Please discuss your favorite parts of men's bodies and what you would like to do to them.
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Daily reminder to bombard Korra with supportive messages so she has NOWHERE to hide.
>huge man head
>awful man face
>deepest voice ever
>tfw you will never pass
Well you *are*'a girl silly lmao. You just need to get a little more used to the idea and you'll be able to stretch ur comfort zone a little further each time for doing stuff in girl mode. I wish you all the best Kayla.
>if u like girls ur agp and not trans
>if u like boys ur trying to validate your feminimity and aren't trans
Who are we supposed to like?
I really like being carried. So like, general upper-body area.
On the off-chance it's helpful, here's what my face looks like.
I'd set up three-point lighting but I can't at the moment for very complicated reasons. Also sorry my hair does that.
so how do I beat this asshole? I can only get to the part where he tells me to quit
>tfw i tell my friends about my date tomorrow
am i really that bad tho?
>that moment when you bury your face into a man's hairy crotch and inhale all the sweaty penis musk until you pass out
>am i really that bad tho?
yes like that one guy who was trying to fuck you even though he had another girlfriend
you break hearts and then move on, damaging nice guys along the way
do you think your now ex from last week will ever recover, he genuinely loved you and you are just a whore in it for sex
Rawr I think you're a wonderful person and you deserve to be happy. I hope you cheer up one day! Don't let rude bully anons get you down. The past is the past and each day brings the opportunity for new beginnings. Don't forget that on your journey thru life. You are worth diamonds (idk what pronouns u prefer sorry)
don't EVER shittalk barry you uncultured troglodyte.
>tfw you can't wear sexy reds and are stuck with stupid corals
I'll hope enough for both of us anon-chan. What has younso beat down that you don't even want to attempting to pass? Is it the fear of failure or people bullying you? : ( (am I being memed on/tricked?)
I already failed, gave up on actually trying a long time ago.
My male features are just too good.
>gun people are stupid
Well, at least you have something in common, right?
yeah, you're fair skinned. its really hard buying shades online. uhhh the nyx lip creams are pretty cheap and easy to experiment with, good quality imo, and you can get them at like cvs. i like them a lot. also i don't know how out you are or whatever but if you feel comfortable going to a sephora they will be happy to help you and you can try stuff before you buy it.
oh you mean my ginger ex? lol ya idk what's going on with his new gf. he got into a rebound relationship with her after we broke up tho so i guess it makes sense he's unhappy.......also the recent guy i dumped will be ok i think.......he called me like 4-5 times yesterday but we talked a bit and he understood where i was coming from and still wants to date and stuff. i'm just taking a step back from him.
it entirely depends on like what she wants to look like
here's me being a hoe
>tfw your bf cockslaps you and you start drooling all over yourself
Edie pls help me to be a beautiful cam girl like you, I can't find a job anywhere and really need the money. What tips can you give me?
Also what are the best cam websites to use and for chaturbate how much does the average trans girl usually make and how much are tokens worth and how much to charge for private shows?
I've been full-time since July. Just... not much of a makeup person.
>it entirely depends on like what she wants to look like
Well this is mostly just for those few-and-far-between special occasions. Fancy dates, weddings. I'm not actually really sure what would be best for those.
Is that a real question?
Well not initially, but idk we're friends, we were hanging out, and we were both horny af. I guess we're friends with benefits now.
I'm sorryyyy, I couldn't take the pressure anymore I was literally going to explode if I didn't have some wild freaky "let's just fuck" sex... ;_;
Again, I'm sorry, I just needed to get laid ;___;
Thank you. ^^ I don't think we should get back together though, this is strictly a friendship with sex.
if she wants my help i will def!
also yesss the 36 year old guy. he's so sweet. he was like 'how about sushi? what do you think about a movie too?' and then when i said i'd love to do both he was like 'ok we can start with coffee too! is that too much??' and was just going on about how he wishes we could start with breakfast cause he wants to spend the whole day with me. i miss dating guys like thiss. it's cute af
hoe is life
chaturbate works fine, and it depends. i make like way more than most of the girls here. what do you look like?
classic looks, like natural eye makeup with winged liner and a bold lip are better for fancy events. with your skin tone russian red from mac would be cute. your lips aren't all that full tho so i would consider the russian red lipgloss instead of the lipstick. glosses make your lips look larger.
