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Previous Thread >>5183012
helloooo mtfg! It is of me, anon
Umph i just cancelled the plans for tonight, he is a tired aswell and i'm just miserable. I caught a frog, i flirted with two guys while listening to the science of vaginas aaaand ate pizza.
Now i'm eating peanuts and i'm already getting sick but they taste sooo fucking goood
How was your day?
I'm not a passer, but maybe I'm a normie now. I haven't had my passing license renewed by mtfg.
>told therapist I wanted trans evaluation
>30minutes of back to back questions
>gives me letter of recommendation on the spot for doctor who lets you walk out of first consultation with prescription
I mean, I'm not disputing that some surgery is bad, but I think the whole post-op vags are rekt thing is a little overplayed. There certainly are good results, and a few of the girls around here who have had work done seem to be pretty content.
I don't know this feel.
I do know >tfw no bf though
It could be you have a prejudice. The article was posted as an attack on lesbian transsexuals and it backfired dramatically.
Leavitt F, Berger JC (1990). Clinical patterns among male transsexual candidates with erotic interest in males. Archives of Sexual Behavior Volume 19, Number 5 / October, 1990
Age wasn't a factor but why does it only matter when the result doesn't support heterosexual transsexual superiority?
Honestly, older transitioning het trannies are just as likely to be creepy assholes as oder transitioning lesbians and I'm not sure where mtfg's salty anons even gets the impression that the latter is more often true, because afaik it's nowhere near being "overwhelmingly lesbians"
This is getting incredibly lewd, I don't want to make her uncomfortable o/////o;
Yeah fair enough, it might just be that vaginas look a little funny in general, not that mine looks that funny.
Because if it consisted solely of people who were of the age of 50, then it likely is not representative of anybody on this board, or their motivations for transitioning. So far as I can tell, younger het/les/bi girls are all pretty consistently normal.
>I haven't had my passing license renewed by mtfg.
The MTFG License is not worth it, it just proves that you can write posts like a delusional weeb. The IRL Pass is the one you should go get.
Apparantly i just finished my masters in chemistry but i feel incredibly dumb and stupid. I can't recall any information, my head is just empty.
why is that
oh sad I was gonna be like. oh my homie, wassup, have you southside? what think? Too much focus on black lives matter not enough focus on trans issues? because that is what you get when angry POC tumblrina trans women try to lead the local trans stuff
>ywn have a manlet bf to softly dom in bed
And it has less to do with sexual orientation. But they all forget according to these theories you're either a straight man or a homosexual, bisexuality doesn't exist, transsexuals can't get sexual pleasure without surgery.
It never matters when shit flinging lesbian transsexuals either.
Fwiw one of my older friends use to summed it up as "vaginas are kind of gross, except my body should have one, and I'm not a lesbian so it doesn't matter."
And like clockwork half her boyfriends ended up being ftms anyway.
Time to get very drunk and forget 6 years of schooling in one night.
Any girls here want to send me their amazon wishlist? I'm a well off ex-chaser (I used to date a mtf and I miss her a bit) and I feel like being generous. I'm expecting nothing in return by the way.
Tonight is "contemplating your own grossness" night. Get hyped
>therapist asks if associate with any kind of T community
>say no because the ones I've been to are all awful and narcissistic
>showed her a mtfg
>she recommended that I avoid this place
you guys are literally cancer of the community desu senpai
SWG show me how to love again ;_;
7 years of constant stress with half a year at home cause of burnout and depression and i can finally do stupid stuff... like staying at home and sleeping longer ;_; or finding a job! or a boyfriend! yeaaah
I feel old...
Ah, I see you probably have your IRLpass. Do you really want the MTFG Licence though? I mean, I guess it allows you to never be ignored here and entitles you to knowing other posters are probably touching their cocks to you...Are you sure you want one?
Deal with it bexcelsior, tonight is badfeels night, and you will join me
Chemistry is awful, it burned me out too and I didn't even do a graduate degree ;~;
Take as much time as you need to piece your life back together, it's a hard ride from what I saw in my research group..
I feel like it doesn't get any better after getting a job. I say this as I post on mtfg from my phone at work.
Are you at least fulltime and done transition? If you say no I'll have someone to commiserate with.
no you fucking don't, you pass and live full time right off the fucking bat just like caddy, fuck you, the only time I went in girl mode was to the clinic
I don't have any friends, any employment prospects and no future, I am seriously upset
What's the harm? Once you realize a random stranger committed an act of kindness to you by buying you the most expensive item, you would know it's worth your time. I just got a raise so I'm sharing my happiness to those who may need it and from what I have learned from my previous relationship with the mtf, a lot of trans people have difficulties finding work.
