What's your favorite band, /mtfg/?
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- No bully
- No drama
- No country music
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>tfw I can just play fallout 4 while waiting for the hormones to work
Well fine I will do my eyebrows today then, om gonna try a scrub cuz i like being soft, will report back afterwards
If you circle in red the parts to pluck and make lines in yellow where I should trim i will do my best, sorry for rotation idk how to fix that
Xth for I puttort dis toast
so if I get ffs and work on my voice do you think I can pass as a girl?
>getting a negative response from a doctor or psych won't "set you back"
If I tell the doctor that is going to be prescribing me HRT about my concerns then I'm sure he won't actively give me the medication while I'm in a state of uncertainty.
I'm not sure how much power a therapist would have in preventing me from getting onto HRT, probably not much, but like I said anything that isn't private practice has ridiculous waiting lists and it's likely they won't be much help.
>you seem highly concerned with these delays so maybe you are trutrans after all?
I don't like being told what I can and can't do to my body. I've decided I want to get access to HRT then proceed from there with my ultimate decision. Even if I decide I don't want to I still have access to them if I reconsider and I won't have to jump through a bunch of hoops again to get it.
I want to be a girl, but I don't have dysphoria. Which would make a lot of people call me "AGP", but I also will likely get SRS, am exclusively attracted to men, etc etc.
Im in bed already
Use a comb and scissors to shorten the hair, then pkuck them thinner, like half tge thickness you got atm.
Also pluck inbetween and the ends/sides. This will be a lot of work if you have never done it before...
Or Omar Rodriquez Lopez
Or Golgo Bordello?
Or Of Montreal..
Who could possibly answer that question honestly.
I know I've asked this before about inhouse but I can't get a PO box until my voter ID comes in
What type of packaging do hormones from alldaychemist come in the mail in? I need something that won't make my parents suspicious enough to search it.
ask him to hug you until you feel better
>What's your favorite band, /mtfg/?
i dunno, but i mostly like to listen to these kinda stuffs
Power through, go home and play Fallout while sick in bed. ;_; Fuck exams while sick, I hate knowing that I have to go in, even if I have to drag a bucket along to puke in.
Those feels feefs...
Nope, still holding off... Still don't know how much I want.
Thinking of 250cc, but I don't know if maybe it'll end up too much, I don't want to look disproportionate, and I think that'd give me a B cup (which also would like put me on the border to M sized clothes instead of S, I think)
That's a bit much... And she looks pretty old.
If I looked like pic related, I would spend all my days taking selfies and posting them online, there's no better way to spend your time when you're perfect.
So now that actually in class today who wants a name plate like pix related? I already have non bully anons and Abby queued up.
What man could resist something like this? Damn it.
I wanna try out lip fillers some day, but it's so expensive, at least if you're doing it more for fun.
Don't exercise, but need to start in a couple of weeks.... If I can't know how big a butt I can get, it'd be risky with implants.
Obviously not had SRS yet, and don't think I'll go for SRS.
really? but why? who wouldn't want boobs ._.
I would say straight guys, but I know I'm wrong on that, so boobs are kind of a bad example. I don't know of many cisgendered males who would want:
- Loss of muscle tone
- Fat redistribution
- Emotional effects (unspecified)
- Softer skin
- Female libido
Like, HRT does so much more than just give you boobs, and most of those effects are pretty undesirable if you identify as a man.
>wake up late af at 430
>go check the mail
>i got a letter from Space Rainbow
i would have just emailed her about dis but i wanna reply to tons of stuff in the letter but i wanted to announce it cause the letter is cool af and awesome and all of you should be vry jealous of me for having a new awesome penpal so ya!!!!
If they were powerful enough, they totally would. Light has no mass but it has momentum. Damn that's a powerful laser.
Then it's the most powerful handheld pew pew toy ever. I want one. ;_;
Tonight's lab is measuring the conductivity of ionic solutions
Hours of homework needed to be done yesterday, I'm still having nightmares, and as usual, nothing is alright
Happy Tuesday, Empty Effigy
I hope you're as miserable as I am
maybe it's a ballistic micronised flak charge energised with intra-reflecting laser
Self-medding seems a little futile since I'll likely be able to get on HRT in the next month and a half. I would need to come out to my mother and explain to her why I'm self-medicating and all that jazz as well since I don't have a credit card or any of my own money.
