>>25355755 Oh I fucking hate that. Especially when you have something on your mind. It's like your brain is going "Oh you wanted to sleep? Too bad you little shit, 'cause we're gonna be up aaaaaaaall night!"
>>25355965 Aw Anon that sucks. I'm sorry to hear that. And I'm not going to give you the whole "Oh you can do anything with your life of you try hard enough." I knew that's the last thing I wanted to hear, during a point in my life where it seemed my future was decided by the bullshit hands of fate.
I'm sorry your life is shitty right now Anon. Would a pony pic cheer you up?
>>25355735 My dick is finally healed after a horrible injury I got a job working for /v/ideo games not Gayme Stop all in one day I also bought the CMC Funko set and talked to the girl at the cash register about mlp fim she started the conversation
>>25356202 Are you at that stage where you're crazy tired. Like, tired and crazy? Because if you are, you should be drawing stuff, or writing stories. Crazy motivation comes to me when I'm crazy tired.
>>25356284 What else to say? I almost fapped to Diamond Tiara, but my dick is very sensitive right now >>25356302 She told me I should get Spike too, I gave a ice cold dagger glare and reeeeee'd internally I just laughed afterward... after I snapped out of my autism
Then she said >Are you into My Little Pony? Uhhh... >It's oka- It's grown on me... haha >Have you watched Equestria Girls? I have, and I was reminded of it when I seen that hoodie is that a band or something? pic related
>>25356859 Anon... It's okay if you don't want to talk about it. I'm not going to pretend to know what you're going through. I've always had a meal and a bed waiting for me every night. I've had it better than most, and I'm grateful for that.
I just hope you don't lose hope. There is always someone willing to help you. I believe no matter how dark life gets, there's always someone there to light a candle, and help you find your way. Even if you lose your house. Even if you lose your doge. Stay strong, and never let go.
So I've been holding this in with no one to talk to about it, and I figured why not spill the beans to a bunch of random strangers. I have a gf >inb4 ree normie get out We've been together for 5 months. She has a lot of problems. None of them her fault, though. She has an abusive mother and father. Both of them have forced sex on her one way or another, not to mention any man in her life has sexually assaulted her in some way. She had a tumor in her heart when we first met and got it surgically removed. She can't do anything physical without fucking her heart up. One time, I snuck over her house to cuddle and when I left she had a panic attack. This night, among many others, was spent on skype nearly yelling at her to breathe. At one point, I was so conflicted with what I was doing. Should I keep her here even though she's going through the most excruciating thing possible? Or should I let her die? Her life has been in my hands more than I'd like to count. Each day I go through everything with her. We have no space. I don't care about the lack of privacy. I want to take care of her. What bothers me immensely is that I can't take care of her. I have to hide my age from her parents. She's 16 and I'm 19. So I have to wait till she's legal to get her out of her parents' grip. To top it off, there's no real guarantee she'll make it till then.
>>25357137 I'm clean.I was always a neat freak before being homeless. That's why I bought a 24 hour fitness membership so I could shower and use the restroom. No other family. I really hate life and wish I had the money to rent out a room or actually own a house again.
>>25357084 I'm a terrible person, so maybe I'm not the best one to take advice from, but here does nothing.
First things first, she needs to get out of her home. Call child protective services and see what they can do about that. You are old enough, you may be able to apply for temporary custody. Getting her out of the abusive situation is the number one priority.
Second, you need to evaluate whether or not you want to spend a lot of time thinking on your relationship with her. You don't owe her anything, so if you are not getting anything of worth out of your relationship it is perfectly reasonable to end it. However, tying back to point one, removing her from her terrible situation will go a long way in stabilizing her life and allowing her to take control of her life. Once that happens, you can begin to have a real relationship. It won't be easy, and it won't be quick, but it can be done.
Do you have parents, family, anyone who could help you support her?
>>25357154 Thanks man. Really I just needed to get that off my chest. I know that she's closest I'll ever come to finding one who will except my autism >>25357214 >>25357313 We've had a LOT of arguments over that. When I first learned the news I immediately responded with, "Well if it's that fucking bad get out." She's lived her whole life with this. So when I came in raising hell about it she didn't really understand. She knew that it wasn't healthy, sure, but she thought of it as something she should just deal with. Something she'd get over. Literally, it took till very recently to get her to realize that no one who loves you does shit like that, but she doesn't want to do the orphan bit because she knows that nobody will want a soon to be 17 year old who could die at any given moment. And she's afraid she'll end up somewhere worse. As for me doing custody, I'm in the military, and I have no idea the grammification I'll have for that sort of thing. I'm about to be moved in with some random ass people i found on Craigslist. And I barely make $400 a month. So I don't think I'd be fit for any sort of custodial rights. I have no family who'd be willing to help, nor any friends.
>>25357564 Have you considered going active? You would make a lot more money and you would get additional money for housing and food since you would have a dependent. Hell, you could probably also file for non-deployable status due to being the sole caretaker for a minor. I'm active right now and being a trashy lower enlisted E4 living in a below average area (Fort Gordon) and BAH with dependents for me would be $1086 a month and BAS something like $450. Tack on basic pat of ~$2000 and you're looking at $3600 a month to take care of the two of you, and she would be covered by Tricare so she would get health insurance coverage too, which would be really important for her condition. I would recommend going to your JAG and talking with them about adoption possibilities, and talking with your supervisor about possible going active.
>>25358718 Well that's good. I mean, not to dismiss your problems by putting a silver lining on them, but you have more than most. You're clean, have access to facilities, are employed. That's a big step up.
Look Anon, I have to get to sleep, but I wanted to tell you I believe in you. You have it in you, and even if you hate your life, you're still living it better than some of my friends, and that's saying a lot. I'd like to help you, but I wouldn't know how. However, if you reached out on this board, I'm sure someone could help you more than I ever could. Just... Just ask. Don't give up. Don't ever give up.
>>25357665 I haven't received any of them yet. Soon as I got our of osut my unit decided to disperse. There too busy with closing up to handle my shit. So I won't be seeing benefits till January. >>25357712 Yes. I have, but by the time I finish AIT, come back, and figure out how to adopt she'll already be done with school. That's really the only thing she's waiting on right now anyway. She only has one more school year after this so. And, as I've said, she doesn't want to piss off her parents by doing any of that. I know it's dumb as fuck, but damn I can't argue about much of anything. I push it too far she's liable to break down and have a heart attack.
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