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>tfw everyone on transtimelines passes better then you
>tfw you are taking sugar pills
>Some of them are just bad like MM
thanks for ruining my morning 2 minutes after i wake up
If I use head voice every day will I get an okay voice after a while? ;_;
People say my voice is andro.
>tfw charting vocals for a Dance Gavin Dance song
>Jonny Craig sings beautiful but intelligible garbage
>Can't make out what the lyrics are in last part of the song
>No lyrics for what he's singing anywhere online, all live videos of them playing the song is intelligible
>Not sure whether or cut out that part or just guess/make up lyrics
Jonny Craig why do you have to sing like an angel so I can't quit you ;-;
I-I'll hope so ;-;
the sidequests were the other half of the story desu
>The story is fine, but it felt like nintendo cared little about the story and focused more on the side quests.
the core plot of MM is "oh shit the moon is falling"
i feel like all the side quests to collect all the masks are what make it charming and fulfilling
every time i play MM, on the last three days i save Romani Ranch, bring Anju and Kafei back together, attend their wedding, then confront skull kid
why? because it seems better that way, since those are the longest ongoing missions in the game and affect characters in the story
I don't think you are going to make it with that kind of attitude frenchie.
the story of majora's mask is the story of everyone that you see over and over across the same three days, defeating skull kid and freeing the four giants to save termina from the moon is only part of it
Insulin growth factor. Bodybuilders take it to get gainz bruh
It might help with breast growth. Growth hormone might help too. It's not something that's been studied, but I've wanted to try messing around with them to see what happens.
>writing off half of a game because of an approximate descriptive term
>missing the forest for the trees
>I think it's most likely you are going to end up with a roid gut and a jaw that can crack concrete.
Probably, which is why I haven't tried them... I've had good results already and I probably shouldn't be greedy and do risky things.
It's possible that you speak differently in your native language. A lot of people who did voice training will comment that they find it easier in a second language.
But that, it's a good female voice to my ears. Pitch and range sound good, resonance sounds good. It doesn't have any of the fatigue that people early on would have after a minute of speaking without stopping.
your accent isn't that bad, but German ones are very distinctive.
want to put up a sample for us in German? Sometimes people sound more feminine when they switch to English because they are concentrating more on their pronunciation - if you get me. But aside from that I'd pass you if I was on the phone toyou.
I will pass before my 23th birthday.
Please believe in me /mtfg/!
That might be it actually
I dunno if there's a huge difference though...but I feel like the German one sounds less female now that I compare them
see I wouldn't go with Human growth hormone though, that has other effects on the human body, such as fat loss and other growth effects. IGF-1 is non androgenic but I think getting real igf-1 is nearly impossible
It's 5 months.
I need a voice and a haircut, I think I can get that done.
Also removing my awful braces would help and maybe getting some makeup skills, I have loads of stuff I haven't even touched because depression.
>have to wear a buttplug
Just stop being lewd.
Gonna get some hormones. Gonna be a real qt, just you watch.
>tfw could maybe get a bf if I passed
>tfw would have a qt boy to play video games with all day if I had a voice
I got a short haircut because I'm not out in school and my hair got too long (it was almost shoulder length) and I didn't want to look like a metal head but I also couldn't get a feminine haircut because my class would bully me to death if I came to school with that. I've been crying all week cause I did it, though. I should've just dealt with the long hair looking dumb, I could have had really long hair by the end of school. Now I'll just look like a normal guy for like a year...
>tfw almost 5 years in and my boobs still get sore every few months
>tfw two years of hrt and boobs have never been sore
OK, ich bleibe in Europa. Aber früher oder später wandere ich wirklich aus - aber nach England, nicht Amerika. Deutschland ist mir zu transphob, generell. Höchstens vielleicht Berlin wäre auch noch eine Möglichkeit.
Thank you, that really gives me hope. Now I just have to woooork on the looks...
>Isn't it like 1-2 months of recovery with frequent baths, dilations, etc.?
the first 6 weeks is dilating three time a day with a shallow bath after each one to wash off lube and slough. you can shower as well though. I started off bathing but it was a pain so quickly changed to showers.
I was bullied and groped as a kid for having little boobs, I had to change in the bathroom stall.
I also made fun of my friends puffy nipples, he was super nice about me having tits at the wedding though
From experience watching friends, you definitely want a whole month off, six weeks if you want to be safe, but after the first month you should be able to function a bit more if you take shit very slow. It takes 1-2 years to be back to your full energy, but after 3-6 months it's harder to strain yourself seriously.
Also, the worst part about this is that I'm on HRT already and this was an impulse reaction and I'm scared that my doctor will say "well, you don't seem committed enough to this if you just cut your hair off like that", he's someone that could say that. I hope he won't stop giving me prescriptions...
