me about my chest saying it looked like I was "starting to grow breasts like a tranny" when I wasn't even anywhere near HRT
>tfw you feel accomplished over something minor and insignificant to anyone else
it's the little things in life
>ugly megahons posting and roleplaying as cute anime girls.exe
I've had the longest fucking day and I thought for a second I couldn't find my wine key and was going to scream and cry like a child.
Fuck it I'm just going to blog post so bear with me. I got pulled over this morning because my tag expired in October even after getting it in September because Alabama does a weird last name renewal system instead of on your birthday like Georgia. Today was the day I asked for an extended lunch to go to the DMV because I lost my license a few weeks ago and was too dumb to fix that issue sooner. Guess what also expired about the same time as my tag? My insurance. So I was like "just cuff my shit up senpai. Take me to man jail I deserve it" but he was super nice, still gave me tickets which will be a few hundred dollars probably which is annoying but nothing devastating. I wasn't late for work even though I missed breakfast. Then I told my boss all this and he went and picked up McDonalds for everyone which was sweet.
Called the DMV and the lady was a total bitch, but when I got there she was alone in the office and just this tiny frail thing with barely any hair and cancer awareness stuff everywhere and I just thought you know if all my problems are only caused by my own idiocy then I don't really have any problems.
Like I'm not a victim, or a survivor of anything except my own incompetence and that means I've got a pretty easy mode life especially considering I'm trans in the south, and even through all the bureaucratic legal bullshit all day, I didn't get misgendered after showing multiple forms of ID including a passport with a photo that is years before I even considered transitioning.
And now I have fresh sheets and laundry that smell good and its cozy.
Fourth from the left confirmed HRT. What a cutie.
>Another year of WoD
Well at least Sophies ex will have something to be happy about.
it was dumb how everyone was making such a big deal over it I had literally just had enough, it was taking up three quarters of every thread
people get upset about some stupid shit on here
Yeah but like... I can just, go. Wherever I want. It sets you free.
Self driving cars will be a thing before you know it and you'll get one and have to deal with this stuff too but then you'll also have the choice to go "I should just drive away as far as I can because I don't like it here any more"
... you probably won't because most don't but it'll be an option.
You don't have to lie to me bby
>Sorry about the McDonalds
I... I had a McGriddle tho and it made everything easier. Like a 500 calorie klonopin.
See jupiter knows what the fuck is up. OF COURSE I got a mcgriddle there's literally no other reason to patronize McDonalds
>not loving mcdonalds sausage egg and cheese mcmuffins
Gtfo m8, I'm so glad they changed it to all hours of the day now I can pull in 2:00 am in the morning all high and order some mcdonalds breakfast.
well i guess i'll just wait for the request...........
YEAH OF COURSE I DO
they're so good, the only thing i dislike is that i feel like the bang for your buck ratio is terrible, so i've made them at home a few times, and it wasn't like identical to MickeyD's but it was fucking delicious
some still have decent french fries everything else on the menu is garbage though ugghh
i just with the McGriddles were available all day like the other breakfast items
pls stop confusing me thanks
So I was watching the movie and this slightly fatter girl with her tiny micro shorts was sitting next to me with her legs crossed and then her boyfriend just started caressing her thigh like it was his and he was going to fuck the shit out of her later.
I was super confused desu, I wasn't turned on by her, I was turned on by him touching her, I wanted that, but then I saw his gross meaty hairy hands and was picturing someone cuter doing it.
AMmm I still gay?
>everyone breaks their diets
>world gets a little fatter
>fetish gets a little more satisfied
It was all planned.
>i've made them at home
How do you make a little pancake with syrup already inside though? This is a deal breaker for me.
btw they're adding McGriddles to all day menu. How much better did your day just get? Because mine got a lot better when I found that out.
I seriously hate everything else on their menu. Maybe I'll get a milkshake but I can't do anything else there.
I promise it's only the mcgriddles and orange juice I go there for.
>implying I'm on a diet
I ain't fat....I like to binge eat though.
I'm not a fan of the Mcgriddle tbqh, original with English muffins is the best imo. I tried the steak and egg on and it wasn't that bad but honestly they shouldn't have been cheap and went with a processed steak slab. It tasted good but looked unappealing.
mtfg should I get a vespa?
