Before you guys read the rest of this, you should know that I've been struggling with depression for a while now. I was doing very badly, until I discovered music.
For the last year, producing music has been the only thing keeping my depression at bay. I felt genuinely happy when I produced music, and when I released my first album, I was the happiest I had ever been.
Recently, I've started realizing more and more that my music is terrible, and that I'm a fucking hack. I'm wondering at this point why I should even keep going. I'm not sure why I'm even posting this, I guess I just want to tell someone.
If John Lennon can beat Yoko Ono, I can beat you guys to getting dubs
Got a text before you read any further. I am now, and I'm terrible music dipressjoni should know. Last year, production music and I'm glad that first dress.It's not true, I'm very impressed with the song, I think. Lately, I'm beginning to understand how it works, and music, I'm sorry, I'm a demon, I want to know why I still don't know why I said that I don't have anything 'ngħid the rest of the world.
Oh, you think Bateman is your ally. But you merely adopted the dubs; I was born in them, moulded by them. I didn't see the ban until I was already a man, by then it was nothing to me but BLINDING!
The digits betray you, because they belong to me!
>Am I Merzbow Yet
It's not bad, but it's really uncreative, and it feel like you're using drone and noise to mask that, since they tend to be repetitive naturally. Militia started out interesting, but it seems you're having trouble holding a melody, or creating anything "catchy". Especially with the drums. What did you use to make it?
That's good, maybe you should try incorporating some more guitar, although that might hard using FL. Do you have an email or something I could contact you at? (I have a feeling this thread might not last very long). I'd like to see if you get anywhere with your music.
This is absolutely awful, but it shouldn't matter at all if you're doing it as a hobby and it makes you happy.
Sounds like you're using a lot of preset things without manipulating them very much. This makes it sound amateurish, but it's not complete shit. Not something I'd listen to though.