Just be careful in public. Especially if you drop something. I could imagine bending over with one of them in could prod at certain spots.
I noticed that when I eat more, they not only get bigger, but the breast buds themselves also change a bit. I've been on the skinny side for a while now and I think my low weight has hindered my growth somewhat. Now that I've been eating a lot more in the last half a year, I noticed some improvement.
same to be honest family. Not that I'm complaining though.
All my bras are the wrong size because I listened to my mom as far as picking bra sizes. All the bands are way too big for my underbust which is 29" I think.
>>not embracing the pain of progress
I remember when I first started and I woke up really having to pee so I ran downstairs and it hurt running down the stairs. I also fell face first once and it really hurt my chest.
>looked thought receipts
>I spent $325.00 in pizza in the last 3 months alone
Ya that's like 95% of the reason I'm not even saving for SRS right now. My life is in a spot where taking 1-2 months off would be a really bad idea. I'll probably end up getting it 3 years or so from now. Hopefully.
>Why did you shave your head?
Because I was going to dedicate this year to manning up even harder but after a failed suicide attempt I decided to transition, hasn't really helped at all because I am a manly freak.
England <3 du kannst bei mir wohnen. Du solltest nach Wien umziehen - Conchita hat alles geändert und die Klima in Wien ist ganz positiv - oder so wird es gesagt...
You will knock them dead, I'm sure
Actually in that pic with me freaking out I was on a bottle of Marilyn Manson Absinthe, Xanax, and the strongest weed in California.
>tfw you intentionally put a bounce in your step on stairs just to feel the pain
>You're supposed to round up
Not everyone is supposed to round up that's why I asked if you did snug underbust compared to relaxed. Every manufacturer still isn't on the same page so you should still try different sizes and test them according to fit on your body.
Yeah the 4" thing is very old, what I'm asking is about modern sizing. .
omg I was that short till I turned 16
I don't even want to be reminded of that
only if I was able to go on hrt then
;___; how are you today vivi?
I'm bi and down, I'd also be happy with a gf but tfw bf/gf doesn't flow as nicely ^^
;_; don't give up hope anon
At this point she can probably make an educated guess and probably does know. She hasn't stopped talking to you though and definitely wouldn't ^^
Started a bit before my 20th birthday
H O N
>All my bras are the wrong size because I listened to my mom as far as picking bra sizes. All the bands are way too big for my underbust which is 29" I think.
YMMV on things like achiness. You might just be having a different experience? Get your E levels checked.
Real absinthe tastes delicious if you prepare it properly by dripping cold water over a sugar cube until it's diluted to 10-12% ABV.
Proper absinthe isn't prepared by burning anything, and its appearance will turn milky (this is called a louche). It has a sweetish anise taste with a wormwood bitterness, and is so delicious~
26/a bit over 6 years.
>tfw your bf tries to rub his stubble on you
shit is like sandpaper no ty
I want you guys to look at how lesgen posts are mostly concise paragraphs of conversation, and then transbians here instead cutepost to each other while flirting with the most horrifying stereotype of how women talk to each other.
Bf shaves -- Delicious smoothness
Bf doesn't shave for a a day to around two weeks -- Sandpaper or velcro
Bf doesn't shave for a month -- Delicious fluffiness
Stubble is the worst.
Beards are the best.
>all these other people 25+ and 5 years+ hormones
Did not think there were so many of us.
I'm on a waiting list for HRT. I'm not really trans but want to transition. I don't feel much dysphoria. When I look at myself I'm very calculated and objective, or at least I try to be. I think, if I want to look like a girl these are things that need to be changed, and I feel bad about certain things about my body because I know they aren't feminine and will take a lot of work to fix. But I don't feel dysphoria over it, just disappointment in the difficulty it will take to overcome it in order to pass.
I'm not in the right mind to make the decision. I don't have any friends and have been in social isolation for many years. It's very likely that being a shutin who only goes on 4chan all day has conditioned me into thinking the only way I'll be valued is if I am a girl, since people generally idealise "traps" if you ignore /pol/.
I have been well aware of my reasons for transitioning for quite awhile now and still decided I would go through with it. My main reason being social validation and attention from men. But I'm started to think that I couldn't even be in a relationship with anyone no matter what. I've delved so far down the schizoid rabbit hole that I'm too fucked up to deal with anyone on an even remotely intimate level. So then that begs the question, is it worth my time, effort, and health to transition if I would continue to be a shutin anyways?
The mental acrobatics I'm having to do in order to understand myself or justify things I want is starting to become physically painful.