Thanks a lot anon now I'm hungry
I dont know which trip this is
I always just assume its rawr but you're my favorite
You have consistently attacked everyone since I started coming here months ago.
I mean just consistently attacked everyone.
>mfw trips get bullied
That's pretty good. What's your daily cal limit?
I talk a lot about how I like chubby people but I hope you know I think being happy with your weight and body is far more attractive.
Why is everyone on a diet here anyway, are they really fat or just trying to act more feminine?
I mean honestly adding some weight would actually help with the fat redistribution. There are way to many skeletons here and that doesn't look feminine tbqh, especially with masculine bone structure.
>I mean honestly adding some weight would actually help with the fat redistribution. There are way to many skeletons here and that doesn't look feminine tbqh, especially with masculine bone structure.
This has always been my reasoning for trying to gain weight. I'm 40 lbs under my current goal. IDGAF about being chubby (obviously) if it means I pass better.
Why chubby people? I hope you just mean a little chubs.
Idk they're comfy and sweet. I like chubby people and not a little chubby.
It's not that easy. When you dont feel the urge to eat you dont want to eat. Some of our bodies react poorly to overeating. Personally I feel sick of I eat too much. My stomach doesn't want it, my mind doesn't want it, and I feel terrible afterwards. How do you gain weight like that? It is fucking complicated.
two 250cal shake meal replacements, a 500 cal meal and 200 cal worth of snacks which are usually a carrot or celery and 6 almonds
I know bb, I'm aiming for no longer gross/obese or even overweight, I want to be at the high end of normal bmi for my height which is 70kg/154lbs
yeah I haven't been on TC in a while. It's too laggy for me to even talk to anyone so I've pretty much moved to skype. I miss Almond, Wang, Ally, and and and omg I can't remember her user name but the Australian nurse girl with an afro and some others I'm sure I can't think of but probably miss too. I'm kind of tipsy already I need to sleep before I get less than 4 hours tonight.
Okay so I eat the first slice of bread. Now I feel full. I start to eat a second slice of bread. It gums up my stomach I feel full. I stop eating bread. If I eat more bread I feel like Im forcing food down my mouth and its unpleasant. I do it anyway. Now I dont feel eating until the next day because I've eaten past what my body was asking for. My caloric intake is lower than if I just stopped. Which doesn't matter because I exercise so by the time Im hungry again I've burnt through all the calories it gave me.
Like I've gone 24+ hours without feeling a single pang of hunger before. I ate nothing but mcburgers and fries for an entire week and gained 0 pounds. The only way I've gained weight is smoking fuckloads of weed and never exercising which frankly sounds extremely unhealthy
Ugh too many
Alien, Batman Returns, Better Off Dead, Catch Me If You Can, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Gattaca, The Fox and the Hound, The Great Mouse Detective, Gladiator, Groundhog Day, Jurassic Park, The Lost Boys, Master and Commander, Misery, The Outsiders, Pleasantville, The Prestige, Pretty in Pink, Ratatouille, Raising Arizona, Schindler's List, The Truman Show, Whiplash
Like I said, no one sympathizes with people who say they're too skinny and no one has any advice, ever. I could point out all the ways its impossible for me or other skinny people to gain weight and I'd either be ignored or told to eat more and then ignored :V
All women are whores, why would you want to be a woman?
I've eaten fuckloads and it's done nothing for me. My metabolism chews through it in hours. That strategy is not useful. The only useful advice I've gotten (in case anyone else has this issue) is to pound protein shakes day and night. That's it, I have no idea if it works.
Best secret has to be peanut butter, it's what I've been using to try to gain weight, along with eating a lot more (somewhat unhealthily, but exercise too.) Better than being 113 lbs.
The problem more comes along with forcing yourself TO eat that much, also like, doing that every day for extended periods, you can't just eat a lot extra once every week, it has to be like, constant.
Lots of small meals, shakes help, stop thinking of things as 3 meals in a day is all I can say. I'm not really one to talk as still trying to make those gainz, but I was up to 130 last year before I started HRT somehow. Just need to get back to that point.
