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wtf is this lol
is this one of you? i don't understand why sam hyde's relationship with me is so interesting
I kinda want to be a teacher
But sometimes I feel too stupid to go back to college
wait until you start wage slaving fulltime, and paying your own way through life
cmon now, we all have different circumstances and we all come from different backgrounds
people do have to go to school and get jobs, and work
what good is being trans (or anything) if you're homeless and broke?
Jormy has none of those obstacles. She doesn't even have social resistance and lives in a very progressive and accepting place. People that have terrible circumstances still transition.
i don't really want to bully him like he was really nice when we were together. he never told me what he did though. i found out way after the fact because of 4chan lol
idk he was ridiculous looking but sweet when we dated. tall and not crazy etc he's a lot more normal irl
he's a comedian
lmao no!!! toward the end of our ~tryst~ he was like begging me to go out with him again it got sad. i'm glad he seems to be doing well tho
Girls, im feeling lonely and broken inside
I have been living with this dysphoria for so many years
Im already 23 and still fighting
I dont want to be alone anymore
Nobody ever talks to me anymore
I'm surprised you gave that statement any serious thought
penalty: you'll have to hand back your meme credit :)
unless your lifelong friends with someone, no one really knows about another person's life.
and even then, you don't know what's going on in their head
I say you're wrong
there are a lot of confused people out there who really don't know
I've cd on/off since little and I didn't know what I was doing. guys can't be girls right? it's against nature.
>tfw can't pee at uni cuz i get stared at in the mens room but im enrolled as a boy so i cant use the womens
that's the spirit, it's always nice to see someone with some fight in em'
I think I'm going to make counterfeit meme credits
You don't know. You're confused. Confused for years. Life is shit posting and memes but not transitioning when you have the chance. A year, two years, maybe three it doesn't matter take as long as you want. Everyone is female if they say so even if they're men in every other way. You're so right hon.
You would get stared at more if you went to the girls room silly
lmao idek with the number of men i've talked to/dated and the few i knew were well known it's weird to even think about. i know too many people. i just didn't think sam hyde would be the guy that everyone would be like 'YOU DATED WHO????' about
Why would I get stared at? I thought I lived in a super progressive and accepting place
Is it acceptable when you go to the girls room looking like you do and talk like a man?
let's pretend there is a good job that pays a lot, but you know you don't have a chance at it in girl mode b/c there's never been a woman in that position - ever, nevermind a trans woman
what do jormy?
A. take the job in boymode
B. pass on it and stay unemployed
There isn't a problem because Jormy passes in boymode
Bogans are like the biggest bigots you can be, normal people are ok though
If she can do it anyone can!
>tfw this person used to be head of your student council at uni, said they were genderqueer until they got kicked out for invading womens spaces and then decided they were actually a girl all along
Any excuse to stay on neetbux is a good excuse :^) A few places I've been to literally had no women though and I was like "nope dont wanna be here"
Is this better?
>tfw can't hang out with ftm friend because all his new friends are like this
yes but before you do i want you to know that i'm still on hrt and never got off of it, but still consider myself and identify as male.
you can die now. rip.
>talk to old /soc/ crush randomly while seeing another one in the same thread
>guy on /soc/ i used to rate occasionally recognizes me
>"tfw doll senpai still doesn't notice you..."
>mfw he literally gained 50 lbs in muscle and looks hot af
idk why tonight is literally like night of every chan boy edie has ever spoken to
i don't know. i think i was just bored. jade really did piss me off though. :( that day of the "meltdown".
i really like your tower worldbuilding stuff.
talking about my stuff with you was always fun.
i never really would ever wish anything awful on you and i'm sorry for the hurtful things i've said to you specifically while on this tirade.
i would be lying if i said i didn't miss you.
i'd be lying if i said i didn't feel sorry for you when i heard about your crush situation.
if you want to know i think it's because i've been through so much lately...