Awesome. Thank you so much!
I actually do have a picture from after my sister's wedding. My other sister helped. Like, a lot.
Alex, if I find out you're lurking, I swear to God...
Whats with all the qts?
Is this what I'm going to look like?
I'm sorry but there's literally nothing between him and I, it's a friends with benefits arrangement and I'm still single af.
I hadn't had sex in 6 months, and I hadn't had good sex in a year, things just sorta happened ;___;
It is. When I went to do it a couple of weeks ago we ended up talking it through and sorting out a lot of stuff and decided to remain friends. Then this happened. I feel like I actually should be ashamed of myself over this...
I'm sure she'll be OK, I didn't hold hands with this guy at least ;__;
>i make like way more than most of the girls here
Here or on chaturbate in general and how much do you make a month anyway?
>what do you look like?
I look better then the average trans girl (not bragging really) but not super pretty like you, I get rated 7-8 in rate threads on /soc/. My voice is pretty good too.
I just don't know how to be sexy on cam without looking like a retard. Like what should I wear if anything and how much do the tokens add up to per token and how much for private shows?
I have a lot of questions to ask you tbqh.
reminder that i know i am attracted both to men and women and dont give a fuck about ur reminder
>tfw the last bit of family you cared about no longer care about you and avoid you entirely
>tfw have to find somewhere new to live but can't afford to move out of state and the only option is to move back in with my father which I -DO NOT- want to do
So how're you all doing /mtfg/?
thats just as good i guess
lol that sounds really really sweet
those kind of dates are alot of fun
crayon lipstick is pretty cool actually i made some in shades i can't really use like silver, lmao
what are you drinking by the way!
there was a passing thread on /cd/ and it was on the front page u should try there or something-? i mean you're just saying you want to pass; you're not actually asking for help
what is this pic
Well there isnyour problem. Its impossible to be happy when you don't have hope or someone to encourage you! Ill respect your decision to quit but I think you would be happiest if you gave it another go wirh lots of love and assistance this time. Its never too late sad anon, someone is out there waiting on you to ask for help and they will go out of their way to five it to you freely
But if you give up on your dreams you give up on living and essentially bexe a walking corpse going thru the motions. I'm here for (you) if you ever need to vent about anyrhing delecate little anon-chan.
That was the literal best
I feel refreshed and human again
umm i mean i would recommend red gloss, eyeliner... fake lashes... it's hard to say tho with your eye color and skin color. you might just look better with a natural toned pink shade. you're gonna wanna avoid dark lip colors like the plague tho and matte lipsticks. also consider more shimmering eyeshadows cause you have very hooded lids. eyeliner with your eye shape is really tricky. oh and half lashes!! those are cute and perfect for fancy occasions
ummm idk about how much every girl on cb makes lol. but i do well for myself. when it comes to the rest of what you're saying....................... when i ask what you look like you shouldn't be like 'i look ok trust me'. if you don't want to post pics of yourself for evaluation then you're not going to want to cam on anyyyy website like chaturbate where people see you on cam, and the best hope you have of making more money is even more people seeing you. you can't be shy. you can't be unsure or worried or awkward. also on chaturbate private shows are pretty rare and at times totally not worth it. token worth varies on every site etc......
ye i'm excited!! how you doin tho bby?
we talked on kik briefly a couple months ago but thats it
i haven't really been in a situation to tell desu, i only present female at night in the dark when people can't see me really. when i went on my date the bartender didn't react to me until i spoke but that was in a dark loungey place too. when i look in the mirror i definitely don't see someone who passes at least
>strong masc bumpy shit nose
>sloped caveman forehead
No I got my friend to cuddle with me
Sex is a far-of hypothetical that i need not be concerned about
Crayon lipstick does sound fun. I need good reasons to do ridiculous and creative make up.
