So not tasted by own semen is ages since being on HRT
Boyfriend went down on me and said mine taste sweet and of pussy
Tasted bit my self and it is very sweet compared to his
Anyone else noticed this?
The first time I sucked my own dick, I was disgusted by the taste, and was ashamed to have done it. I told myself I would never do it again. I even had a nightmare where I tasted it again after I thought I had forgotten the taste in waking life. It was just as disgusting, honestly it was a complete repeat of the first time. That was within a few days of the first time. But one week after the first time, I sucked it again, I just couldn't help myself. And to be honest, I saw it coming, that's why I told myself I would never do it again. I was already regretting it as I was about to cum, but then I was surprised by how sweet it was. I wasn't even on HRT, and I can't remember what I ate in the time leading up to it.
The most surprising thing was my desire. When I first had the idea, I was just a bit curious about what it was like. As I progressed trying to get into the right position to get it in my mouth, struggling against my own inflexibility, my desire got stronger and stronger. I even whispered (because my parents were sleeping in the room next to mine), "This is torture; to be deprived of it when it's so close. Dammit, come on!" To this day I'm not sure if it's that I really wanted to have my dick sucked or if I really wanted a dick in my mouth. Maybe both.
That's some fucked up demon shit then anon. You know eating your own cum is a part of the initiation ritual into sexual slavery in occult practices right? It's like eating your own soul, like the snake of the oroboros eating it's own tail
>The most surprising thing was my desire.
I'm not surprised at this. A number of cis females I know strongly crave the taste of semen and find doing oral as very satisfying to them. I too love the taste of semen, and doing oral. Sadly for guys I rarely ever like the rest of them.
I got to thinking about these desires. What survival of the fittest reason could there be for them. A guy only has to fuck a gal once or at most a few times to get her pregnant. his job is done and he would be best to move on. Thing is for her, she needs him to stay around and provide for them. She can help do this if she keeps him sexually satisfied so he isn't looking for another gal. Oral allows her to keep him sexually satisfied and thus he stays around.
That was literally my first time tasting my own semen. How could I already have a love for it? I liked the taste of my pre-cum because it was semi-sweet, but until then, I hadn't tasted that, either.I could understand something instinctual triggered by the sight of a penis, though.