>tfw sharing hotel room with friend puking his guts out
>goes on spiel about not letting 'them taking him away'
Man some people don't know their limits, I hope he doesn't have alcohol poisoning or anything :s
I have to be in work in 30 minutes for a 2 am shift
don't eat more, eat food that is more calorificly dense like fried spam
suck on candy all day, you won't even know you've consumed all those calories
also your stomach is like a muscle, you need to exercise it to get bigger
you have finished your fried spam, take a bite of bread, next day do the same and keep doing that until you can eat a slice of spam and a slice of bread
also add mayonnaise to foods, condiments have a lot more calories than people realise
Fried foods aren't healthy, candy is shit for your teeth, processed meats give you cancer, mayonnaise tastes groce, and bread aint cutting it. At some point you gotta pound nutrionless fat, it's not for everyone ir most people but it's better than having zero curves |:<
you just have to grin and bear it, it's the only way.
once you get some stomach capacity you can eat more healthily but right now you need to eat what you can and its better than drinking a cup of olive oil mixed in with some flaxseed oil and proton powder
but I'm scared I'll literally have a heart attack or something
I'd get someone else to read it and summarise for me before I read it myself to lessen the blow but it's only like 7 AM and nobody's up yet
plus I've managed to mostly hide what a dumb person I am from my flatmates so far
Depends entirely on the conext. Are you out? Does everyone on your fb know? Are your employers on there? Etc.
I baleeted my facebook because i wasnt comfortable changing my name yet, but i didnt wanna see myself as a male on there. I'll remake when I'm comfy to be back i guess.
i'm just out to my circle of friends and i dont really care much about everyone else on my fb knowing because theyre mostly randoms from high school
none of my family has a facebook so thats good
im just worried it might be weird considering my friends would see "girlname lastname" when we talk online but irl i still present as boyname lastname
i'm about to finish school and the idea of going to a job where i am expected to dress in like, traditional business clothing is really annoying me. i just want to wear my comfy, edgy, /fa/ stuff but soon i'm going to have to go out and buy a bunch of dumb blouses and skirts and stuff.
honestly just kill me now instead.
>haven't masturbated in a month
>have most intense orgasm ever
>not even a single drop of cum
well, I know my balls aren't working anymore, if only my tits would grow one fucking milimeter in an entire year
>buying jeggings from walmart
yikes, what are you doing?
you can literally get super comfy, decently made jeggings from h&m for like $20 plus $5 shipping. if you can't afford to drop $25 on a decent cheap article of clothing, you probably have bigger problems than clothing.
like honestly for $200-300, you can get a wardrobe of basic, not walmart quality stuff that will be useful in pretty much any situation that you can go through in about 5 days.
read the email
not catastrophic but pretty rough
I feel like such an idiot
also, pretty sure I must have had really low T, always thought so... last couple of days my nips have been pointing straight forwards instead of kinda outwards like they have done for years and years and years, which (along with the fact I feel like I can squeeze noticeably more which may just be placebo?) makes me think I'm already seeing the very beginnings of breast development 6 days in. like, they're pointing in a noticeably different direction and are poking out more. Is this possible if I had really low T before spiro? I've always had really girl-tier soft/pale skin and also what I think is probably gyno.
its only 48 days till christmas anon :3
Geez is it that soon?
I need to start thinkin about prezzies.
My main issue is I hate the forced 'you have to do this, it's Christmas' 'oh its a Christmas tradition' 'you can't have Christmas without X' bullshit. the Queen can go fuck herself with her speech. seriously its a special day and it's what you make of it. why have ham for breakfast when you can have anything. literally anything you like. but because you've had ham since time immemorial you have ham. why have turkey when there's anything else. I'm not saying 'fuck traditionalism', but rigidity and routine on one of the few decent holidays which everyone gets off... seriously, why. sucks the joy out of it.
am I the Grinch
>tfw the person you want to be lewd with doesn't like you back and you can't do anything about it
I loved that movie actually. So much.
I made shakshouka last year for my Christmas breakfast and did ham for the others, no idea what I'm doing this year. I will do turkey this year for the traditionalists but I'll want something vegetarian for me plus something fun for fun people... I have cooked Christmas dinner for the last few years for my family, but I'm always strong-armed into Turkey, pigs in blankets, stuffing, potatoes, vegetables. I'm feeling sweet potatoes this year. I'm feeling like spicing the stuffing. I'm feeling like breaking out my 15th century recipes, where everything has nuts and spices and fruit in. It's meant to be a fun day after all and I love cooking.