I'm drinking a cheap and fat bottle of merlot that makes me depressed during and after drinking it.
Don't worry about it. In fact, insulting me is the easiest and fastest way into my heart.
>when i look in the mirror i definitely don't see someone who passes at least
Idk how long it takes for that to go away. I don't think I pass. People here often say I do. Passgen gave a collective "no" and one "cute". Strangers/patrons at the library call me ma'am and she.
Regardless, my insecurity is through the roof.
>u bitches look like cis girls trolling compared to me
you're not that ugly lol
im okayyyyy i'm trying to take care of some business rn, and i didn't realize how late it is, so im wondering if i should send these messages tomorrow maybe but yah idk
also watching u give her makeup advice makes me wanna have a sleep over and do makeovers lmao
>tfw you use your passing abilities to use and abuse men leaving them empty hollowed out shells with less money and a coldness that will never be warmed by another woman after you
>haven't smoked weed in over a month
>I can't smoke until my drug test
>I don't know when this test will be or if it'll even happen
>so, I wait
I wasn't trying to insult you, I tend to be mean to those I am jealous of. Its a stupid trait that has left me as a lonely and bitter person but I don't know what else to do when I encounter people who I perceive to have it better than me. Sorry.
>when it comes to the rest of what you're saying....................... when i ask what you look like you shouldn't be like 'i look ok trust me'. if you don't want to post pics of yourself for evaluation then you're not going to want to cam on anyyyy website
This comes off as very passive aggressive to me tbqh. I don't like to be put on the spot to post pictures here. That doesn't mean I wouldn't get on cam somewhere else though. It's just not very friendly here imo. I've visited chaturbate and I'm pretty sure I look good enough to cam if that's what you were wondering.
I honestly don't get why you're giving my a such a catty passive aggressive attitude all of a sudden.......thanks for helping though kinda.
I just wanted to be honest, gifs ain't shit when you can pass irl what with voice and mannerisms that aren't at 8fps. Your voice is super cute, I feel like people would think "a guy could never have a voice like that" so it helps.
I am so stuck on this shitty fucking gen.
>I honestly don't get why you're giving my a such a catty passive aggressive attitude all of a sudden.......
Girls get catty when they feel threatened or jealous in any way. Don't worry about it you'll do find.
what messages? the okc ones?
i just bleached my eyebrows anddd i'm gonna shave my arms and legs and stuff. just prepping for the date tomorrow basically lool
also i would love to have a sleepover with some of the trips, i would get everyone drunk desu
>if you can't post pics when asked about how you look then you'll prob have issues camming
this isn't catty or unreasonable, this is reality lol
you're going to be judged by both men and women hundreds if not thousands of times a day on 90% of the websites you could work on. people will come into your room demanding shit, being rude, calling you names, and a million other things every day. i'm telling you straight that if you're not ok with that then you're not going to want to do this as a job.
Woooow there isntoonmucj depression in here tonight ! Holy crackers ! Instead of throwing a pity party let's post funny voice clips for funsies! (No bully edition)
I'll kick off the fun stuff with a quote from a comic! Pic related! (anyone that wants to have fun can join in and I'll respond. Shots are recommended to loosen up and get comfy with each other!)
are u saying that for yourself or trying to imply I am?
the mirror and pictures especially seem to disagree with u
I wish I could reduce my weed use to the point that I could enjoy it again and improve the general medicinal impact but I need to use way too much just to eat and keep stuff down
my state has legal protections for medical cannabis patients so I don't need to worry about weed for drug tests but it doesn't rlly matter for me anyway cus I'm a worthless sickly piece of shit that can't do anything
>what messages? the okc ones?