I'm even totally up for getting SRS, but not because I loath my genitals. I just think to myself "girls don't have dicks, and sex would be easier, so why not?". I'm so insufferably fucking indifferent to everything. It's like I'm just transitioning because I hope it will open opportunities for me, and it has nothing to do with dysphoria.
I don't care about being "trutrans", I just want to know if it's worth the effort. Maybe I'm just repressing everything.idfk
I guess my boobs are just broke, I have flat nipples too.
it comes in waves for me
they hurt quite a bit while i was lying on my back trying to sleep last night
>Trust the mirror.
what if one of my mirrors makes me look like a girl and another makes me look like a guy?
you should speak to a therapist tbqh
you could be convincing yourself to be trans, or also convincing yourself that you're transitioning because you've convinced yourself when the repressed reality is that you're trutrans
starting blockers early with selfmedding might be a good idea if you're healthy, since AFAIK the early effects are reversible
I never frequented either board so I wouldn't know. With the high number of tripfags here, my view on this board/general has been skewed.
To all cakes with veteran tranny status: How often do you frequent 4chan?
I dont want to say sorry.
Also has anyone here been only interested in guys but later became interested in girls after starting hrt?
also I feel you I've been so thirsty ;-;
I keep seeing boys and normally I'd be like "he's cute but whatever" and now all I can think about is getting him naked o////o
>bobs should start hurting about now into my transition
>worried I have a low dosage or they just don't work
>not sure how I'm gonna do anyway cause really overweight and have big man boobs
>have always had puffy nips though
I just don't know how to feel about all of it :/
I actually just started growing boobs after five years of HRT.
After dropping my AA's.
That's-Five years of breastless HRT and only growing them after getting off AA's.
I'm getting my levels tested soon but until then I'm more than a little scared I have some kind of catastrophic hormonal fuck ups going on inside.
>no food at home to cook
>if I don't cook anything my mom will get mad for not cooking anything
>if I only make a meal for myself she gets angry for being selfish
>she is currently camping the kitchen with her laptop, like usual
>blood sugar is dropping and all I have left is 2kg of chocolate almond caramels on my room
Just give up already. Even if she does turn gay everyone knows you don't have a chance; pic relate.
Ughhh I know, I kinda want someone to post that lewd disease copypasta, it actually is not far off from how I feel rn.
Boobs are pretty average, I'm sitting somewhere between a B and a C but they look smaller because of my large ribcage. Weight distribution is very heavy to thighs and upper arms.
Was gone from image boards entirely for awhile, but nowadays pretty much daily and throughout the day.
Please don't bully her anon.
>but later became interested in girls after starting hrt?
I am still unsure. I can't really distinguish between WANTING to be that girl or having feelings for that girl. It's confusing, I was never into girls before but now I get aroused by their bodies. But I think it might be because I WANT their bodies?
Uh, I was on /cd/ like everyday until /lgbt/ started then I stayed for a year and fucked off the net entirely until just like 2-3 months ago I started browsing again. I come on here mostly everyday now.
*some* people make it worth ; 3;
it isn't that bad honestly, its not thinned and since i started antiandrogens i've got baby hairs back in it, its only like this, though i will be getting it recontoured at some point unless stuff works perfectly because its a glaring insecurity and i wanna rock short hair again at some point in the future (like after ffs and stuff)
You are going to end up in a hospital if you're stupid enough to take doses like that on a whim. You should only take as much cypro as is needed to get testosterone down to female ranges, and it should only be increased if your blood tests are bad.
>Okay, i'll start doing 200mg cypro
anon please control yourself, i'm only on 50mg
Well, everyone is different, and I'm certainly no expert, but if it's just that little bit you could be lucky enough to see it grow back. Even if you do want some work done, the more you can grow back the cheaper it'll be for you when you do get grafts, so yeah, see if you can take something asap
Good afternoon mtfg how are you today? ^_^
Because I had noone in my life that understood trans feels, which don't entirely go away even post op. I've basically been stealth for the past couple of years and don't know any trans women irl. So, I came to lgbt looking for someone to relate to, and stuck around because there's some pretty cool people here, and I also occasionally like to help.
better than yesterday. was half asleep all day and depressed dunno why.
oh um well mostly i've just been working with the Roma community as usual. the family that adopted me went out tricker treating so obv i tagged along, and brought them to the parade. was fun.
went out with my friend Kate the Hooker afterwards as it was her birthday. she can be hard to keep up with, real party girl.
some people seriously need better hobbies.
I honestly hate that picture so much desu . . .
Yeah that's a bummer when depression feels kick in but that's life! Some days are better than others, glad to hear you're doing better.