>you pass and live full time
lol no. i'm sorry you are upset though kayla. i haven't known you that long but you have been doing really well lately.
I don't even know what to do at the moment. I specialised at some niche i really like within the defensive sector, so i may do a phd.
I'm full-time since a few years (sorreeeyyy) and live stealh (actually did the last two years in a new city where nobody knows me) but i haven't done any operations yet. SRS is swinging back and forth in my mind, i just don't know, even though it's covered. I'm in debt and i kinda want to work.
Sometimes i love it and just nerd out, sometimes i hate it. A lot. Sometimes i can't even recall simple redox reactions and i look like some idiot
habe you seen alien, pls?
yea i will stop now.
>I am seriously upset
What a shock. I'm not even gonna type a novel like I normally do trying to help you in any way.
I hate you so much, you delusional fuck.
I already told you, I lost my data from back then. There's a swg penis shaped hole in my swg penis shaped heart ever since I lost that.
The only reason people like you have friends is because you pass, no one wants to be near an ugly fuck like me.
How am I delusional? I know whats wrong but I don't have the funds to fix it.
No, I can't go out anywhere else in girl mode because I don't pass at all.
I haven't been doing well at all, just lying to not look like such a fucking failure.
>I don't know what to do after getting my masters
>I may do a phd
Ahaha sorry I just know so many people who have said that exact same thing. ^^ Good on you for being able to finish though, the constant ups and downs of research were too much for me even in undergrad. I wish you luck in whatever you end up doing ^^
You want to do transbian porn?
I've been thinking about doing a phd too. I have a master's in electrical engineering and my focus was mostly like the physics of it but I'm working as a designer and it's just yuck. I want to keep working to save for ffs though so I'm kinda stuck too.
That's good for you that you're stealth tho, don't be sorry.
Don't know how young you are but maybe you can do your phd at your current workplace? Or search up a place where that is possible?
I don`t know if i will ever get to do a phd when i already have a job, i feel like i should do it asap or not at all
I'm 23, and honestly I would but I'm not sure if my manager would really go for it. I don't need a phd to do my job here so there's no reason for them to fund it.
Honestly my plan is to quit in like a year or two once I've saved for ffs, do that, and then go back to school. I doubt it'll work out that way though.
Yes you do
easyyy! I`m 24 and i know many who started studying at that age, and you already have your masters! How long did you visit school?
I spendt 2 years doing my apprenticeship and getting the allowance to study, then 5,5 years at some academy... took me ages
I knew my penis was just Arnold Schwarzenegger in disguise D:
I really like the name lily senpai, nice one.
> hanging out with new friends
> mention magic: the gathering
>"holy shit anon you are trans. You play magic."
Is the stereotype that trans girls play magic some local thing or did I miss some memo when I tried the game out earlier this year that that means I'm super trans?
I did research for 2 years during my masters and worked a lot with gases within the physical chemistry department. Had a lot of fun but i can't imagine staying in that field forever. The structures within the academic field aren't really in my favor, i don't know. Phd usually takes 3+ years here and as i said my head just feels empty. I'm not fit for anything, it's weird.
could you please fuck off you're disgusting
wow that's such a meme who eve-
>I'm trans and play Magic
>both my trans friends play Magic
Being a research assistant within a masters degree program is vastly different from a life time/career dedicated to research in Phd though. It really takes a specific personality trait to do it.
Oh gosh that sounds like so much stuff! What country are you from?
I was in school for just 5 years, it was pretty crazy squeezing all my masters classes in in that short time frame. My school was year round so I took classes in the summers too. No breaks at all :( except for internships. That gives me hope though! I just really want to be stealth before I go back.
I'm currently a phd student and we don't get paid $3000 a month. The funding research and subsequent net profit for the researcher greatly depends on the significance of merit. I wouldn't throw around blanket statements to be honest.
makes more sense to me than the colored hair thing. I am trans and have colored hair. Every one else with colored hair is just cis woman, gay straight and bi.
although the mtfs I know had played mtg but stopped because angry autist neckbeards
Its fine. The grind is real though if you don't want to waste a ton of money.
It's also faster paced than magic and aggressive decks are really popular.
Best online ccg by far though.
I spent 3 days a week for 2 years with people doing their research and got to know a shitton of people. It wasn't within a masters degree program, it was parallel to my studies. Yes i even got a few papers with my name on it
>specific personality trait
are you kidding me? Have you ever placed a step within a laboratory? You need dedication and need to have an IQ of 90+, thats it.