ahahahahah no, no, no
i dont think anna even got that text hahaha, i only made my OKC so we could make fun of ppl desu
but no some ~school~ stuff basically loll like i needed to talk to some other girls that i dont even know and idk if it's weird to text people on saturday night or not haha
oh wait have you been bleaching your eyebrows for a long time? How have u been wearing ur hair lately? are you still pin curling it?
a sleepover with some ppl mite be cool mayb, idk
that reminds me i keep meaning to go buy fake lashes
No, I am. Just subtly. Also, here's the dress.
>eyeliner with your eye shape is really tricky
God, it is. I literally just yesterday started to barely be able to kinda do it.
I camwhore on /soc/ and play the long game of making people fall in love with me, at least to the extent of naming me their waifu. It gives me the emotional rush of manipulating people's emotions with none of the legal hassle of forming a cult.
>this isn't catty or unreasonable, this is reality lol
No but that was, lol. It's just the way you went about saying it especially the part before that came off as catty and passive aggressive to me. I don't think I need to post a picture here to prove anything, again I'm pretty sure I look good enough to cam and i'm sure plenty of cam girls never post on here or any chans and do just fine. I just wanted to know some specifics about it, not get lectured. :p
I'm not worried about it at all. I'm sure she just wanted to see what I looked like.
>One minute into the video
>Okay! Let's get straight into the tutorial
OMG shut the fuck up! This is actually really cool though.
I know. Don't worry, I'm not mad about it.
>a guy could never have a voice like that
I swear this alone carried me for 9 months as a barista without hormones. Voice is so important. Everyone should work on it more. I still do.
/pol/x/ pls go
I've always wanted to tell you that you have no idea how much you remind me of myself. I've been reading your posts for years, you know? You're like the personification of all of my insecurities, self doubt and anger.
I kind of just want you to overcome all that, just for a moment at least. It's the only way I've made it to where I am.
LOL OH ok idk anna is prob out gettin rude and nude rn what with the 5th wheel thing idk
but oh ok ok. isn't it only like 7pm for you?? it ain't that late i would just do it
also i've been bleaching my eyebrows for the last like 5 years lol. when i have my natural hair color i don't bleach them or anything tho! i haven't been curling my hair as much tho. idk i've been very anime chick lately with just straight hair and circle lens, full strip lashes and bold eyeliner like this pic i took. i want to be more 50s but es expensive and i don't want to spend all dat coin rn so i have just been lookin the way i usualllyyy haveee. also fake lashes are life u better get some!!!
make the boys c r y
it's not about whether or not you post pics here so much as it was your aversion to doing so, but i mean good luck with it! it's better to just watch girls on whichever site you choose tho. there's not like one set schedule or list of goals or like anything for any site. you have to research it and build your client base over time yknow
ok but no because nuh uh
it probably is somehow
imma need to chill on this heating pad for a while tho
my neck is fucked up somehting awful
my makout-dream bffs's roomate is a massage therapist. i need to hit her up.
but make sure she knows not to lick my butthole like she does with her other clients >.>;;
No one? I guess I can try one more lol. Ummmm idk a funny quote tho
>get my synthesizer out of the closet
>mess around with it
>end up just playing a bunch of tunes from hidamari sketch
wide is good too
Okay whoever can guess/remember this quote is a real weeb lol (ez mode)
I was watching Hacker Wars last night on Netflix and thought Jaime Cochran/asshurtmacfags looked familiar
then I saw a profile shot of her face and realized exactly why
the second timeline is her, she's on a netflix movie, and it doesn't even mention that she's transgender (which all of the media coverage of her exploits has)
just thought that was neat
Holy shit she does look like me with brown hair...