I want those things because I want to be able to pass as a girl, not being not having those things gives me crippling anxiety and depression.
>body vibrates violently while going into cover
bethesdas fine work as always
Trying to do a wing with my eyeliner, I feel like a retard with a crayon.
A little bit, but after taking any significant amount of physics or chemistry you learn to be very underwhelmed by huge numbers ;_;
Again, if you actually -want- those things, that's probably a sign that you're not exactly cis. Wanting to be seen as a girl is also not generally something that cispeople want.
Fuck I butchered that sentence.
I want those things because I want to be able to pass as a girl, not because not having those things gives me crippling anxiety and depression.
Yes I know the whole "if you want to transition you're probably not cis" spiel. But I feel it doesn't really apply to someone who's been exposed to trans gender people from a young age through 4chan (been using 4chan since I was 13, am 18 now).
I have specifically spoken to a cis person about this
People without gender dysphoria do not conceptualize their gender as separate from their sex
They don't think "I'd like to be seen as a [sex they aren't]"
Just a thought
>No hung tf to be your big spoon and make hot dog jokes while you lay together
i distinctly recall it being explained like this in an extended universe book, and i resent the implication that either franchise is entirely shit
you really need to talk to a professional about this desu
too late, HRT made me not want to kill myself anymore :^)
tell me your favourite band and we'll have a song-off
There's more hormones that you can feed a body than estrogen. There's a hell of a lot of internal chemistry you can fuck about with if you don't mind grey market drugs. Steroids, nootropics, stims, hallucinogens. There's so many options for modding the human body without even dipping into surgeries or piercings.
she goes on mtfg, so i'm not saying exactly why.
anyway, she's been physically and emotionally abusive for a while, so i know mentally that i should be okay with her going away.
but i'm going to be so lonely.
i would if there was a painless way to do it
that a guy with no car and little cash could afford
i work third shift and live with my father, i suffered abuse, neglect, and abandonment
you heard of baggage? im a fucking luggage cart at a 5 star hotel
i want to die every moment im not absorbed into something. but im scared of ceasing existence, i have one life to live and i should try and carve out the best i can. but i don't
im scared and shy, i work third shift and have very little contact with people outside of work
if you would do me the favor i welcome, no i beg you to do so
make it not hurt to wake up every day
make it so i can finally stop feeling
>i distinctly recall it being explained like this in an extended universe book
Not canon at this point so irrelevant.
Also while not "entirely shit" bexy, it's time to move on and branch into something other than Pokemon and movies for kids and manchildren.
You ever heard of WIFE?
>implying i post in those
i stick to the rate me threads familia. everyone who posts in the trap threads these days is ugly af or a cd
Damn, not me then, try Kayla!
But seriously, you don't need her. If she's abusive and it's hurting you then you have to move on, she obviously needs help that's beyond you. You'll find new friends anon, you'll be ok.
Two programmers eh?
I wanna be a botanist!
I can do that, I would never be mean to some one else.
Unless they pissed me off.
That's fucking bs transphobic shit right there. I am glad I haven't flown on a plane in years.
I'm not doing it to be a whore, either.
>How can you have this awful of an opinion
Star Wars is shit now that everything is non-canon and Disney killed it, I will give you that.
Is it any good? I heard they took out skills but kept stats. Bethesda just keeps casualing up its games hard.
Im full time as fuck.
nope, that was pretty alright, not my style though
i see your wife :^) and raise you one of my favourite don cabs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1S6E7XeZqaE
She is, but there is also a person behind the meme.
Well, anon, from the information you've given I can't really say. But if she's abusive then there is obviously some serious shit going on there - if you really think you're capable of dealing with it, then do, but I doubt you are - that's not because I doubt your skills as a person and friend, but just because it sounds pretty intense, like she needs to come to terms with her own issues. But like I said, I don't know, only you can make a judgement.
Makin progress senpai
a very vintage looking typed with a typewritter letter!! it's super cool it's the best
I LOVED IT i'm like all excited to write you back. it's going to be handwritten tho cause i'm not as fancy as you. also what kind did you do? olive oil and honey scrub is best
i post like one or two pictures of my face every couple of months checking to see how the one or two people i know there are doing, at most. because those threads are shit now lmfao. not to mention wtf are you doing in those threads? i'm sorry if i offended you since you're prob one of the ugly girls or crossdressers
i guess i just can't survive without a friend to whom i can tell absolutely everything and who can communicate with me and understand me on the level she did.
she might not be unique, but after months of looking for friends?
maybe i'll get over it, but she sure feels like it right now.
