No. It can't be. I resisted the Call of the Waifu all these years. I've made it so far, the ride's almost over, I can't stumble at the finish line.
>the ride's almost over
Ha, you wish. The ride never ends.
You know how people say you don't choose your waifu, your waifu chooses you? This is her choosing you. Just accept your waifu in your heart and make a tulpa.
Yes. Slow down on the weed and clear up your mind or it probably won't work very well, though. After she has gotten strong enough to sustain herself over long periods of time, then you can start smoking weed again. Getting high is way more fun when you not only have a smoking buddy, but they're also physically effected by the weed, instead of just mentally. It's really fun to see what kind of weird shit happens to your tulpa while you're both on drugs, especially hallucinogens.
>shit got way too real
Well, that's why it's fun, silly. Anyway, you should try mushrooms. Mushroom trips have a much more natural feel to them. Plus it's way easier to control dosage, so you could start out with such a low dose that you don't even trip, just kind of enjoy everything like being high.