Me and my colleagues are by no means brainiacs
already saved it, it even is my screensaver now
Excuse me, at least that happens within ordinary universities. I know about 10+ phd students at major european universities and it's common to get at least half of a M. Sc. income.
Just from my personal experience, i got no idea how the US handles it. From what i've heard it's ridicolous... students driving their lamborghini to classes while to doing no research whatsoever but having dedicaded people cleaning the floors several times a day to some that can't even buy food
>I want to make everyone feel like shit for driving me to this.
I'd be happy I wouldn't have to read your posts anymore tbhon
You'd only be doing your mother a favor anyway, have fun knowing that.
I honestly did not do enough research in my undergrad/masters to say for sure, but what I did I definitely enjoyed more than I'm enjoying work right now. But yeah I mean if you can't see yourself doing academic research forever then maybe phd doesn't make sense. Though plenty of industry jobs do require a phd, at least at my company we do.
>Yes i even got a few papers with my name on it
A little defensive there. I do as well, but I wouldn't use it as a boastful point.
>are you kidding me?
No. And I believe you misinterpreted my point. The point was not every personality is fit as a PhD lifestyle. If your lab was such a joke, I'm sure you really 'earned' your degree..
Sure. Here in the US we don't get paid that much. If it were, PhD students would come out of their degree with a profit, but we won't. Unless you are directly involved in a medically significant research (not my field by the way), there are no promises of a lifestyle of luxury nor immediate public funding grants.
Not gonna lie, a petulant neckbeard damn near ruined my local game shop with his superiority complex and need to put everyone down for having enough of a life to not drain thousands of dollars on goddamn commander decks and control decks in modern. I don't play super often anymore though, when I do, it's generally with friends instead of at Friday night magic.
yeah, friends is nice. I had my parents buy me a lot of packs way back in the day so I have a stack of 6th edition and I like it the best...OH GOD WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT THIS?! There are some bullshit pay to win cards out there and shit. It's nice though on occassion to just buy a pre-built deck and play with friends.
It's really weird to think it's such serious business. It was a schoolyard game when I was in elementary; I've got no cards from that time. At this point all we do is have our group that just four girls (half trans, half cis) and only one has more than 100 cards on her own, although we've all been considering buying a few more.
>buy a pre-built deck and play with friends.
That's the only way I play now, I really like teaching new people the game and answering questions instead of tryharding and being a greasy neckbeard.
I got a little defensive because you implied i didn't actually work outside the master thesis.
>If your lab was such a joke, I'm sure you really 'earned' your degree
That was really not appropriate.
My point was not to play down my institute but to encourage others going back to school.
> PhD students would come out of their degree with a profit, but we won't.
I don't think you get the point. You are encouraged to make at least that ammount of publications and reports or you won't receive money after half a year. phds also work as tutors and have to do lots of works besides working and research; they actually work as assistants for younger students and undergrads, not only for making this compound and that compound.
>Unless you are directly involved in a medically significant research (not my field by the way), there are no promises of a lifestyle of luxury nor immediate public funding grants.
Never said your life would be luxury, working 55+ hours a weeks is common and the rent for a small flat consumes 1000$ +/-. It's no fun but it's doable, that was my point. Why are you concentrated on medically significiant research? There are sooo many more aspects in science and, if you would have read my previous posts, you would have seen that i do work within the chemistry department which is... huge and consumes every aspects of our lifes.
You are a coward and a ruffian :)
>I don't think you get the point.
Clearly, you are missing the critical point here. Your point was precisely how PhD students make a gainful income in the duration of the study. I am telling you, that is not the case in most cases. Which is the reason why I brought up medical research and how it embodies more promises than other fields of research. I'm not "concentrated" on medically significant research here for the fun of it as you purport.
If you were a researcher worth your name on academic papers, you would know that your secondary experience does not negate my primary experience. You can continue to make a nuisance of yourself all you'd like and for everyone else to observe exactly how intelligently superior you are.
>You are a coward and a ruffian.
I'm glad I know where you stand. Just don't mistake me for someone who gives a fuck about what say about me personally.
I think the game would have greater appeal if it weren't for the neckbeards. I guess they aren't making just generic core sets anymore (the nerd at the store said) but like yeah, it is nice to just buy a premade thing and then you can have fun playing a game that actually isn't that complicated (if you don't neckbeard about the minutia)
All of you trannies make me sick to my stomach, why bother dressing up as female when you are clearly a man with masculine facial features and bone structures?
Do you really think you can fool society with your pathetic attempts of youtube makeup lessons? Just stop, you look like a clown and are inviting insults and physical violence upon yourselves.