Awww yeah new traditions, I'm gonna cook all day, go on WoW and teamspeak and sing carols to my guildies, I'm gonna stay up and have a romantic webcam meal and we'll have to pull our own crackers and pretend each other pulled them and ;___;
Christmas is fun!
>I'm feeling sweet potatoes this year. I'm feeling like spicing the stuffing. I'm feeling like breaking out my 15th century recipes, where everything has nuts and spices and fruit in. It's meant to be a fun day after all and I love cooking.
but like, do he want to kiss you is the question.
oh you're vegetarian, gotcha.
>I'm feeling sweet potatoes this year. I'm feeling like spicing the stuffing. I'm feeling like breaking out my 15th century recipes, where everything has nuts and spices and fruit in. It's meant to be a fun day after all and I love cooking.
I love cooking too, I'm trying to make it a thing that I make the turkey and the plum sauce every year
this year I'm doing a deboned and rolled whole turkey with breadcrumb, sage, onion, bacon, nutmeg and pork stuffing (plus a little shave of lemon zest)
c-can I get a link to them 15th century recipes?
im freaking out a bit
i am meant to go to my fathers engagement party tonight and all my family will be there. it will be the first time i have seen most of them since they found out im trans. plus i only have a boymode that doesn't pass but has visible boobs
i think im going to die and sink through the floor
oh my god that sounds amazing. my 15th century recipes are just basic stuff like spice mixtures, pastry recipes, sauces, they're in a few books and I pick and choose, sorry I don't have links.
that plum sauce oh god i miss meat
>tfw not cis
>tfw no boobs
>tfw no waist
>tfw totally gross
>tfw no uterus
Wow, I don't usually get triggered and mopey over tranny feels but shit what the actual fuck just kill me right now honestly please
I'm currently listening to the tail end of this storm, I havent seen that much lightning in forever.
laying here, I'm all
>I could go for some savoury mince on toast
its another trashy recipe that every australian remembers and craves.
i havent seen home alone in 666 years
mmmmmmm, i was thinking cleaning and/or applying for new jobs.
or maybe just play video game idk
i'm ok last night i got drunk with coworkers and it was fun. and then i came home and ate a bunch of candy oops
i dont even have that installed cuz i suck ats it
Now I'm worried.
My home situation is already pretty shit.
My parents ride my ass alot about things.
I'm about to quit a job ~3 months in because it's terrible, the manager refuses to do what he gave his word on and flip-flops, and it's all physical labor.
But my stepdad just gave me a sermon about not blowing it and hoping I don't do stupid shit. If I lose this, despite planning on quitting, things will inevitably get worse again and make even considering transitioning harder.
Is it worth the temporary setback?
>i havent seen home alone in 666 years
warning, it might make you feel all christmassy
>haha campbells beef, we had a huge campbells factory here, the whole town smelt of chicken soup on thursdays
do you get the comfy feels whenever you smell chicken soup?
>"why are you doing this i want to keep seeing you"
>i'm just not like ready to be in a relationship rn
>"so what you're just gonna keep dating guys to the point where you're this close to them,
>"and then you're going to run away again?? that makes no sense to me at all like wtf"
>*thinks to self* well i been doin it for over a year so idk i guess
>idk i just need to work on myself right now and really get over everything from my last relationship
>"you could get over those things in time with me, like in time things would get better"
>"i thought what we had was really special and all these things i've wanted with you in the future?"
>"now they're just never going to happen???"
i think i'm officially the worst human being around
ugh my keyboard is acting up
won't let me type as fast as i can or it stats t skiplettrs adstuff lketis
>i think i'm officially the worst human being around
i mean, if you're not ready, you're not ready
just try to not break so many hearts
he kind of has a point tho, that is what u do and its kinda weird to see u talk about this new dude ur really into for like 5 seconds and then move on to another one
not bad necessarily but i do feel like it kind of doesnt make sense?
ya but we clicked in a way that doesn't happen with me often. but idk he is obviously somewhat more attached to me than maybe he should be?