>go to mall to pre-order fallout
>lots of traffic for some reason
>turns out theres a cheerleading convention across the road
we should figure it out so we can e-jam
i, like, am gonna have to get a new HDD so i can fix my computer and install that guitar program u sent me and it's all making me mad
buttholelicking could be aight though actually
i could get into that mayb
but anyway chill out sis
u deserve it
yaaaaaaa it's not that late i guess i just feel weird, lol i'm still typing up all the stuff i gotta send though so yee
i mean your regular look is still way cute, but curling and rolling is alot of time and work although the more you do it the faster you can do it so yah idk
yahh i've been wanting to get some of those semi-permanent ones that you install yourself, and my sister and i were talking about getting them and doing each other's before she started being a cunt again but yah
idk if i just wanna get the easy ones or what
idk what do u think?
i usually wear that Ms. Manga mascara by Lorelei(sp) hhaa
>Why must you give me this feel.
it is a feel i have alot these days
2 sister jam
edie can sing or something
i just got invited to a fancy dinner next month where i will need to wear a dress if i go
are you a virgin? because you will turn into a cute cis girl if you are
its just that the last time i was supposed to be presenting female in front of a bunch of people (halloween) i chickened out and imagining myself trying to squeeze my man body into an elegant, pretty evening dress with my giant man shoulders and biceps and man hands and stuff makes me feel disgusting
>imagining myself trying to squeeze my man body into an elegant, pretty evening dress with my giant man shoulders and biceps and man hands and stuff makes me feel disgusting
Same but I just do it any way. Just do it. You're not going to die. You look fine. Keep practicing your voice.
Oh. I'm sorry. But y'know I used to think the same thing? For years I was so sure I was never really gonna pass because of my shoulders or my neck or this or that. And I thought that, completely and absolutely, until customers at work started calling me "miss". And even then it took a few months until I really bought it.
Are you the Alex I suspect you are?
Yeah. My family took it a lot better than I thought they would. Even if it's taking them a veeeeery long time to get used to it, I can't complain. Though I was actually terrified that would happen, too.
>it is a feel i have alot these days
Same. I really, really want kids. I really want to fulfill my destiny of being a particularly dorky mom. And, like, I'm okay with adopting, but it's like, I want to want to adopt, not need to, y'know? And it means I won't get to carry them or breastfeed them or hold them in their first moments of life or have a baby shower or get weird cravings in the middle of the night or have to sit on a hemorrhoid pillow.
And now I'm spreading bad feels. Great.
a little desu
drinking is a nice reprieve from anxiety, but not from feels
I want to suck a dick /mtfg/, what do I do? How do I get my mind off such lewd things?
is there a worse feel than this?
the no uterus feels are some bretty bad feels. it also makes me feel worthless as a woman because i'm like, oh, no guy would ever want me anyway because i can't give him a child
i will try! <3 i will at the very least go dress shopping but i have a feeling that trying on dresses is going to make me want to slit my wrists as soon as i look in the fitting room mirror
>waiting for meat to thaw to cook
>its still too frozen to separate into chops
>tfw will never have a butt like this
delete this in 5 minutes or less
I'm 22. I don't think I'd wanna be a mom tomorrow, but a couple years down the line? Absolutely.
And I am gonna be the dorkiest mom. I am gonna put so many notes in my kids' lunches and volunteer for so many field trips.
What about trubi™ scum? :3
similar things have been happening to me
we should like
do yoga or stretch or somethig i bet that would help
N A I SE
i wanna see the pic too.............
ahhhh well i mean
i dont even care that i can't have kids with a man, but like i can't even have a kid by myself ;--;
hey dude, how are you?
i miss u btw (no homo)
i mean i could take care of a kid right now but it'd be a huge struggle and really disrupt my life
but yeah i have several ppl my age with kids or having kids and ugggghhhhh
i wanna be that kind of mom too honestly i just want my kids to be super smart and have lots of experience with all sorts of things
>tfw you will never have a butt as nice as jormy's
That's actually probably more accurate given how many people here are bi. A lot of bi people seem to end up in hetero relationships though.