i've had crushes tell me similar things but worse... they'd outright tell me it was because i was male.
and i think maybe my therapist could be right... that this whole identity crisis could be some sort of safety blanket for my insecurities when it comes to being trans.
i just can't take it anymore you know?\
being trans is one of the hardest things i've had to go through.
i know i'll never pass. so why even think about it as a possibility anymore?
i'm happier now.
so that's nice.
guys want more to do with me now that i'm male...
people seem more interested in me in general.
career opportunities are easier to grab now for sure.
in the long run?
when it comes to ltr shit?
i don't know... i never think too far ahead. ;~;
filter and hide his posts??
he's a fem gay dude or a tranny in denial who even cares anon just filter and move on, fuck
here if you wanna read his posts
she doesn't look terrible, but my understanding is that she was on hormones for a few years before she got FFS, so eh
she was a wrinkly old man, now she''s a wrinkly old woman, i dont think she was ever going to be that attractive
i dont think she was going to ever, and a bunch of other trannies told her that "she's a woman, so she has a woman's voice"
that being said, in one episode they played a video of a girl who had gotten that yeson surgery and said it was "voice training" so i dont know that jenner is all that clever
her face is completely reconstructed and looks so unnatural
I just wonder if she had stayed with her natural face, plus some shaving would seem like better way to go
don't get me wrong, I actually have no beef with jenner
It's not that big of a deal, life is shit so it's nice to have reminders.
Yeah I suspected something like that was going on and I'm going to briefly engage you cause apparently you are still capable of expressing human emotions
I've never thought any less of you cause of the detransition thing you know, in fact I'm really happy for you that you're happier now and hope you can figure something really good out from this
But I'm still mad at you - really mad at you - for what you've done and how you've acted
You know when you went and insulted kit and everyone else, I cried for hours and was actually physically sick?? That was the worst I've felt in a long time and that was your fault, you did that
I don't hate you but it's gonna take a lot of work on your part, not mine, if you want to be my friend again in the future and talk about things again like usual
I'm going to politely ask you to stop posting here for a while, for my sake and your own - posting here achieves nothing for you - and say that you should come back when you want to fix things
That's all I have to say to you, I'm not engaging with you again until you can be civil
Out of all the bull shit I never got why it was so hard to say he. But fuck it. I shouldn't care anymore. Goodnight peps
actually yeah i think this is best. i have those i care about back on skype. this place doesn't have too much for me anymore. i'll talk to erin specifically when she feels it's right. goodbye mtfg.
Hey, I'm a transwoman who's been attempting to frequent this board but is having a hard time actually following all the drama here. Is there anything I should actually know about the other transwomen here that would be good to know (ie general consensus on truscum/passing shit/huns/etc). No trip because I share a name with a trip on here already.
you don't have to trip with your name if you share one with someone else, I know I don't
at least I hope not??
why don't you consider fucking killing yourself instead of wasting time creating responses to a relatively benign post?
i'm not crazy i just think your life is worthless, now get the fuck out of here you worthless sack of european trash genes
the first thing u need to know is that i'm ur new queen
welcome to my kingdom
You would know who I am if I mentioned them
Its a very niche group of people that no-one else would agree with.
I probably could only kill about four including booger but brutally rape and kill one of them and brutalize for my own pleasure
I never will just saying I could
>wants to kill trips
>getting pleasure from it
Uhh, I think you should calm down
good omg gurl i'm so glad i moved!!!!!! my new apartment is amazing!! it's like literally twice the size of my old one for the same price with fully upgraded appliances and washer/dryer in unit and a balcony with a golf course view in a flawless neighborhood!!!!!!!!!
OMG YES WE NEED TO!!!
everything else is great too tho my life is like more fun and stress free than it has been in a long time and i'm like decorating and furnishing my new place gradually and it's so fun!!
Yeah I am that same anon
When you're neet and haven't had a social interaction outside of the internet in over three years you start to let things that shouldn't make you angry get angry
I hate humanity
I hate myself
Theres no cure for my anger.