ok ya see, this is what happens to me, in this exact order every time
>talk/flirt with a qt boy, he's nice and sweet and we kind of like each other
>go on a date, start going on more dates, he's 'courting' me and we're having a great time
>i start developing feelings as he develops feelings as well, and i feel pretty happy
>he wants to put a label on the relationship, and then everything changes
>really want to be with said boy but can't get past the idea that it's wrong
>in my head he takes the position of my ex-bf who was basically my husband
>my essentially dead husband who reaches out from beyond the grave far too often
>i start to cry all night every night thinking about how it's really over
>severe depression ensues because i feel like i'm cheating on the love of my life
>freak out, distance myself, run the other way, sabotage it
>break up with the guy who has no idea what happened and who blames himself
>feel a lil sad, just talk to guys without wanting anything
>rinse and repeat
it's horrible because these guys are so nice and great and like i do miss having companionship in a way so i will get to know them but they develop feelings and i am not a functioning human being in that kind of way and i need to be locked up far away if not underground from every man on earth with a therapist chained to a chair to console me for the next 6 months. IF NOT for the fact that my ex never wants to let me move on i would prob be over him by now, but no, instead he calls me telling me he still isn't over me and acts immature to get 'closure'
but also realistically u aint been seein this guy that long and it did seem like he was putting expectations on u that he shouldnt have
and also he told his mom u were trans and a camgirl like wtf
i know he's not wrong which is why i just thought to myself 'lol he's right tho ur dumb af' but what can i do? i need to just work on myself and fucking get over this shit. every time i get close to moving on my ex hits me up or is like 'i miss u so much' or will try to sleep with me or want to date me and introduce me to his friends and a bunch of other bullshit things. i just need to be alooneeeee
ya the whole him coming out in that way thing was sort of like damaging to the relationship in a way as well like i feel like he put more stock into the relationship specifically because he did that lol it fucked with the natural progression
it's ok, it's my own fault honestly. it's just that like everything in my life and in my future is wrapped around my ex. i planned my entire life with him, he meant everything to me. we talked about getting married, he went ring shopping, we were talking about buying a house together. and then it all just ended and it's been hell ever since. i tried to explain this to the guy but he just didn't understand it and maybe it's not something someone can understand completely unless they've been through it? idek
because i'm in love with him and the only thing that hurts more than him doing that is making it so he can't. the last time i tried blocking him from everything etc i cried for a long time. it's just hardd
sorry to everyone btw for venting i'm just an emotional mess
wow I was not prepared for how quickly estrogen was going to make me this straight, idk if it's placebo or what but 7 days in all I want to do rn is cuddle with hairy boys and smell their musk wtf
Aww it's ok senpai, things sound rly hard with your ex
Edie you are like so gorgeous though ! It sounds REALLY rough but please you have to understand like, you really are really nice and friendly and helpful and its like.. you gotta realize you have a lot going for you rn and that you are your own person and all that. It really sucks about your ex ofc, I can only imagine what that is like but if you can manage you need to try and realize that you are your own great person and that you have your whole future to look forward to so looking back on what happened in the past is like, not going to be really that great for you rn!
you seem to be a really confident girl which i really admire so I just hope you keep that mentality and understand that, yeah, the past sucks ofc but try not to let it interfere from future happiness which you deserve !
it's def a placebo but like it prob just means you're becoming more comfortable with yourself which is still a good thing!
thx ;__; things will get better, love u girls
this made me cry desu lol thank you kit ;_____________;
idk i want lots of things and i want to be a really great gf again like i used to be, and i want to make all the monies and go back to school and look my absolute best and make some guy super proud to be with me so i'm really trying here to do that and to move on from this and to be ok but it's just really hard to do it without him sometimes and i can't breathe when i think about him and it's just bad. but things will get better and i just have to work hard at it. but again ty for saying all that i'm all sobbing rn lmao
Well idk it's not really a bad thing, and if you like it then I'd say it's honestly a bonus. The "wtf" just didn't make that clear but you do you, the wild ride of emotions is coming and it sounds like you're prepared for it. ^^
;~; i'm sorry I didn't mean to make you sad
And I understand what it must be like, honestly it sounds really hard.I really wish you the best and I think for sure you can acomplish all that edie because like I said you are a really confident girl so I'm sure it'll work out for you but yeah it is tough for sure. I also really want like a nice cute boyfriend & to be a really good gf to him but I know its like, you really gotta focus on yourself first and be happy with yourself for sure; just keep in mind how great a person you are and that its sooo nice to have a connection like that to someone but you aren't like any lesser of a great person if you're by yourself or anything ! just try and do what makes yourself happy :3 oh and keep being yourself because you are a great girl tbqh
Hello mtfg, stuffs happeding with flatmate!!