I don't know how many people that are bi are actually trubi. Often there's at least a bit of a preference.
I flip it multiple times a day tbqh
>it is way easier to get a gf as a lesbian than as a hetero male
No it's not lol
but i'd be significantly less worried that they were actually going to do that and come and rape/kill me if a girl said that to me
>start cooking dinner
>friends take me to bdubs instead
Fuckin normies ;_; m-muh food
I'm actually gonna be an auntie soon. I mean, I already have a nephew, but he lives on the other side of the country so I never get to see him. But now I'm gonna get the full auntie experience. I'm really looking forward to it.
?? those aren't bad things lol
i just want them to be purposedriven and happy, and know what they want from life and have the means to achieve it
well, thats good man, i'm just glad that you're happy and more of yourself.
new friends is good!!
keep in touch i guess or something idk
i mean i'd be open to that, my real siblings suck so i dont want to have anything to do with them, but being an aunt would be awesome af
>No it's not lol
lalally, ricky, ufufu and more got way more dates with women when they began presenting as women then as men, some half asian girl did not get any dates as a guy but got several after she transitioned
lesbians also have more sex partners than straight women dating is just easier for women trans or cis
>?? those aren't bad things lol
You're so 100% right, but they make for a hard life. We're in the south though so maybe it's different.
>Are you me? Me are you?
I might be. Have you ever wondered if there's another trip on here that's actually a disassociated you having an episode? Where do we live? What do we look like? Do pictures lie? Are we suffering hallucinations as well? There's no way to find out.
>working on the weekend
>making you a productive member of society
>rather than a slave to the corporate machine
productive people have rest days rather than committing whole hog to their capitalist massers, nigga
>photographer from grooby emails me and asks if I want to make porn
>I'd love to desu, and I need money
>also going to college and want to have a good job one day, but I'm kind of a mess
What do I do girls ;_; I am rly tempted
What do I do
this is not true
i had tons of girls interested in me when i was presenting as a boy
i was pretty cute if i do say so myself
...but then again i may have ended up having more people interested in me after starting to present as a girl so yeha maybe ur right
im just paranoid about men to the extreme .-.
>mfw my normie friends start taking about it
n-no I'm just a shit in degenerate tranny who wants to play video games ;_;
Hey, I'm doing well, pretty nice weekend out, went out with pot shop girl to hang out, we just chilled and watched v for vendetta but was really validating cause they were saying how it was a fun girls afternoon. Got some shatter and free weed for taking my ex to the shop her first time today, but didn't go to the big event downtown though cause a bit too many people for me still yet. How about yourself?
Iktf so hard senpai. I'm having p a n I c attacks about tomorrow and its just a chill group thing
haha okay so like
my friends roomate is a massage person
and she works out of their living room
my friend says that she had a client in the other day
and when she went to walk out of the apartment when i came to pick her up
her roomate and her client were both nude
and roommate was gettin all up in that pussy
Do we even exist? Arent we just on a giant rock floating through space? Is there some galatic meeting of alien races happening somewhere in the universe at this very moment? Whats the deal with hands!?
Sports are fun. Well just the one sport. Maybe a couple others depending on the time of year. Sports!
>I doubt that's down to being lesbian being easier. I didn't get dates either when I was presenting as a guy.
so presenting as a girl was like a light switch that easily changed your situation even melly got dates as a woman not as a male
only autists like sanic disagree that dating is easier for women
>a fun girls afternoon.
Damn, that's sweet, I'm jelly. I haven't seen that movie since it came out, I'm not sure I'd be as into it now, it was pretty entry level. Plus, it sucks seeing my waifu getting shaved.
Ugh, today was just a maintenance day... shopping, laundry, cleaning. Filled out some apps but I think I'm going to have to settle for seasonal work just to pay bills.