I just need to not go online at all tomorrow and just play a videogame or something
>tfw you think you look in the mirror but look horrible in your phone's selfie camera
yaaaahhh that would be super fun honestly, and i really haven't been to vegas at all as an adult
redecorating is alot of fun. what colors did you choose???
idk people think im 20 usually so eh
enjoy being 4ever young bby
also i noticed that i got more messages from guys when i looked some up so idk
or maybe the daddies aren't around rn?
it is almost close to the holidays and stuff
for my dining area i have black metal chairs and table base with a glass table top and im going with the same for coffee and end tables. my couch is cream and i have burgundy throw pillows on it rn and i'll add other accents in the whole burgundy/fall color scheme, but all the permanent stuff is neutral so i can change the accents with the seasons. the bedroom is gonna be black and white with like royal purple and then my show and vanity room isgonna be all mirrored furniture with like gray, blush pink, ivory and silver sequin decor <3
i don't really get all in my feelings specifically about being trans but when i feel insecure or upset or whatever i usually listen to something really happy and inspiring like britney spears to remind me of all the things i love in life and motivate me to be creative and like do some makeup or decorate something or like buy new clothes
I can play a couple games. I wanna get some good sleep tonight though since I'm finally off work, so I shouldn't stay up longer than that
although pretty much any song from this album is fair game
it's less for trans feels though than sad/tired/depressed feels in general
>wake up in the middle of the night
>need to pee
>semi morning wood
What the Fuck, this hasn't happened in months. Can my levels suddenly be fucked up with no change in dose? Super paranoid now. Also gross, I actually forgot what that felt like
I started having an easier time getting erections recently too (not full on random boners, but still), but I dunno if that's actually all that weird from what I've gathered from other trans friends.
I kinda want to be a teacher but
>students will know you as the tranny teacher
oh right damn what a joke
i'll probably have to work the day before too but i'm not in sales or anything so i wont have as much to do and will leave early most likely
>then i'll have to go do family shit
>have lewd dream with mtf friend
what is happeningggg
I thought hormones were going to stop this forever
You kinda walked into that one.
Just remember that if you weren't working you would be just another neet tranny feeling miserable. Work elevates you above the usual rabble this general attracts.
How much do you get in the states? One of my friends is doing a PhD on lesbian porn and gets a ton of money from scholarship + tutoring
>tfw sudden debilitating crushing fear over realisticness of transition goals
>don't want to be a gross old man but also afraid of being a gross obviously clockable girl instead of looking good in my youth
and I'm still super miffed about the hair because now I need to get the color out as well
Did you know that kayla is pulling a Norman bates on you?
The weeknd is seriously so good and he's so cute and that's really depressing to think about because all his songs are about fucking some hot cis chick
Fufu how do you do it? You're always moping about having a job but you haven't quit and run away like i do with all my jobs. How? The last time i worked a full day i cried in a bathroom my entire break because i felt dirty and being there made me want to kill myself. Now i spend my days thinking about realistic options for destroying the american economy and erasing all digital print of any currency because I'm simply too weak to live a wageslave job where i know I'll be stuck the rest of my life.
I am positive! I was giving her advice the other day and I did tell her that she was doing well to actually consider getting a job instead of that I'll never work at Walmart bullshit.
>now i spend my days thinking about realistic options for destroying the american economy
Speaking of, do McDonalds in the US have those touchsceen menus you can order from? A lot of the maccas near me have put them in and only have one or two people taking orders
The McDonalds where I live had no one taking orders. I was standing at the counter for 5-10mins waiting for someone to take my order until someone tells me to order from the touchscreen menu.