>a person behind the meme
is she a good person
By that logic someone having a drinking problem is modding. All of those are part of everyday existence and do not constitute modding in any meaningful manner. I would also like to add that the only lasting effects, once you get off of them, are negative.
Anon, you will find someone, trust me, don't get sucked into going back there if she's going to be abusive to you - I think that negates any pluses your relationship has.
Uhhh, I won't say she's bad, but she's definitely difficult. Maybe not. To quote what some people said earlier, she's a sheltered soul.
>not even posting stevonnie
come ON anon
i might be on the verge of getting evicted thanks to taking her in because it violates my lease, and i'm stroking the part of my neck where she scratched me after punching me in the face.
isn't the visual metaphor perfect? i stuck my neck out for her and got it ripped up.
and i can see a trend when i observe it. every time i meet someone who i think loves me in any way, it hurts me
you know, i dated a girl from mtfg once. she wanted to move in with me once.
now she wants to forget about it, and it's why i don't have a trip. she refuses to speak with me because remembering me makes her sick. not in the longing way: being with me was just so disgusting to her that she never wants to think of me ever again. we didn't date: to her it was just sex. sex with a man she wasn't attracted to.
a m a n
im sorry for venting, kind anon. there's just a reason i feel like no one will ever love me.
is she a bullytrip
will she bully me if i say hi
i just find a lot of poppier music too boring because it's too easy to see where they're going instrumentally, lyrically, and musically
>tfw nintendo didn't kickstart their 2015 E3 with F-Zero Ultra-X, Earthbound + Mother 3 HD, and Paper Mario U, and none of these games will ever exist
made by one of the few good furry artists out there
What is it you want to do with your life, if it isn't to find a man to be your husband, and provide for you?
I don't get it.
i want to look like a woman
i dont want to look like a man
i want people to see me for how i feel mentally, not how i was born
fall in love with another male or tranny, and be the little spoon the world doesn't want me to be
I'll summarize the stages of trans acceptance that I went through, given GD isn't always entirely obvious until you know what it actually is.
>I really wish I were a girl
>Oh, being trans is a thing, I don't know if I'm that though.
>I want to be perceived as a girl, that would be nice, it bothers me that I'm perceived as a male
>I kinda want to take hormones, I'm definitely not trans though
>I'm taking hormones, I'm totally not trans though
>Huh, I feel a lot better now than I have in a very very long time, my depression and anxiety is going away
>Well shit, I think I may be trans
You'll get there eventually
I'm skinnier with the same size rib cage, better legs, and nicer boobs then my gf, she has better hair, a cuter face, and the girliest little feet, we both have the same issues with the others good points
I'm literally crying right now
oh yeah you are so right.
I usually shop at the Target by my house and there are really pretty people there but when I feel really dysphoric and want a pick me up I shop at the Walmart across town.
Man, some of those women really make you feel good about yourself.
Perhaps part of the problem is that they're from mtfg, not to be rude but it's hardly the stablest bunch of people... with or without trans issues. You're not the only girl here who has had problems with relations from people here, but don't let that mean you'll never find someone who is stable and who can appreciate you for you!
I've felt similar. I know what it is to be betrayed and left to suffer by someone who I loved and who I thought was perfect for me, someone who would always understand me and then - of course - when it comes down to being trans they just left me to suffer. So if I can help, feel free to vent.
And Kayla? She probably won't bully you. She's just....not well adjusted. She's a lot better than what she was. A lot. But if you try give her advice about something she can be very stubborn and refuse to listen to reason for long periods of time - even if what you'#re telling her is the most logical explanation.
>not just wanting to be the female version of who you already are
i wanna make a living as an artist.
i currently work as an art director for low budget films and music videos. its such an underappreciated and misunderstood position.
my dream would be to have my own tv show one day. a cartoon on adult swim, or a sitcom on an online network
that and become the qt girl of course, while snuggling in bed with my qt girl lover. sorry im a dirty transbean
currently Houndmouth. it changes all the time
Wouldn't that kind of defeat the point of girlfriending her though? I mean, at that point, it seems like you'd just take her because she makes you feel good about yourself.