What was the big event?
I actually worked today lol. I have Sundays and Mondays off. I do love my job though and if I didn't have it I'd spend all day here sulking and drunk like I'm doing now.
I mean... that makes sense but I feel like all you have to do is not use your real name and employers won't be able to google that.
Cogito ergo sum sennpai
So I made this for pookie earlier this week and the other students in my welding class think it's really flippin cool. I'm willing to make some more on Monday if some of you girls have a request. I'm trying to figure out how to sell a few irl to make a nice side profit desu
i started 4mg progynova today and i feel happy
the next step in my master plan is to make an appointment for callen-lorde in january
OMG my self absorbed gif/webm buddy. I love you and you're so pretty and sweet and you make me happy.
probably less anything to do with dating as one sex being easier (especially given the "being a tranny" modifier that requires disclosure and puts us at risk of tranny panic murders), more "being more confident and comfortable in themselves"
>Since when did I disagree that it's easier to find dates as a girl? Of course it's easier to find dates as a girl. I'm saying it's harder as a woman to find dates with women than with men.
it's harder as a woman to do anything...heh...
Yeah it's not amazing but one of them had never seen the full movie and I was like sure this seems fun. Weed helped too a bit. There was an all souls procession downtown though, some kind of whitewashed dia de los muertos my town does every year. It's really big but a bit too much for me, though I think the main event is tomorrow now that I think about it. I really need to do a maintenance day soon, but been focusing a bit much on fixing social aspects of my life. I'm hoping to get my pharmacy tech thing here soon though, but will be a bit of school first =\.
>tfw put in the order for titty skittles today
>tell ftm friend about it because super pumped and not a lot of people I can talk about it with
>says it's not a huge deal he got his T months ago (he doesn't take)and mentions he's a little busy
>okay whatever usually if we're not focusing on him in discussions he's usually a little disinterested I'm happy whatever
>get a text from his girlfriend asking if I know if he's alive because they broke up and she's worried about him
>30 minutes later he's suicidal and needs someone to stare at on skype and just generally suck the life out of with the most monotonous conversation
>get ropped in to skype with this fucking fujoshi
>just gonna treat the fucking skype window like a selfie mirror and make fucking animal noises at me and repeat i love you over and over again
>no attempt at masculinization other than "name and pronouns", voice is practically bubbly school girl tier at all times
>laughs like a fucking 5 year old girl whenever I get visibly annoyed.
>any mention of "I need to go to bed" is met with sullen silence and repeated no's and crying/threats of suicide ect.
>getting to the point where I hope he kills himself so I don't have to deal with this shit every fucking night
>work in 8 hours
But hey I ordered mones so that's one for the win column right.
it's pretty fucked up that people that pass easily like circe can play the "hurr durr actually i wasn't really a girl after all" shit while people that are legitimately transsexual struggle to pass
nah i figured that part out lol
ahhh it's not a big deal, it sucks a little bit, but family is overrated i think, but idk
hopefully my kids can all be close and stuff hahaha
are your sisters older than you, or-?
that sounds like a ki though
it also sounds weird af for the roommate
somehow i can tell ur a little bit drunk now lol
good job anon!
Idk, I think I'd conclude after a few years that it's a mixed bag. It's far easier to find dates as a woman than it is as a man, as it's socially expected that women play a passive role in dating and wait for men to come to them. Finding a good partner is equally hard for both sexes however.
On the other side of things, certain other things are harder as a woman than as a man, but that's a whole different can of worms that I'm not willing to open on 4chan.
lol I was just lurkin /biz/ it's either pharmacy or sucking dick over there...
Yeah, my friend told me he was interested in doing that too and my cousin's wife went to school for it but never took a job in it. Good luck with that though seems like a good field to work in.
Oh that's weird, never heard of that we just had some sugar skulls and lit a candle for DDLM. My family isn't too into it anymore since no one around here cares much for it.
