>tfw you hear the happiness in your moms voice when you tell her you're detransitioning over the phone
It's tragic to me knowing how many people will make the same mistake you did. It's going to be a weird tike over the next decade or so seeing how many people will go too deep down the rabbit hole before they realize what they've done
>tfw when had hot male body
>dont miss being hotter than 80-90% of guys
>still manlet enough (5'8") and feminine enough looking to transition correctly
Feels good to know i wasnt just a depressed fat neck beard or a tall lanky hunky faggot
I kept it up for 5 years, seeing a therapist 3 years in. And even there seeking help I lied about my mixed feelings to continue to transition. 3 years in I also got a real doctor for informed consent hrt
>3 years in
I can imagine you'd be very uneasy about cutting your losses three years in. I'm saying people need to go to a therapist before they do anything and they need to be honest
Also I've never heard of a completely successful transition for at least five years detransitioning. You sure you're making the right decision?
The majority of trans cases is like the insane hysteria of bogus reports of satanic cults/parents abuse in the late 80's and the massive quantity of ADD diagnostics in the 90's.
There's true trans people out there, the same way there are people being abused by their parents and people with ADD but most are just being misled.
It will not be tragic, it'll be hilarious.
Sorry to hear that. The whole point of therapy is not to lie. Transition isn't fun. It's not suppsosed to be some exciting adventure.
Transition sucks. It's hard work and if you aren't being faithful about your feelings, you're pretty much only fucking yourself over.
There are tons of people who can get by fine alleving symptoms of gender dysphoria without having to transition. You only have to go as far as you have to. For me, it's been living fulltime as a non-op. Surgery has never really appealed to me and I don't have dysphoria feelings anymore.
You goofed m8.
It's always depressing seeing pretty/notmal Mtf detrans.
I stalked a YT account for a while of someone who passed flawlessly and decided to detrans.
They went from sad pre E to happy for a year or two and slowly sadder and sadder and then stopped posting videos and updates.
I then found them on FB and they look miserable in every single picture.
Fake half smile and dead in the eyes. Facial hair and grooming looked impeccable. Still very pretty even with the T.
It's a shame. I felt really bad for them. Like I cried for them.
I've had my fair share of detrans thoughts but only because I'm afraid of being a freak forever and ever and ever.
>inb5 u R
Hahaha hahaha I know!
It's a little scary desu. Seeing that manifacation. Really nipped my detrans stuff in the bud.
Idk. Think it all over anon. You might like it better as a boy. If you do go for it.
I support whatever makes you happy. Just think about it all first.
Love and Light!
You made the right choice detransitioning. What they won't tell you often is that the drugs and surgerys don't fix what is in your head and how you feel. The suicide and depression rate of post trans individuals is still very high compared to the populace. The only way to survive post trans is to maintain a delusional state of mind, a blissful ignorance.
Aww honey calm down there it's all going to be okay. Just let me get sum dat tang namsayin where u at bb
That would be the worst of it all. If I for some reason woke up 5 years from now wanting to be a boy again I'd rather shoot myself then give my mother that smug satisfaction.