>when I was drunk with QT chick I asked her how she'd feel if I asked her out on a date
>she said that she'd love it
>I also know this person as a friend
>when we're sobering up, I ask her if she's into me or if that was just the alcohol talking
>she said she really is
do I just ask her out to dinner now
when do I tell her that I have like
I'm 80% sure she'd be cool with the trans thing but still fuck damn I'm nervous
>im the only one who is mature and has a job!!!
>except for ufufu and anna and dollface and melly and booger and circle and rikki and shell and kit and raifu and dva and neens and kuro and frenchie and anon-chan and potc and basically every trip other than edgar
I was talking about kayla, anon and others, especially those that live off their parents.
i don't know that i'm stronger than others, or that i am more responsible, or those kinds of things. for me it's just that there are basically no alternatives to doing this that i think would be better, at least right now. if i were to quit i'd probably have to move in with my mom or dad, putting financial strain on them while i putz around their houses, all the while my little sister is going to need to go to college soon and that requires a degree of money that is not easy for my parents to scrape together, not to mention if i were to move back in with them it would leave my gf high and dry for money for my half of rent.
the other options are equally terrible, to me -- quit and stress out over finding another job (that may never come, at least for a while), quit and do cam work (eugh), quit and mooch off my gf's student loans... i wouldn't relish doing any of those things. there's not much about me that i take pride in, but one thing i do like about myself is my degree of self-respect... that i want to be able to be responsible for my own well-being and my own financial welfare, and not be a burden to others.
>tfw when nipples suddenly look like girl nipples.
Still pretty much flat chested but at least I look like a flat chested girl.
The economy is already dying and its all capitalism's fault. Soon unskilled labor is going to be literally worthless because you can just buy a robot to take orders and put burgers together
>the capitalistic economy is failing
the economy IS capitalism, capitalism can't destroy it
that being said, this is a good thing, we're slowly reaching post-scarcity. Slowly but surely.
do they really hurt when you run into stuff yet?
>tfw girly owws
I thought you meant that you just started, so I misunderstood
maybe just ask your endo about it if it keeps happening instead? if it only happened twice it could just be a coincidence, or just as easily because of stress or something
I'm gonna have to make phone calls in an hour or two
I really feel like just being like "fuck it" and doing it another time
This isn't the place for that, we mostly talk about boys and penises here tbqh.
besides obvious bugs though, how's the game so far?
Pretty good, I actually had a proper sleep last night so I'm feeling a lot better than yesterday. How are you ^^
>allowing people with larger penises into the country
I do not have a problem with this.
>tfw forever unfused
I have a potato for a computer, I just got a ps3 last year (so I couldn't play the game even if I really wanted to), and the only besthesda game I've played is skyrim
I have the plebest of tastes and games
Proper sleep sounds so good, I've had like one night of uninterrupted sleep so far this month, but I'm glad you're rested
I have a date tonight, so nervous but I hope pic is related ; 3;
>Korra thinks I can be a people someday
Iunno how to react
>there is literally nothing fucking wrong with christianity.
WAIT OMG NO
I sound like a slut not being able to sleep because of sex OMG NO
I mean, my new neighbors are Super loud and their dog hasn't gotten used to the neighborhood yet so she barks all night.
i'm embarrassed ;~;
The world is amazing, people shat on the map size but its really dense, and the writing im unsure of, it doesn't feel as good as new vegas but its a whole lot better than 3 was
I didn't even associate those sentences until you said that, desu
Makes me think you're just embarrassed about your insatiable thirst
Omg lucky, I hope your date goes well. ^^
...Although you didn't mention sex until that post. Could it be that you have a case of the lewd disease? I mean it's OK if you do, i do too. I adjusted my e dose a couple of weeks ago and I've literally been unable to stop thinking about sex for the past week ;~;
You're trying way too hard.
The current moral fabric of western society is threadbare and moth-eaten from a century of decadence that had nothing to do with my personal degeneracy
In the words of Ghandi, "I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ."