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Um OK ifnur still here I'll take u up on that offer. How do I contact you tho?
>tfw had to walk 2 miles with my fellow basic white girl friends to Starbucks and back just for peppermint mochas.
it was totally worth it though
It's like talking against a wall. You haven't read the lines where i stated ´personal experience´ ?
Also, do you know what
I think it's common sense to check if you will have an income while doing your phd, but you successfully overread everything i stated, making me look like a coward and ruffian.
>Just don't mistake me for someone who gives a fuck about what say about me personally
Then you will surely understand why i have no interest in debating with a wall. The person my experiences were targeted at surely got the point, so i don't really care your ingnorance.
>You can continue to make a nuisance of yourself all you'd like and for everyone else to observe exactly how intelligently superior you are.
okie dokie. Totally not looking down at me.
>a coward and a ruffian
thats what you are
I know your kind, you won't make it very far. You didn't major in social abilities, huh?
some people don't understand sarcasm or jokes, please understand that. We are in mtfg after all
I know on both accounts. Which is why I tried to correct her and asked her not to throw around blanket statements, then she got all self-important and told me how she has published articles and is changing the world for the better.
well, the percentage in this pic is about right
tbhon i just wanted to post neckbeard asscrack while shitposting
it's exactly what kept me from getting into the game, then a qt boy I really liked was super into it so I learned a bit about it and it seemed super fun. All of my friends at the time had only played yu-gi-oh so I couldn't get any help so I went to a shop and was asking around and got into a little group that was showing me how to play but then this fucking neckbeard came in and was like..
>omg how do you not get this it's so fucking simple
I just noped out of there before I got showered in BO and inhaled cheeto dust.
This really turned me off from playing with random people.
Anyway, what the fuck is with MTG +neckbeards with BAD hygiene? Like every time I went and they had a tournament they had signs up reminding people they had to shower, not smell and they even had like... sample size deodorant to give to people. Like, how embarrassing it must be to know that's your audience.
I'm going to stop circling them but finding the girl is a lot like where is waldo, cringe edition
>Starbucks is scrub tier coffee desu
u wot m8?
>Starbucks is scrub tier coffee desu
This is why people clock you maddie, you gotta have that basic bitch starbucks coffee in your hand before someone thinks you're this genderqueer tumblr thing with it's mom and pop shop coffee.
this is passing 101
>pull pants and underwear down in front of mirror
>realize I haven't seen myself in a full body mirror like this in probably 18 months since I started
>cuteness seems to literally melt off
>face, shoulders and rest of body suddenly seem masculine and I see a man in drag again
Fuuuuuck dysphoria has never really hit me in that way before. Not quite like that though.
Omg really?? I'm drinking local coffee house coffee rn :s
I've often wondered about this. My running theory is that magic is a game with exciting stuff going on but the rules are pretty predictable and don't change super often, which might make it more attractive to people on the autism spectrum. The people who get really really into it might be the kinds of people on the spectrum that hyperfocus on their interests at the expense of other things and might forget to do personal hygiene stuff.
This is all just conjecture, though, since my friends who play it casually have pretty good hygiene and you can't exactly run a census of autism spectrum at a huge tournament.
I have to drink local because I am a "shop local" tier hipster fag. now if you excuse me, I have to go to the local food co-op, the feminist non-profit book store, and meet up with the bike polo club
>play limited hero match or w/e with a friend
>he explains some stuff
>other teammate disconnects
>whole other team decimate the lane my friend and i were in
>we decide to just abandon the game
There are some things that advertise your power level to everyone in vicinity.
Tragic is just one of those things.
What I said only works when the majority of girls have starbucks in hand.
Obviously the rules change for you since you're a shop local, anyone that is in your circle would clock you right away if you had starbucks anywhere on you.
These rules are so flippy-floppy ; 3;
I only say this because I work at a mom and pop coffee shop XD
I used to come here in my teens and 10 years later it's the best place I know. Starbucks is the devil t b h (there is one two blocks down) ;~;
I guess there are always going to be ups and downs. It's how you deal with those downs that makes you or breaks you.
Just take a deep breath, splash your face and keep on rollin'. Stiff upper lip and all that jazz.
You can sit there and compare me to a wall all you would like, but it's clear this is your way of overcompensating for your lack of emotional maturity. Your personal experience was relayed to knowing a bunch of phd students. This leads me to believe I don't think you understand what personal experience actually means contextually.
>I know your kind, you won't make it very far.
I am sure my life will be dictated by your words here on 4chan.
>some people don't understand sarcasm
Sorry dear, not everyone here is as sophisticated as you here on mtfg.
