Ive been on hrt for 4 months and im starting to feel like ill never pass at all
Maybe im just over reacting but im kinda panicing
I hate everything about my looks i just wanna feel better
That's what you get for posting such shit tier anime.
Can't guarantee you'll pass, unfortunately, but 4 months is barely any time at all for HRT. It's likely none of the important stuff has even started happening yet aside from tiny breast buds
I realized I will never pass after about a year
what helped me accept my fate and live in male role is pic related
>Amor fati: this is the very core of my being—And as to my prolonged illness, do I not owe much more to it than I owe to my health? To it I owe a higher kind of health, a sort of health which grows stronger under everything that does not actually kill it!—To it, I owe even my philosophy.… Only great suffering is the ultimate emancipator of spirit, for it teaches one that vast suspiciousness which makes an X out of every U, a genuine and proper X, i.e., the antepenultimate letter. Only great suffering; that great suffering, under which we seem to be over a fire of greenwood, the suffering that takes its time—forces us philosophers to descend into our nethermost depths, and to let go of all trustfulness, all good-nature, all whittling-down, all mildness, all mediocrity,—on which things we had formerly staked our humanity.”
>“What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more' ... Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.”
..for it is impossible to understand this movie without reading Nietzsche anyway.
This movie was the worst thing ever to come out of Shaft, stip being such a pretentious asshole living in denial.