With a man, he can get to be attractive, without challenging your own femininity and looks.
>mfw i decided I'm not trans
>mfw my skype group is disappointed
>mfw not even LGBT now
guys guys a nurse wrote me my gofundme pitch for me!
it was so good that i got fully funded the moment she wrote it~
Look, I'm not a fan of /v/'s "we hate everything" mindset, but actually pumping non combat skills asap was usually the main priority in the older fallouts (except maybe 3, never played it). Lockpick, Medicine, Science, Stealth and Survival were all pretty good options for a bunch of shit throughout the series and were often needed to actually get the better endings.
>my father logged in to my school account and read emails to professors about how i had been missing classes
>dont know if he read the one about how i tried to off myself that i wrote to the one
Just fuck my shit up, I feel so violated right now. Just kinda sitting around watimg to get chewed out for being a failure/told im a freak when he gets back
>tfw the female version of yourself is just as much of a loser as the male version of yourself.
thank you!!! very nice of you to say
hollywood is a fucked up place friends. they told me people were fake over here, but i had no idea. appreciate the people who are close to you. the people who love you for you. there is nothing more important in this world than genuine love and kindness.
butts are nice too
it wasn't entirely that i was trans. she mentioned it while she was severing ties with me (she was being nice so i wouldn't track her down and kill her or something, i guess). maybe we went too fast or maybe i'm just that repulsive once the oxytocin high wears off.
idk. i have no idea where to begin looking. i don't even necessarily want sex, i just want someone who can be there for me and will hug me when im sad. lgbt groups in this city are pathetic. the furry meetups are repulsive. everyone's super old or a normie. it's unbearable. i want to move to portland.
sry if i came off hostile, everyone has just been askin me stuff lately about him lol. he wasn't obnoxious though? just sort of weird. we played katamari games together and went out and got like paninis and did random things together. once he went grocery shopping with me which was sort of weird lmao
otherwise he was really fairly nice. he didn't treat me like shit or w/e and everything we did sexually was like ..... well he DID do the just the tip thing to me and i was naive as to what that was at that age, but otherwiseee it was all consensual. apparently he raped some girl tho s0
i could write u letters too!!
i want to make tons of money being a pretty internet hoe and possibly do burlesque/stripping, get tits/ffs/bbl, and then make myself into a brand so i can branch out into other hobbies of mine and make more money. prob go back to school for a fallback as well. idk and find a man who is perfect for me and will support me etc and grow old with me. also i want to start a non-profit to help my trans sisters. fuck ftm's like i love them but mtf's have it way worse right now and need the resources more.
idk, like i want to date a guy who has money and a nice dick and who is hot and who i love but i don't want him to take care of me? i just don't fuck with scrubs anymore and i need a man who is hot and confident in himself and understands why i do what i do and who is on my level with everything.
What other issues were there? I mean, don't take all the blame on you, there could have been things that she needed for herself. But either way, don't feel like you're repulsive. If you can, then see about moving somewhere new, getting a fresh start and trying new things. It'll be hard now, but don't let it get you down in the long run, it will all get better, I promise.
I still live at home, yeah. I almost want them to tell me to leave, maybe i will wake up to the fact that i need to get my life going and stop taking the opportunity to do nothing and be nobody. I wish my life was like a story, because even in a story that ends badly at least there's a challenge. As it is im just a sack of organs full of dreams and hopes and ideas and (if the people who were close to me are to be believed) lots of potential on one hand, and crushing, soul-consuming apathy on the other. Everything feels so meaningless and I am constanly wondering, "is this it?"
hah well i mean that'd be cool, but i dont quite know you, so i'd feel really uncomfortable giving you my irl name and address!
writing letters is fun though isn't it?!
i wrote anne a letter once but she didn't write me back lmao
but you can contact me via my skype!! it's sailoressmercury
text me ur address bby we can write each other letters back and forth
>well he DID do the just the tip thing to me and i was naive
wait what that mean?
i heard some men talking about that but i didn't get it
i really need to update this its so old now
>hollywood is a fucked up place
oh yeah, I lived in WeHo like 8 years ago trying to make it as a screenwriter/actor. Did some low-budget stuff and worked on a certain sitcom the normies love and 4chan hates.
