can we have a music suggestion per feel thread?
>you post a feel
>everyone else suggests an album
>sexually-abused-as-a-child girlfriend of 3 years tells me that i'm starting to use her like a toy
Playing my first live solo concert next Sunday and I have little-to-no idea what to do. Due to the electronic nature of my music the only thing I can think to do is play my drumset along with my music. Plus I was asked to play here by the guy who runs it so that just adds to the pressure
loser tendencies are starting to reoccur. not sure if they left or they were there all along and I buried them. uni finished for the year and I don't think they'll ask me to come back. my gf will leave me because of my loser tendencies.
h-h-h-old me /mu/
dUUUUUUUUUDe this feel.
I'm a artist who is confident with my potential and ideas but I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO DO WHEN I'M GOING TO PERFORM THIS YEAR
same boat as you
>I don't even feel like fapping because of how much I want to date this girl...
inb4 anybody recommends any songs that have direct or implied references to love. I want this dealt with in abstract musical themes, not direct lyrical references.
Just do that thing electronic musicians do where they lean back and are turning a random knob, making it look like it really hard to do.
Really like a girl, we've shared music recs and are starting to get along really well. She digs my jazz recs and gives me some obscure indie stuff.
Problem is I'm moving halfway across the country in two months. Cheers on this Saturday night brothers.
I don't even own a knob. Actually, it might be kind of funny if I brought this tiny cheap wooden voice recorder that is just a button and a knob and pretended to play that for a song or two
But seriously, you guys have the opportunity to perform and the organization to make your own songs. Good job already, now go and do a good job!
When I was existentially depressed the only songs I recall getting any sort of satisfaction out of were You Don't Know Me and Mad World (the Donnie Darko version). Not sure what about them in particular rang with me given that I spent a lot of time listening to music then anyway, but I appreciated having some sort of feeling to hold onto, even if it was melancholy.
That said, good luck anon. I've had a couple lapses since my initial major months-long emotional crisis over it but I think they've been dulling. Hopefully it's the same for you.
And hey, just in time for the holidays! Just reverse the genders. Or don't because as we all know sexes are an illusion or some gay shit.
But seriously, I'm sorry to hear that, bro. Been there. Fuck 'em both.
jesus, dude. that's sensitive shit. be a half decent human being and give her whatever she wants, be it space, comfort, whatever.
no music for that sorry. not something you hear too much of.
>19,000km of distance put between you and someone you're in love with
>the endless cycle of isolation from mental illness
>feeling so shit about yourself you can barely muster the confidence to talk to anonymous sex criminals on a venetian Twister™ enthusiast live chat
Also, I'm pretty sure this is a relevant response to literally every post in this thread:
i'm the same. I fucking hate being so unable to change it.
exercising is the only thing that makes me feel like i'm going somewhere with something. t-thanks /fit/
I'm so lazy that my entire life and education is falling apart in front of my eyes because of my horrible procrastination and I feel totaly apathetic but at the same time completely terrified.
Sorry, I just really don't like that song and I'm feeling shitty. She's easy to talk to and has great taste in music and movies. She has this goofy charm and we text all the time but there's this giant barrier of distance in the way. I compare every local girl to her and they never stack up adn it's makingme lonely as fuck.
The first song breaks me right off the bat
he currently is taking advice from me, even though he is older it seems i have come out as a better man, only 18. he's nice, but he's a dumbass and i'm afraid i might end up like him and I constantly belittle myself and kill ambitions with chicks. but in short, i have forgiven him and found God, but it still hurts man. immensely.
You probably don't really need to be told this but that sucks. I mean I don't believe in soulmates or stuff like that, that there's one person for everyone, but it really can be terrible when the one you feel closest to is unavailable. The only shitty advice I could give you is try to move on if it's only causing you pain
I'm experiencing the same feel bro
550 miles for me
Thanks. I don't believe in it either, but I do think that you can't really fool yourself into not wanting what you so clearly want. I've tried to move on, but it would be really terrible to just cut her out of my life completely, you know?
hey man, nice dubs. here's a good lonely album.
its like im actively trying to make myself as small and insignificant as possible in anyone else's lives to the point that their memories of me will seem like more dream than reality
h o l y s h i t
you are me, man...
I hope everyone stays strong, please look around and see that you are cared for. Just give yourself those little breaks - you'll know what they are. I have let fear run my life for too long.
>stopped going to uni classes
>gf dumped me
>want to move out and start my fucking life but I have to live at home
>haven't felt anything close to happiness in months
>almost all of my friends are assholes and I don't want to go out anymore
>want to kill myself but don't want to commit to the whole "being dead" thing
give me music to be a huge pussy to
I am only fucking 20 and it's already starting to hit me.
>been spacing out a lot
>stopped really caring about much
>letting your friends slip away
>generally uninteresting to anyone
>generally uninterested in anyone
>generally uninterested in anything
>enjoy not caring to an extent
my choices will probably tear my anus eventually but it's cool i guess.
This album kind of sounds like this feel.
I'm with you here brother. I'm way way behind on College work but just spend all day procrastinating. I honestly don't give a shit if I fail but obviously terrified of disappointing my whole family. We will find a way bro, this will not be the end of us. Good Luck. :)
I'm about to drop some feels so bear with me:
>Recently got arrested for possession of marijuana due to an illegal search, or at least illegal according to what I've learned in my classes about criminal justice
>No fucks given, prosecutor still decides to throw me under the bus, but also gives me the drug diversion project
>Decide to swallow my pride and take it
>Have to tell parents
>Have to lie to parents
>It's going to be another 1000 dollars or so of strain on them
>Want to get a job and help
>Am a lazy fuck
>Procrastinate on everything, even college
>Which now is probably a moot point
>Feel worthless, gf has false hope in me
>Family has false hope in me
>Keep falling back into patterns of depression that I thought I'd dropped long ago
>Am reminded of my ex, the girl who broke me
>She was raped
>I left her
>Came back after she spun out of control
>Tried to save her
>Ended up crushed
>Am then reminded of the terrible things I used to do
>Am then reminded I only tried to use this shit major as my penance for all the terrible things I've done in my life, to try and make a difference
>I'll never make that difference
>I'll always be a piece of shit
>I'll never reach that potential everyone, even my teachers, said I definitely had
>I'll never live up to the multiple 5's on AP tests and near flawless grades
>I'll never find my passion
>I'll never live my life in happiness