Theres a couple of minor bugs and some of the side quests jump from shooting a few dumb ghouls to getting shot at by super mutants with mini-nukes, but other than that its pretty good. The crafting system is a lot better (junk items give you materials, you don't have to go chasing down pressure cookers and fusion batteries anymore), the world looks a lot more fleshed out, towns look like actual towns instead of 2 ruined houses and a kennel, the leveling system is a bit weird at first but I think it works better since you don't just dump all your skill points into energy weapons for the first 8 levels, building settlements seems cool but I haven't done that much. Haven't done much of the main story but the sidequests seem good at least. Gunplay is a bit more "modern" now that theres a grenade button and you can melee with your gun, but aside from that its not terribly different. Enemies are a lot more interesting though, animals like mole rats can burrow underground, you can shoot off ghoul's limbs and they'll limp around like zombies, and theres 'legendary' enemies that are tougher and have some special effect, but drop equipment with special effects like charging your crit meter up faster or doing more damage at night.
I think I rambled on a bit there...
I always feel weird because I'm just not into Fallout. Like I know I'll get 4 eventually and play it some but I just don't see why its such a crazy hyped thing. Especially since its very well known that every Bethesda game is nothing but a bug fest at launch.
oh, just not interested or never came across it?
The book is great, the movie is amazing just for the practical effects and set pieces. Rutger Hauer's character and his own take on the script really makes it memorable especially the ending speech, something I will never forget.
>Angry /pol/ /v/irgin gets butt blasted and goes on tirade, b8ing as hard as possible
Whoa, I've never seen something like this before! :^)
That's me, in fact I used to be an escort kek.
I have never interacted with human society in a meaningful way, so if someone poked holes in your precious moral fabric I have no culpability
If you are instead refferring to degenerates like me, I don't even object since the whole situation is already your personal delusion of how a proper human society behaves and if you attribute your own personal insecurities to the life choices of individuals who would opt to never speak to you if given the chance, you have much deeper problems than "the tranny scourge"
Gooooood morning /mtfg/ <3
Cleaning, voice practice, and applications for me today
how are you all this morning/day/evening/night?
I guess a lot of the hype just comes from it both bethesda and fallout being well known, and that its not a series that gets pumped out every year. People are naturally gonna talk about it a lot when it gets announced/released, and bethesda released 4 quickly enough after announcing it that people didn't forget about it while they were waiting
heh spread the love elanna, never stop ; 3;
Oh yes, my date is a friend of a friend, we've hung out a bit before and he was very nice so I just decided to ask him out because I think it might lead to something. Like.. he was asking my friend about me and stuff before, I don't think I could do stuff like OKC, I'm not a badass like Caddy.
but yeah, thanks for caring <3
I'm off to go get ready for the day, bye girls~
Yeah thats true. At the initial announcement I was sure they were going to say 2016. I guess its just a mix of not being able to get into any huge game because of depression and waiting for mods with this one.
It's pretty easy to get into if you're reasonably attractive, just look into signing up to whatever your local escorting websites are.
I wouldn't do it again, too many bad experiences to justify the money.
Damn pol you are trying way too hard.
"7And the pig, though it has a divided hoof, does not chew the cud; it is unclean for you. 8You must not eat their meat or touch their carcasses; they are unclean for you."
Guess I'm going to hell for eating pork
>implying allah doesn't love trannies
we'll stand at the forefront as you watch your "pure" "white" "christian" culture destroyed
lgb does a fine enough job embarrassing itself
>muh feels tell me there's a better treatment out there somewhere and no tranny can work a demanding job, facts be damned!
Dude why are you so angry? Like holy shit just get on with your own life and stop spamming a chinese cartoon imageboard all day. Like don't you have goals, dreams to achieve? Real ones, not 'save the world from der evul homosexuels '.