I had to get the fuck out, it was too much for me and I was making more money bartending. I met a bunch of people in the youtube scene though, and some are still friends so it was worth.
butts are definitely
>tfw you really don't care if you're a loser, at least you're a gril now
>tfw sorta happy with life
So is the chick that makes awkwardzombie a chick or a transdude because she's drawing herself like a guy even more than she was before
oh, she felt that i was engaging in predatory behaviour by meeting her while she was depressed and about to kill herself, i guess.
i am one of the few people alive who's saved someone's life by fucking them lmao fucking kill me
i'm definitely transferring colleges out of state anyway, so i guess a change of scenery might be good for me.
uhh well i have a gmail too its email@example.com i think i just have to remember the password
but it's nice of you to send letters! what made you want to do that?
most people think letter writing is dumb, but i've always had to send hand written thank you cards, so it's not that unusual to me
thats fucked up, sorry that happened. there are so many shitty people out there
im curious though, am i weird for actually kinda liking some down n dirty manly activities while being mtf? i completely loathe any form of heavy lifting, but i kinda like building with wood and tools, and i like being able to change a tire if i have to.
Step one would to be not calling them trannies
Step two would be to not make it seem like transpeople are only options for "broken" people
Step three would be to check online dating sites
he has a biggg dick too tbqh lol like thick 8"
kind of but i mostly just went out with this boy and we drank and watched halloween movies together and went to barcade etc
IK i never knew people would care about him lmao
OK I WILL RN
also just the tip is like ... like we were fooling around hardcore and he was like ok lemme just put the tip in tho... and i was like HM WELL IDK WHAT WOULD YOU GET OUT OF THAT THO but i let him and then we were full on fucking for like 20 seconds lmao. i was like nONO OUT OF ME
stop watching tranny porn, stop fapping to futa, and get a hobby you fucking degenerate
Non-combat skills in the first two (aside from speech) didn't need to be pumped up since it was all rng, and the perk system is basically the same as 3 and NV except instead of needing 20 more points in lock picking to open harder locks you need the next level perk
desu anon, that sounds more like her own issues... like she's having trouble just understanding what's going on in her life and sorting out her own depression. Don't let it get you down, let her sort out her shit and you get that transfer, it'll be good for you.
I still enjoy building like I did before I realized I was trans
cars are fun to mess with
don't let your gender dictate your activities (unless it's heavy lifting that'll make you huge)
Hell, I've found that two things I enjoy (climbing and working out) actually have made me look better because it made my legs bigger.
I did manage to trick them - sort of, i.e. I only changed some things and kept others in old name... but I think they would need you to be out to your work idk but your best bet is to start your own self medding and then just keep going with them in parallel tbph
that sounds fun. I took the Roma family that adopted me out to see a parade. It was cute.
it is, because they'll make you wait until you've satisfied their psych stuff. CHX doesn't necessarily require RLE anymore but if you self med for a certain time they are obliged to help you do it properly. Because clinics are trusts and with no central governance beyond vague NHS guidelines, each does things their own way. Each therapist and doctor does things their own way. And every trans person will do things their own way. CHX is one of the best NHS clinics in the country.
However, rule of thumb is the NHS basic guidelines are shit. Hope you get Dr Lorimer as your psych because I've heard good things about him. Self medding can't hurt as it often speeds up the process. They honestly expect it these days. 50% of ftms self med T, way more dangerous and difficult to get hold of. The number for mtfs is bound to be more. They won't bat an eyelid, but they may sigh disapprovingly.
Whats the wait for your appointment?
do you really want us anon
we're all pretty unstable and/or bitchy you might be biting off more than you can chew here
i mean i'm all for people loving difficult people since i think people are really shitty about that if you're looking for a qt trap waifu you might be disappointed anon
oooh i used to love climbing. before i dropped out of college i used to go to their free gym every day cause they had giant beautiful rock-climbing tower. got really good at it. i miss that.
gurl im good i moved to vegas and my new apartment is huge and has fully upgraded appliances and laundry in unit etc, and i get an entire vanity and show room :D i didnt do shit for halloween tho i just wore bunny ears on cb and clocked coins
I was a boy scout, I have the skills to support myself and im hardy as shit (that sounds corny but I can legit live innawoods if it comes down to it) physically and mentally. If i went to the city honestly the only thing i can think of that could support me would be selling drugs, i have the connections for it but I really sont want to do that
For now i just want to get this stupid software engineering cert, im so close- only a semester awy, but i might fail every class, and if i fail one i have to stick around for a while longer to finish it out
I think that anything can be art if the person who created it wants it to be, and communication can be done artistically too- the choice and arrangement of words, the choice of materials and construction of the letter, all is an opportunity to create something meaningful. Letters are nice because they satisfy my impulse to create, but have a human element too- theyre pointless unless you share them with someone, which I really like
probably over a year. I have a letter from a mental health specialist deeming me stable and she's even written suggesting I get fasttracked because I'm rational and completely sane in my decisions
I think it's an interesting topic...