Heya viv! I'm doin a-ok here, still positivy beaming from left over feels from yesterday. And dishes defo do dishes, they pile up fast when ignored. X.x
so you're intentionally trying to dick up a thread so you can obsess over some autist(me) cool
I don't think my mood swings wildly
I'll just do 6/100 then
In the last day you've shitposted at length about how you'll never make it, you only need a haircut and glasses, your voice is the most manly thing, it's pretty andro, hrt only gave you boobs, it never gave you boobs.
You're a mess. You need to relax and stop trying to unseat kayla as the local cautionary tale of what not to do.
Viviii, sometimes you just gotta do the deed even if it really sucks ;_;
So are you anon <3
Yeah, I don't much care for the drama, but when things are settled and people are just talking and hanging out I really like it. Tbh I was more of a /cd/ regular so I'm not really "back" per-se.
A lot of people, I don't feel like I should name them because I don't want to leave anyone out. ;~; The only posters that I actually dislike are the cismale chasers and trolls (although the trolls are occasionally funny)
Do you want to be my friend?
How to relax though?
What I see in the mirror and how I feel about myself changes all the time but it's usually bad. ;_;
you need to take a hormone then you can be cute
You need more hobbies in your life. Something to do. Being a hiki neet gives you way too much time to sit and fret. Start going for walks and enjoy the sights, it's your favourite season coming up right? Read some books, get lost in some video games. Anything will work. You just need to recognize when your thoughts turn away from productive and then distract yourself.
I wish I recognized less of your posts because it's frustrating seeing you still getting stuck in the same places.
I feel sorta naked without it. my head is kinda shaped weird and i feel it balances it if i wear something on it. i need to get more floral crowns tho.
legit Hrt is so scary to get, I can't get cheap or subsidized insurance because I get free medical from the government, and everyone wants me to c..all them...
inhousepharmacy it is, might add some lactation inducers.... for reasons
do any of you get your hormones through a prescription aid program or something
i'm about to start getting mine for like $7 a month
Maybe, I used to hate you but you are being nice to me so maybe you are nice
i'll get it in a package with getting my brow done with facialteam, i'm less worried about money (it'll be loans or inheritance) but if it involves having less frankenhead and fewer staples, i'm all for it. the time may come where i'm happy/comfortable enough to not want it anyway. lets see what finasteride does.
Hi!! I'm really tired after lecturing for some reason and eating lunch
>ends every episode with "see you next time"
>"see you soon"
So I decided to sing along to a song in girl voice...h-how did I do? ;-;
The song is Ghost by Coheed and Cambria:
guy voice: https://clyp.it/tsca1w2p
girl voice: https://clyp.it/1mr2ar1r
yes that's why I'm stuck in this purgatory D:
Heya Faye faye! I rlly hope it works out for you desu. And I'm in a similar boat. I have no idea on how to get hrt legally or where to even begin.
>tfw no medical insurance
But you're not even the anon that pointed this out to her!
I believe in you. I think you can make it. Keep shooting for that 23rd birthday and don't get hung up on details or dangerous dose changes okay? Remember that being fulltime is the whole package, you don't need every little detail to be perfect if other people see a person that adds up to a woman in their eyes.
it's a mess, If I got over my fear I could walk in and get a free script from the VA but I don't want to walk through the hospital for disabled veterans to get my pills. The local places aren't really informed consent around here, and talking to people is so hard
Low carb chili! Today is a long day anon! I have a ton of work to do on campus still, more voice training later, research, and then meeting a friend for tea (in girlmode) tonight. How are you today?
I'm just working on music theory today, lots of boring chords to work through with my student but I'm hoping to get him through it quickly.
Are you doing low carb or keto btw?
lol yes, always work that voice! if only there was a tea I could drink to give me a perfect girl voice so I can sing like one ;~;
I've been away from the gf one week and I keep getting mental images of her pressing her nose into my breast, her eyes closed as she sucks and I run my hands through her hair
.... to be honest
my dad pretty much only ever bought me one thing in my life ever, when I was sick at highschool I walked across town to get a lift home once he was finished at the pub
he saw I was sick and bought me a lime soda water
but... uh you see... life... uh... finds a way... well there it is.
Yes, I teach at a little shop, I only have a couple of beginner students but I haven't been there long.
Yeah, I wish I could sing but it helps with getting girl voice down at least, so I try anyway.
Ugh, I'm doing IF to lose some weight/muscle, I like carbs too much lol
What are your lectures about?
I have work soon but I dont want to post my skype here
I love carbs too, most of my time is spent trying to find creative ways to satisfy my cravings. I'll post some pics of low carb stuff I'm cooking up this week.
Today in class we talked about whether a robot could taste hot sauce on a taco (I teach philosophy)