>cuddling again last night
>he reaches in and kisses me on cheek
>i blush bright red and spaghetti
>"your so cute when you blush like that"
>rests head on mine and holds hand for rest of evening
>as he leaves he kisses me on forehead and says goodnight
Hows mtfg been recently?
I went outside yesterday, and even though I don't pass, I felt pretty.
Was pretty good. Shame it rained and my hair got wet.
So I've got an appointment with my primary care doctor to get a referral for my endo, but I may also see about getting my chromosomes checked, if they can do that. After so many people have been telling me I might be intersex now I need to know and knowing I was infertile before HRT will make me feel better about becoming infertile ;-;
OMG IT'S BEEN DONE
YOU MUST COMPLETE THE ACT
The good TV series soon have gone through their season.
Only 2 more months until season 9 of doctor who is out... Though, I don't like capaldi.
And one more month until first half of walking dead is out.
It's really nice yeah. It sucks sometimes but I think the best thing that I took away from transition was being able to feel something again.
I'm sorry, maybe it's just that you're not a super emotional person. It has its advantages sometimes, I get annoyed when I get thinking about stuff and make myself cry. Do you have another outlet for venting?
By telling lewd stories about you and your flatmate ;~; srsly though glad things are going well, I'm pretty jelly t b h
I suppose so, but I'm still jealous. Being emotionless is a manly trait and it also makes me worried that hormones really aren't doing anything, because it seems like I'm the only person here who didn't become an emotional rollercoaster. It's been almost a year and a half since I started hrt and I haven't cried in all that time.
Hopeless tears does sound really bad though :( you're a really nice person you shouldn't be crying.
>being emotionless is a manly trait
It really isn't though, it's a personality trait, and there's a pretty wide range of how emotional people can be. I know very stoic girls, and very flamboyant and emotional men, it's likely you just have a cool and collected personality. It makes it hard to vent, but it is actually a blessing in disguise because sometimes I feel like a slave to my emotions.
Also thank you but idk my life isn't that great and there are days where I just start crying when I wake up and basically keep going on and off at a steady and hopeless rate until bedtime. It sucks.
elanna pls. you don't even know lewd.
I really want to hold you down and fuck you with a strap on so hard that when I'm done with yo the only thing you'll be able to do is lay there drooling for more.
Holy fuck I'm heading to class and I'm already finding it hard to focus without thinking of stuff like that >//////< you're giving me a case of the lewd disease.
You don't want them, they taste like hopelessness ;~;
>hand across chest
>blushing and kisses
>implying you and kit wouldn't be the cutest couple
I'm sorry, it's not bullying, it's a canon ship now
Good morning ladies. Are you /training/ today?
That doesn't sound very much fun :( is it trans stuff or general life stuff or just no reason at all that causes it?
My life feels really bad too but I know I shouldn't feel that way. I don't actually have it that bad, I'm just depressed and emotionally dead and I didn't pass when I was getting ready going fulltime so I'm traumatized and back in boymode probably until ffs. But I've got a job and a roof over my head and I know lots of transgirls don't have either and I just feel terrible.
I guess maybe I'm not even that emotionless, I just am not expressive with my emotions is the problem.
hey elanna, see that qt boy/girl in your class? Just imagine all the lewd things that would happen if it turned out they were in to you and they went home with you to cuddle and fuck and watch a movie. in that order
>that feel when you are actually 19 and have already really wasted your entire life
Literally a drop out, unemployable, the world's youngest hon, the family disappointment that nobody wants to mention
my only choice is to move somewhere remote and live as a hermit
This is an official ship that I can get behind tbqh
The tall dominant one I imagine.
Hey Lil! Whats up?
btw, did you happen to meet a chubby Perth girl named Emily when you had your surgery?, she had boobs done too.
I spoke with her last night at length and she's 4 months post op from Suporn too.
>tfw mastered peeing standing up
Thats kinda cool tbhon.