;/ ugh, I should definitely work on my social life. I've been out once this week and all we did was bomb through some thrift stores looking for kitschy things but I did finally find a copy of The Silmarillion so I'm happy ;3
>I hate that part. The dating game is so much more fun when I get to pursue than always waiting for someone else.
i totally disagree, this is the best part about dating as a woman desu. pursuing is such annoying bullshit mindgames
i tihnk i might actually be in love with daniel lopatin u guys
like if i saw him irl i would flip the fuck out
Yeah, whatever you want
Having an unexpected bout of dysphoria in the other direction after a long period of feeling masculine. I'd acknowledge the possibility I might be fluid for a long while but that was my first time not being able to emotionally ignore my own discomfort with for feminine I looked for how masculine I felt.
It's alright, babe, I know you were just being playful.
I hope I didn't cause any anxieties. I'm not upset, I'm sorry for phrasing it so curtly.
I lurk these threads to get a better sense of what my gf is going through. Shit looks hard, dealing with loneliness and isolation all the time.
Just trying my best to make her happy you know. It would be so much easier if it wasn't a long distance deal too.
Lets just say at the beginning of the year I set myself the goal of sleeping with a cisgirl. I got phone numbers and fb names, kissed over a dozen girls and only just managed to get one 2 weeks ago.
When I was a boy, girls would through themselves at me.
>you cant just pretend you arent trans
sure he can. he's not. gay boyfriend that he was willing to go without srs for, tries growing his whispy little shit of facial hair out constantly, he's just a dude that appropriated our actual illness for laughs.
>pharmacy or sucking dick over there...
haha yeah pretty much how it ended up looking like the options were for me XD
Yeah its crazy how big DDLM and all souls is for my town, but its what happens when you're 80 miles from the border.
Working on social life is annoying but rewarding. Started with going to thrift shops with friends for me then like I said girl from pot shop invited me out, talked to some people on OKC, things just going from there finally, feels good really.
>is singlehandedly responsible for some of the most important music to me
>into smoking weed and watching tv
>wrote an alternative score to a classic 1995 cult anime film
>kinda chubby and therefore good for cuddling
>i bet he would be really nice and fun to do stuff and go places with
>don't let your dreams be dreams fu
w-what am i supposed to do about it anon
plus im sure its not like he'd be interested in some dweeby superfan like me
I'm not pretending anything, anon.
I just avoid the bullyable titles.
I'm just whatever I am. I'm comfortable with my gender expression, that's all I need.
Lord knows my mister still sees me as a lady and even other people who know I'm fluid still just use she.
But it's just what I look and sound like.
I know it sounds ingratiatingly ungrateful but that's why I don't like talking about it.
I'm sick of this bullying, I'm gonna stop replying now.
Because it's a shitty reason.
I'm not mainly into women but I back myself into a corner because it's the dating dynamic I'm comfortable and experienced with. I end up with social circles full of queer women and no men to flirt with. It's a terrible gay feedback loop.
I'm scared to get off that wild ride because right now I suck at and dislike the way the dating game works with men. But I can't get better at it until I start surrounding myself with straight men.
Oh yeah, I always forget how close it is to the border. Being in the valley just makes me forget people still have traditions.
Maybe next year I'll head down there and check it out ; 3;
I might have to get into OKC, I need some friends to get away from being a tranny for awhile.
i just don't like you. i think a lot of people here might feel the same way about others on here as well. the difference is i'm not afraid to be vocal about it. there's this wall you put in front of yourself when tripping on mtfg. you can't overstep certain social norms. but i can. because i've removed myself from the meta. and i don't like you.
>I'm sick of this bullying, I'm gonna stop replying now.
lmao, sure, play the victim after you come into a trans woman space all "i have what some of you can never achieve but actually i'd rather grow my wispy goatee out"
fuck off to gaygen or ftm gen or make yourself a gq gen you freak