Spreading lewd isn't inherently bad, it just makes it a bit harder to focus at times. Also I'd forgotten how ridiculously sensitive the hips can be until yesterday night >.>
You're a shit troll but for your education: alcoholism was rampant, anti-depressant abuse was rampant, crime, violent and non, was actually higher than it is today, and the vast majority of the population didn't live that level of life (thankfully the vast majority didn't live in this kind of soulless suburbia, the majority of america living in suburbs wasn't a thing until the 80s)
What about you just shoot yourself like a good little fascist? You care a lot more about people's lives than they care about you to barge in and start shouting at them like a raging retard about how their existence hurts you.
yeah and they'll give you therapy along with hrt if you're actually trans but that offends your feels so you demand all science and medicine bow to your booty-bothered opinions over actual research and evidence
>literal physical observed neurological differences in regions non-plastic past the womb doesn't count as facts cus it UPSETS MUH FEELS
I have never encountered a single doctor that said anything that would support your delusions that all the current science on trans people is wrong and they're just "le mentally ill degenerates XD" like that even has any diagnostic meaning
If white males are so villified, remind me why they're holding a solid majority of most positions of power in the US?
And honestly why should I give a shit about your feels? You're tumblr for beta white males. If you still pushed this bullshit ideology I don't care who you are.
Besides I'm a syndicalist, I truly do not give a shit what the sex or skin color of my boss is.
I'm almost certain this Cartman guy is Sam Hyde.
>I cant fucking cure cancer either but if people began advocating cutting their dicks off to treat it I would oppose that shit too.
This is getting too fucking stupid for me.
How's that art degree working for you, Man?
>I am actually off this board plenty doing shit
Of course you are dude, whatever helps you sleep at night.
"By day I am at university studying complex STEM subjects and maintaining a rich social life, by night I... try to bully trannies on the internet? "
>I cant fucking cure cancer either but if people began advocating cutting their dicks off to treat it I would oppose that shit too.
no, no, please lrn2logic,
an equivalent comparison would be that you don't know the cure for cancer(gender dysphoria) but demand that everyone stop all current treatments(transition) with chemo(hrt) and stuff(surgery) because you just KNOW in your FEELS that it's wrong
>Because we are men who are better qualified than you are, we dont fucking need help, we can carry more and we take dangerous, shitty, but well paying jobs.
Men can. You are not one. Men are outside working, not sat in their mother's basement arguing with people on the internet like some pasty neckbeard.
also the treatment for cancer literally would be cutting your dick off if you had cancer in your dick and it didn't respond to other treatments
sorry if that upsets your sensitive feels cus ur so obsessed with penises(it's ok if ur gay tbqh)
A bit of lewd, just naked cuddles and making out desu. Not quite enough based on how thirsty I've been, but at the same time it was about as much as I was okay with without dysphoria getting in the way.
>succesful women throughout history has shown women can succeed
*succesful women throughout history have shown women can succeed
>if you're skin or genitals
*if your skin or genitals
>because men have begun falling out ever since school has been "adapted"
*because men have begun falling out ever since schools have been "adapted"
please lrn2english if you're gonna try to be the "educated and intelligent" troll
I love the implication that schools were even adapted. Long ass university lectures have always been a thing, the old school systems would be even worse for boys based on the ridiculous implications of the "war on boys" bullshit which seem to build off the impression that every boy is a profound mix of autism and adhd (funny thing: adhd transmits correlates with same-gender parents most of the time).
Best novel I never read. A for effort though.
Honestly naked cuddles are practically the best part anyways even if it doesn't really satisfy that kind of thirst. I hope it was fun though ^^
You know what's going to happen? You're going to get to Canada, and you're going to have qt Montreal boys flocking to you.
pretty shitty which is usually the reason I respond to bait
had to wake up early to take my cat cassie/cassandra to a like vet dentist appointment thing and I've just been doing notsogreat since I got home
How do I practice voice?
How do I get a good voice?
Go outside and use it. Now. Let fear of not passing be your motivation for making your voice better.
At least that's what I did, I sounded like a flamer for a while but shit got good nigga. Real good.