Guys... im trying to find a reason to live and it's so fucking hard...
Suicide is easy, life is hard.
Why is it so hard to kill ourselves? Why cant i do it?
im on 5th floor
i cant survive this... it's just.. .everytime i try to do it
like this time, when im drunk as fuck, theres alwasts something that i think of, and i fukcing cant do it. ffs i want to do it. Life is fucking horrible
What is there to tell... my friend...
i was born in poland. My parents do not love each other, so i dont know much about love, i never had a real gf. Every crush a had didnt want me, not because im ugly or something, im fine, but every girl i could have didnt satisfly me. And you know what? fuck it. fuck love, fuck sex, i just... im not happy anymore.
i cant find happyness, nothing makes me happy anymore.
I smoke weed sometimes just to relax, but after it end it doesnt help. I just feel empty. nothing makes me feel alive anymore.
Life is fucking shit.
Stop smoking weed, it's a depressant and will only make your problem worse.
Try get addicted to cigarettes and after a while you will feel better.
Nicotine is natures best cure of depression my friend, well that and crystal meth.
Possibly, it's unconfirmed.
The thing is, im already addicted to cigarretes.
They do not give me any satisfaction. I just smoke them bacause i have to. dont even know why.
The worst thing is that there's no one in my irl, to persuade me to not jump. This is fucking shit.
I thought i have friends, but now i think that no one really gives a shit about me.
Dude, there are people out there with problems wrose than loneliness and shitty parents. There are people out there with no parents or a roof over thier heads .Be happy with you got
I don't know bro...
There're a lot of things. I fear for my mother, i don't want her to feel the pain she'll feel. I fear for myself, we don't even know what happens after death. This is so fucking sad. I just... i think i just don't want to feel anything.
Man... It's not about loneliness and shitty parents.
I love my parents, they're awseome.
It's about not having reason to live. I just dont see it.
Oh tried various stuff trust me, bro.
>Parents are alive and probably love you
you selfish piece of shit, if you are not going to live for your own happiness at least do it for her, you will only hurt those who love you
>Oh tried various stuff trust me, bro.
I guess I now know why you're so fucked up now then.
Your complaints are petty, there's millions of people like you so why do you think you're a special snowfake?
For that matter you just stated a reason to live, your dam parents.
So get your mind out of the gutter and get searching for stuff to alleviate your constant boredom.
Coming here isn't really the stimulation you want.
>It's about not having reason to live. I just dont see it.
We all feel like that from time to time. Think of it like this, no matter what you choose you will die in the end. If just hold on a little longer maybe you'll find some happiness before it ends. As for finding a reason, that's something the human race has been searching for since it's inception. In the end it's up to you.
>Start eating better
>Spend less time jerking off
>Go to a gym a few times a week to lift
>Make a point of going out and talking to people
>Focus on the good things, not the bad
>Try to reconnect with your friends, odds are they don't have a beef with you
>STOP FUCKING SMOKING
Literally any of these things can and will help you dig yourself out of your hole
I know your pain, I was in a position like you until ponies shocked my system into trying new things
We did it boys, I wasn't even trying to help
Nah, guy will probably neck himself because we kinda got fed up with him pretty quick.
This isn't a hugbox,
>i think i just don't want to feel anything
Do something to get yourself committed. Antipsychotics sound like exactly what you're looking for.
Personally, I recommend cannibalism. Go eat someone.
"This is of what heroes are made"
From my own experiences, I find myself a lot happier when I focus on more productive things than masterbaiting
When I desperately feel like fapping by hand, I meditate, read, or exercise a bit
It also helps to keep you away from death grip
>im on 5th floor
>i cant survive this...
You would be fucking impressed how much trauma human body can take before death.
Other times you can die by tripping on a flat ground and banging your head on it just right....
It all comes to chance, basically.
Did you know the second a suicidal person jumps the first thing that goes through their mind is regrets on what they just did.
Assuming you're not just edgy and actually suicidal, take a look at the big picture before you do something you regret.
Find a reason to live, queer. It is my life's dream to fly. I've wanted to do it ever since I was a kid. Now is the perfect time, too, forced retirement is 65 and all the airlines need new pilots. I found the perfect place and the perfect program. The banks have all turned me down for a loan. Even with a cosigner. Now I get to work a shitty dead-end job and ear all my certs and get all my hours over the course of 5-10 years, instead of 3. I ain't even mad. A little disappointed, but that's all. Because I've got a goal to work toward. I have a reason to suffer, no matter how shit things get. Find a reason. It makes all the difference.
I never get what people mean when they say suicide is easy, how do you know if you've never done it? and if you've done it and you're alive to say it then you couldn't do it right, so then how is it easy?
You have no idea man
It took some getting used to, on account of how I myself was a deathgripping retard
But once I figured it out and got my dick re-sensitive to feelings...it's fucking heaven
If you smoke weed, I HIGHLY recommend burning a bowl and then blowing a load balls deep in it
I black out from euphoria sometimes
>You have no idea man
"I should really stop reading from this point"
>If you smoke weed, I HIGHLY recommend burning a bowl and then blowing a load balls deep in it
FUCK IT I'M BUYING ONE, do you have any suggestions in how to get it mailed without anyone receiving it at the doorstep before I do?
The thing is
I live with mom and dad and sure if one of them gets it they will open it and that ladies and gentlemen will be the end of me
I don't own a Mary. But pic related is my Dashingly blue sugarstar
Apparently it's better for cutfags, which is what I am
Sorry if the picture is sideways
The box is literally just a cardboard box with a shipping label
Use a PO box if you're really paranoid, what I did was wait until UPS showed up and then I met him at the mailbox
When my family asked what was in the box, I told them it was a horse fleshlight
They laughed and called me a wiseass
No reason to live?
Well no reason to die either.
You have magical ponies for a reason, just watch ponies and smile.
>you better hope no one finds your toy in your room.
I hide stuff inside my computer, I'll have to make sure it is completely dry every time I use it tho
>When my family asked what was in the box, I told them it was a horse fleshlight
you did not
Thanks for the advice
From a euphoric madman to a soon to be euphoric madman, I wish you luck, waifus, happiness, and natty gains
Try lifting as well, it's a great stress reliever
Not op but going through same thing. Ponys crying for me. Hehe Made me cry a bit. Life does suck. Hell mlp is having a hard time keeping me cheery. Fortunately I'm to much of a coward to kill my self. Dam I wish a party pone could help me out.
Someday Anon, you'll get a birthday party the likes of which you've never seen
Stay strong, do it for her