What is it you want in your life, and what do you think you'll live for?
I really can't figure out what other than a nice apartment, clothes, and having a bf... Beyond that I have no clue, and I have no idea what I'll live for past 30.
Hi eryone wants up
I didn't have id so I had to come home from my nigt out when they went to a club ;~; I had a bit to drij k thoug so i am mzybe a bit tipsu right noew
I did not touch the hot boys dick but I did stare at his partially unconcealed chest
>trans girl likes TMV
It's like pizza for us excpet it s music
i wanna marry my current boyfriend in a light blush pink dress in front of sleeping beauty's castle at disneyland and buy a house and use my camgirl following and money to start a youtube beauty channel and eventually make money that way as well as doing freelance makeup on the side... also i want to get my browbone done and my titties and focus on preserving the youthfulness of my skin so i an age like elvira tbqh
>tfw been testing this entire time
Damn I really wanna get to those name plates desu
>I want to move to Seattle, get my own apartment, get a job, save up money, get electrolysis, get a lip lift and lip injections, go full time when ready, start dating and having friends
If you can get away from mommy
>first endo appointment tomorrow
>don't have anyone to go with me
i guess it's a pretty stupid thing to be sad about but ;~;
>have no idea what I'll live for past 30.
haha... good one
>walking to the store
>three highschool guys end up walking behind me
>they kept pace not even five feet apart from me
who does that? It was so awkwarddd
Hooooooly shit that's scary. Did they say anything? Are you on hrt and presenting female?
That's it, I officially hate muslims. How to I help preserve the white race?
>What is it you want in your life, and what do you think you'll live for?
I want to enlist in the army or get a career in concept art somehow. Besides that I want to get my own apartment and own a motorcycle.
Also I absolutely need SRS to nuke the final bits of dysphoria I have left.
they were just talking about their personal lives and stuff so I thought they were ignoring me?
it made me walk awkwardly though, because they were just RIGHT THERE and it made me perfectly aware of it
>tfw everyone's playing fallout and nobody will buy this game
like i said before,
>i want to make tons of money being a pretty internet hoe and possibly do burlesque/stripping, get tits/ffs/bbl, and then make myself into a brand so i can branch out into other hobbies of mine and make more money. prob go back to school for a fallback as well. idk and find a man who is perfect for me and will support me etc and grow old with me. also i want to start a non-profit to help my trans sisters. fuck ftm's like i love them but mtf's have it way worse right now and need the resources more.
>idk, like i want to date a guy who has money and a nice dick and who is hot and who i love but i don't want him to take care of me? i just don't fuck with scrubs anymore and i need a man who is hot and confident in himself and understands why i do what i do and who is on my level with everything.
nothing crazy idk
oh, going alone wasn't a big deal, I didn't even think of it. I probably preferred it because then I could be myself, whereas if someone went with me I might feel awkward feeling feminine. Basically anytime someone's near me I feel terrible and disgusting for not trying to be manly.
I'm having stomach cramps, is this what it feels like to be a girl?
why? i'm not all that great!
3$ a minute familia
i don't leave my house enough to be murdered desu and if the statistic is sex work i've been doing it since before this board even existed so idk what to tell you. i'm not gorgeous or anything but there's something about me (hell if i know what it is) that people like about me and attracts men that has nothing to do with the fact that i'm trans. if i got plastic surged tf up i would be able to abuse my looks and personality and create something from it.
>tfw Elanna will never read you a bedtime story while stroking your hair
I'm still holding out for my true love.
do y'all ever get like really creative with ramen? i just mixed the oriental flavor and the chili flavor together but strained out like 99% of the water and just left a tiny bit, added some oil and a tiny bit of sugar, the seasoning packets and some chopped serrano peppers and green onions and made it into like a sticky sauce like chow mein instead of a broth lmao