What a joke you are indeed. This is like the universe creating art with its folly.
Even once you know what your doing, it doesn't really get anymore fun. If anything, it gets worse.
It's fun with friends, but thats not really saying all that much, most things are.
>bike polo club
oh I forgot to ask, what ratio you run grill?
me and my friends are building mini velos for polo to out-hipster the hipsters
Actually, I'm p sure they are building more since this hole neighborhood is getting torn down and gentrified as fuck.
The art district is going bye bye and it makes me sad but he at least now I can live in 2k+ per month lofts down the road from work ;3
so should I just end it?
I haven't seen anyone with a jaw like mine and I don't think they can do anything about it
>I think I'd be melting into the sidewalk if it actually happened.
It will happen if you make it happen ;)
I actually never played bike polo but did hang out with them occasionally in two towns back. I don't know if you can out hipster them, they usually built their bikes out of reused, donated scrape bikes.
That is sad to hear about the arts district. But i suppose then you won't have the 5 people in a 2 bedroom thing going on anymore either.
your body is amazing
all you need is jaw surgery
go to korea and they'll fix it
Your body is great, and because of that, I think you pass anyway.
You can always have surgery for your jaw and chin, it'll probably never become a petite feminine size, but I think it could help some.
You mean, you don't have the drive to save up the money.
You'd rather sit and spin
How about you get a job/second job, sell all your shit and get a loan. But idk dood, I've seen the picture on the right a couple of times on the internet by now so I'm not sure if you're trolling.
>mfw I complain to my university for continuing to send me emails using my boy name, and they actually change things
awwwwww I feel so good
I can see, that I don't like making something casual and fun into a tryhard festival either.
Lately I've been drowning in nostalgia since I moved back home and found all my old sega genesis games.
what the fuck? there are two people in the world if this sort of deformity?
no way, it's a samefag. a one in 1000 years mutant
one day Abby
we'll be walking down the street ;3
but will I have the courage to hold your hand??!?
it might take a moment or two to find the courage but then I'll just do it
I'll just take your hand and then I'll stop the world and melt with you ooooh oooh oh ; 3;
yeah that's what I feel so now there's this just to to annoy them
oh man, that game has some memories attached to it for me.
My cousin and I would fight all the time over whether or not the Genesis version was better or the SNES one was.
Omg sheen, thanks for bringing some old and nice comfy memories back.
Do you watch Regular Show at all? They have a Master System on there and have video game related episodes all the time, it's great for nostalgia.
Sega sisters WW@!?
no actually I don't, all the file names are the same I would have to have a folder of folders to do that. I'm looking it up on this new thing called google.
no more Annie May
also this one made me lol
you're just renaming them before posting
come out with your fetish
you're below agp if you fap to hons
shut up im expressing my gender identity right now
>am I able to do that?
stop this, this is cringeworthy
Oh you totally should watch it!
Also, Ecco omg, I love that game! when I got into speedrunning my fav dude on AGDQ was Blueglass and he ran Ecco. He's a qt boy who you can never find aside from those marathons ;~;
As long as we can visit Eerie, Indiana then I'm up for it ;P
gorl omg, I'm gelatinous.
>As long as we can visit Eerie, Indiana then I'm up for it ;P
Okay when are you coming senpai? I need to get another bed. Or you could always sleep with me in mine
Anime is awful and anyone who likes it should suck a billion dicks and drown in a bath of cum
>online console play
>vmu that doubled mini-electronic handheld game
>hello kitty edition
>dream eye controller
The dreamcast was so ahead of it's time
>Anime is awful and anyone who likes it should suck a billion dicks and drown in a bath of cum
so you are saying you like anime?
this picture is perfect in all the wrong ways
Can we not discuss feels or things to do with transitioning? I could go to /v/ if I wanted to talk about anime.
Is there any difference in the outcome between getting your brows waxed or threaded?
GO HOME FUCK YOU I HATE YOU YOU SUCK DICKS YOU'RE SHIT AND A FUCKING FAGGOT SHIT FUCKING FUCK YOU I HOPE YOU DROWN IN A PILE OF RAZOR BLADES AND HAND FROM A ROPE MADE OF THE HAIR OF YOUR BUTT YOU SHIT FUCKING FUCK FAGGOT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK SHIT CUNT FUCK
Awe, well at least you still have your Genesis, do you have a flashcart for it? ^^
Also I want to sega and chill so bad rn ; 3;
Shit sheen, that's sad, have you tried reaquiring one over the years? Also I agree, sonic CD is the best, I picked up the japanese version when I was in Japan back in May, so good!
sorry what did I do? o.o
Is this about >>5185461