your fetish/fantasy + your favorite genre(s)
>having a qt chubby chick (not fat just w/ nice big ass and thighs) sit on my face until I'm on the verge of suffocation and she laughs at me
>goth rock/death rock/post-punk
light femdom (handjobs, ruined orgasms, foot shit, cfnm, etc)
I can't find a decent size of this album art for some reason but there you go
>tfw no bisexual freak-folk gf to watch as she drugs and has her way with some pretty little innocent straight girl
>facefucking until she vomits
>ambient, dub, downtempo
If I'm in a good mood, having any of my female friends piss all over me (I don't have male friends).
If I'm in a moderate mood, getting raped in an alley by a homeless man (with AIDS) who vaguely resembles my husbando.
If I'm in a bad mood, having my ex film as a group of men she paid off gangrape and (eventually) murder me in a public bathroom.
These are my primary fantasies, my favorite genres of music are usually of the post-punk variety (industrial, noise rock, gothic rock, etc.) and all the precursors to post-punk (avant-prog/Krautrock/Zeuhl, free improvisation, contemporary classical, etc.).
I've had two female friends tell me they also have rape fantasies, and I'm sure they're not the only ones. How does one go about this? Does that mean they would enjoy me forcefully exerting myself upon them? Obviously not, right? I mean, it's just a fantasy, right? Pls explain.
>having my ex film as a group of men she paid off gangrape and (eventually) murder me in a public bathroom.
Well, it is a fantasy and I think I want it in the moment but the only time a group of guys "joked" about raping me, it was terrifying. I think the problem (at least for me) was you don't get to choose who rapes you. Like the idea of rape is appealing (him taking control, the unpredictability, the intensity) but it just doesn't really translate I don't think because most rapists are bottom-of-the-barrel scum. I think the best I could hope for is finding a guy I'm attracted to and letting him know I have these fantasies and then hoping he plays on them (you can't ask though, otherwise it ruins it).
>forced head shaves for myself and others
I have long hair for the first time ever (had to keep it short due to high school regulations; during college I would just give myself haircuts). Whenever I go on /fa/ and see buzzcut inspo, I get so into it. Part of me wishes someone would force shave my head, or I do it for a reason, like losing a bet, or charity.
Anyway, I know you probably get this a lot (I do, too, for my unconventional fetish) but what is appealing about a forced head shave? Is it the humiliation and power/control that comes with it, or does it have to do with hair?
>violent rape, gangbang rape (gender irrelevant)
pic related. AOTY
I've had the fantasy for about eight years or so, it adapts to whoever my ex was most recently.
I don't know who Jamie Stewart is, I looked it up and got the band Xiu Xiu, is that something I should listen to?
>go hiking with qt and have wild forest sex in rural Oregon somewhere
>Gregorian chant/folk fusion
Oh, okay. I'll check them out. I've seen A Promise posted on here a lot (it's hard to forget that cover).
I do listen to lots of music with aggressive male vocalists and themes of rape/violence (as I think was given away when I listed my favorite genres) >>50718692 but I had the fantasies before I discovered the music.
>tfw have teddy bear you received when you were a few months old (it was bigger than me at that time)
>it remains my only friend through my teenage years
>get horny, cut a hole in its butt and try to fuck it
>it doesn't work at all and now every time I see him I have to live with the shame of violating him
>throw him in a dumpster to escape the memories and lose my best friend
Fuck, I didn't ask for this feel.
Damn. Yeah I probably wouldn't be able to live with the guilt either. How old were you when you tried to fuck it? Also, did you set out to toss him in a dumpster solely for that purpose or were you going there anyway?
Feminization? You mean like wearing girl clothes and shit? Cause I like to do that but it's not my fetish or anything.